Chapter 119: Past Life (1)
By chance, Su Ruoshui worshipped an unfathomable master. So he began to indulge in martial arts practice every day, hoping that one day he could avenge the lives of seventy-three people in his Su Mansion.
Zen Yi was just sad and cried for a few days, she was too young to understand what death was, and then when she was older, the pain of loss was no longer pain.
It's just that she has become a little too insecure, she always loves to cling to Su Ruoshui, because she always remembers that her father said that Su Ruoshui will be her future husband and the person who will take care of her for the rest of her life.
The imperial power was not controlled by his relatives for too long, and the new emperor spent six years to strangle his maternal grandfather's family, beheading those who beheaded them, and exiled those who were exiled.
But when the dynasty had just had a short period of prosperity, it encountered the invasion of a strong foreign enemy.
Seventeen-year-old Su Ruoshui resolutely went to join the army in order to take revenge. He wants to take revenge, but it is impossible to overthrow the new emperor as a flat-headed commoner, he can only do everything possible to climb up by himself.
Ten-year-old Yan Zenyi was in that small courtyard, crying and leaving him, and in the end he could only run around behind the team that sent the troops. As soon as Su Ruoshui turned around, he saw Yan Zenyi who fell to the ground, he lost his mind for a moment, and finally turned his head ruthlessly and followed the army.
Su Ruoshui made contributions all the way, and at the age of 20, he returned to the dynasty with the general's class, and became the youngest heroic general. When he entered the palace to face the saint, he hid behind many soldiers, he couldn't see the face of the man sitting on the dragon chair clearly, and he didn't want the man to see his face clearly.
When he returned to the small dilapidated courtyard after facing the saint, the thirteen-year-old Yan Chanyi looked at him with some restraint, and whispered with red eyes, "Mama Wang is gone." ”
Su Ruoshui didn't care, he was not far from revenge.
He took Yan Zenyi back to General Yingwu's Mansion, which was the original Su Mansion, where he grew up and where he lost his father. It seems that there is only one goal left in his life, to kill the emperor.
He didn't seem to care about the guy who always shouted, "Brother Shui, wait for me." "Brother Shui, don't go. The little tail no longer tuggs at the corners of his clothes to be coquettish to him.
The prime minister of Yipin intended to marry him, so he agreed to marry the prime minister's daughter.
When Yan Zenyi heard the news, she cried until her nose was red, she didn't question angrily, but asked him with red eyes, "Brother Shui, don't you want to be Zen'er's husband?" ”
Su Ruoshui only lightly shook off the little hand that was tugging at the corner of his clothes, and said softly, "It was just a joke between our fathers when we were young, and it shouldn't be true." You are my sister, and I will find you a good family. ”
He married the prime minister's daughter, but he even arranged a stand-in to go in the cave room, and he didn't know why, he just thought that he still had a big revenge to avenge himself, so he really didn't have any interest in these children.
His assassination plan gradually improved, he didn't think about what to do after killing the emperor, he only knew that he had to kill the emperor.
Yan Zenyi, who was about to reach his death, knocked on the door of his study, and said to him with a chuckle, "Brother Shui, I have found a husband for myself, and he will come to the door tomorrow to propose marriage." ”
His heart ached inexplicably, but he just didn't raise his head to answer. She didn't stay in the study for long, he watched her figure leave, disappearing into the dark night outside the study, before reaching out and gently covering his chest.
He never needed a child's affection, he always thought that he was a lone wolf, and he didn't need companionship or companionship. But it turns out that there has always been a little person who has been quietly accompanying him.
It's just that this little man is going to leave with someone else.
On the second day, no one came to propose marriage, but a eunuch came.
Only then did Su Ruoshui know that the husband that Yan Zenyi had found for himself was the saint of the day. He accepted the order expressionlessly, but slapped Yan Zen Yi fiercely in the study.
"Do you know that he is our father-killer? Do you know that I've been plotting for so many years just to kill him? Su Ruoshui didn't hide his emotions anymore, there was heartache and panic in his emotions, and he couldn't figure out what else he couldn't figure out.
Yan Zenyi accepted this slap, didn't say a word, didn't even shed a tear, and turned around and became Zen Zhaoyi in the harem.
Su Ruoshui was drunk day by day, and the assassination plan failed again and again.
He began to regret that when he lost, he didn't know what he had lost. By the time he knew, it didn't seem to make any sense.
She is already the emperor's woman, and in just two years, she has changed from Zen Zhaoyi to Zen Guifei. Since she entered the palace, there have been no newcomers in the harem. Even the old people who were already there were also violent deaths, and they entered the cold palace of the cold palace.
There seems to be only one concubine left in the entire harem, a Zen concubine who is constantly favored.
The queen can't be changed, the queen is the emperor's cousin, the emperor has destroyed his grandfather's family, and it will inevitably hurt the hearts of the old people in the court after it is abolished.
But the emperor never went to the queen's palace, and the emperor never entered her room since the queen was only the crown princess.
Su Ruoshui really wanted to see Yan Zenyi, but no matter how he tried, he couldn't see her.
He was already exhausted, so he could only choose to pretend to be sick and pretend to be terminally ill without a doctor. She finally walked out of the harem and came to Su Mansion to visit him who was lingering on the sickbed.
"You still care about me, you still have me in your heart, right?" Su Ruoshui finally said the words from the bottom of his heart, "You are not by my side, I miss you very much." I realized I was wrong, I always wanted to be your husband. I still have a way to keep you with me, don't ...... when you come back this time"
"I miss you too, but no. I also know that I am wrong, I really only have brother and sister feelings for you. Brother Shui, you're about to become an uncle. Yan Zenyi's attitude is indifferent and alienated, only when he caresses his stomach, he reveals a little maternal tenderness.
The chubby little girl in the past has finally grown into a slim girl, but she has become another woman. Su Ruoshui's eyes turned red, and all the emotions he was unfamiliar with came to his heart. Is it sour? Is it painful? Probably much more than that.
Seeing that her belly did not rise and fall at all, he was inexplicably jealous.
"He's our father-killer! But you will bear him children? Su Ruoshui gritted his teeth, obviously pretending to be sick, but the pain in his face and heart at the moment made him suddenly feel that he was really sick.
Yan Chanyi finally raised his eyes to look at him, and finally said lightly, "Brother Shui, have you really found out the truth?" ”
Su Ruoshui was speechless in shock, he wanted to ask her what she knew, or what the emperor provoked. But he lowered his eyes and said no more.
"I will stay in Su Mansion for a few days, Brother Shui rest, and my sister will come to see you tomorrow." Yan Zenyi didn't continue the topic just now, only as his own question, and never asked it.
Su Ruoshui watched Yan Zenyi leave, remembering that night when she came to her study, she said with a smile, "Brother Shui, I found a husband for myself." ”
He should have left her with that night, maybe it was still too late.
What did she know now? She is still not the perfect water brother in her heart. If she already knew everything, and she was willing to come back to see him, did she still have herself in her heart?
There is no woman in the harem who can embarrass Yan Zen clothes, but there is one in the backyard of Su Mansion.
Su Qin, who Su Ruoshui was marrying, began a three-year widowhood after enjoying the candle night in the cave room. She even knows better than Su Ruoshui who Su Ruoshui has in her heart.
Yan Chanyi is in the palace, as the imperial concubine, she has no way to start, but now that she has returned to Su Mansion, how can she watch Yan Chanyi be happy steadily?
She can't directly kill Yan Zenyi with a knife, but if she wants to destroy a woman, why should she really use the knife? A bowl of secret medicine for Qinglou, a lowly gambler, is enough.
Su Ruoshui didn't stop the bowl of Qinglou secret medicine, but only killed the man who hadn't had time to enter Yan Zenyi's boudoir.
He knew he was mean, but he never said he was a good man. He walked into the boudoir with a faint fragrance and hugged the Yan Zen clothes who were controlled by drugs.
After a night of undue demand, he realized what he really wanted and what he lost.
When she woke up, Su Ruoshui was still on Yan Chanyi's bed, but Yan Zen Yi had disappeared.
Yan Chanyi returned to the palace alone, and her personal maid was killed by Su Ruoshui as early as when Su Ruoshui entered the wing. Even Su Qin's family died of a serious illness overnight.
Yan Chanyi returned to the palace in embarrassment, and the ambiguous traces on her body made Yan Chanyi's heart like ashes, and she could no longer face the man who loved her deeply, nor could she face herself.
She hung the white silk and stepped on the high stool, and her stomach moved as she put the white and flawless white silk around her neck.
She cried and climbed off the stool. She didn't cry when she saw Su Ruoshui sleeping next to her, and she didn't cry when she saw her personal palace maid lying in a pool of blood. But after her stomach had its first fetal movement after the accident, she couldn't help crying.
She had already thought about it, she had no shame to live, but she didn't want Su Ruoshui to pay for her life for this thing that shouldn't have happened, so she went back to the palace to prepare Bai Aya. She wanted to end herself and give up all her love and hatred, but in the end she lost to her first fetal movement.
The child is innocent, and she has no right to deprive the child of her life. Especially it was her and the emperor's child, so she could only cry and climb off the stool.
The palace door of Weiyang Palace was closed, and even if the emperor came, Yan Zenyi was still closed.
It wasn't until half a year later that Yan Chanyi had a difficult birth, and Su Ruoshui entered the harem as Yan Zenyi's brother.
Two men waited anxiously outside the delivery room, one was Feng Yunchen, the son of heaven of the Ninth Five-Year Emperor, and the other was Su Ruoshui, the general of the auxiliary country, who worshiped the second grade.
The eyes of the two men looked at each other as if they were looking at the enemy, but when they looked at the closed door, they were as gentle as water.