This is a delicate notebook, its weight is negligible for Yuchen, but at this moment, this light notebook is like a thousand pounds in Yuchen's hands, slowly turning the first page, at that moment, the feelings that have been suppressed for three days can no longer be suppressed at this moment

The first part of the diary, recording Ruoxue's mood for a long time, this is a diary that makes people cry, and it is also a diary that makes people feel sad and sorry for the beautiful girl.

In the diary, Ruoxue recorded the bits and pieces of her life, and also recorded the hesitation and uneasiness in her heart, she wrote, "My life has been determined from the moment I was born.

Like most of the children of the family, the future will be faced with becoming one of the major victims of the family's interests, in the Qiu family, my fate has already been sealed, since I was a child, I grew up in the envious eyes of many people, they always thought that I was like a charming girl who was loved by thousands of people.

In fact, I envy those carefree childhoods even more, their smiles are always full of innocence, and every time I see those innocent eyes and innocent smiles, my heart will throb inexplicably

At the age of 20, I was trapped in a huge cage like a bird in a cage, and when I learned that I was going to marry a son of a family I didn't love, or even just met when I was a child, tears couldn't stop wetting my cheeks, why, why did God treat me like this?

Why do we women have to fall victim to the interests of the family?

So, I decided to run away with the help of my best friend Yihan, I moved into her house, hehe, I met a very shy man, well, he is a little handsome, and sometimes he has a sly smile.

In June, it was a shocking and uncalm day for me, returning from school as usual, only to witness an astonishing scene on the streets, which was a busy phase of traffic, with crowds and vehicles walking on the streets

At that moment, suddenly a child's cry that pierced the sky came into people's ears, when several speeding cars were about to ruthlessly take the life of the whole lovely little girl, a figure rushed into the road at that critical moment, he saved the little girl, his back was simple and great, but what he didn't expect was that the person turned out to be Yuchen

I never thought that my life would intersect with him, but in the following days together, I found that I couldn't extricate myself from falling in love with him, and I kept telling myself that I couldn't, no, he also had meaning, and I was destined to not have love in this life

But why do you want to forget, you want to leave, but you are always accumulating thoughts about him, and you can't give up this undeserved love.

Seeing this, Yuchen's heart could not calm down, he took a deep breath, lit a cigarette that he hadn't smoked for a long time, and at some point, Lin Tian had quietly retreated, Yihan took his arm, and quietly looked at the last beautiful relic left by Ruoxue

I fell in love with him, desperately madly in love with someone I shouldn't love, because he was my best girlfriend's boyfriend, I was a sinner, I knew I couldn't have love, I knew I was leaving, but I was still a moth to the fire.

God, why, why can't I have a love like an ordinary person? Why is it not even qualified to love? If not, I'd rather be a butterfly and soar in that free sky

Turning over the pages of the heavy log, Yuchen and Yihan's eyes couldn't help but burst into tears, there was too much helplessness and unwillingness, and there was also Ruoxue's hard life.

No, I can't be easily defeated by God, I want to work hard, try to pursue my love and the life I want but I failed, under the tears and anger of my parents again and again, I know that from that moment on, I have failed.

I used to work very hard and be very persistent, thinking that I would finally get the happiness I thought I would get in my life, but when the dream was broken, I knew that it was just the shameful happiness that I was deceiving myself, looking at the happy appearance of Yihan and Yuchen, I always wanted to cry sourly, but whenever this happened, I could only force my face to laugh, I hated myself like this, because it was very hypocritical, I have been living under the mask for 21 years, used to being alone, sometimes that loneliness is really beautiful, so quiet, So there is no quarrel with the world.

The day finally came, and I made a willful decision to give the most important day of my life to the person I loved, and I knew that I was about to leave.

I exchanged my tears for cheap love and got Yuchen, but I couldn't get into his heart, I walked in the rain, I could only keep crying and crying, love you, let me accompany you through this last period of time

The time happened to be the day when Ruoxue left, this was a long, long but heavy indescribable diary, and Yuchen and Yihan's hearts became extremely heavy

Yuchen, I'm sorry, forgive me for coming into your life uninvited, the days I left you, my life seems to have lost its luster, there is always darkness in front of my eyes, Lin Xiyang wants to get me, he wants to take revenge on you, and every time he can only spend it in fear and anxiety

Walking into the hall of the wedding banquet, I knew that my life was about to end at this moment Looking at the poignant words, at this moment, Yuchen's whole body trembled, his expression was gloomy, and the tears in his eyes finally couldn't stop wetting the rows of delicate words

Yuchen seemed to see that poignant rose, dyeing the entire wedding hall red

Yuchen I know that I will leave you, I know that I will leave the whole world, Yihan, Yudie, Xuan'er Jie, and Yuchen I love you, I can't forget you in my life, and my parents and daughters are not filial, I don't blame you, I only blame the unfairness of this world, in the next life, I want to be an ordinary person, not too big a family background, not too much money, and not a beautiful face, marry an ordinary person, and live a happy love that an ordinary person should have

I know I'm naïve and stupid, but goodbye, I love you

On January 11th, Ruoxue walked into the wedding hall, taking the steps of the countdown to death, under the attention of countless children of the family, they were envious, jealous, and even had a greedy look at the most beautiful Ruoxue that day, dressed in a luxurious white wedding dress, under the V-neck is the snow-white alluring arc, the delicate and perfect cheeks are slightly pale, but there is more cold beauty, but no one can see a faint sadness in her beautiful eyes, no one thought that in this holy church, it is about to be stained red with blood

When the wedding was at the end of the day, the moment the rings were exchanged, Ruoxue suddenly proposed to dance, and in the warm applause, the dance in white slowly danced with rhythm.

The delicate body, the sexy body, all this outlines a beautiful picture, in the warm applause of the people, the beautiful bride continues to dance the last dance in her life

"Yuchen I love you, I have never regretted it in my life, goodbye, the one I love" After the words, the beautiful rose, the poignant bride, fell heavily on the palace of marriage under the attention of countless people

At the end of this sentence, there is also a paragraph of unwillingness and hopeless helplessness in Ruoxue's heart, which reads, If you are a peerless martial artist, if you have a prominent family background, there are countless exclamation marks left behind

"Smack"

"Smack"

Tears couldn't stop falling into the notebook in black and white, Yuchen and Yihan could no longer suppress their feelings, the diary recorded Ruoxue's life, but also recorded her love for Yuchen, this love, heavy and painful, this love, can't get but so beautiful

On the last night of closing the notebook, Yihan couldn't help crying loudly in front of Yuchen, and at this time, a hazy drizzle suddenly fell in the gray sky, as if the earth was baptizing the crying soul

In a gorgeous mausoleum in Shanghai, several dark shadows can be vaguely seen in the hazy rain and fog, some sad, and some indescribably heavy

In front of a tombstone, the owner of the tombstone has a beautiful and delicate face, which is so beautiful and moving, and this tombstone will always make passers-by stay for a few seconds, and then shake their heads and sigh

"Ruoxue, this is your favorite orchid, and this sea of purple flowers will bloom here in the future" The purple orchid is beautiful, and Yihan put it in front of the tombstone.

With a heavy remembrance in his arms, Yuchen walked into Ruoxue's tomb step by step, looking at the familiar beautiful cheeks, Yuchen couldn't believe it, they had said goodbye to heaven and man, that sentence If you have a peerless martial arts, if you have a prominent family background, still echoing around Yuchen, Ruoxue's words have come true, but she will never see Yuchen again

"In the future, I will come to see you to accompany you and tell you the stories that have happened over the years" Lowering his head, with tears in his eyes, he put Ruoxue's log in front of her grave, and after staring at it for half an hour, Yuchen slowly stood up.

"Let's go" took Yihan's hand, Lin Tian, Fei'er, Nini held an umbrella, and several people left this rainy and misty cemetery, before leaving, Yihan couldn't help but look back, I don't know if it was an illusion or an illusion, she actually saw an illusory but familiar smiling face in front of Ruoxue's tomb

"Ruoxue, in the next life, we will still be sisters" Yihan smiled lightly, took Yuchen's hand and said playfully: "Yuchen, I want to see the sea"

"Okay"

"Hmm."

"Brother, I'm going too"

"Then let's all go"

In the hazy rain and fog, their figures slowly disappeared, the rain and fog in front of the tomb slowly cleared, and the beautiful cheeks embedded in the tombstone hung a faint smile

(Come to think of it, this is also the best ending for Ruoxue, God said, forgive the author of that beast)

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