But when they are together, they are just all kinds of unprovoked quarrels, uncontrolled hurting each other. Merlin would say something that stinged her without holding back, and then shouted all kinds of reasons for breaking up, and blindly complained that Liao Yingchen put too much pressure on him and made his work psychologically shadowed.

In the face of his various accusations, Liao Yingchen's heart was full of grief and doubts. He is just fulfilling the role of a lover, why is he so fried? I care about him and love him, how can it become pressure?

She tried all kinds of ways to make him understand that this was love, but obviously the result was unsatisfactory, he escaped more and more often, and the missing wrist became more and more despicable, and even later he didn't use any excuses at all, and told her directly: I don't want to see you again!

Liao Yingchen never suspected that Merlin actually didn't love him.

Perhaps this is the key to the tragedy of love.

If one party thinks that not loving is also a manifestation of love, but it is just another form of expression, then this kind of love is destined to have no good results, and there will be no better story except that both parties are scarred.

The reason why it is obviously not love is that in Liao Yingchen's eyes, he will think that it is love, and one of the more important factors is *.

If Mo Lin has been outside for a long time and thinks about it, he will yearn for Liao Yingchen's body again, like a tired child who needs to return to his mother's arms. He would suddenly be very surprised, and suddenly appeared in front of Liao Yingchen's eyes, with an innocent, longing for forgiveness expression.

If two people have been together for a long time, in fact, love and sex are two different things.

Love will slowly turn from thick to light because it is too close. The ultimate in love is sex, but sex is the thinner of love. Sex can calm each other's anxious hearts.

In addition, sex, on the other hand, will gradually form a habit because of overfamiliarity. Once it becomes a habit, there can be no thoughts of love between each other. From hugging, to kissing, to touching each other, the process is tacit and orderly. Both of them silently understood what to do next.

Often, if you are too accustomed to it, the process will be simple, for example, hugging can be avoided, kissing a little, and then going directly to the process of undressing.

Most men who have been dating for a long time will even be lazy to untie a woman's corset, all these troublesome things, you can do it yourself, there is no need for a man to help, or, you simply strip yourself naked, wouldn't it be more convenient? Since it's not the first time, there's no question of being shy or not, everyone is just doing what they want each other to do. Partner, let's work together!

For men, it is possible to ignore love or not, but for sex, it is always a point that cannot be ignored. He enjoyed the approaching stimulation point, he enjoyed the feeling in Liao Yingchen's warm body, as if he had returned to his mother's body, that dark and empty place with endless but extremely warm and tender, that was the most fragile but pure world, nothing, only herself, she was completely her own, in this land, I am your only one.

There is no one but me.

Here you can still feel the rhythmic heartbeat, the throbbing in the depths of her soul, and the love that is like the water surging at the bottom of the sea.

This kind of emotion can make Merlin forget himself for a moment, forget his loneliness, insecurity, insignificance and helplessness. can also forget all the dissatisfaction and disgust with Liao Yingchen and all the ironclad reasons for escaping.

In short, all unhappiness is gone, only moving.

However, once he comes to his senses and everything returns to normal, nothing has changed, it turns out that it is just a deception, and he will fall back into self-blame, entanglement, confusion and remorse. This intense dissatisfaction spread instantly, and he felt that it was a mistake for him to come back.

That's right! It's a complete mistake, and the reason for this mistake is that Liao Yingchen confused herself, and she used her body to confuse herself.

Every time Liao Yingchen looked at the little lion that jumped out of her arms, ready to crash out of the cage, she also felt helpless......

Mo Lin is not Liao Yingchen's first boyfriend, but Liao Yingchen is Mo Lin's first girlfriend.

There is a paradoxical difference between the two, which was originally insignificant, but when Merlin was clamoring to break up, he was forced by Liao Yingchen to be anxious, so he threw down this sentence: If you think I'm not good, why don't you go to your former boyfriend?

Liao Yingchen was very confused, she only mentioned it once, but she didn't say how good her previous boyfriend was, and she didn't understand where Merlin got the logic, her previous boyfriend was good. ’

In fact, his previous boyfriend was not good, he was a married man, and, when he was in love with Liao Yingchen, he did not regain his freedom, that is to say, he still lives with his wife, and he has two children, one older and one young. At that time, it was just an unpleasant, temporary separation with his wife.

Liao Yingchen couldn't even remember how he met him, Library? Cinema? The gym is still some other public place. It is important to know that such public places are the easiest way to meet people of the opposite sex, of course, as long as you are brave enough, or rather, confident enough.

He is a few years older than Liao Yingchen, very tall, looks very burly, is a typical European man's type, there is very dense hair on his body and legs, every time she touches the skin, she will feel like she is being held by a brown bear, very strange, that kind of fluffy feeling, but also with a very strong perfume mixed with the strange smell of body odor, stimulating her special sexual interest.

For this married man, she knows that she has never loved each other. They are together, but purely for sex.

He would come to her every week and get in his half-new car.

In that cold country, a girl studying in a different place, a cold hut, and a lonely day, everyone is polite and humble, but it is unusually cold.

Perhaps, people who have not experienced it are not able to understand that sometimes treating each other politely is really the most cruel way to get along.

To treat each other politely is to use an absolutely rational and cruel way to reject you from his world.

But that's how people treat each other, it's a certain culture. Only this man will grin and say to Liao Yingchen: Hey, you are really good-looking today.

He would not be polite to her, and on the night of their acquaintance he took her to his cottage, an apartment in a high-rise old building, with a small open kitchen, but it was immediately clear that the kitchen was just an ornament, and the owner did not cook often.