Chapter 8 Everyone has a heart
Butterfly's heart suddenly became very conflicted, do you like the young and vigorous him or do you like the mature and steady him? With him who is young and vigorous, he can make butterflies forget the youth that is about to pass, those glorious years that are about to go away and cannot be saved, once full of hope, full of enthusiasm, never know tiredness and loneliness, and often be vulnerable. But at the bottom of his heart, he seems to faintly want to see him mature, or grow old, gloating to understand that his youth is also so short, so that he has a sense of steadiness in his heart, he is an adult, many things will not be impulsive, a lot of responsibilities will be calmly borne and will not be like a fledgling chick who does not know what he is doing, once something happens, he will flee suddenly, and then slap his hands, push everything clean, and forget it in a blink of an eye.
The boy doesn't know what it's like to be sad. It is because a teenager has no real sorrow, and once he has experienced sorrow, no matter how young he is, he will become old and serious.
Suddenly seeing the diving bird look up at her, the butterfly became embarrassed, turned her gaze, and glanced upstairs to the box.
The diving bird clearly saw the butterfly looking at him, and this woman always tried to hide herself, and he didn't understand why she was doing this. Could it be that she doesn't understand her own feelings? Could it be that she was full of scruples about him? Isn't the only scruple because he has no money? Indeed, he is a small person, mixed in the lower strata of society, not even his own job is secure, there is no stable residence, no glamorous job, no everything. Is that all she needs for love? It's not that he's not self-aware, so he doesn't act rashly, the problem is that they seem to enter a game circle, playing a game of chase and hide.
The lamb chops are hot and fragrant, and the gravy is still sizzling on the iron plate. None of the three moved their chopsticks. It was only then that I saw the zygote appear at the door with an abnormal look in a hurry, and she was looking east and west to search the store, and the diving bird had already raised her hand to summon her. Zygote's face was full of smiles, and he seemed to be a little embarrassed, so he didn't have time to sit down, and said repeatedly: "Teacher Ma, I'm sorry, I'm late." ”
The diving bird reluctantly said, "How did you do that?" I just called and said that you had already gotten off the bus, why did it take more than half an hour to get here? ”
Zygoko smiled and said, "I went to the supermarket and bought a pack of cigarettes. ”
"It doesn't take that long to buy a pack of cigarettes, right?"
"Also, when you called, I was almost there, and I had to recharge when I got off the bus, there were a lot of people, and I had to queue up."
Butterfly said: "Zygotes are never on time, and it's normal to be only an hour late today." ”
The old horse said, "If you come late, you will be punished for drinking." ”
Zygote was very self-conscious, and immediately found the empty cup, poured some beer, and drank it with his neck tilted. Then he couldn't help but say in surprise: "Mingyue is actually later than me today?" ”
Butterfly said, "She went to the pharmacy. ”
"This woman heard that she is about to get pregnant."
"Really?" Butterfly asked.
The old horse also said, "Oh? Mingyue is getting pregnant? ”
Zygote took off her coat and scarf, put on a V-neck sweater underneath, and said, "That's what she said, to recuperate." This woman has been talking to me about this online a while ago. ”
The old horse smiled and bowed his head to drink.
The diving bird said, "I see, I think she went to some pharmacy for some reason." ”
Zygote said, "What do you know?" ”
"Phew." The diving bird snorted and said, "What other secrets do you women have?" ”
Zygoko smiled and said, "Oh, by the way, we never treat you as a man." Ah, by the way, I heard you went to work? ”
"yes."
"I'm about to lose my job." Zygote had a joking tone, which made everyone startled.
The butterfly said, "Really? ”
"I lie to you, I'm really going to lose my job."
Lao Ma said: "Didn't you do a good job in that company?" ”
"It was good, but now it's not good."
Butterfly asked, "Why?" ”
"I can't get along with my boss, I always quarrel with him, he hates me when he sees me, I see him also making a fuss, making the two of us like a couple. And my work is getting more and more, and I have to be asked for everything, and I'm tired and don't want to do it. ”
The diving bird smiled and said, "Yes, you are a maverick in the unit, people work at nine o'clock in the morning, and you go to work at eight o'clock in the evening." ”
"This is also a big problem, the boss talked to me N times, asked me to pay attention to the image, not too outrageous, saying that many colleagues follow from me. But what can I do, isn't it my life to get me up during the day? People like me belong to the night. ”
At this time, Mingyue also came, but everyone didn't notice it for a while, and she quietly walked to the table before she found out. Mingyue wore a fashionable hat, her hands in her pockets, and smiled as she watched the people at the table wide-eyed as she listened to Zyko.
The zygote's voice is loud and can be heard from afar.
Zygote saw Mingyue and said, "Yo, why is there no sound?" ”
Mingyue smiled and said, "I heard you from afar." ”
"Why are you later than me today?"
"I went to the pharmacy and got some medicine."
"I know, it's just strange that your husband doesn't like children?"
Mingyue sat down, took off her hat, took off her coat, quickly glanced at the table, many dishes did not move, and then said: "But I want to have a child, and now I see that other people's children like it very much, and it seems that the recovery is slower when I don't give birth to old age." ”
"Isn't your husband your eldest child?"
"Yes, he wants to be my baby forever, to be my only one."
Butterfly said, "Your husband doesn't want children? ”
Mingyue said: "Yes, he doesn't like children. ”
"What's that for? Isn't it good to have just two people? ”
"It can't be like this forever? You have to have a child of your own when you get married. ”
Zygote said, "What kind of medicine is dispensed?" ”
"The doctor said that I was not in good health, and I said a lot, but I didn't understand, anyway, there are a lot of medicines, and I need to recuperate for a while."
"So it's impossible this year?"
"It's definitely impossible this year, my husband is also busy with work, and it may not be until next year."
The diving bird listened silently on the side.
Lao Ma suddenly said: "It's fun to have a child, but it's too annoying, but it's really not like two people if they don't have children." My kid fucked me through. ”
"What happened to Mr. Ma's son? Sick again? Said the diving bird.
"No, I just refuse to eat, every time I eat, it's like going to the execution ground, I want to hold a ruler in one hand, and I force him to eat, he is already thin like a thin monkey, so he loves to eat snacks and makes me angry. If he doesn't eat, I'll smoke him. ”
The diving bird smiled and said, "Mr. Ma worked hard to cook a table of dishes, and he didn't appreciate it. ”
Lao Ma sighed and shook his head, saying, "This little child, how can his body be good without eating?" Always sick, three days two ends run to the hospital hanging needle. That day I was scared to death, hanging that antibiotic in the hospital, hanging until the middle of the night, my face was blue, and my breathing was short, and then I entered the intensive care unit, and the doctors issued a critical illness notice, and something almost happened, that night, alas. ”