"Of the two of them, one is wronged and the other is guilty, but, if the slightest mishandling is mishandled, the one who is wronged, the grievance will become my bad deeds; The one who is guilty, his sin will also become my sin. ”

Indeed, that's the trickiest part.

At this moment, the voice of Father-in-law Yu sounded outside.

"Your Majesty, can you pass on dinner?"

Zhu Feng turned his head and saw that there were already a few people standing outside the door, so he said "um", and soon, Father-in-law Yu walked in with a few little eunuchs from the imperial dining room.

Seeing the two of them, Father-in-law Yu smiled at Nan Yan, but Nan Yan coughed lightly in embarrassment and stood aside.

Actually, Father-in-law Yu was fine, but the expressions on the faces of those little eunuchs embarrassed her.

This seems to be the first time in the world, the emperor actually came to the cold palace to eat, but I heard that he was still staying in the cold palace before, and everyone didn't think it was too strange, especially when he walked into this room, he found that many things in the Yikun Palace had moved in.

Everyone couldn't help but wonder, could it be that the concubine really wanted to camp here?

In this way, the emperor has to go to the cold palace every day to pamper the concubine?

What a deal!

Everyone's faces were different, but they were still holding back, and they put out the dishes in the food box, but they set up a full table, and then retreated.

Aunt Tongyun and Nian Qiu wanted to come to serve them with food, and Zhu Feng only waved his hand lightly: "No need, I will dine with the concubine tonight, and I don't need you to serve." ”

So, they also retreated.

Nanyan was taken by him to the table and sat down, facing the table that was considered a sumptuous delicacies, but he had no appetite, but Zhu Feng still picked up the chopsticks and said, "Eat more." ”

"Yes."

Nanyan was also obedient, holding the bowl and eating in silence.

After a while, Zhu Feng saw her put down the dishes and chopsticks, looked at the dishes on this table with a distracted face, and asked, "Why don't you eat it again?" What are you thinking? ”

“……”

Nanyan was silent for a moment and said, "The concubine is thinking about some things when she was a child. ”

"Oh?"

Zhu Feng raised his eyebrows slightly.

Since his amnesia, he can only understand Nanyan's affairs from scratch, but just to understand her as a person, it is troublesome enough, especially the people around him can't explain it thoroughly, but it is her family's affairs, and the queen has had some with her.

So, he knew that she had another not very happy childhood.

How can you still remember what happened when you were a child?

Zhu Feng said: "What did you think of? ”

Nanyan said: "The concubine thought that when I was a child, one year during the Chinese New Year, my brother teased me and wanted to push me into the pond, but I refused to give in, but pulled him into the pond, causing him to fall into the water and catch a cold, and he had a high fever during the New Year. ”

“……”

"My mother was so angry that she wanted to beat me indiscriminately."

“……”

"Fortunately, my grandmother saw it, and she protected me, and my mother held a grudge against her, and she couldn't disobey her grandmother, so she put down this matter for the time being."

“……”

"That night, a pickled fish steamed in the kitchen was gone."

Zhu Feng subconsciously frowned: "They said, you stole it?" ”

"Well," Nanyan nodded and said, "Because my mother doesn't like me, I can hardly eat at the table during the Chinese New Year." That day, I was really hungry, so I lay at the door of the kitchen to watch them steaming fish, so I obviously saw that it was a cook in the kitchen who secretly gave the fish to his family to take away. ”

Zhu Feng said: "But, they don't believe you." ”

Nanyan nodded and said, "At that time, no matter how much I cried and said that I was wronged, my mother didn't listen and threw me to the firewood room and locked me up overnight. ”

At this time, when talking about the past, in fact, she doesn't have too much discomfort and pain, after all, everything has passed.

But Zhu Feng frowned.

Seeing a hint of fierceness flashing in his eyes, Nanyan hurriedly said: "Your Majesty, the concubine didn't say anything about this matter, it was not to take revenge or anything, the matter has already passed, and the concubine has long been out of business." The concubine just thinks that this matter is also quite interesting. ”

"What do you mean?"

Nanyan tilted his head and looked at him: "One is wronged, and the other is guilty." ”

Zhu Feng's eyebrows frowned slightly.

Nanyan said: "It's like there is a radish and there is a pit, although this radish is not pulled out of this pit, but as long as you put it in, the pit will be filled up, and the radish will be gone." ”

“……”

"It's like the current situation, although this injustice and this sin were originally irrelevant."

“……”

"But—"

Speaking of this, she bit the tip of her tongue herself.

Zhu Feng looked at her with burning eyes: "But what? ”

“……”

“……”

Nanyan looked up at him, but did not speak, his eyes revealed contradictions and entanglements.

Zhu Feng himself said the latter words: "However, the grievances of the Jian family cannot be Zhaoxue. ”

“……”

Nanyan almost bit the tip of his tongue.

He nodded heavily.

In fact, she didn't care about King Ning's crime, it was something that the emperor and the ministers in the court should worry about, but she couldn't care less about the injustice of the Jian family.

If, just to whitewash the peace, she filled this hole with an irrelevant radish, how could she be worthy of the Jane family?

So, she couldn't go on.

And Zhu Feng looked at her, and his breath became heavy.

After being silent for a long time, he said slowly: "What you think coincides with what I thought before. ”

Nanyan looked up at him.

Zhu Feng said: "To solve the current predicament, there is indeed only this way." ”

“……”

"But, for the first time, I can't make up my mind."

He has always been decisive in killing, fighting a battle, attacking a city, and even launching a battle of martyrdom to take the throne more, never hesitated, undecided, this is the first time he hesitated in the face of choice.

Nanyan's heart was also tangled into a mess.

She thought for a long time and said softly, "Then, what did Lord Heyi say?" ”

Zhu Feng said in a deep voice: "He said that the choice in the world is either more beneficial than disadvantageous, or the disadvantage is greater than the advantage, but only the immediate choice is equal to the pros and cons." ”

“……”

"Whatever the choice, it's the right one; No matter what the choice is, it is all wrong. ”

Nanyan was silent.

Heyi was right.

This method is to drink water to quench thirst and raise soup to quench boiling.

But—

She was silent for a long time before she slowly raised her head, looked at Zhu Feng, and said in a slightly hoarse voice: "Since the emperor has come up with this method, in fact, he has already made a choice." ”

Zhu Feng looked at her: "What about you?" ”