I was standing in front of the bank, holding the information sheet in my hand, my mind blank, and I just felt like the world was spinning.

It turns out that I have been wrong all along, and I have been wrong, and I have been very wrong.

The person who transferred 200,000 yuan to me before was not Zhang Chuyu at all, but Huo Xinlan.

Why is this happening? I muttered to myself, the whole being stupid.

But if you think about it carefully, many things actually have traces to follow, for example, once I pulled goods for Huo Xinlan in the middle of the night, due to the maintenance of the WeChat system, she used her bank card to transfer my salary, so she knew my bank card number. When I was in the ancestral hall of my hometown, Huo Xinlan also happened to be present and witnessed the whole process of me being humiliated by my relatives......

She should also want me to fight for a breath, so she transferred 200,000 yuan to me without saying a word, and I was still like a donkey, preconceived, and regarded the person who transferred the money as Zhang Chuyu!

Is it just because she gave me 14,000 on the side of the road? Or is it simply because she is my first love, I still have certain illusions about her in my heart?

Or maybe it's both......

I felt like I was really a failure.

Failure to be a person, failure to do business, what a fuck, deserve to be cheated out of money.

I squatted on the steps outside, holding my head in my hands, and my heart was so painful that I wanted to die.

I can't figure it out, why fate plays tricks on me like this, I am actually very cautious, when I borrowed money, I repeatedly scrutinized all kinds of details and risks, thinking that Zhang Chuyu first transferred me 14,000, and then transferred me 200,000, it should be a rich woman, but I never expected that I was wrong at the beginning, the 200,000 was not sent by Zhang Chuyu at all, she just had a good impression of me back then, so she helped me 14,000.

It's only 14,000!

14,000 for 1,100,000, a hundredfold, Zhang Chuyu estimates that he is hiding in a corner now, laughing at me fiercely, right?

I was so sad that I took out my mobile phone and wanted to send a message to Huo Xinlan, but when I thought that I almost scolded her for crying not long ago, and now I am currying favor again, what will people think? You'll treat me like a two-faced person, right?

I hesitated and hesitated, although I felt very guilty and regretful, but in the end I didn't send out the message, but silently pulled Huo Xinlan closer to the blacklist.

We are not people of the same world, and the 200,000 yuan should be regarded as I borrowed her, and I will slowly repay the money after I make money, but before I pay it off, I will definitely not meet her again.

Because I really don't have that face.

When I got home at nearly ten o'clock, it was raining, I sat at the door with two cases of beer, and I got drunk again, one blow after another, and the betrayals that came one after another, really hurt me to the core, I was so tired, I was really tired of living, I was thirty years old, my wife was separated, and nothing was accomplished.

But I know that I can't fall yet, I carry all the hopes of my mother, no matter how hard or tired I am, I have to continue to go down, this is my life, a life that I can't escape in this life.

After living in the stairwell for more than ten days, the injury on my shoulder was finally healed, and the strength of my long-lost arm finally returned, I drove my own broken van, and started to pick up business all over the city, in addition to pulling goods, other things that can make money, I do it all, even if it is dirty and tired, it doesn't matter.

During this period, I was still in the circle of friends, and I saw my wife post a photo with Zhou Ting, although she was smiling in the photo, but the smile was very unnatural, Zhou Ting hugged her waist, bare topless, revealing a row of conspicuous abdominal muscles, and looked like a man.

I knew that this photo was sent to me on purpose, and I was indeed a little sad, but I didn't comment or like, I just silently blocked my wife.

After about 20 days, I got used to the single life, although I was very tired every day, but I made a lot of money, and I saved 20,000 or 30,000 yuan, my mother suddenly called me and said that I had a kiss, and it was the daughter of an aunt who lived next door to her, 25 years old, although her education was not high, only high school, but she looked okay, let me see everywhere first.

To be honest, I was a little resistant, this divorce has not been two months before I talk about a new partner, a bit of a seamless connection, but I can't resist my mother, and finally agreed, added the girl's WeChat, and made an appointment to meet at a KFC on Saturday.

The girl's name is Li Jingjing, myopia is very serious, she wears a pair of glasses of more than 400 degrees, a little fat, her appearance is not ugly or beautiful, if the full score is 100 points, she can play 60, barely passing, but the skin is a little dark, not tanned, may be born like this, at first I thought she was a little arrogant, but soon I found out that her emotional intelligence is very low.

How low?

For example, halfway through KFC, she suddenly said to me, brother, you won't let me AA this meal, right? I smiled and said no, I invited you, you can eat whatever you like.

Li Jingjing sighed and muttered in a low voice, saying that it was supposed for boys to invite girls to dinner.

I was a little uncomfortable, but I didn't care, I felt that she should have been AA before, and there was a psychological shadow, so I asked more.

But soon I found out that this was not the case, I lowered my posture as much as possible, and chatted with Li Jingjing about things in life and the recent situation, but while chatting, she directly gave me a sentence: "Why are you asking this?" Have I agreed to have a relationship with you? It's rude to ask for people's family information, do you know? ”

I'm a little angry, and I said that the blind date is to fall in love, and I don't ask how to understand these things in depth, and I'm not a child, what's the matter with twisting and pinching?

But I didn't have a seizure in the end, so I told her that although I don't have much money, I have business experience and brains, and I am more motivated.

But Li Jingjing interrupted me with a wave of her hand, pointed to the van I parked outside the door, and said Big brother, you are very handsome, but you are thirty years old, and a thirty-year-old man is just a van? You're not kidding me, do you, you know how precious girls are now? I'm not a material girl, if I follow you, at least my life must be guaranteed, right? What's the use of you just having a self-motivated, they all say that women are responsible for dominating the country and the city, and men are responsible for dominating the world, you can work hard outside, but at least let me live comfortably at home? If you don't have your own house, then we don't need to talk, I can't stand renting a house outside, my conditions are not bad, it is not difficult to marry into a wealthy family, there is no need to hang yourself on a tree, you are handsome and can't be eaten.

I was completely angry, slapped the table, didn't talk nonsense with her anymore, only said one sentence: Then I wish you to marry into a wealthy family as soon as possible! Turn around and check out.

After walking a long way, Li Jingjing is still teasing me, saying that the man who married for the second time still put a stinky face on me, and drove a broken van to go on a blind date, you are not ashamed? I'm sick to death.

I'm a little uncomfortable, this girl is actually not wrong, a woman is understandably picky for her lifelong happiness, but she is really too realistic, and her personality is not compatible with me, so I don't need to waste time with her.

I really want to start a relationship again, in this down-and-out time, you can have someone to hug when you are tired, in fact, it can heal the soul, life should be faced by the husband and wife together, otherwise you can't bear the pressure alone.

Of course, my current conditions are not good, my vision will not be too high, as long as my appearance is passable, my skin should be whiter, and the most important thing is that I must be filial, and the city government can't be too deep.

A woman with a good figure like his wife, I don't dare to hope for it anymore, they all say that beauties are the goddesses of the poor, and the essence of the rich, which is a bit exaggerated, and is also a bit suspicious of being beaten to death with a stick, but it does make sense, and it exhausts the vicissitudes of the hearts of the men.

Although there are many good women in the world, there are even more bad women, anyway, the ones I have met so far, such as wife, Zhang Chuyu, Lin Xiuyan, etc., are all good all the way, and none of them are good.

In the next few days, my mother wanted to introduce me to a blind date, I was really a little scared, so I asked her to give me some space, and I couldn't force my feelings, and I would find my wife myself, so I didn't bother her to worry about it.

And so another week passed, approaching the middle of October, autumn, and I had just finished pulling the goods and was about to go home to sleep, when my wife ...... No, it was my ex-wife who suddenly sent me a message on WeChat.

Although it was only a short sentence, my whole heart instantly became chaotic.