Chapter 118: Confession (3)

"At that time, she was not alone in the room."

Jiang Yi was suddenly stunned, as if a cluster of electricity flashed through her spine, she frowned and looked at the people around her,

"Your mother was killed? That person is ......"

"It's Shao Yikai."

Shao Jun sighed softly, as if remembering a heart-wrenching past, his eyes were wrapped in anger and endless sadness......

I still remember that bright noon, the sun shined on the boy's face through the glass window, and he obediently leaned in front of the window, looking at the woman opposite from a distance,

She wore a long dress with a lilac skirt that swept to her calves, and sat barefoot in front of the piano, elegant and moving.

Engrossed in playing the piano, the woman gently stepped on the pedal, her slender fingers beating on the keys, and the movements were smooth and graceful,

The boy stared at her without blinking, and before he knew it, he lost his mind,

She is really beautiful, even the slightest detail is impeccable, but such a beautiful person seems to be imprisoned in a small space that does not belong to her, and she looks lonely and sad.

At this moment, he suddenly felt that a woman was like a withering flower, or like the swan waiting to die in the song, but as soon as this idea came to his head, Shao Jun shuddered violently.

The boy buried his head and lost his mind a little, only to realize that the music had suddenly stopped after a while.

He raised his head, but another person appeared in his sight, it was Shao Yikai, his father who had been afraid of him since birth.

Not knowing what they were arguing about, the tense atmosphere frightened Shao Jun, and he saw the man's broad palm fall on the woman's side face, her thin body like a loose piece of paper hitting the pitch-black piano.

The man grabbed her long hair roughly, and poured the entire bottle of pills into the woman's mouth, ignoring the latter's struggles.

She was so choked that she couldn't speak, and the white pills that she had not had time to swallow in the confusion spilled from the corners of her lips and scattered all over the ground.

Looking at everything that happened in the room in horror, Shao Jun felt as if his dry throat had been cut by a sharp scythe, he didn't know what he should do and what he could do.

Should he shout and stop the man's heinous crimes, or should he continue to be frightened and his legs weakened and frozen in place as he is now.

It should be his most familiar relative, but that face is so unfamiliar that it makes people feel cold, and the man's hideous and terrifying eyes are still remembered by Shao Jun, and it is a nightmare that he can't get rid of in his life......

Finally finished telling this story that kept repeating itself in his dreams, Shao Jun took a deep breath and closed his eyes gently.

It seemed to take a lot of his strength to reveal the secret that had been sealed in his heart for a long time without reservation, looking at the people beside him, Jiang Yi couldn't help but feel a little distressed, she thought that Shao Jun's mother's death might not be as simple as suicide, but she didn't expect the truth to be so shocking,

"I've always regretted that I didn't do anything while I watched her die in front of me.

I was only five years old at the time, I didn't know what I could do, I watched a lot of people break into my house at that time, and watched Shao Yikai tell the police that my mother had long been suicidal, but I didn't expect her to really can't think of taking so many sleeping pills, he tearfully said that he didn't care enough, and said that he was sorry for her,

I knew he was lying, but I could only stand there like a fool until it was treated as a suicide case of my mother taking sleeping pills because she was depressed, and I didn't tell anything about it."

When the words fell, he put the back of his hand on his brow in pain,

"Jiang Yi, can you tell me what I should do at that time?"

Jiang Yi twisted his eyebrows, thought for a moment and said, "I, I don't know how to answer this question." ”

Hearing this, Shao Jun shook his head and smiled bitterly,

"I've seen a psychiatrist abroad and I've tried ...... Evade. I tried to erase this memory from my mind, but it turned out to be useless. ”

He turned to face Jiang Yi:

"I haven't told anyone about it, you're the only one."

Shao Jun has always been silent about this matter, not only because it is difficult to speak, but also because he does not dare, afraid that once he confides in the pain hidden in his heart to those who think he is close, he will be treated with strange eyes.

He pursed his lips, looked at Jiang Yi fixedly and explained,

"Although I saw some bad things when I was a child, I couldn't help but ...... There were some problems, but I ......."

"I understand." Jiang Yi smiled softly,

"Am I the same?"

A hint of strange color flashed in her eyes, and that little bit of strange light seemed to be hidden in an extremely secret gray area, revealing a little sign and passing in an instant.

…… In fact, compared to Shao Jun, he didn't even have the courage to tell the secret hidden in his heart.

"You really think that, aren't you comforting me?"

"Hmm." Jiang Yi nodded earnestly.

In fact, she thinks that Shao Jun can be considered good like now, Shao Yikai is his father after all, as a son, he will be somewhat affected, not to mention genes, living together will also be exposed to each other's temper and thoughts,

Jiang Yi couldn't help but sigh...... Fortunately, Shao Jun is not crooked, and he has not become a pervert who likes to abuse people!

"I hate him, but I can't deny his blood relationship, after all, without him there would be no me, although I know that my presence is just a fault."

Seeing that she was looking at herself intently, Shao Jun smiled a little embarrassedly,

"I don't know why I'm telling you this today, maybe I'm just ...... It's been too long to hold it in my heart. ”

"Feeling better now?"

"Well, it's much better." After the words fell, he asked with some sorrow:

"Then after you know this, will you be afraid of me? Are you worried about my split personality or psychological distortion? ”

Seeing his anxious face, Jiang Yi smiled lightly, "How come?"

Also, that day was just to provoke you, in fact, I don't think you have a love-mother complex. ”

"But it's true that you're frigid, Doctor Jiang."

Seeing that Jiang Yi glanced at himself angrily, Shao Jun smiled and quickly kissed her on the face, and he hugged her tightly in his arms, as if he wanted to let every inch of the cell feel the temperature of the other party's body.

"Jiang Yi, I will be good to you, only good to you, so, stay by my side and never give up on me."

…… Because I can't leave you anymore.

A little shy in his arms, Jiang Yi squeezed his hands, and said "um" in a deep voice.

I felt that when she was tough, she was as invulnerable as iron, and when she was gentle, her temperament was so soft that it seemed to melt people, Shao Jun couldn't help but smile, and gently pressed her chin against the corner of her forehead,

"Doctor Jiang, I'm really not used to you being so gentle!"

Shao Jun enjoyed the intimate smile at the moment, completely unaware that he had said this too early.

"Honestly, Dr. Jiang, when did you fall in love with me?"

Seeing Shao Jun tilting his head slightly, with a curious and expectant expression, Jiang Yi's breath stagnated, and he said hesitantly:

"I ...... How do I remember, why ask such a question. ”

"Let's talk and confess to each other," he looked at Jiang Yi intently, seeming to be quite interested,

"Don't you know, I was tempted when I saw Dr. Jiang at first sight, I really don't want to lose the opportunity to be with you, so I will be so shameless to pester you.

What about you? When did you feel for me? ”

"The night you listened to me play the piano? That rainy night when I was stabbed? Or, earlier? ”

Jiang Yi's eyes drooped slightly, and he said perfunctorily: "I don't know, maybe you're right." ”

…… Maybe when she confronted him and was stared at by those deep eyes, her heart was already in turmoil......

Reluctantly accepted her answer, Shao Jun let out a sullen "um", and suddenly became sentimental,

"Dr. Jiang, sometimes I feel that people like me are really ...... It's really not worth entrusting for life, even if you had that unbearable experience when you were a child, there are still so many dangers around you,

Although I am arrogant on the surface and swear that I must be with you, in fact, I am really afraid of your dislike, because I feel that a person like me who is stained is not worthy of such a holy you at all. ”

His deep and magnetic voice said such sincere and affectionate words, Jiang Yi's heart suddenly beat uncontrollably, she clenched her fists, and her eyes moved slightly,

Actually, I don't want it to be what you think...... So good, so noble......

"So Dr. Jiang, no matter what happens in the future, don't run away from me, okay?"

Although he was a little uncomfortable, Jiang Yi still tried to look him directly into the eyes as much as possible, and replied to him in a calm voice,

"Okay."

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opened his eyes in a daze in the annoying sound of the car whistle in the early morning, Shao Jun got up and turned over not very comfortably.

Jiang Yi didn't know when he had gotten out of bed, he stretched out his hand and pounced on it.

…… Where is she?

Hearing a "whooshing" sound of water coming from the bathroom, Shao Jun's sleepiness instantly dissipated without a trace, and he turned over and sat up.

Walking out of the room, Shao Jun raised his eyes and saw Jiang Yi coming out of the bathroom, he couldn't help but laugh and walked towards her.

Probably used to it, the first time he saw Shao Jun, Jiang Yi subconsciously lowered his head and planned to bypass the person in front of him, seeing this, Shao Jun raised his eyebrows, only to feel that the fire in his abdomen was inexplicably hooked by her,

He turned around and approached her, and without saying a word, he picked up Jiang Yi horizontally,

"What are you doing, ...... early in the morning" Jiang Yi exclaimed in surprise, looking at the other party in a panic.

Shao Jun smiled slightly, the corners of his eyes curved into a soft arc, he lowered his eyes and approached her, and kissed Jiang Yi the cheek.

"You ......"

"I can kiss you casually in the future, right?" He said softly.

…… What else do you ask when you kiss them!

Jiang Yi pursed his lips, and his face turned red again,

"You're still ...... Converge a little. ”

"Convergence what? I'm your boyfriend, don't be too shy, Dr. Jiang, otherwise it will seem that my identity is so empty and meaningless! ”

"I ...... I still need time to get used to. Jiang Yi blinked awkwardly and patted him lightly on the chest,

"Okay, let me down, it's too late to get to work!"

Shao Jun couldn't help but raise the corners of his lips and raised his eyebrows at her, "Don't worry, my boyfriend will send you." ”