Volume 2 Piano Competition Chapter 224 Xu Ying's Decision
"She's already abandoned me and my dad before, so why is she still showing up now? Why come back and bother my life, isn't it good to just disappear like that? Don't disturb your own lives......"
Seeing that Xu Ying had a very serious resistance to Qin Qiaoyun, Duan Zilian didn't know how to persuade Xu Ying to try to accept Qin Qiaoyun.
After being silent for a while, he could only say this: "When I came out to chase you just now, I saw that your father seemed to have forgiven Aunt Qiao for what she had done before......"
Duan Zilian said this in the hope that Xu Ying would consider her father's feelings.
However, before he could finish his words, Xu Ying suddenly let out a wry smile: "Is that really the case?" ”
"Huh?" Duan Zi couldn't help but let out a puzzled voice
"I've always had a question that I can't figure out, why does my dad always miss that woman when she has done such an excessive thing? can even forgive her for her mistakes unconditionally...... I really can't figure it out, and sometimes, I really think my dad is really stupid. ”
"Probably...... Even after so many years, your dad still loves Aunt Qiao. The emotions in your heart can make your father forgive Aunt Qiao for all her mistakes. ”
Looking at this problem from the perspective of a bystander, Duan Zilian can only think of this explanation, and this is also the most reasonable explanation.
After all, the feelings in the human heart are very wonderful.
"Emotional?" Xu Ying muttered blankly.
"Some emotions will gradually fade with the passage of time, but some emotions, no matter how time passes, will be engraved in my heart forever." Duan Zilian said seriously.
I have to admit that after so many years, District Chief Xu still remembers Qin Qiaoyun, and can unconditionally forgive Qin Qiaoyun for his mistakes, which shows how deep District Chief Xu's love for Qin Qiaoyun is.
"My dad had such deep feelings for that woman...... However, I had no feelings for that woman at all. Xu Ying shook her head bitterly.
Hearing this, Duan Zilian fell silent.
He could understand why Xu Ying was so resistant to Qin Qiaoyun, not only because Qin Qiaoyun ruthlessly abandoned her when she was a child, which made her feel disgusted, but also because she had no feelings for Qin Qiaoyun at all.
After all, when she was abandoned by Qin Qiaoyun, Xu Ying was still very young, only two or three years old, ignorant, after so many years, her feelings for Qin Qiaoyun when she was a child naturally faded until she disappeared.
You know, people often say that the grace of nurturing, "raising" is in front of "nurturing", if there is no nurturing, how can you cultivate feelings?
In general, whether it is family, friendship, or love, it is getting deeper and deeper in the precipitation of time, and the kind of love at first sight, even if there is, is very rare.
Even if it is a relative whose blood is thicker than water, if there is no long-term companionship and no certain emotional foundation between each other, in the end it will be no different from strangers.
The kind of person who feels the blood and family affection and wets his eyes as soon as he opens his eyes after crossing, crying his father and calling his mother, Duan Zilian feels very outrageous and nonsense, without getting along for a long time, where does the deep affection and life and death friendship come from?
Due to the lack of Qin Qiaoyun's company in the process of growth, therefore, in Xu Ying's opinion, Qin Qiaoyun is finished
It's all a stranger, and there is no emotional foundation between the two.
If suddenly one day, a stranger comes to the door and says that he is your biological parent, I believe that no matter who it is, it will be difficult to accept it for a while.
There is no doubt that Xu Ying is in such a situation now.
The lack of emotional foundation, coupled with her disgust with Qin Qiaoyun for so many years, made Xu Ying resist Qin Qiaoyun so much.
"So, you really can't accept Aunt Qiao? But what about your dad? You always have to think about his feelings, or it's not a bad thing to try to accept it, anyway, feelings can be cultivated slowly. Duan Zi persuaded Xu Ying bitterly.
Turning her head, Xu Ying looked at Duan Zilian: "Do you think I should also try to accept her?" ”
Nodding, Duan Zi said earnestly: "On my personal level, I hope you can try it, no matter what, she is your biological mother." ”
"Aunt Qiao once confided in me about her, to be honest, I was also shocked when I learned that she was actually that kind of person before, I didn't expect her to make such an unforgivable mistake."
"Looking at her pitiful appearance, I sympathize with her very much, but it is undeniable that I have another thought in my heart, I feel that she should not be forgiven, she should not be forgiven, why should she go back and ask for forgiveness after making a mistake? Does she have the qualifications? ”
"But, I'm just a bystander, it's just my thoughts, it's not up to me to decide whether Aunt Qiao can be forgiven or not."
"The reason why your father will forgive Qiao He unconditionally is because he still loves Aunt Qiao, and his feelings can tolerate all mistakes, he hopes that this family can be completed again, and I hope you can live in a perfect family. For him, after more than ten years of waiting, he got a happy result, as for Aunt Qiao's previous mistakes, do you think he still cares? ”
"So, you just give it a try, Aunt Qiao has regretted it alone for so many years, you can give her a chance to make up for her mistakes, at least, consider your father's feelings."
Xu Ying said blankly: "I understand what you said, and I also know that I can't be willful, I have to consider my father's feelings, but I can't cross the level in my heart." To be honest, I'm in a mess right now, and I don't know what to do at all......"
Seeing this, Duan Zilian fell silent and did not continue to persuade.
After all, he has already said what should be said, as for what choice Xu Ying will make in the end, it is Xu Ying's own business.
For a moment, there was silence between the two.
Obviously, Xu Ying is also thinking about what she should do.
Time passed minute by minute, and after a long time, Xu Ying finally made up her mind.
"Forget it, for your sake, and for my dad's sake, I'll give her a chance to make up for her mistakes."
After saying this softly, Xu Ying seemed to breathe a sigh of relief in her heart, and the whole person looked a lot more relaxed.
Seeing that Xu Ying was willing to try to accept Qin Qiaoyun, Duan Zilian couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, at least, his painstaking and earnest persuasion was not in vain, so that Qin Qiaoyun got a good ending.
"Shall you go back now?" Duan Zilian asked.
"Hmm." Xu Ying answered
Completely wipe away the remaining tears on his face with a tissue on his hand.
But after wiping away the tears, she suddenly said: "Pity, you persuaded me to try to accept that woman so much, then, in exchange, I made a request to you, it shouldn't be too much, right?" ”
"Huh? Request? Duan Zilian was stunned for a moment.
Since Xu Ying had confessed to himself before, he subconsciously thought that Xu Ying still had that kind of mind about him, so he took this opportunity to make a request to let him have a relationship with her or something.
Thinking about it like this, Duan Zilian couldn't help but get nervous.
"What...... What are the requirements? ”
Seeing that Duan Zilian looked a little nervous, Xu Ying couldn't help but burst into tears and laughed: "What are you thinking?" Look at what scared you, my request is very simple, I want to wait for me to carry me back, that's all. ”
"Huh?" Duan Zilian was stunned again, but he didn't expect Xu Ying to be just such a request, and immediately looked embarrassed, and subconsciously didn't look over.
Seeing Duan Zilian turn her head to distract herself in order to hide her embarrassment, Xu Ying smiled helplessly.
To be honest, she really wanted to take this opportunity just now to ask Duan Zilian to let Duan Zilian associate with her.
However, if you want to hurry, you can't reach it, and the emotional matter can't be rushed, seeing Duan Zilian's nervous appearance, she didn't want to force Duan Zilian, so she had to change her mind.
"Then again, why do you want me to carry you?" After alleviating the embarrassment in his heart, Duan Zilian wondered.
"Why do you think I'm sitting here?" Xu Ying asked Duan Zilian rhetorically.
Scratching his head, Duan Zilian guessed: "Eh...... You run out of the café and get tired of running, so you sit here and vent your emotions by the way......"
"That's one of the reasons, and there are other reasons, I accidentally fell and twisted my foot after I ran out, so I had to come here and sit for a while."
Saying such words, as if to increase credibility, Xu Ying also pulled up the trouser leg of her right foot so that Duan Zilian could see her feet.
Indeed, Duan Zilian saw that Xu Ying's right ankle was red and swollen, and she should have sprained her ankle.
"Are your feet okay then? Does it hurt? Duan Zilian asked with concern.
"The pain is certain, I feel a little reluctant to walk, so I can only let you carry me back. I'll ask my dad to take me to the hospital for a check-up, it's just a sprain, it should be fine. Xu Ying frowned slightly, now she didn't worry so much about Qin Qiaoyun, and immediately felt the pain of her ankle sprain.
"Okay then." Duan Zi replied helplessly.
To be honest, he actually didn't want to carry Xu Ying on his back, because it would feel weird, but since Xu Ying sprained his foot and couldn't walk normally, there was no way.
So, he squatted down in front of Xu Ying.
"Come on."
Seeing this, Xu Ying couldn't help but smile slightly, slowly stood up, and then lay on Duan Zilian's back.
Duan Zilian immediately felt a sinking on his back, and at the same time, a faint fragrance came to his nose.
Mom, even if you have such a thick cotton coat, you still have such an obvious feeling, Xu Ying's superiority is too exaggerated, right......
In this case, Duan Zilian immediately became nervous, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she felt that her face was hot.