Chapter 512: Have You Ever Done Anything Wrong?
"Shopkeeper, come with me." Huai Yanqing looked a little melancholy.
"Okay." Lin Jinxiu agreed, "You wait for me to change my clothes." ”
Lin Jinxiu changed back into her black coarse cloth clothes and put away the white skirt, white was too conspicuous at night.
Taking advantage of the darkness of the night, the two men walked outside the barracks, until at last they found a relatively tall stone by the river and sat on it.
"How far are we from home now?" Lin Jinxiu asked.
"Far away." Huai Yanqing thought for a while, "It's not so much the distance from home, it's better to be closer to Zhou Guo." ”
"Zhou Guo, ......" Lin Jinxiu in her previous life had never been abroad, and she also knew it in the process of fighting wits and courage with the people of Zhou.
They are also from the Central Plains, but in fact, there is not much difference between the two people, and the struggle has nothing to do with race, it is just a simple dispute over rights.
It's like the War of the Three Kingdoms in ancient times.
Lin Jinxiu never thought that she would actually participate in such a thing before, but now that she thinks about it, there is still an impulsive part of the reason why she came here at that time.
Luckily, it helped in the end.
Huai Yanqing put his hand on Lin Jinxiu's shoulder, and Lin Jinxiu also tilted his head and leaned his head on Huai Yanqing's shoulder.
"Shopkeeper." Huai Yanqing screamed.
"Huh?" Lin Jinxiu responded.
"Have you ever done anything wrong before?" Huai Yanqing asked, "It's not this body, it's you, yourself." ”
Lin Jinxiu didn't know why Huai Yanqing asked such a question, but she still replied: "In the past, maybe there really was." ”
"In my last life, I had a friend who was bullied by others at school, and I didn't have any background at home, so I chose to leave her to protect myself."
"As a result, that friend, who couldn't bear the bullying, committed suicide at home."
"I was thinking that if she had my help at that time, even if she chatted with her and talked, she wouldn't have ended up like this."
After talking about this, Lin Jinxiu let out a long sigh: "So now, no matter who I meet who needs help, no matter what situation I am in, I will help." ”
"It's okay to make up for the regret in my heart."
Lin Jinxiu said this sentence with true feelings.
It is precisely because of the events of her previous life that she works so hard to save others in this world, even if she puts herself in danger, at least the bad things that happen in front of her, she has to deal with it with a clear conscience.
Maybe this is also the reason why she was carrying a child on her back at that time, but she still had to step forward to help Ning'er and them.
"Yanqing, I miss Ning'er." Thinking of that apple-like face, Lin Jinxiu only felt sour in her heart.
Being in a foreign country, but without a mobile phone in his hand, and unable to even send a letter back, Lin Jinxiu deeply felt what is called the convenience and progress brought by technology.
"When the battle is over, we can go back." Huai Yanqing said this, but who knows how long this battle will last?
Lin Jinxiu looked up at Huai Yanqing: "You just asked me if I made a mistake, what's wrong?" Is there something you want to confess to me? ”
Otherwise, how can you ask a clueless question?
"There is indeed one thing to confess to you." Huai Yanqing looked very entangled, looking at Lin Jinxiu's eyes and nervous, as if he would be angry if he said Lin Jinxiu.
"Say it." Looking at Huai Yanqing's attitude, Lin Jinxiu knew that it was definitely not a good thing, she took a deep breath and was mentally prepared before letting him continue.
Huai Yanqing stretched out his hand and scratched his head, with a slightly painful look in his eyes: "When I was in Celadon County, did I tell you that I was looking for my best friend?" ”
Lin Jinxiu couldn't help laughing: "Yes, you didn't mention it again later, I thought you forgot your little lover." ”
"It's impossible to forget." Huai Yanqing's tone became more and more lonely, "I don't have any good relationship, but I have a girl who can't stand it." ”
Have a girl who can't live there? Lin Jinxiu raised her head suddenly.
Is that what she thinks? Sorry girl?
"When I was investigating in Celadon County, I didn't know what was going on, it was like being drugged, I had no impression at all, and it seemed that I was lighter than a woman."
As Huai Yanqing said, Lin Jinxiu thought of this.
"My only impression is that she is very thin, but her personality is very coquettish, to be honest, I thought it was you at first, but according to you, the original Lin Jinxiu would not look like that......"
Huai Yanqing did not hide it from Lin Jinxiu, it can be said that this matter was a thorn in his heart, and he had always been pressed in his heart before, but he was not willing to hide this matter from Lin Jinxiu, which always made him feel sorry for her.
"I used all the power around me at the beginning, but I couldn't find her, maybe I ran into you later, I subconsciously didn't want to find it, it seems...... It's like trying to forget about it. ”
Looking at Lin Jinxiu, who bowed his head and was silent, Huai Yanqing only felt that he was tearing the relationship between the two apart.
A woman like Lin Jinxiu, a woman with iron bones, even though she is single, she must bring up the child in her hands......
Can you accept this?
Unexpectedly, after Huai Yanqing finished speaking, Lin Jinxiu suddenly raised her face.
The feelings in those phoenix eyes were complicated, and without any hesitation, she suddenly raised her hand and gave Huai Yanqing a solid slap.
"It's for that girl, and you should take it." Lin Jinxiu's tone was serious, and his hands were also ruthless, just a slap broke the corners of Huai Yanqing's mouth and bleed.
Huai Yanqing tilted his head, only feeling a hot pain on his cheeks, but he also knew why he was beaten, and he didn't squeak, but suffered silently.
But then, Lin Jinxiu stretched out his hand again and gently wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth.
"It's my partiality towards you." Lin Jinxiu muttered, "Originally, I should have thrown my hands and left, but I couldn't." Because I know what kind of person you are, I believe that if you didn't have Chinese medicine, you would never do such a beastly thing. ”
"If possible, I'll help you find that girl and make it up to you."
The original owner should actually be compensated, but it's difficult to do it right now, so let's compensate another girl as a psychological comfort.
Huai Yanqing turned his head and saw Lin Jinxiu's embroidered eyebrows twisted together, looking at him, as if he was doing a very strong and painful psychological struggle.
Lin Jinxiu thought of what happened to her body, and thought of Lele's weaker appearance than a kitten at the beginning, and her heart hurt so much that she gritted her teeth.
Why you?
If someone else had done such a thing, she would have been willing to hate, scold, or even do something to get him to be punished......
But why you?
Thinking about it, Lin Jinxiu's tears couldn't help but fall, this kind of pain engraved in the depths of her soul, I don't know if it was the empathy given to her by the original owner, but now it was completely shown because of Huai Yanqing's confession.
No matter what happened at the beginning, Lin Jinxiu, you were still so young, your body was so weak, you were at that time, how painful you were at that time......
This seemed to be said to the original owner, and it seemed to be said to himself, when all the feelings were mixed together, Lin Jinxiu finally couldn't bear it.
"I'm sorry."
The girl in front of her reached out and grabbed the clothes on her chest, twisting them in her hands, the hidden pain on her face was mixed with big tears, she couldn't control it at all, she opened her mouth wide, but her throat choked and couldn't make a sound.
Huai Yanqing couldn't say anything except apologize, and the only thing he could do was to hold her in his arms.
And Lin Jinxiu, in the end, surrendered in the deepest fear in her heart, she lay on Huai Yanqing's chest, and grabbed his clothes tightly with both hands, as if she wanted to vent all her grievances.
"I'm sorry." Huai Yanqing apologized again.
This apology may have been said by himself to the girl, or for the person who hurt Lin Jinxiu.
But such an apology is not enough.
The night breeze was blowing, and the two sat by the river, hugging each other and crying.
"...... this?" At this time, Qin Shuyao was the only one in Huai Yanqing's tent, and he knew that Huai Yanqing had gone out with Lin Jinxiu, so he squatted here to show them the field.
However, after seeing the two people who returned, Qin Shuyao was still shocked.
Huai Yanqing fell from the sky silently, and got in like a thief, not wanting to expose his whereabouts, Lin Jinxiu lay in his arms, looking like she was asleep, but after a closer look, her face was full of tears, and her two eyes were also swollen, as if she had just cried fiercely.
And Huai Yanqing's cheeks were slightly red and swollen, and the corners of his mouth were broken, obviously he was slapped by someone.
Looking at Qin Shuyao's expression, Huai Yanqing looked away: "It's not what you think." ”
"What do I think?" Qin Shuyao looked at the two of them, it was completely like Huai Yanqing wanted to do something to the girl, but he was slapped and made the girl cry.
It was precisely because Qin Shuyao knew that Huai Yanqing was not this kind of person who took advantage of people's danger, so he was even more curious, what happened to these two people, and why did they look like this?
"It's a long story." Huai Yanqing put Lin Jinxiu on the bed, gently wiped the tears on her face with a handkerchief, and then wiped the corners of her mouth casually, and then sat down next to the sand table in despair.
"Is there any wine?" Huai Yanqing asked.
Qin Shuyao originally wanted to remind him that he would go on an expedition tomorrow, but seeing what should have happened to them, he finally agreed: "I'll go get it for you." ”
With that, he walked out of the tent, touched the tent of the Ping brothers without any hesitation, stepped over the body of this group of big men lightly, touched Ping Luan's wine bag that barely moved, and turned back to Huai Yanqing.
Huai Yanqing was stunned for a moment after seeing the wine bag, he took it and opened it and poured it directly into his throat several times, but he successfully choked and coughed wildly.
But he still remembered Lin Jinxiu, who was asleep, and he blushed in order to suppress the cough.