Chapter 5: Dances with Wolves
Unexpectedly, Ji Conan's action of stretching his legs startled the pre-examiner, and he said, "Man, you're too casual, aren't you?" Look at that. As he spoke, he pointed to the camera, which looked like Hesseson's muzzle pointed at someone. Ji Conan looked up and trembled with fright.
However, when Ji Conan heard what the pre-examiner said, he didn't feel much hostility, so he continued with confidence. This is self-defeating.
"I started working in social work at the beginning of this century. In the past, I worked as an assistant in Xiangyang Wuzhen Law Firm, which can be regarded as dealing with people, but it is relatively simple, and it takes more time to get in touch with the parties, judges and witnesses, and of course get along with colleagues day and night. ”
"Society is complex. You can't use her as the only means of earning a living, otherwise, it will be very painful. In other words, you can't just do it for money. To be honest, this line of work does not make money, but sacrifices a lot of things. There are some things that you can't get back if you lose them, so cherish them. For example, when you are in high school, you need to study hard and not waste your time. The golden time is the age of youth, which is gone and never returns, just like flowing water, flowing eastward, without looking back, day and night. If you want to occupy a place in society, you must work hard and not slack off in the slightest, otherwise it will be very troublesome. He said.
"I work for the Mars Foundation," he said. The person in charge is Miss Liu. Local unmarried ladies are generally called misses, not the so-called "misses" in the mainland. Because Miss Liu is not married, she is very caring. Leaving the metropolis and coming to the mainland is not used to many aspects, but she has strong adaptability and confidence, and with constant prayers, she met Feng Feifei. ”
"Feng Feifei is good. Teach her how to deal with people and improve her social skills and skills, so far Miss Liu can't completely leave Feng Feifei. He said.
"Speaking of myself," he said. Not really. I started to be very interested. I once wrote a book of 10,000 words to the person in charge. The person in charge is not taken seriously. Never wrote about it since. If you have no enthusiasm and are not adopted, you will gradually become cold-hearted. ”
"However, this did not prevent me from continuing to work in social work." He added.
"The good thing is that I started working in the mountains and I'm still in the mountains," he says. It is safer to stay away from the person in charge. Although there are many small material favors, I am at ease, and my body and mind are comfortable. There is no love in the world for no reason, and everything has a price. When you receive a favor, you have to put in a certain amount of mental or effort or skill.
"I work in the mountains, and now that I'm young, it's not very difficult to climb the mountains, and I have fresh air and water," he said. The body is relatively healthy. If it weren't for genetics, or if nothing else, God allowed me, I might have lived to be 60 years old. In the next twenty years, I want to do more. For example, social service work can benefit more people, achieve the dreams of others, and gain a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction for themselves. ”
"When you are alive, you must seize your time to do things, and you must not be lazy, even for yourself, and even more so for your children." He said.
"I'm in the mountains, and every day is very fulfilling," he said. Eating and living have become habits. Instead, I went to the big city, I was not used to it, I didn't like it. I don't know why so many people run to the metropolis, what's good there? To sum up, where there are many people, it must not be good. Because I ate in a big canteen when I was a child, the meals were all in batches, and the shovels were used for stir-frying, and the irresponsible master might not wash his hands before or after the meal or never bring a handkerchief, and when he encountered a cold, his snot flew sideways, not to mention that the stir-fried dishes were not clean. As long as you have been to school and eaten in the school cafeteria, you probably have experienced it. The big pot of rice is not fragrant, because there are many people, and the probability of a great man appearing among the masters is very small, and most of them do not have the idea of seeking happiness for mankind. As for the theory that if you can stir-fry, you will rule the world, and there is no research. There are few examples in history of being able to cook and rule the country. ”
Ji Conan said: "The better thing about doing social work is that although you don't have the trust of the person in charge, you feel comfortable physically and mentally. The few who have received special care are in Jiangcheng, just like at the feet of the Son of Heaven, accompanying the king like a tiger, which is not a good thing. Do not forget all the days of sorrow in times of joy, and do not forget the years of tribulation in days of peace. If you get close to the person in charge, you may get burned. Unless you are a calm brother or a calm sister. Alienating the person in charge does not mean that you don't love the person in charge. In ancient times, officials who were degraded to the border did not mean that they were unpatriotic and disloyal to the king, because they were too patriotic and loyal to the king, and they were often easily framed by traitors and villains. Worrying about the society outside the temple, a gentleman is often slandered when he encounters a villain. If there is a clear monarch, there will be loyal ministers and traitors, and if there are loyal ministers and traitors, there must be a clear monarch and a faint king. ”
The pre-examiner's hand stopped for a moment, and the shorthand action just now seemed to have suddenly cut off the power, and there was no reaction, not even inertial action. Looks like I'm going to fall asleep. This is what it looks like when the average person is in a state of false sleep when they are about to sleep but not asleep.
Ji Conan saw that he stopped recording, so he kept silent. The pre-examiner suddenly snorted, shuddered, and wiped the corners of his mouth with the back of his hand, as if the corners of his mouth were already rich and delicate.
Suddenly there was silence, and it was not very customary, and the examiner woke up, pretending, and continued to record, his eyes trying to find the notes he had just taken, so as not to make a mistake. Some words, once written, are kept for many years. Become an archive, and this archive will accompany a person throughout his life. Ji Conan's file didn't know where to go, but fortunately it didn't work. This has something to do with career. Conan didn't want to be a member of the organization, and he didn't want to wear symbols or logos.
Ji Conan said: "From society to institutions and families, some unjust and unjust things will happen, don't blame it, people's limitations dictate." No one is perfect, no one is perfect, no gold is enough, and the old saying is summed up in one word. This may be a particular reference to men. It's not sexism, it's more serious for women. Women babble on small things, don't think it's a monster, such a woman is the cutest. However, such a woman has to be blind in major events, and she is at a loss when she encounters major events. ”
He said: "Respect for the person in charge is not expressed in superficial enthusiasm, but in constant loyalty and honesty. The person in charge is also a human being, and he will not secretly monitor your every word and deed, every move, and it is impossible to know your inner thoughts. Likes and dislikes for people are often deceived by the eyes, and they are also affected by feelings and emotions. This is especially true of female leaders. So, don't be complacent about the momentary victory, and don't be discouraged by the momentary loss of trust. The days will pass, the sun will still rise on time every day, and the earth will still rotate. When the stars change, there is a law and order, everything goes according to the order, everyone feels comfortable, and there is no anxiety. ”
"The comparison between man and the mountains can be ignored, and the comparison between man and the river is like a fallen leaf, flowing with the waves, and compared with man and the universe, it may be a speck of dust. Looking down from the sky, those people on the ground really look like ants. People don't be self-righteous, it's amazing. Compared with the sea, you are a drop of water, compared with the night sky, you are an inconspicuous little star, a silver man, for hundreds of millions of years, you are just a white horse, and it is too late to time for a short time. In an instant, in an instant, like a flash of thunder and lightning, it disappeared without a trace. He said.
"Some people say that looking up at the starry sky, you have to be down-to-earth. I think it makes a lot of sense. I don't know what dynasty and generation of people said, and it became a classic. The fact is also that if people are not down-to-earth, they may be imaginative, not human, but God, and there are many fake things in this era that disturb people's fragile hearts without listening. Over time, people will be frozen, their hearts will be cold, and they will not be interested in anything. This is a factual law that cannot be deciphered. He said.
"Not wasting time every day and doing meaningful things every day is much stronger than just shouting slogans and expressing emptiness. Do things down-to-earth, not high-handed, don't hurt others, need to be down-to-earth, in this way, in line with my character. A lot of people are impetuous, and in the end, they become nothing. He said.
"The machine doesn't have to be rusty, and the head doesn't have to be dull. Every day, when you force yourself to do things, write articles, use your hands and brains, and in your lifetime, while you are still young and have the strength to do good, you must not postpone doing more things, doing good deeds, and giving an account to your Heavenly Father in the future. If you don't use the brain, the brain belongs to someone else after all. The brain is the commander-in-chief, and all actions need the command of the brain. He said.
"Deception, only for a while, not for a lifetime, the person in charge is the naked eye, but there is no certain limit to conscience, unless you have no conscience. A person who has no faith should not think that he is worthless, he at least has a conscience, which is much better than those who are self-righteous and self-righteous, who claim to have faith, who are devout believers, or teachers, but who are doing the dirty deeds of male thieves and female prostitutes behind their backs. It is easy to teach people in front of people, but it is difficult to do what he says behind the scenes. He said.
"Companionship with tigers and wolves is very dangerous at the moment, and sooner or later they will be eaten. In the cannibalistic world, if you want to live your life on lies, you may be able to survive, but there will be no eternal life. And eternal life is a beautiful thing, but it does not exist in the present world, only in the world to come, and if you are not patient, then eternal life will not be with you. This is the truth. Although there is little truth, only a few people have grasped it, but unfortunately, many false apologists claim to have mastered the truth and are willing to sacrifice themselves for the truth. In my opinion, those are reckless men, they are bears, for personal honor and disgrace, not for the overall situation. Such a person is a politician who is good at drilling, or a broker in a trading place, who does not have much strength, and relies on a mouth on his shoulders to say things. He said.
Ji Conan swallowed his saliva and continued: "I have been working as a social worker for many years, I have seen and heard, experienced with my heart, and gained a lot of beneficial things. Perhaps, you can never see the deceit of the human heart in the book, and you can only experience it with your heart. People grow up in an environment where they are deceived, and if they don't lie or cheat, they will come out of the mud without staining, which is good! A white lie is also a lie, and a lie is a lie that cannot be taken back or replaced. Lying now will be condemned by conscience in the future and will make people uneasy. Do what you can now, and you won't live in vain. An old lie needs ten new lies to explain and cover up. If you want to be safe, don't lie, and tell Ji Conan that the cleaning is done,"
Ji Conan said: "The child doesn't understand my choice, and he will understand it in the future." If you think that being a social worker is very hard and the income is very low, don't do it, and choose another profession that can make money, but although the income of being a social worker is damaged, you can gain a good spiritual harvest. That's probably what attracted me the most to work for the last decade. ”
Ji Conan said: "If this continues, when will it be? I don't know. See how God leads. I have taken several law exams and failed to pass them, is it the will of God? I think so. That still has to be tested, as long as you think it's right, do it, of course, the premise is that you have to do your job well to know. Rely on the gift of the Holy Spirit to get better and better on this path. As for whether or not to pursue the profession of lawyer, it also depends on God's guidance, and it is also inseparable from the power of the Holy Spirit. ”
The pre-examiner listened to what he said and thought to himself, this guy must be crazy. However, it's still uncertain, let's see how this guy acts, he won't always be so calm, don't give him a chance to speak, I'm afraid he will talk nonsense in the future, and he understands the law, just find a reason, you can make people eat a pot, you still have to be cautious, not reckless.
In a society where there are beliefs and institutions and they are religiously enforced, there must be happiness. Ji Conan thinks this way in his heart, even if he encounters hardship, he can face it bravely, solve it with confidence and hope, and face the future with a positive attitude. As long as you have faith, put your efforts, and pray all things are possible. Ji Conan thought so and did the same. He believed that someone would understand him, and that misunderstandings were temporary. It's better to have a dream than to want nothing at all. I don't want to do anything, I drink alcohol, I use alcohol to anesthetize myself, I have no goal in life, no plan of action. No hope for the future. In this way, even if you buy drunk, it doesn't matter if you can't buy an inch of time, you don't care about cherishing every moment of every day.
Ji Conan said: "No matter what the road ahead is? No matter how bad it is, you have to grit your teeth and go on. If it comes, it will be safe, or it will be ruthlessly eliminated and cannot be complained. ”
For those who are stupid and suspicious by nature, there is no need to be too serious, waiting, is the best prescription, can treat many social and family incurable diseases, so that people who need health can get healthy as soon as possible and can recover, become a useful to others, have good motivation, can affect most of the people around them, so as to help them, so that they can live not badly, let them regain their self-confidence, under the same blue sky, breathe unhindered.