I've imagined it countless times, and now I might as well look forward to it again.

Between us, when will we stop pretending to be deaf and dumb?

I hope you can make a decision on this,

Let me take care of you for the rest of your life and take care of you for the rest of your life.

If you have never felt my sincerity, then I will stop dwelling,

Or never had a moment of affection for me,

I know I can't force you,

If you really can't be together, I'll let you know too,

I love you......

………………

Jiang Yi woke up from his dream!

The rhythm and notes of the music are still in my head, and the heartbeat is unbelievably fast.

She had just changed into clean clothes and fell asleep listening to music in her office, just as the English song was playing in her headphones.

Jiang Yi took a sip of the cold instant coffee in the cup, then got up and walked out of the office.

.

Shao Jun's operation was very successful, but due to excessive blood loss, he had not woken up at this time, and the doctor who did the operation was reversed day and night, and he was so tired that he was physically exhausted, so Jiang Yi took over to take care of the people in the ward.

The patient was completely out of danger and was transferred to the general ward, several nurses were cleaning and sorting out the instruments in the room, Jiang Yi was checking the dripping situation of the infusion bottle, and at this moment, the man on the hospital bed made a very ambiguous call,

"Jiang Yi ......"

was suddenly called by Shao Jun's name, which made Jiang Yi look a little embarrassed, and the little nurses on the side looked at her in unison, not knowing what romantic and charming stories were secretly making up in their minds, Jiang Yi twisted his eyebrows, and then said:

"I'll go out and he'll call me when he's awake."

Jiang Yi took a few steps out and suddenly stopped, as if he had changed his mind, turned his head and said to the nurse behind him:

"When Dr. Yan comes to work tomorrow morning, transfer the people in this ward to her." After saying that, he left without looking back.

early morning

Jiang Yi leaned on the railing, inserted the SIM card newly bought from the mobile business hall into the mobile phone card slot, and then stood outside the corridor for a while, and when he came back to his senses, he turned his head and saw that Shao Jun had already walked in front of him...... The man was still wearing a hospital gown, his face looked a little cold, he approached in three or two steps, and gave Jiang Yi a soft but very warm hug without saying a word.

"Jiang Yi, I almost thought that I would never see you again."

His soft words fell into his ears with affection, Jiang Yi was slightly stunned for a moment, and then lowered his face and pushed away the person in front of him,

"No, the wound is not deep, you can be discharged from the hospital after a few more days of rest."

The emotionless words fell, and she simply turned around.

Shao Jun suddenly grabbed her, "What do you mean, why have you become so indifferent again?" ”

"It's not interesting, I'm very grateful to Mr. Shao for coming forward yesterday and forgetting his life, do you want to give you a helpful pennant?"

Shao Jun twisted his eyebrows, looking at the person in front of him with an unusually calm look, but Jiang Yi's anxious look appeared in his mind when he saw that he was slandered.

"Last night, you weren't like that."

"You're thinking too much." She said indifferently.

Shao Jun stared at her for a long time with his brows twisted, understanding that Jiang Yi was deliberately trying to dissociate himself from him, but he couldn't hold back his temper, and said in a somewhat cruel tone:

"Impossible, Jiang Yi, why do you want to save me if you don't feel it? You clearly like me! ”

Jiang Yi retorted unhurriedly: "Who told you that saving people is to like it?" We doctors treat so many patients every day, are we all abusive? ”

"It's different."

"What's the difference?"

"You're different to me!"

The air froze for a moment.

"It's no different." Jiang Yi said in a cold tone.

Shao Jun had just woken up from a coma, his mood was not very stable, his consciousness was a little unclear, her distant words made an inexplicable emotion ignite in his abdomen, and he suddenly yelled at the person in front of him:

"Jiang Yi, don't be so fearless, I, Shao Jun, am not here to let you get out of the door with such a playful life!"

"I'm sorry Mr. Shao, I'll pay for you for the medical expenses......"

"I'm not short of that little money!"

Shao Jun's originally stable mood seemed to be suddenly ignited by the other party's coldness, and anger gushed out,

"Why! Jiang Yi, what can't I satisfy you, what can't I do, what do you want! ”

Jiang Yi shook off the wrist that he was holding suddenly, and said very decisively:

"I just want you to disappear from front of me, you still don't understand it after all this time!"

…… Why, why is your world so cold and hard, like an iron wall that you can't enter?

"I have my life, Mr. Shao, and I hope we won't cross paths again in the future."

Shao Jun's pupils shrank suddenly, he felt as if he really couldn't understand the person in front of him, no matter how he tried and tried, he just thought that the relationship between the two would make a breakthrough because of this matter, and he still stayed in place after going around and around.

What is the anxiety in her eyes on a rainy night, and what is the tenderness of that moment? Is it always your own wishful thinking?

This feeling of being led by the nose made Shao Jun's heart like a wildfire burning, and he suddenly became angry and said:

"I've never done this in my life! Is it true that you are blind and can't see? ”

Facing the extremely emotional man in front of him, Jiang Yi lowered his head, and only after a while did he take a deep breath and say:

"Don't shout in the hospital."

“……”

The irritable punch slammed on the railing, Shao Jun was so angry that he couldn't feel the pain caused by the torn wound in his abdomen, and then turned around angrily and left Jiang Yi's line of sight.

Seeing the former leaving, Jiang Yi seemed to finally breathe a sigh of relief, I don't know why, she felt that she had a terrible headache and was weak, but she still turned her head and walked forward with light steps.

However, she had only walked a few steps when a man's angry voice came from behind her, Shao Jun turned his head and walked back, shouting at her at the other end of the corridor:

"You really think that if I am planted in it, I will not be able to get out, and you will have to do it in my life! Do you think I'm cheap! Ah, Jiang Yi! ”

However, she ignored the angry man behind her, and strode forward, her cold back disappearing around the corner.

.

Jiang Yi took a sip of beer, stood on the balcony and blew the cool evening breeze, the bright waning moon hung high in the night sky, and only a dim star was by his side.

Everything around him was so lonely that it seemed to be in his own state of mind, Jiang Yi snorted lightly and smiled indifferently.

Toot –

Toot –

Her eyes glanced at the vibrating phone resting on the countertop, and the number popped up on the screen with no notes.

Jiang Yi didn't remember it, but she didn't know when she wrote down this string of numbers, and her memory told her that she recognized the number displayed, which was Shao Jun's mobile phone number.

If she wants to cut off everything before, she naturally won't tell him her new number, but the other party actually found it.

The phone kept ringing until he finally hung up, but the screen was dimmed for a few seconds, and then it lit up again, the answer button was beating restlessly, and the flickering light looked a little stinging in the night, but Jiang Yi didn't answer, and the other party called her one after another.

When the annoying ringtone finally stopped, Jiang Yi grabbed the phone, and just as she wanted to turn it off, she saw a text message pop up on the screen:

[If you don't answer the phone, I'll go to your house.] 】

Jiang Yi's eyes moved, and when the bell rang again, he finally compromised.

"You're finally willing to answer the phone...... you're finally willing to answer the phone?"

The man's voice was low and soft, and Jiang Yi twisted his eyebrows, feeling as if he could smell the other party's wine through the mobile phone screen.

"Actually, you don't need to change your mobile phone number, I can find any of your numbers."

"What do you want to do?" Jiang Yi asked.

"I am...... Want to talk to you! ”

"Okay, you say."

Jiang Yi listened to him patiently, but the other party was silent again, and the earpieces seemed to be transmitting each other's breath in silence.

After a long time, Shao Jun's murmur came from his ears, and the man's voice was slightly drunk as if he had been soaked in alcohol: "Jiang Yi, why are you ...... Don't believe it? ”

She frowned slightly, but did not speak.

Then the wine, Shao Jun volcanic eruption poured out his strong emotions to Jiang Yi, constantly talking affectionate words with her, and two or three sad complaints, in the quiet night, it seemed that only his voice and heavy gasping could be heard,

"I know that in your eyes, I am despicable and brazen, but it is all because of ......" The noisy and harsh background sound of the bar made Shao Jun's voice sound intermittent and indistinct,

"I need you, I want to be with you, I really want to ......"

Probably because he had just drunk wine and shouted hoarsely, Shao Jun's voice was extremely hoarse at this moment, and his low voice made his words seem to be wrapped in sadness and affection, inexplicably a little distressing and pitying, "But I look forward to the stars and the moon, and I hope you can love me, but do I hope I can get you?" Jiang Yi. ”

Jiang Yi's hand on the railing couldn't help but clench, but she never interrupted the other party, as if she was instigated by the voice in her heart to listen, listening to the love conveyed by that hoarse and magnetic voice.

"Jiang Yi, I like you."

……

"I know you hate it, and I want to ...... Walk into your heart cleanly, but pity me...... I wasn't so lucky, I didn't meet you so late. ”

……

"I want to protect you, but why don't you give you a chance! Why are you so ruthless! ”

The person on the phone was very emotionally unstable, he was pouring out drunk words in dizziness, and he was probably delirious under the influence of alcohol at the moment.

"Jiang Yi, you owe me a life, I want you to pay it back for the rest of your life!"

Energetic jumping music overshadowed the end notes.

Shao Jun's indistinct voice then sounded again, as if telling some poignant and moving story, Jiang Yi put the phone to her ear, her expression was slightly solemn, she didn't know why she listened to the other party quietly in the dead of night in the evening, until the phone was automatically turned off when it ran out of power, and she didn't hang up the phone first.

The man's low and ear-scratching voice finally dissipated in her ears with the dark mobile phone screen, Jiang Yi put down the phone, looked at the night and breathed a heavy sigh, the air finally quieted down, but her heart was completely messed up.

Her slender five fingers pressed against her chest, and she could clearly feel the violent rise and fall of her chest, and the rhythmic "thump" sound was particularly strong in the silent night, it was the sound of a heartbeat......