He placed a hand on the drip in his hand, and finally he pulled it off without hesitation, and then took the needle on it and thrust it into his chest.

A sharp pain came, Lin Tian fainted without hesitation, I don't know how long it took for him to wake up again, but at this time his state was even worse.

"You're finally awake, I'm telling you, you can't go on like this, why can't you think of committing suicide?"

"It seems that what the doctor said is correct, you have a big mental problem, and you don't even have the courage to live, you must not give up, no matter what the reason, you must live well."

It is still Bai Li who can speak in Lin Tian's ear, but Bai Li's dress at this time has matured a lot, and the man next to him has actually changed again.

"Okay, I'll come to see you when I'm gone, I'm the one who caused your situation today, so I'll be responsible for it to the end, and I'll take care of all the money you need for your life in the future, and I'll take care of your family."

After Bai Li left, Lin Tian once again entered the collapsed life mode, and every day in the next day, not only someone helped him see his body, but also some so-called psychiatrists, all of whom were invited by Bai Li to help Lin Tian channel his spirit.

In this way, day after day, year after year, a year has passed, in this year, Lin Tian kept reminding himself that this is just an illusion, he is accepting the inheritance of the Demon Dragon King, but later even he can't tell what is real and what is illusory.

It wasn't until today, a year later, that he finally collapsed, and he wanted to commit suicide again, unlike before, the previous suicide was to get rid of the illusion, but this time the suicide was completely because he was tortured and collapsed, and he couldn't live anymore.

"Commit suicide, whether what you experienced before was true or false, and what you are experiencing now is true or false, it doesn't matter to you, as long as you commit suicide, all these troubles will leave you."

"Pick up the knife, death is the most direct solution, well, anyway, so many people die in a day, you have no father, no mother, no care, and no one who cares about you, even if you die, it will not cause any psychological burden and social burden."

Lin Tian tilted his head to look at the fruit knife on the table next to him, and there seemed to be countless voices in his mind reminding and bewitching him.

Lin Tian was expressionless, mechanical, picked up the fruit knife on the table, and then slowly thrust it into his chest.

"What are you doing?"

At this moment, there was a loud roar outside, and then Bai Li broke through the door, and when he saw Lin Tian pick up the fruit knife again, Bai Li yelled.

"Do you know how much money it cost me to survive until now, how much energy it has cost me? Even if you don't do anything else, just for the money I spent on you, you shouldn't be so reckless. ”

"The way you look really makes me regret saving you, if I had known that you were such a cowardly person, I wouldn't have saved you anything, you waste."

Bai Li's scolding voice echoed in Lin Tian's ears, especially the word waste, which instantly brought Lin Tian's memory back to when he first met Bai Li a long time ago.

At that time, he was not as powerful as he is now, and the mental actor was not so powerful, just an ordinary human being who suddenly got a lot of property with the nouveau riche mentality, so he was very fragile, and Bai Li often used these two words to stimulate him.

"I can't shake, I can't commit suicide, if I really make up my mind that I don't want to live and commit suicide, then it is very likely that I will never wake up, and I will always be addicted to this illusion I am the hope of the future of mankind, all this is not my fantasy, but what is really happening, now I am participating in the inheritance of the Demon Dragon King, I want to get his inheritance, and stand at the peak of the universe to revitalize the human race."

Lin Tian's gaze gradually became firm, and Bai Li's slowly made him regain his firmness, but how long could this time last?

The hallucination is still going on very quickly, 10 years have passed like this, it is hard to imagine that Lin Tian has been in bed for 10 years, and every minute and every second of the memories between the 10 years are clearly engraved in Lin Tian's heart, and even his appearance and eyes have become a lot of vicissitudes.

Today was another turning point, because the doctor outside came over and told Lin Tian an important thing.

"The young man is also going to be discharged from the hospital from now on, because the woman who had been paying for your medical expenses before suddenly died in a car accident, and there is no one to pay for your treatment, so you have to be discharged from the hospital, and we will send you back to the social assistance center."

"Then the government will arrange for you to come back to your home or make other decisions, and you will have nothing to do with the hospital anyway."

Bai Li died in a car accident, this news was like a thunderbolt in the sky, and it hit the top of Lin Tian's head at once, he can hold on until now, people have always been reminded of themselves because of Bai Li, but now Bai Li is dead?

Every minute and second of 10 years of time with Bai Li is not fake, Bai Li will often come to see her, although Bai Li and her are not lovers in this world, and often change boyfriends, but Lin Tianren's feelings for her have never changed, just like the outside world.

The news of Bai Li's death seemed to further destroy Lin Tian's spiritual world, Lin Tian was successfully sent back to his dilapidated house, and every day there would be a nurse arranged by the government to take care of him a little, send him a little medicine, and maintain his vitality.

Other than that, no one wants to talk to him, and after another 30 years, he has grown into a bloated 60-year-old man with gray hair.

During this time, no one knew how he endured these lonely years, only Lin Tian knew in his heart that his heart had long since died, and he was able to persist until now, because he had carved and echoed Bai Li's figure over and over again in his mind.

"Ahem, ahem! The nurse hasn't been here for three days, without the nurse's care, without medicine, I will die soon, am I going to be free? ”

Lin Tian slowly closed his eyes, and for some reason tears flowed out of his sockets uncontrollably.

He lived his whole life in this place, a dull and painful life.

Now he somewhat understands why so many people are willing to commit suicide, and you will never be able to understand how much a person can be miserable until that point.