Chapter 349: The Relic Dissolves in the Foreheart
Only then did Qin Shan give Li Zhiming a look, and his gaze swept over him and fell onto the leather bag he was holding tightly.
Li Zhiming was slightly uncomfortable under Qin Shan's burning gaze, and then he understood why Zhen Jiabao had to let him come out with this thing.
Although Qin Sang was in harmony with Li Zhiming when she was alive, her economic conditions did not keep up with her previous living standards, especially when she left the Qin family, the only jewelry she brought with her was also sold as the capital of Dazhou Company, so the relics left behind were not much.
And what Li Zhiming has been carefully keeping for many years is Qin Sang's diary, and when he has something to do, he will miss Qin Sang's handwriting on it, and it is precisely because of this that Li Zhiming knows that Qin Sang has always missed his relatives at home in his heart, although he did not show remorse for elopement, but he often mentioned that he didn't know how his parents were doing.
It is precisely because of this that Li Zhiming hesitated when Zhen Jiabao mentioned to him whether to investigate what the Qin family had done to the end, if it wasn't for the fear that the matter would not be over, it would not be good after all, I am afraid that I don't know when it will come back, Li Zhiming himself is not afraid, but he also has to think about his son.
Li Zhiming squeezed the strap of his leather bag tightly when he heard Qin Shan ask about Qin Sang's relics, and the purpose of bringing this diary over was to give the Qin family a final thought, but when he wanted to give the diary out, Li Zhiming felt distressed again.
After all, this is something left by Qin Sang, and Li Zhiming is really reluctant to give it out all of a sudden.
Qin Shan saw through the hesitation on Li Zhiming's face, and sneered and was about to get it - but he was blocked by Li Yu halfway and didn't take it.
Although Li Yu blocked Qin Shan's hand to take the leather bag halfway, he took the leather bag out of Li Zhiming's hand with a sincere and firm attitude and handed it over to Qin Shan's hand.
Qin Shan's hands were trembling when he got the leather bag, since Qin Sang eloped with him at the cost of leaving the Qin family in order to be with Li Zhiming when he was young, Qin Shan had never seen Qin Sang again.
You must know that the Qin family's biological brothers and sisters have had a deep relationship since childhood, but at that time their father was so angry, and bluntly said that if Qin Shan contacted Qin Sang behind his back, he would find another heir within the Qin family.
Even if Qin Shan was concerned about his sister, he couldn't watch the Qin family fall into the hands of others, so he didn't see each other until Qin Sang died, but he heard from others that Qin Sang and Li Zhiming opened a company together, Qin Sang gave birth to a son to Li Zhiming, and the news that Qin Sang died of illness after hard work.
If it weren't for Li Zhiming's words, how could Qin Sang not be able to see his biological brother for so many years, and how could he be sick and not taken care of, although Qin Shan didn't say anything in those years, he hated Li Zhiming to death in his heart.
A few years ago, Qin Shan finally got to the position of the head of the Qin family and took over the power from the old man of the Qin family, but Qin Sang is no longer alive, and he feels regretful in life after all, but he has not thought about what to do to Li Zhiming.
It wasn't until last year when the old lady was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease, and she was chanting Qin Sang's name every day to find her daughter to make her a snack for sex, that Qin Shan felt that the hatred for Li Zhiming in her heart had reached its peak again.
And at this moment, holding the leather bag containing Qin Sang's relics, the head of the Qin family who came over in the ups and downs actually had his hands trembling a little.
That's his sister, he was taken care of by him since he was still a small ball of pink carved jade, and for so many years he has sheltered his only sister from the wind and rain, and the entire Qin family regards Qin Sang as a little princess in the palm of her hand, and she is good at eating and wearing.
Qin Shan was reluctant to show himself in front of these people
's fragility, holding on without shedding tears, trembling fingers slowly unzipped the purse.
Back then, Qin Shan had been looking forward to one day holding the hand of his favorite sister, accompanying her through a long road paved with petals, and handing Qin Sang into the hands of another man.
It was his sister, innocent and noble.
He always felt that his sister should be raised in a vacuum world covered with velvet, never aware of the suffering of the world, and always lovely and kind.
When Qin Shan's fingers touched the shell of the ordinary notebook with a yellowed plastic coat, the tears in his eyes finally fell uncontrollably.
Qin Shan sometimes regrets why she raised Qin Sang so innocently back then, so that she threw herself into the whirlpool of love after meeting Li Zhiming, and even disobeyed her father's orders in order to be with Li Zhiming, even if she was seriously ill, she didn't contact the Qin family again.
But what Qin Shan regretted even more was how he gave Qin Sang the opportunity to meet Li Zhiming back then, if he could protect Qin Sang well at that time, how could Qin Sang have the opportunity to contact Li Zhiming, who was still a poor boy at the time.
In the final analysis, the hatred in Qin Shan's heart now is not just against Li Zhiming alone, but this feeling is too complicated, so he subconsciously found Li Zhiming as the carrier of hatred.
When Qin Shan finally made up his mind to summon up the courage and opened the diary left by Qin Sang, he couldn't say what it was like in his heart.
Qin Sang has always had the habit of keeping a diary, this little girl from a large family has been raised innocently since she was a child, and she is used to recording what happens around her every day, and her emotions are delicate and sensitive.
And obviously, even if he left the Qin family's privileged life and the love of his family, Qin Sang's innocent character has not changed much, even if he can only live a poor life by Li Zhiming's side, Qin Sang can always find a different kind of fun from it.
But in Qin Shan's eyes, these can only be described in four words: happiness in suffering, especially when Qin Sang mentioned his family more and more in his diary, Qin Sang felt especially sad.
The life after leaving the Qin family obviously made Qin Sang uncomfortable for a long time, and these were also reflected in the diary, even if Qin Sang had written it in a very relaxed way, but after so many years, Qin Shan still couldn't help but feel distressed.
However, what made Qin Shan relieved was that no matter what he said in the diary, he didn't see that Li Zhiming had done anything to be sorry for Qin Sang, otherwise even if Zhen Jiabao was here, Qin Shan would definitely not let Li Zhiming go.
In fact, the diary left by Qin Sang was not very long, especially after removing the content related to the company, it was even few, so Qin Shan had already turned the diary to the last page in nearly half an hour.
The moment Qin Shan finally closed the diary, Zhen Jiabao breathed a sigh of relief.
You must know that since he called Qin Shan over, Zhen Jiabao's biggest fear is that he will not be able to control his mood and make any radical moves towards Li Zhiming.
Especially when he was looking through Qin Sang's diary just now, Zhen Jiabao was especially worried, afraid that something would touch Qin Shan's heart to prevent him from losing control of his emotions.
But fortunately, what Zhen Jiabao was worried about did not happen, Qin Shan, in addition to being more sad, even looked at Li Zhiming's eyes a little softer.
Zhen Jiabao saw that there was a drama in this matter, and hurriedly poured Qin Shan a new cup of hot tea and pushed it in front of him.
Qin Shan was crying while looking through the diary, the paper towels on the table had run out, Li Zhiming and Li Yu had been waiting beside him, Li Zhiming was nervous, and saw that Qin Shan casually touched the tissue to the side after putting the diary down, but it was empty.
He took the initiative to take out a pack of unopened facial tissues from his pocket and sent it to Qin Shan.
Qin Shan didn't seem to expect Li Zhiming's current movements to be so fast, far from the cowering appearance when he saw him just now.
At this time, the atmosphere in the box was unusually silent, and Zhen Jiabao looked at Qin Shan's face nervously, afraid that he would embarrass Li Zhiming in person again.
However, it may be that Qin Shan was touched after reading the diary, and after being silent for more than ten seconds, he still reached out and took it from his hand when he saw Li Zhiming still holding a tissue in his hand in front of him.
Li Zhiming happily withdrew his hand, and gently rubbed his fingers when he took it back and put it on his knee.
Now that he has used his own tissues and has not resisted, does it prove that he doesn't hate himself very much now.
Li Zhiming thought anxiously in his heart, but he didn't dare to ask.
Today's bureau was started by Zhen Jiabao after all, at this moment, Qin Shan is now sad in his emotions and doesn't want to speak first, Li Zhiming has no confidence in himself and doesn't dare to open his mouth, for fear of making Qin Shan unhappy, Zhen Jiabao can only take on the task of rounding the field.
"Family Master Qin, in addition to the purpose of contacting you today, I want to help Mr. Li hand over your sister's relics to you, but I actually have another idea——"
Before Zhen Jiabao finished speaking, Qin Shan had already thrown the tissue that wiped his tears in his hand into the trash can, and responded in a deep voice.
"I know what Miss Zhen means, it's probably because of what happened to their father and son some time ago - I am also responsible for this matter, if it weren't for the Zheng family's people pinching me and seeing him as unpleasant and making a hindrance, the two of them would not have fallen to the point where they were at the beginning."
Qin Shan showed an indescribable expression on his face, and there was a trace of embarrassment mixed with disgust - after all, Li Zhiming was so badly killed at that time, the Qin family really didn't make any effort, but they just reached a cooperation with some people in the Zheng family.
But anyone who has some understanding of Li Zhiming may feel that these things are all done by the Qin family, and Qin Shan has unknowingly carried such a big pot, and he can't say that he is not wronged.
When Qin Shan was approached by the Zheng family, he just hoped that Li Zhiming would learn a lesson, and it was just a matter of venting his evil anger for himself, and the people of the Zheng family promised that they would definitely make Li Zhiming pay the due price.
But Qin Shan never thought that the Zheng family's methods of dealing with Li Zhiming would be so damaging, and they also chose Li Yu to open the knife.
The reason why Qin Shan didn't do it himself was because his mother had Alzheimer's disease, which is inseparable from people, and he was a dutiful son, and while serving his mother, he had to take care of the Qin family's big family business, so he naturally lacked skills.
By the time Qin Shan finally had time to follow up on Li Zhiming's news, the Dazhou company had already declared bankruptcy.
When he got the news of the bankruptcy of Dazhou Company, Qin Shan sat in the study for a long time and couldn't speak, his eyes fell on the photo of Qin Sang when he was young on the corner of the desk, and he didn't know what his mood was.
Why didn't I have the surprise I expected when I heard the news?
Could it be because this hatred has been precipitated for too long, too long......
He originally thought that hatred was like a long-brewed alcohol, and the longer it was stored, the more hearty and sweet the taste would be at the moment of opening.
But when I really faced this moment, I found that it was more like a cup of bitter tea, and the longer it was stored, the more sour and astringent it would become, and it would be so thick that it was unpleasant......
Or maybe it's because there are too many impurities in this hatred, which has made him unable to distinguish the sweet and sour tastes, and he is disturbed by the complicated thoughts that follow.
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