Chapter 168: Condolences...
It's just a simple word, but it contains all my family affection and hope, and I burn paper every time I burn paper at my mother's grave.
They all want to talk to her.
I miss her.
I had a lot of longing and longing, but I didn't expect this unbearable scene today.
But just this one word made the back of the long robe who had already stepped over the threshold stiffen, and froze in place, and I even felt that she trembled slightly.
Then......
With her back to me, she stood under the eaves outside the door of the hall, and did not move.
Just this move caught me off guard, and made Qiao's second mother-in-law almost crazy, and her mouth was hysterical and asked me not to speak.
I pursed my lips, but at this time I forgot about my fear, and many thoughts welled up in my heart in an instant, "There are still three months and eight days, and I am eighteen." ”
"We have been living together all these years, and now my grandmother is gone, and my father's life and death are uncertain, he is not in good health, and I am left alone at home, and I have encountered a lot of things during this time, and I am very scared, but there is no one to listen to me."
I bit my lip and the heart-rending colic, the tears kept falling, the family was harmonious in the past, someone sent food in the spring, and someone held hands in the winter.
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Those scenes were like pins and needles, I looked at the back, there was resentment, there were thousands of thoughts, and finally I only shed tears and hoarseness.
"Mom, I miss you!"
I can't understand my trembling words now, I was originally a close relative, who would have thought that now I would become a terrible ghost who came back to ask for my life?
"Stop talking, don't talk, let her go quickly, if she turns around, we will all die!"
Second Mother-in-law Qiao whispered to me in horror and hoarseness.
She stood at the gate with her back to me, as if listening to me, after listening to me.
She was silent, and then continued to walk slowly towards the courtyard door.
I could see the shadows on the ground slowly dissipate, and the pain in my chest was as uncomfortable as suffocation.
I cried out to her, "Mom! ”
At that time, I was like a demon barrier, like chasing out of the hospital door, but when I passed by Qiao's second mother-in-law, she grabbed me and yelled at me, "She has become a demon, what are you going to do, you will be sent to death if you go!" ”
My whole body was like being poured a basin of cold water, and I was stunned in place, and when I turned around, I happened to see Qiao Er's mother-in-law's sunken eyes full of frightened bloodshots.
The howling wind stopped at this time.
The dead leaves and sand in the courtyard, as well as the empty courtyard gate, were as dark as ever, but the night was completely quiet for a moment.
She's gone.
Seeing that the yin wind had subsided and everything had returned to its original state, Second Mother-in-law Qiao let out a breath of old anger and said with palpitations, "Gone, finally gone." ”
I know I've got through tonight.
Standing at the door of the hall, I looked outside the courtyard gate for a long time, and after a long time, the second mother-in-law Qiao patted me on the shoulder and said to me, "Some things have passed in the past, and now that you are separated from your mother, she will not remember you." Don't be rash, because sooner or later you'll kill yourself. ”
Qiao's second mother-in-law was right, but I just couldn't accept what was happening in front of me, and I stood in a daze for a long time before I came to my senses.
Let's go to my dad's room first to take a look, the scarecrow is still lying unchanged, but I feel very uncomfortable, Qiao's second mother-in-law watched me hang her head without speaking, sighed, and asked me not to think too much.
I smiled reluctantly, and in the middle of the night, I asked Qiao's second mother-in-law to sleep in my room, and I went to the room where my grandmother used to sleep.