Volume 1 Departure Chapter 44 The World Is Not Worth It

When did Suman fall in love with him?

Ling An drank his coffee while thinking about this question seriously.

In his impression, Su Man seemed to be just classmates, and the two should not have much in common except at school.

I thought it was a school relationship, and I was attracted to her when she asked for help with her studies.

This kind of relationship, Ling An knows very well, it should not be love, at most it can be regarded as love, and this kind of love will gradually disappear as the distance between the two increases.

This is also the reason why Ling An could refuse Su Man without any scruples.

In his mind, the four years he went to the training camp were enough to make Su Man forget about him and the love that she mistook for love.

But after reading the emails Su Man had sent to himself in the past four years, Ling An felt that things might not be what he thought.

"Suman, there is something I don't understand." After thinking about it, Ling An still planned to ask directly.

"If you can, can you just call me Suman, or...... Xiao Man. Suman's face was so red that he couldn't lower his head any lower.

Ling An was completely stunned.

"Ahem, Suman, haven't we met?" Ling An coughed dryly and asked his own question.

"Don't you remember?" Su Man raised his head, his voice a little faintly lost.

Looking at her like this, Ling An was even more confused.

What the hell is going on, doesn't this girl recognize the wrong person?

Suddenly, seeing Su Man's eyes, Ling An seemed to be touched by something in his heart.

This seemed to be the first time Ling An had looked at Su Man.

Looking at the eyes that were rippling in autumn water and faintly surrounded by sadness, Ling Anxin was shocked.

"It's you...... That little girl at the beginning? Ling An asked cautiously.

"Do you remember?!" Suman's eyes lit up.

Really!

Ling An finally figured it out.

When he was twelve years old, because Ling Zhiyuan joined the Glorious Army despite dissuasion, Xiao Lingan angrily rushed out of the house early in the morning to find a place to relax.

Who knows, I met a child who was trying to commit suicide by jumping into the river, wearing tattered clothes and a flowery face.

Although he was only twelve years old, Ling An's mind was much more mature than that of his peers, and he grabbed the child when he jumped up, and then pulled him up with great difficulty.

After pulling it up, Ling An found that the child in tattered clothes was a little girl.

Ling An wondered why she jumped into the river, and didn't say her name when asked, and when asked where her home was and where her family was, she didn't say anything.

At that time, Xiao Lingan was confused.

What should I do?

I wanted to tell my parents, but as soon as Ling An turned her head, this girl was going to jump into the river again, this early in the morning, most people were still comfortably nesting in the bed, if this girl was allowed to jump, no one could stop her, and if she didn't drown, she would have to freeze to death.

So Ling An reluctantly felt that he would let this girl stop committing suicide first.

"Why are you jumping into the river, life is so precious, why don't you cherish it?" Xiao Lingan asked angrily.

That's right, life is so precious, so the big brother guy is even more difficult to forgive. Xiao Lingan thought angrily.

The little girl didn't speak.

"Won't your parents be worried?"

"I don't have parents." The little girl sat down against the pier and buried her head between her knees.

"......" Ling An suddenly didn't know what to say.

"I said, even so, you shouldn't seek death, I'm ...... My mother said that the wonderfulness of life can only be known in the future, and when you die, there is nothing. Xiao Lingan could only tell the little girl what she had heard.

The little girl still didn't react, and the emotion in her eyes made Ling An feel a little heartbroken.

"Well, aren't you lonely?" Ling An asked suddenly.

"You must have no friends, otherwise how would you want to die, if you don't have friends, why don't I be your friend." My name is Ling An, and I will be Ling at the top of Ling, and I will be a peaceful An. Xiao Lingan smiled at her and stretched out his hand.

The little girl raised her head, her expression was a little stunned, and there was a different light in her eyes.

Seeing the little girl holding her hand, Xiao Lingan breathed a sigh of relief and prepared to send the little girl to the aid station first.

But as soon as the girl stood up, she began to shiver.

It was too cold, and she was not wearing winter clothes, and she was so shabby.

Ling An thought for a moment, he looked around, and there was only one café around that had opened its door.

"Let's go get some hot coffee first, how about coffee. By the way, what's your name. Ling An took the little girl.

The little girl pursed her lips, "I won't tell you." ”

“……”

However, the little girl raised her head, looked at Ling An carefully, and whispered:

"I don't want sweetened coffee." He immediately lowered his head.

Xiao Lingan was confused.

Later, when Ling An took the people from the aid station to the café to pick up the little girl who was unwilling to go out, she was no longer there.

The waiter said that an old gentleman took her away, and the little girl took the initiative to go with him.

Xiao Lingan was slightly reprimanded by the people at the aid station, and this incident was slowly forgotten in his memory.

And that little girl hasn't appeared again since...... But this is what Ling An thought.

Who knows, it's not that she didn't appear, it's just that Ling An didn't recognize her.

She changed her appearance, transformed into a goddess that everyone envied, and transferred to her own class.

No wonder in Huaji's eyes, Su Man always looks at himself from time to time.

"You...... Why did you lie to me that I didn't have parents? Ling An asked suspiciously.

He remembered seeing Su Man's parents at the parent-teacher meeting, with an extraordinary temperament, graceful and luxurious, obviously a wealthy family, which was also difficult for Ling An to associate this eldest lady with the little girl who was wearing tattered clothes and had a dirty face.

"There were some conflicts with them at that time, my father ...... He is not my biological father. Suman said quietly.

Not biological? Ling An suddenly thought of something.

"If it weren't for you, I might have really passed away, and I wouldn't have been able to feel the beauty and preciousness of life." Suman closed his eyes, his long eyelashes fluttering.

"Then I have done a good deed, otherwise the world would be missing a woman who is versatile and captivating." Ling An said jokingly.

However, Ling An's heart was not as calm as he appeared.

Things have exceeded his expectations.

Su Man obviously had feelings for himself because of that incident, and then he didn't recognize her, and it was originally at most a favorite classmate experience, but without Ling An's knowledge, it was really possible to become Su Man's love for him.

This is not Ling An's narcissism, but judging from the sentences on those emails, as well as Su Man's feelings for himself that have not diluted for four years......

This girl, come for real!

"So, Ling An, I, I can ...... Enjoy...... Like ......" At this time, Su Man raised his head and looked directly at Ling An, but the courage he had originally mustered disappeared when he met Ling An's eyes.

Sighing, Ling An said:

"Suman, you don't need to have such an attitude."

Su Man's attitude towards Ling An, even if he had the grace to save his life, seemed too humble, and Ling An didn't want to see Su Man like this. I didn't think it before, but after four years, Suman was even more careful with him than before.

"I'm sorry." Su Man's eyes darkened a little.

"Su Man, I want you to know that although I saved you, you don't need to feel that you owe me anything......" Ling An pondered and spoke, maybe he was wrong, what if this girl just wanted to repay the favor?

"No, no, no, it's not because of this, I really like you, I, I ......" Su Man was not stupid, when he heard Ling An's words, he guessed that he wanted to repay his performance, and hurriedly said.

Silent.

Ling An covered his forehead, unable to think of how to deal with it for the time being.

It was Su Man, she raised her head, saw Ling An had a headache, and pursed her lips.

Ling An wondered why Su Man was suddenly trembling.

"Ling An, if you really don't like me, that's okay." As she spoke, she stood up and lowered her head to prevent Ling An from seeing her face.

"I'm sorry to bother you." There was a natural sadness in her voice.

Seeing that she turned around and was about to leave, Ling An didn't know what to think, and reached out to hold Su Man's hand.

"Yikes." Suman exclaimed.

Usually get along with Hua Ji, Ye Zixu, and Luo Wen, who are glorious soldiers who carry the engine, Ling An forgot that his current strength is far beyond ordinary people, and he just subconsciously pulled, did not control his strength, and obviously pinched Su Man's hand.

"I'm rubbing, what's the matter with that man, the girls are gone, and he still pulls people so hard! It's too much! ”

"It's too much! He must have done something to be sorry for that girl! ”

"Scumbag!"

Because of Su Man's amazing beauty, many young couples in the café paid attention to this, they couldn't hear the conversation between Ling An and Su Man, only saw Ling An open his mouth and say something, Su Man lowered his head, as if crying and leaving.

For a while, many men were indignant, and even their female companions looked at Ling An with wrong eyes.

Ling An was embarrassed and quickly let go of Su Man's hand.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Su Man also realized that his shouting had caused trouble for Ling An, blushed, and walked out quickly.

Ling An hurriedly called the waiter to settle the bill.

When checking out, Ling An found that the waiter looked at him a little strangely.

"Little brother, girl, you need to be coaxed. Your girlfriend is so beautiful, you have to cherish it. ”

Ling An's head was too big to explain, and he didn't bother to explain, so he walked out of the café directly.

Out of the café, Suman did not leave, she sat quietly on a bench with her hands in front of her.

In the eyes of others, this woman was sitting indifferently among the falling leaves, as beautiful as a celestial, but Ling An saw gloom and despair in Su Man's eyes.

Yes, it's despair.

Ling An felt a twitch in his heart, no matter what he said, he didn't want to hurt Su Man.

Alas......

Gently came to Suman's side and half-crouched down.

Su Man is no longer short, with a height of nearly one meter seven, but Ling An is much taller than her, and when she squats, the eyes of the two are just level with each other.

"Suman, I'm sorry."

A poignant smile appeared at the corner of Su Man's mouth.

"Nothing."

This made Ling An feel even more guilty.

Looking at Suman's appearance, she won't jump into the river again, right?

Gritted his teeth. Ling An said with a smile.

"Well, I didn't refuse you."

Su Man's eyes suddenly brightened.

"Really?"

"Forehead......" Seeing Su Man smile desolate again, Ling An's heart tightened again, and he hurriedly said:

"Of course it's true, I've always liked you! It's true! ”

"So, can you swear?" Suman looked at him expectantly.

"That, this ......" Ling An hesitated.

"I'm sorry, but I still don't deserve you. Life is like this, it's better to leave, the world is not worth it. Suman's eyes darkened again.

"I swear! I swear! I really like you! ”

After speaking, looking at the hint of cunning in Su Man's eyes, Ling An shouted in his heart that he was deceived.

This girl, sometimes gentle, sometimes cowardly, sometimes elf, Ling An really can't figure it out, and there is no way to deal with it.