Xia Lu has always remembered her mood at that time, but the reality is always contrary to others.

She still clearly remembers that sister stood on the bridge, only one step, and jumped down, surrounded by bustling people persuading, she still remembered that she had sincerely shouted, sister, you wait, don't die, your mother will come soon.

Soon, it did arrive, and the in-laws also persuaded after arriving at the scene, whether they were sincere or not, at least persuasive.

And after the people from her mother's family arrived at the scene, Xia Lu will never forget it in her life, but the first time she scolded her sister!

Shameful thing, if you want to die early, how did I give birth to such a thing as you!

couldn't give birth to a male baby, was divorced, and now it's still making people laugh!

The sister's mother scolded, and the father shouted angrily, you jump, if you don't jump, I will kill you when you come back.

Then she kicked and cried and shouted on the ground, I didn't know, I thought she was the one who was looking for death and life! But the reality is that she just feels that her daughter has lost the people in the family and made her embarrassed!

Xia Lu still remembers scolding.

She forgot what she had scolded, but just when she was fighting for that sister, and her face was so important - there was a plop behind her, and that sister jumped into the lake!

couldn't wait for her family's salvation, couldn't wait for her family to reach out and pull her back from the abyss, but instead waited for a demon's hand to force her from the edge of not wanting to jump to having to jump!

It's such a family, Xia Lu will never forget it, and I remember that after going back that day, her mother was shaking her head and sighing, not sighing about the girl's family, but sighing, after more than 20 years of marriage, she is still so ignorant that her parents worry about it, no one thinks how pitiful and miserable the girl is, she just thinks that she is not sensible, everyone is like this, why will you be divorced? It's just yours isn't.

If you want to say that the thinking was backward in that era, everyone was like this, that's it, but the reality is not like this, but many people think that it has always been like this, it is right, no one has ever thought about resisting, and they dare not resist, they dare not get out of their comfort zone, they are in a predicament and do not feel that it is a predicament, and they make mistakes and do not feel that they are conscious, and many sisters she knows will say to her after they get married, Xia Lu, you don't get married too early, you have to study more, and you have to meet a good person.

But it's the same woman, but the mothers of these sisters said, someone wants you to be very good, don't pick it! It's your fault that you can't give birth to a boy.

So when the Xia family wanted to marry Xia Lu into that family, Xia Lu had a world-weary mood for the first time, feeling that everything in this world was very annoying.

I even think that it would be nice not to have parents.

Because she knows better than anyone what kind of fate she will have once she gets married, she must have a male baby, if there is anything good, her mother will not stand up for herself, and her life will follow the fate of those sisters she hates, she knows too well, she doesn't want that kind of end, that is, at that time, Xia Lu began to resist, resist, disgust, irritable, she hurt others, and hurt herself.

In order to ruin this marriage, she smashed and made trouble at home, making her father angry, and she didn't care, you don't care about me, why should I care about you?

However, the Xia family insisted on marrying her, so she went to that family's house to make trouble, and had a fight with the man in that family, and the other party's head was bleeding, and she was also scarred all over her body, and it was also when she was exhausted and she was so excited that she wondered if she wanted to compromise with the world, Qin Jiangke appeared...

If Xia Lu was the one who was forced to stand in the dark abyss at that time, Qin Jiangke was the sunshine and Xia Lu's salvation.

From this man, Xia Lu saw hope.

He doesn't have the bad roots of machismo in men, but he feels something because of the patriarchal environment, so he is invincible to his sister and doesn't let her feel that.

He doesn't have the meanness that boys his age like to bully girls. He respects boys as well as girls, and he advises boys not to do the same.

He approached Xia Lu, and slowly used his sunshine to heal Xia Lu's scarred heart caused by this environment, he took her to play, he spoiled her, loved her, he liked her, and did not hide the slightest and said that I like you, if you don't want to get married, I can wait for you.

At that time, Xia Lu had a very bad reputation, and it was definitely impossible for the old Qin family to agree, he said that it was his responsibility for his parents to be persuaded by him.

He would often bring Qin Qin to appear when she was unhappy, sometimes coaxing himself, sometimes tricking Qin Qin to coax.

He would squat down and carry her back in a puddle of water, just so as not to get her shoes dirty.

She said hypocritically.

He said that hypocrisy is a blessing, and he hopes to see her so hypocritical every day one day!

Every time he makes money, after handing it over to his family, the rest of the money will be used to spend on her, and the first beautiful dress she wears when she grows up is bought by Qin Jiangke! She didn't buy it for her at home.

When she grew up, she had her ears pierced, and Qin Jiangke took her there.

When she grew up, the first time she wore earrings, Qin Jiangke bought them for her!

He said that she knew how much she was hurt, he said, I want to spend the rest of my life to heal her slowly, she deserves better, he said, Xia Lu, I know that you are a kind girl, otherwise you would not take those girls to resist, but the environment is unfair, he knows, he knows......

Everyone thinks Xia Lu is rebellious, but Xia Lu just wants to fight for those girls to have a chance to speak.

Everyone thinks that Xia Lu is confused, but they don't know that if they don't make a mistake, if they are too sensible, then they won't even have a chance to speak.

Everyone thinks that Xia Lu is not saved, but they don't know that Xia Lu has been saving herself and saving people, but she is very useless, she can't save people, and finally she is about to bury herself.

But Qin Jiangke understood her, when Xia Lu was desperate for this environment and the world, this man was like sunshine, she once thought that he might be a liar, just sweet words, but the accumulated facts proved that he was not a liar.

A liar can pretend for a while, but he can't pretend for a lifetime, Qin Jiangke is not only good to her, but he is also good to others.

The people in Qin Huai Street like him, and when he appeared with Xia Lu, an adult persuaded her to stay away from him, and Qin Jiang Kehui said to the other party, "Auntie, don't say that, Xia Lu is very cute." ”

Xia Lu is cute, Xia Lu is very good.

Xia Lu is very smart, Xia Lu is great.

After getting to know Qin Jiangke, this is the most thing Xia Lu heard him say to others, he didn't hide and said, he always said positively, he took her to slowly join other small groups, helped those elderly people harvest the fields, mixed with a group of children of the same age, took him to Qin's house, and occasionally threw his sister to her-

It was also at that time that Xia Lu went from crying all the time, always sad, and numb, to slowly, she began to learn to smile, and when she smiled more, she became cheerful, and she learned to no longer come hard, but soft.