Chapter Eighty-Nine, Sympathy
Lin Wan took over the choir again, unlike in the past, after taking over this time, no one would disturb her, and there would be no miscellaneous matters affecting her.
As an external teacher, she served as the leader and counselor of the choir, and was given absolute power, and she no longer had to worry about those messy things.
Lin Wan was very satisfied with this arrangement, there were only ten days left before the finals, and she decided to use this time to rehearse a few times, so that the children could meet the challenges of their opponents in the best condition.
Which Cheng thought that a wave of discordant episodes appeared again, and now there was no external interference, but there was a problem inside the choir, and the problem appeared in the core position, which made Lin Wan depressed.
The person who had the problem was Lu Jiaxue, the little girl was fine in the first two rehearsals, but when she rehearsed for the third time, she began to behave abnormally, either two beats faster or two beats slower, or she was out of tune, and she was not in the state at all.
Lin Wan thought at first that the competition was coming, and the little girl's heart was under pressure, which led to abnormal performance, and gradually felt that something was wrong, and the little girl looked absent-minded, as if she had something on her mind.
Lu Jiaxue's position is very critical, she is the lead singer, the soul of the choir, if she is loose, Lin Wan's repertoire will be reduced a lot, and even the most sure songs will be affected.
In such a short period of time, it will definitely be too late to train another lead singer, and the only way now is to let Lu Jiaxue get back to her state as soon as possible, even if she grits her teeth and insists, she must persist until the end of the finals, which is related to the wishes of many people, and Lin Wan does not dare to act rashly.
To tell the truth, Lin Wan has never considered the future of the choir.
After the finals, she will soon leave the country, and she sincerely hopes that the children will be well and have a bright future, but she also knows that for the group, this may well be their last swan song.
It was with this consideration that she agreed to take over the collective again, and wanted to bring the choir to a successful end with outstanding results, which was not only her pride, but also the pride of the children.
Who would have thought that after many tribulations, when the game was approaching, there was a problem in the most important position, which made Lin Wan feel very distressed.
There is no choice but to open a small stove for Lu Jiaxue alone after the rehearsal and do one-on-one special counseling for her.
The little girl seemed very happy, screaming around Lin Wan's mother for a long time, and from time to time she played a little temper, blaming her mother for ignoring her anymore, which made Lin Wan cry and laugh.
When facing Lu Jiaxue, Lin Wan felt a little guilty, she agreed to be Lu Jiaxue's tutor, but in fact, Lin Wan only tutored her alone once, and never contacted her again.
Of course, this is not her responsibility, after Wu Heping's death, Lin Wan was basically in a state of semi-resignation, and she didn't go to work much, how could she deliberately run to school for a student.
This has nothing to do with selfishness, nor does it have anything to do with responsibility, tutoring Lu Jiaxue is a convenient thing, if it is inconvenient, this unpaid tutor will naturally not be able to do it.
Because of this incident, Xiao Tian has completely broken with Lin Wan, and when she occasionally meets, she also ignores her, and Lin Wan always feels sorry for the child and betrays the child's trust in her.
Now that she has the opportunity to make up for this regret, Lin Wan is very pleased with this, so whether it is in terms of attitude or seriousness, Lin Niangniang is fully prepared.
However, she still encountered the old problem, Lu Jiaxue's learning attitude was a headache for her, she wanted to teach seriously, but the other party was not serious about learning, one wanted to teach, the other wanted to play, and the two of them couldn't get it on the same frequency band.
The little girl's naughtiness makes Lin Niangniang helpless, and now the child is very squeamish, can't beat, scold, can't speak, not to mention that this little ancestor is still the number one person in the choir, if she really provokes her, if the little girl doesn't pick on you on the spot, it will be completely over.
Lin Niangniang secretly made up her mind that when selecting choir members in the future, she must not only look at appearance and musical literacy, the will quality of the child should be put first, and she can no longer recruit such disobedient little princesses and little princes.
Thinking of this, I think it's funny, how can there be a future, only this hammer deal, it's better to find a way to serve this comfortable little girl.
There was really no way, Lin Wan had to temporarily transform into a moral teacher, patiently preach to Lu Jiaxue, and instill the principles of collective honor, personal responsibility and so on to the little girl.
Lu Jiaxue listened happily at first, looking absent-minded, but later, she burst into tears.
Lin Wan was very surprised, she didn't say anything, she didn't criticize her, she didn't accuse her, she just reasoned with her, is this child too sensitive, and she will cry when she listens to two words that she doesn't like to hear.
"Mom, do you hate me anymore?" Lu Jiaxue asked aggrievedly.
"No, how can the teacher hate you, you are the teacher's most proud student, and the teacher has always been proud of you."
"Then why don't you ignore me, Mr. Oda said that you have resigned and will not teach me in the future, did you deliberately resign and not want me?"
Lin Wan couldn't help laughing, wiped away her tears for Lu Jiaxue with a smile, and said to her gently: "Jiaxue, the teacher resigned because of family reasons and has nothing to do with you, even if the teacher doesn't teach you anymore, we are still good friends and can keep in touch, how can I not want you anymore." ”
"Then are you still willing to be my mother?"
"Of course, you are all the children of the teacher, and the teacher is willing to be your mother!"
"I don't like that kind of mom, that's not the mom I want!"
The little girl's words made Lin Wan feel funny, and she couldn't help but tease her: "What kind of mother does Jiaxue want?" ”
The little girl tilted her head and thought for a while, then snapped her fingers and said, "I want a mother who can cook for me, live with me, tell me stories, play games, and accompany me to grow up." ”
Lin Wan was taken aback, this kind of mother is not her own mother, she can't give this kind of maternal love, it's not that she can't give this kind of love, but it is impossible to give it to the little girl in front of her.
"I'm sorry Jiaxue, the teacher can't be this kind of mother, the teacher can only be a mentor in your life, encourage you when you are lost, help you when you encounter difficulties, the teacher has his own family and life, it is impossible to be a mother in your life."
Lu Jiaxue shed tears again, Lin Wan had to comfort her softly, so that the little girl finally stopped her tears, looked up and asked, "Mom, after the final, will we not see each other?" ”
For some reason, Lin Wan didn't want to lie in front of her, so she nodded and admitted: "Yes, the teacher will go abroad soon, maybe he won't come back for a long time, and it will be really difficult for us to meet in the future." ”
"Mom, can you grant me a request?"
After Lu Jiaxue finished speaking, she looked at Lin Wan with her big clear eyes, which made the latter unbearable to refuse.
"Well, you say, what do you want the teacher to agree to you?"
"Can the teacher spend more time with me these days, I lost my mother when I was very young, and now you are leaving, I want to ask you to spend a few more days with me, is it okay?"
Hearing these words, Lin Wan's heart couldn't help but hurt, her life experience was very similar to Lu Jiaxue, even more miserable than the latter, Lu Jiaxue just didn't have a mother, but she lost her parents at a very young age.
Although the family members love her very much, no one can replace her parents, they all say that father's love is like a mountain, and mother's love is like a sea, but she will never be able to experience that emotion.
"Okay, the teacher promised you, I will accompany you more in the past few days, but you also have to promise the teacher a request!"
"I know, I know, I must sing well and never make trouble for my mother again."
"Little naughty!" Lin Wan said angrily, and scratched Lu Jiaxue's nose with her hand, "It turns out that you are deliberately making trouble, if you do this again, the teacher will really be angry." ”
"No, no, I definitely won't make trouble, don't worry, mom, I will sing hard, help mom win the championship, and let mom show her face."
Lin Wan giggled and rubbed Lu Jiaxue's hair: "The teacher asked you to sing well, not just to show your face, if you get good grades, it is not the teacher who shows your face the most, but you, you are still young, and you will understand these truths when you grow up." ”
"Mom, take me out to play in a while, okay?"
"Where do you want to go?"
"The fine river valley playground, there are a lot of fun things there, my father always said that he wanted to take me to play, but he never fulfilled it, I want my mother to take me there, is that okay?"
Lin Wan hesitated for a moment, but still nodded, Lu Jiaxue jumped up happily, took her hand and walked out of the classroom.
"Wait a minute, wait a minute, Jiaxue, the teacher needs to say hello to your father, and after obtaining your father's permission, he can take you to play, don't worry, wait for the teacher to finish the call before leaving."
Lu Jiaxue obediently agreed, stood aside and waited for Lin Wan to call.
Lin Wan took out her mobile phone and asked, "Jiaxue, do you know your father's number?" ”
"Know, Mom, I'll press it for you!"
The phone was dialed, and Lu Fangliang's voice came: "Hey, hello, who is it?" ”
"Hello Mr. Lu, I'm Lin Wan, Lu Jiaxue's music teacher, and we have met before."
"Ah, it turned out to be Mr. Lin, I haven't seen you for a long time, Mr. Lin has always been good?"
"Thank you Mr. Lu for your concern, I'm fine, that's the case, Jiaxue wants to go to the fine river valley playground, I happen to be free, and I plan to take her over for a walk, Mr. Lu, can you see it?"
"Of course you can, with Teacher Lin and Jiaxue, I don't have anything to worry about, you go first, and I'll arrive later."
After ending the call, Lin Wan felt that something seemed wrong, but she didn't think much about it, since she promised the student to accompany her more in the past few days, then she kept her word and didn't go back on her word.
As for Lu Fangliang coming over, Lin Wan was not surprised, it was Lu Jiaxue's father, and it was natural for him to come to accompany the girl, and he had no reason or need to doubt his intentions.
It's still Sister-in-law's words, life is too comfortable, everyone looks like a good person, the relaxation after the crisis is lifted, and the slackness when she is about to leave makes Lin Wan once again discard all vigilance.
There is another reason that has to be mentioned, she has a special care for Lu Jiaxue, her childhood is very similar to Lu Jiaxue, when she sees Lu Jiaxue, it is like seeing her childhood self.
Lin Wan stupidly thinks that children are innocent and will not deceive people, but she forgets the fact that some children in today's society are very precocious, one by one is like a little drama spirit, and sometimes, adults are easy to fall for their way.
What she didn't know was that after Lu Fangliang finished talking to her, he immediately called someone.
"Hey, is it Mr. Zhou, I'm Lu Fangliang!"
"Hello Mr. Lu, I'm Zhou Zijian!"