For a period of time when Han first came, she especially didn't like to spend the weekend, she didn't feel it when she was busy, but when she was free, she often sat in a daze, clean She thought about the pain of the breakup too simply, it was easy to make decisions, she could control herself, and everything was handled cleanly.

But she can't control her emotions, they are pervasive, the fog coming out of the coffee cup, the quilt that is not warm in the dark night, walking to the wrong block in confusion, the supermarket can't reach the top cereal, they invade every detail of life, corrode your will, make you think about that person over and over again, your heart hurts when you think about it, and your heart is like being squeezed and twisted by a pair of hands until the last drop of water is squeezed out.

She deliberately dressed herself to look mature and elegant, and everything seemed calm and under her control.

Only she knows how weak her heart is.

She didn't blame him, it was she who held the knife and split them in a state of love, which was the pain of a broken arm.

But what could she do? If you don't pull out, you will go wrong step by step? Tie the knot? Accompany him in that huge business empire, continue to fight?

She thinks about this every day, and the people are haggard, and she can't help it, she forces herself to go out for a walk.

On weekends she started driving to nearby towns, choosing a hiking path, or climbing mountains, or crossing the wilderness, or circumnavigating lakes, and when she was tired of walking, she would sit on the hillside, close her eyes, and listen to the sound of the wind blowing through the valley.

Sometimes sitting by the lake, people and mountains are in the lake, as if entering another time and space.

She was quietly immersed in the natural beauty, and suddenly relieved, just think about him, it's okay to think about it for a lifetime, just like a tree that won't bloom, without a posture of joy and sorrow.

She thought, like the ground, can be old for the rest of her life.

Because of the seven-hour time difference, Murong Xu received Shen Zheng's WeChat at four o'clock in the morning. For most of the year, he had a very poor quality of sleep, and he would wake up at the slightest noise.

Clicking on Shen Zheng's WeChat, he only saw a cold word, his heart tightened, and his hands trembled like words.

Since he left with Han that day, he has been masochistic, staying in the apartment and not going out, except for eating and sleeping, he refuses to touch anything, he does not want to lose the slightest trace of Han's existence here.

After three or four days like this, Lin Jiawan and Zhang Haocheng knocked on it together, which can be said to have kicked open the door of his house.

The air in the room smelled old and dull, and the men in the room were decadent, with long stubble, messy hair, black eyes, and haggard.

Lin Jiawan walked through the entire room, opened the curtains, opened the window, looked back at Murong Xu, and said sternly, "You should be sober!" ”

Murong Xu raised his hand to block the dazzling sunlight, and he was still listless and half-lying on the sofa: "Has she been to the company these days?" ”

"I went, and I was meticulously busy handing over the work." Lin Jiawan was busy cleaning up the messy things in the house, "She's in much better shape than you." ”

Zhang Haocheng sat down next to Murong Xu: "What's going on?" Why did you fall out all of a sudden? ”

Murong Xu smiled bitterly, he had thought a lot in the past few days, how could a good relationship suddenly come to an abrupt end, it was obviously a thoroughfare, but there was a hidden gap, he didn't cross it, and fell into the abyss.

Who is wrong? He thinks that he has been giving, and has thought of various ways to eliminate all resistance and make himself stronger, but in the process, he has been squeezing and cold, making her deal with the crisis and compromise the dilemma, and finally he touched her bottom line.

Before, he was still lucky and wanted to kidnap her love, but when he bet on the right game and the matter was resolved, they could completely set up a new company and change the name of the new drug to continue to do it.

He was wrong, even if she didn't find the data error that day, his plan would have gone smoothly, and Yohan would have broken it off with him, and Yohan would say "That's not HX, it's not the medicine before".

When he first met her, wasn't she so serious, saying distressedly, "That's not the same place."

How could he forget, because she was too good to herself, tolerant and forbearing, he was too self-righteous, every time he made a choice, he chose power and profit, and his father's words were right, "It's too early to say love, wait for you to want more and more things, between love and desire, you will choose".

It's that he's too greedy, he's wrong, he's ridiculously wrong!

"Speak!" Zhang Haocheng pushed his depressed cousin hard, looking worried.

Murong Xu came back to his senses, he couldn't lift his energy in the past few days, and he was immersed in self-blame, remorse and self-loathing all day long, feeling that he was no longer qualified to get the love of Han, and he could no longer drag her into his unbearable, muddy life with no end.

Lin Jiawan saw that Murong Xu didn't react, thinking that the girl with Han was too ruthless, and the boss was stunned, and she had to take some fierce medicine.

"Murong Xu, let me tell you, the notarial deeds for the delivery of various financial equity with Han came by courier in the morning," she said unceremoniously, raised her voice, and continued to rub salt on his wounds, "If you don't think of a way, people will fly away, and you won't be able to chase it back if you want to." ”

"Chasing?" Murong Xu thought about it, but the problem was not solved, what qualifications did he have to ask her for forgiveness.

"How?" Lin Jiawan approached and looked at him condescendingly, "So you admit defeat?" ”

Zhang Haocheng had always admired his cousin before, but now he felt that he was still the little boy when he was a child, with a puffed up bun face and holding back tears. He just pretended to be strong and protected from the wind and rain, but he was still a willful and immature little boy at heart.

"Xiao Xu," he advised, "no matter what kind of mistake it is, it can be remedied, and we can think of a way together." ”

Lin Jiawan also sat down beside him and softened her tone: "You Han is a good girl who deserves it, you have to cheer up." ”

Murong Xu looked at one left and one right, his two closest family members and friends.

Sometimes it's hard to stand up on your own, so having friends and family by your side, even a little encouragement, is enough.

He has a decision in his heart, and Han wants a clear future, so he will create one; If Han wants to have no quarrel with the world, then he will give up everything; Whatever He Han wants, he gives her.

His eyes slowly lit up, and he stood up, and he walked to the bathroom, saying as he went, "Give me ten minutes, you wait for me downstairs, Jiawan find a place, I want to have a good meal first." ”

After that, Murong Xu did it simply and clearly, without calculation or planning. The correct materials were submitted to the drug administration, the new drug was put on the market as planned, and HX had a bad reputation, even though he insisted that the drug price was set very low, he and Fang Mingen still made a lot of money.

On the grounds of celebrating, he invited Fang Mingen's father and daughter, as well as his father, in the private room of Wu Bo Restaurant. As soon as he came up, he first toasted the two elders, and then Fang Siqian.

After sitting down, he pursed his lower lip and began to say the prepared words: "Dad, Uncle Fang, you probably know it too," his voice was a little sluggish.

"Yohan has resigned from HX, and she didn't ask for anything except the last month's salary, dividends, equity, and even patent rights, she transferred them to me. It's ridiculous, I also wanted to take the application materials that tampered with the data, let the project fail, lose all your money, Uncle Fang, and negotiate the conditions of the video with you. ”

Fang Mingen felt that Murong Xu was in a very strange state today, fearless, desireless, and undemanding, he couldn't understand it a little, so he didn't move on his face, wanting to listen to him finish his words first.

"However, now that the project is successful, our medicine is on the market, and those patients who need it can be treated in time and can afford it, I think He Han will be very happy," he felt a little sad thinking that he couldn't share this joy with her, "Then Uncle Fang, you can handle the video matter at will, I don't think she cares, and I don't care." ”

Although in his heart, Murong Ding was in favor of marrying the Fang family. But now seeing that Murong Xu's posture was so low and he was slaughtered, he was protective and stared at Fang Mingen fiercely.

Fang Siqian kept listening with her head down, unable to tell whether she was jealous, lost, or sad for herself.

Murong Xu glanced at Murong Ding: "Dad, I think we are all wrong, using the right way to do things, instead of covering up, is the most effective way, just like dealing with Qin Feiqiu before Han." ”

"If Uncle Fang wants to make the video public, then I need to cooperate with the police, I will cooperate, I need to be responsible, and I can go to jail," Murong Xu really didn't mind, he had to get rid of all this kind of muddy and shady things, "If it involves He Han, I don't think she will be afraid, and she will take responsibility." ”

Murong Ding twisted his eyebrows and wanted to say something to stop him, but looking at Murong Xu's expression, he felt that everything he said might be futile, so he closed his mouth.

Murong Xu's hand on the table was clenched into a fist, and there was confidence between his eyebrows and eyes: "I just say a word, in this life, except for Han, I will never marry anyone, and I will not want it." ”

The atmosphere in the private room was solemn, and Uncle Wu ordered outside not to serve food first.

The four people in the room sat on a few plates of cold dishes, and no one had the heart to move their chopsticks.

In silence, Murong Xu felt that his goal had been achieved, he thought about it and decided to say a few more words to Siqian.

"Miss Fang, I don't doubt that you can be a good wife at all, but I think marriage is a commitment to love and concern, not an exchange of interests."

"You are still young, you have the opportunity to fall in love with someone, or wait until someone falls in love with you," Murong Xu said earnestly, "We can live without love, but it seems to be separated from the world, and it is a pity to feel empty and wasted time." ”

He raised his glass to her again: "I wish you can find true love," and after drinking, he muttered again, "I wish I can find Yohan soon." ”

Fang Siqian ignored her father's warning eyes, and also poured herself a glass of wine: "It's good to be with Miss, she is braver than me, I wish you a speedy reunion!" ”

After speaking, she drank it all, and then pulled her father: "Dad, let's go, ruining someone's marriage is bad luck." ”

Hearing this, Fang Mingen also felt that it was not interesting, and other people's money was also helped to earn, looking like a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water, even his daughter was discouraged, and began to help talk, what else did he toss.

After all, he couldn't get down on face, and he asked Murong Ding unwillingly: "What did Ding Ye say, when he wanted to marry my family, Ding Ye mentioned it first." ”

Old boy, if you get cheap and still want to sell well, Murong Ding snorted coldly: "I said this matter early, I'm sorry for you, but don't deceive people too much, with this kung fu, go back and count how many more zeros are on your bank account." ”

"It's okay for my people to go back, but my son has the ability to feed as many brothers as he wants." Murong Ding was also happy after speaking.

Fang Mingen smiled, the father and son went straight to each other, but it suited his appetite, and he no longer entangled: "If your in-laws can't do it, let's be partners in the business field." ”

After speaking, he was dragged out by his daughter, and when he walked to the door, he stopped, turned around and said, "This meal, Siqian and I, we won't eat it today, you father and son can talk," he said to Murong Xu again, "Boy, you are very good." ”