"Let go of me, let go of me!" He was so frightened that his head, buried deep in the hot darkness, shook violently, then shook a few times like a convulsion, and then he got up from his desk sweating profusely! It's really strange, there are so many unreasonable things in that dream just now, I really can't understand how I could have such a strange dream! But the fear of being swallowed up in the dream always remained in his heart, accompanied by the pounding heart, hitting his not strong chest!

"Drink, drink, it's just a nightmare, it really scares me to death!" He muttered to himself, then slowly tempered the effects of the nightmare on his body and mind. My heart beat slowly returned to a stable level, and my brain gradually became clearer, and then I slowly remembered how I had this strange dream! His name is Bai Kaiping, and life is as plain as white water, but it is rarely as boiling as boiling water! He's an ordinary college student! That day, as usual, he rushed to the reading library with his schoolbag on his back and the unbearable heat all over his body!

His steps were a little light and a little heavy! Holding his breath in his chest caused him to helplessly avoid the pedestrians around him. He trotted forward, trying to escape the suffocating quagmire as fast as he could, and into the strong concrete that would allow him to hide from it all for a moment, and get a moment of peace and comfort!

The pedestrians on the road were all in groups, and he was alone and rushing forward!

He carried a small bag on his back, and he stuck it to his back like that. It's clearly not heavy, but it directly bent his back! Obviously, there are only a few broken books in his schoolbag, and he can not carry them in his backpack and just hold them in his hand; But in order to free his hands that had nowhere to put them, he didn't have to turn his brain much to put the schoolbag on his back, and there was one more thing to cover up! On the surface, he was bent by his schoolbag, but in fact, he was crushed by life! He is only in his twenties, and he is in the best stage of his life, but why does he live such a tired posture? How much burden did life impose on him that he shouldn't have borne for his age? He bent over like this, his hands weakly deaf to the side, trying to speed up, but he couldn't get up, as if there was a magical force dragging him, so that he could not live as he wanted!

He rushed forward as if he was dying, and the breath in his chest swelled more and more, and he had the posture of breaking out of his body! It's just that what makes him quite frustrated is that he has been holding his breath all the time, and he is always in that embarrassing state of wanting to break! At that moment, he almost wanted to die! It's just that he can't die now, he has to live, even if it's just like a wandering innocent wandering spirit, then he has to live! The appearance of the gray-haired old mother jumped out of his mind like this, torturing his body and mind at the same time, it also explained the reason why he had to live! Yes! For the sake of his old mother, who was so kind to him, no matter how tired he was, he had to live well!

He was a college student at this school, and he had to run to the library almost every night, just to give his unusually restless heart a home!

Tonight, as he was accustomed to running to the library, his mind was full of thoughts; It's just that the messy brain can't figure it out, and he feels that the whole person is suppressed, and only his feet are still moving forward mechanically!

It was time to turn to the left, and no such thought appeared in my mind, but my feet instinctively bent towards it; When we got to the corner again, we did the same!

Whenever it came to such a moment, he wondered if he still had the feeling of being human! Truth be told, there were always moments when he didn't realize he existed! The feeling of not being able to catch anything made him feel terrified!

The goal is in front of me, straighten out the messy mood, show a relieved smile, in this autumn season, with the smell of sweat, speed up the pace of progress!

I walked into the familiar teaching building and hurried towards the door of the library with heavy steps! Finally stepping on the door of the library, he quickly took out the book, bowed his head deeply, and walked in briskly like a thief! In fact, he also wanted to run, but his feet were so heavy that he couldn't run, which invisibly increased his physical and mental suffering!

Passing through the familiar path, I turned around and came to a large iron door, and then crossed a small door, and I came to the inner place of resting—the foreign language periodicals room; Find a spot he likes, and put the book on it!

Finally, he sat down!

A heart that was still pounding began to become quiet, seemingly... It has found its home!

He wanted to get up, but his body didn't listen! So, he simply spread his hands on the table, and the whole person relaxed in a decadent attitude; There is nowhere to go in my eyes, and a sense of sleepiness comes to my heart! At that time, there was no one else in this small classroom! He seems to be quite lonely, but isn't what he wants this nobody's sleeping atmosphere?

His body was slightly bowed, his eyelids rolled, and his head shook from moment to moment; He wanted to sleep, but he was unwilling to fall into that boundless sea of dreams!

He knew very well that he had everything he wanted in his dreams; But he also knew that it was just a dream! If you dream about it, there will always be a time to wake up, and what can you get when you wake up?

He doesn't get anything, so actually, he doesn't like to dream! But what could he do without dreaming in such a place?

With such helplessness and the consequent drowsiness, I touched my neck that was suddenly a little itchy, and then I slipped into it with my head towards the dark envelope framed by my hands!

He finally made his own decision! He closed his eyes and fell asleep to give him everything! It's just that who can really dominate the world in this dream?

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In this way, he escaped the noisy voices outside in the library, trying to find everything he wanted in his dreams; However, the dream did not go as he wished, but instead weaved a terrifying web for him, using an abnormal monster to devour his anger in the dream little by little! Fortunately, his body was not strong enough to withstand the strong oppression caused by this devouring, so he woke up after a few bursts of excitement; Just like that, I returned to reality and escaped the clutches of dreams! It's just that the reality has never made him comfortable? So, whether it's a dream or reality, he seems to have nowhere to escape!

He didn't know how long he had been asleep, but he slept all over his body with hot and dry skin, and his whole body was sticky, and he was very tormented; By the time he had come to his senses, his eyes had become a little cloudy; In a trance, I trembled a little, and it seemed that the soul had successfully returned to the body, and the days had returned to the dead silence of the past! He was finally able to see the world clearly, and he began to stare at the white wall in front of him and laugh secretly! He was laughing at himself, laughing at the nightmare he had!

He was awakened by a dream, but he didn't let out a frightened cry when he woke up, which seemed to have something to do with his habit of suppressing his emotions!

I don't understand why I have such a strange dream, and I don't know how inextricably related such a dream is to his own already boring real life, and he just has a headache there when he recovers!

After rubbing his temples with both hands, he began to wipe the eye droppings from the corners of his eyes, and finally opened his tired eyes again!

After exhaling a mouthful of deep turbid breath held in a dream, my heart was a little happier! Then he stretched his somewhat loose waist and looked around in a relaxed and comfortable manner!

He noticed that there was more silence in this small classroom than it had ever been! Because as far as the eye can see, there is no one who does not sleep on his stomach!

Although he thought it was strange, he only smiled slightly, as if this phenomenon was just a very ordinary existence in the eyes of him, a college student!

"And how many people come to the library to really study?" Thinking like this, he naturally let go!

Suddenly he felt a little urgent, so, after stroking his soreness thighs for a while, he began to get up and walk out!

The small classroom was at the innermost end of the library, and there was a large iron door outside the door, and between the two doors there was an open space of about twenty paces; Out of the big iron gate, you will arrive at the center of the library, and there will be toilets at both ends! So, he had to get up and walk to the big iron gate, and then, open it!

He walked towards the great iron gate, came to the open space between the two gates, and took the twenty or so steps that he must take in his life!

The sound of clattering footsteps hit his eardrums with echoes, and his heart couldn't help but be scared! His hand slowly approached the big iron door, and his breathing became uncontrollably short!

I licked my lips that had been plated with a layer of dry skin, and I felt that I was laughing but I couldn't laugh out loud, but I secretly scolded myself for my timidity and sensitivity in my heart! So, so, he still reluctantly opened that door!

The door was slowly opened by him from the inside, and the scene outside was unfolding in front of him bit by bit!

It's just that when the whole door was opened, he was dumbfounded! Because he couldn't see anything, it was pitch black outside!

His mouth was slightly open, his hands and feet did not move, but his heart became more and more unpleasant! His consciousness instinctively made him turn around, and his body had already rotated at a certain angle!

But at this moment, there were suddenly a few muffled cries in the air, the sound was not sharp, but it locked his heart like a ghost! Through the darkness, he vaguely saw a figure curled up in the corner and sobbing secretly!

He hesitated, and his turning body stopped!

His eyes flickered several times, remembering his past, remembering the moments when he didn't exist, and suddenly remembering the strange dream just now; Gritting his teeth, he walked into the unknown darkness step by step!

His body was gradually engulfed in darkness, leaving only some shadow cast in the middle of nowhere! ……

Time passed little by little, and for the next period of time, there was no sound in the entire library, except for the breathing of some people who were asleep!

The surroundings are quiet, and the sound of breathing comes and goes, as if trying to create a rare and harmonious atmosphere! It's just that the darkness swallows everything, and it will give something back to those who dedicate themselves to the darkness!

Therefore, the poignant scream that suddenly came out in the atmosphere of dead silence would seem so rough and powerful, like the unwilling cry of a wounded beast!

It's just that no one knows what's going on here, and no one cares about these things, because they're all lying on their stomachs and dreaming about them at this moment; Although, some people's dreams are blank! ……