Chapter 18 Confession
The two maids craned their necks and looked up to see that the young lady's cheeks were crimson. God, won't you drink high? King Ying was afraid that she would drink for the first time in a girl's house, and she didn't know how much she drank. Stand in front of her and slowly walk downstairs. King Ying went back upstairs. Bao Chuan and the two drank a few more pots of strong tea, and only then did they dare to go home.
Jiang Yao has been away for more than a month, and sent back a letter, a few short sentences, everything is fine, don't read it, and he didn't say the specific location.
After class that day, Li Nian mysteriously grabbed Bao Chuan and came to the garden. Bao Chuan sat on the swing, squinting his eyes and basking in the sun as usual.
Li Nian looked at her sister like a lazy kitten, and she was afraid that her unrestrained days would not be numbered. Thinking in my heart, I looked at her with pity. "Sister, did King Ying invite you to drink that day?" Bao Chuan's eyes widened, "How do you know?" yes. Li Nian laughed, "What are you laughing at?" "Bao Chuan is strange," a red apricot tree leans against the clouds. "Don't think about it, he treats me like a son."
Bao Chuan was not convinced, in fact, she didn't believe what she said. "How good is the relationship between King Ying and his eldest brother, he doesn't know how many boys there are in our family?" Li Nian didn't believe it, and with Bao Chuan's cleverness, he couldn't see King Ying's intentions. Bao Chuan also knew that King Ying had ideas for contacting her, but she still had a fluke, it was impossible.
Li Nianyi said that Bao Chuan believed that this was the case. Her face fell, and she sighed, "Isn't it good for our family to have a princess?" "Not good, not good at all. People say that the concubines of the Yingwang family stood in a large room and asked her to rob a man with a room full of women. When she thought about it, she couldn't help but shiver, and it was cold to hug her arms. "Sister excited?" Li Nian leaned his face closer to her, and Bao Chuan raised his hand to push him away, is it frozen.
"Why am I not a man?" Bao Chuan muttered to himself, if it is a man, he can go out of the house, at least he has the right to choose. It's boring to snatch a man with a bunch of women.
Bao Chuan's expression was sorrowful, what she wanted was a couple for the rest of her life. Li Nian looked at her sister with a depressed expression, how noble her status was when she married into the palace, how many women dreamed of it but couldn't. "Why is Bao'er unhappy?" Bao Chuan smiled, "It's nothing, I just feel like I can't climb high." ”
Xue Shang's heart was empty for a while, and Bao Chuan was close to him and far away in the world. Every time he goes to class, he is both happy and difficult, happy is that Bao Chuan is sitting there, and difficult is that Bao Chuan is sitting there. He forced himself to focus on the lecture, but before he knew it, he was watching Bao Chuan lose his mind again.
He didn't want his careful thoughts to be seen, then he would lose even the opportunity to sit here, the opportunity to sit here and watch her quietly.
She is so noble and unattainable, he can't reach her in his life. Every time he thinks of this, he will despair, and all his ambitions will give way to the sentimentality of sad spring.
Now that she is expected to marry into the royal family, which girl doesn't yearn for Feng Guanxia? Xue Shang took a self-portrait in the mirror, and was surprised to find that he was calm and light-winded.
Bao Chuan has difficulty sleeping, marrying into a wealthy family is like a bird being put in a gorgeous cage. The Li family is a prestigious family, her father has several wives and concubines, and her mother Liu has rarely seen her smile since she can remember. The father is a big tree, and the mother is the vine that clings to the father's survival, and the father's attitude affects the mother's joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
As she grew older, she slowly discovered that she made her father happy, and he often stayed with them. The mother looked at her father's expression, she remembered it clearly, and she was afraid of losing it in anticipation.
The time when the three of them were reunited, because the mother suffered from gains and losses, perhaps such a mother made the father feel pressured. Slowly, their father came to their side, just for a spin, and occasionally stayed to eat. The mother would be so nervous that she would not know how to cater to her father in order to keep him.
Later, she and her brother were called by her father to the study to take a teaching test, and her mother, who was lingering on the sickbed, always shed tears before she saw her father. The beauty that her mother was proud of, the beauty she relied on to keep her father in, had been tormented by illness and hard to find.
She remembered her mother feeling sorry for herself and washing her face with tears all day long. When his mother was frustrated and unhappy and sickbed, the Zheng family was in full bloom. I have never heard the newcomer laughing, and I can hear the old crying.
When the mother was leaving, she did not close her eyes, she and the nurse were by her side, and the person in her mother's heart did not give her the last ride. The mother was not buried in the ancestral grave of the Li family, and the Li family was the gate valve of Guanlong, so naturally they would not accept their mother from a humble background.
The mother of the other world must also be lonely and desolate, her poor mother. Bao Chuan's tear-wet pillow quilt, for the mother, for the unknown destination. She longs for Jun Ruo to be a rock, and the concubine should be a true love for Pu Liu.
Bao Chuan came to the bamboo forest with the "white crane" early in the morning, and the bamboo forest was full of green poles, and it was thick and green. It is a good place to go to Fuqin, a song "Zhaojun's Resentment" is euphemistic and delicate, and the mood is low and sad and sad. Some people complain and grieve with Xiao Xianghe, singing and sighing three times.
At the end of the song, Xue Shang walked over elegantly. The two were still immersed in the melancholy melody, and were relatively speechless for a while. Some words that had been buried in Xue Shang's heart for a long time blurted out without his brain. "Miss, Xue has been in love since he first met Miss. Today, Xue showed his heart to Miss, even if he dies now, he has no regrets. ”
The words have been spoken, Xue Shang doesn't know which tendon he made a mistake, why did he say it? He knelt down on one knee, and his words were already covered in water, but he did not regret it at all, but he was relieved.
Bao Chuan thundered above his head, and pointed at Xue Shang with a red face, "It's a shame that I treat you as a righteous gentleman, and I actually said these nonsense words, look at my Mrs. Yuming, the mansion doesn't dare to keep you." Bao Chuan hugged Qin and walked away.
Bao Chuan entered the room without speaking, sitting on the stool and staring in a daze. Huansha followed up, and the young lady went out early in the morning to prevent them from following, saying that it was Qingqing and quietly caressing the qin. What happened to Kung Fu for a while? It's not that Xue Shang was scared by his words.
Bao Chuan didn't sleep well after thinking about it all night yesterday, and he adjusted his mood by stroking the piano in the morning, and Xue Shang performed another play. There were big ups and downs, but Bao Chuan didn't want to sue, after all, Xue Shang shot twice, and people risked death to confess. She hears from this ear and the ear rises.
What she was really confused about was herself, she wanted a true love, and Xue Shang abruptly praised her sincerity. Of course, she understood how risky Xue Shang was when he said this, and confessed naked and reckless to the master's young lady. To be honest, she was really touched by him, at least by his courage.
She is afraid to face her heart, the West Palace is liquid and fragrant, and she wants to roll up the bead curtain and hate it for a long time. Obliquely hugging the clouds and seeing the moon in the depths, the hazy tree color is hidden in the sun. Like a flower, her face withered lonely in the high walls of the deep palace, and she resisted Houmen in her heart as soon as she entered the deep sea. Xue Shang has a handsome face, knows people, and more importantly, is infatuated with her. The balance of Bao Chuan's mind tilted towards Xue Shang.