Chapter 171: Reminiscing about the Past
Baili Mo breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good to wake up." ”
After speaking, he patted Han Yan on the shoulder, and went out first, now Gu Qingyan's emotions, I am afraid that only Han Yan can appease one or two more effectively.
Nodding at the two people who were also worried at the door, meaning to reassure them, and in a blink of an eye, Mrs. Yun was pulled over by Fu Chong's anxious white face, so she first invited someone to go to her study to speak: "Doctor Yun, please come with me first." ”
Doctor Yun raised his eyes and looked at the few people at the door of Gu Qing's smoke room, these people's worried expressions were still a little reserved, and he knew that these people were not deliberately playing tricks on themselves, nodded at Bai Limo, and followed him into the study.
After someone came to pour tea, Baili Mo told Doctor Yun about Gu Qingyan's situation: "I think it's a nightmare, I don't know what I met in the dream, I spit blood, and I was stunned for a while before I came back to my senses after waking up." ”
"What is the fourth girl thinking about in her heart?"
Baili Mo nodded: "There is one thing, and it is also the cause of her depression." ”
Doctor Yun thought for a while and sighed lightly: "If the fourth girl didn't have nightmares before, but now like this, I'm afraid that I am too deep in my heart, which leads to this, I brought a calming medicine when I came, and handed it over to my subordinates to cook it first." ”
Saying that, Doctor Yun took out a package of tranquilizers from the medicine box, Baili Mo called his subordinates, took the medicine down first, and then said: "You can take a good look at her in a while, and when you go back, I will send a diagnosis, and I will send it to the valley." ”
Doctor Yun asked Baili Mo rhetorically: "The third master wants to let the second master know truthfully?" ”
Baili Mo knew why she asked like this, and replied: "He knows, now that you are here, he can still hold on and not kill him, he will not know until later, I am afraid that he will directly take cigarettes and soak the medicine jar, and by that time, I am not a person inside and out?" ”
Doctor Yun smiled lightly: "The third master can still have the heart to joke, it seems that he thinks that the fourth girl will be fine." ”
Baili Mo said: "I'm not proficient in medical skills, naturally I have you, since you said before that the smoke girl is fine, I believe you." As for the so-called heart disease, she has the best heart medicine in front of her bed, so naturally I don't need to worry too much. ”
"The third master's words are not at all, if it weren't for the Peach Blossom Stream and Yuhualou that saved my whole family, and Shimen found the missing brother for us, I'm afraid I won't be able to serve you."
Although it was a joke, Dr. Yun's gratitude to them was real.
"But this time I let you run twice in a row, and then I replaced the wine with tea, thank you."
Doctor Yun saw Bai Limo holding the teacup, and he also followed along, drank it down, and said in a dialect: "You're polite, but I hope that the fourth girl will torture my younger brother who is still in Shimen." ”
Doctor Yun jokingly said that his younger brother was found, and he didn't know what to do, so he went home to say hello, and left a letter the next day, saying that he went to the stone gate and worshiped Gu Qingyan.
What Doctor Yun didn't know for the time being was that his joke was heard by Xidubeiming, who happened to come to Bailimo, and the two of them were still worried about Gu Qingyan's situation now, so they didn't think much about it, just listened to the superficial meaning, looked at each other, as if they had discussed something.
During the time that Baili Mo and Mrs. Yun were in the study, Han Yan was calming Gu Qingyan's emotions, he knew that as soon as Gu Qingyan woke up, the tears in his eyes had been taken back, but that didn't mean that Gu Qingyan was not sad.
Han Yan hugged Gu Qingyan in his arms, patted her back gently, and coaxed: "It's okay, it's okay." ”
Gu Qingyan buried his head in Han Yan's arms and said in a low voice: "I dreamed that they were injured, the appearance of pain, and the offensive of those people who did not stop until they reached their goal, I wanted to help, but I couldn't help..."
"It's a dream, you're nothing, everything you see is what you envisioned."
"Is that the real situation?" Gu Qingyan raised his head and looked at Han Yan.
Han Yan held her head in his hand and gently touched a kiss between her hair: "Perhaps, when Senior Brother Linrui arrived, it had already started for a long time, there were many black-clothed people on the ground, and there were also people in Peach Blossom Stream. Unavoidable. ”
Even though Han Yan said it in a straightforward and simplified way, Gu Qingyan still imagined those scenes, and under Han Yan's description, his eyes gradually moistened again. Han Yan is not afraid that she will cry, after all, holding it in her heart will only make it more uncomfortable.
"So, what about Fufeng?"
Gu Qingyan clutched her chest, she always felt a lot of pain.
Han Yan held her hand with one hand, still on his chest, but gave Gu Qingyan a peace of mind: "Fufeng is a good boy, if you want that person to live, he will do his best to protect that person's life, someone chased them all the way, Fufeng didn't mess up, his injuries were serious, but fortunately, there was no worry about his life." ”
Han Yan didn't describe the details to Gu Qingyan, he knew that she could already imagine it.
"Han Yan, just now I was in a dream, and I had a feeling that it was like going back to that night that year." Gu Qingyan said.
Han Yan tightened Gu Qingyan's tightness, he found that her body was trembling slightly, the night many years ago, for Gu Qingyan, was an eternal scar in his heart, he didn't want her to recall, but when he looked at her, he also knew that Gu Qingyan needed someone to listen to her.
"You speak, I listen."
Gu Qingyan closed her eyes, and the first time she said the events of that year more than ten years later, was the day she killed Yuan Zhao, she just let Yuan Zhao remember it herself.
Gu Qingyan recalled: "When I woke up that day, there were some things that I had never told anyone, whether it was my father or my brothers, because I knew the situation at that time, and if I talked too much, it would only sink into the sea, so I have been hiding what I remember that night in my heart since then." ”
"On that day, there were too many unusual, my mother and father were urgently summoned into the palace, and soon after the news of the grounding of the palace came out, and when the call was announced, a large number of troops came, they rode horses, wore military uniforms, and wore swords, and the emperor's palace was impenetrable inside and out. The guards and secret guards arranged by his father were all dispersed outside the city, and the city gate was strictly guarded, and there were even crossbowmen and archers. ”
"It's not that no one has tried, and all that is left behind is a corpse."
The more Gu Qingyan spoke, the more she trembled, and Han Yan could only comfort Gu Qingyan by hugging and caressing.
"The outside is strictly guarded, the news in the house can't be transmitted or delivered, all the family servants are imprisoned in the backyard by them, and the front and back of my house are heavily guarded."
"Nurse, that is, Shen Sanniang and another mother-in-law have been with me, comforting me and saying that it will be fine soon, and later, after we had the dinner sent, I went to bed early, you know, I didn't understand anything at that time, I didn't know that the meal was **. The entire Emperor's Mansion was fascinated that night, if it weren't for that, how could there be such heavy casualties! ”
Gu Qingyan pinched Han Yan's arm, Han Yan also gasped when he heard it, it turned out that he only knew that the Emperor's Mansion was negligent and unprepared for this robbery that day, but he didn't expect that he would suffer this fire because he couldn't prevent it.
"I don't know how the fire started, so the moment I saw Yuan Zhao, and after knowing the truth later, I attributed everything to him."
"I was woken up by the smoke, the moment I opened my eyes, my room had become a sea of fire, the nurse was guarding my bed, I woke her up, trying to find another mother-in-law, but found that the position she was guarding in front of the door was already a sea of fire, she... I struggled when I should have left, or tried to wake us up but couldn't. ”
That day, Gu Qingyan heard the screams of some people after being woken up in pain outside the house, male and female voices came and went, and then finally the pain disappeared, leaving only a charred-like body.
"Do you know how I was saved?" Gu Qingyan asked.
Han Yan shook his head, the house has become such a tragic situation, and there are heavy guards who turn a blind eye, seeing death and not saving it, Gu Qingyan escaped, talking about it is only a few words, but in the middle, only those who have experienced it know that kind of despair and pain.
"In the end, someone desperately broke into the city, while asking for pursuit, while coming towards the emperor's mansion, he saw the flames in the distance, no one rescued, some people wanted to break through directly, but they experienced a thousand arrows through the heart, but there were not many people left, only a few children, small in size, hiding in Tibet to get close to the emperor's mansion."
There is a ruined door in the garden in the west corner of the Emperor's Mansion, which is hidden by vines on weekdays and does not attract attention at all, the door lock has long been aged because no one has taken care of it all year round, and the rust has long been aged, two or three mature secret guards escorted a few children over, it is impossible to save the whole house, but their little master must bring it out.
These children are their hope: "You guys, go in from here, the little master's room is in the main building of the East Garden, you are bound to bring the little master out!" Don't worry about the rest, the rest of us, cover for you. ”
The children were killed, and when the guards made a distance in the old door enough for the children to get in and out, they sent them in.
The secret guards who entered the city were divided into two groups, and the one with fewer people went to the palace to try to pass on the news from the outside, and the rest of the people fought for their lives, and there were a few who could enter the emperor's mansion.
"My nurse and I tried many ways but couldn't get close to the door, and the window couldn't be opened at all, and the person who wanted to kill us really made a move. The nurse hugged me and began to sing a ballad to me, but I slowly heard the sound of blades clashing outside, and I knew that someone could come to our rescue. ”
At that time, Gu Qingyan was excited, she thought that she would soon be able to go out and see the defeat of the person who killed her, but soon after, the sound of the blade fell again, and an arrow passed through the sea of fire and shot into her room.
Gu Qingyan's eyes widened, but the air in the room was getting thinner and thinner, and the nurse had fallen into a coma, even Gu Qingyan herself began to become dizzy.
There was a kettle on the dresser by the window, and Gu Qingyan remembered that there was still some tea in it, and the handkerchief that the nurse had soaked for her had already dried, so she thought that she had to fight while she was not completely unconscious.
When he came to the window, he heard movement outside the window, and Gu Qingyan asked weakly: "Who is it!" ”
Outside the window, he thought of the response: "Master, it's Beiming!" Master, if you bear with me, your subordinates will come to save you immediately! ”
After that, Gu Qingyan was silent and fainted again, Beiming wasted a lot of effort to break through the window, found Gu Qingyan, and woke Gu Qingyan up.
"There will be eaves falling down in the house at any time, I can't see anything clearly in front of me, there are some bumps and scratches on my body, I was very aggrieved, Beiming didn't have time to comfort me and wanted to run away with me, I told her, there is still a nurse, but we... It's too small, and I've tried to bring the nurse with me, but I can't do anything..."
Han Yan has heard Gu Qingyan say the word "powerless" for the second time, and suddenly understands why Gu Qingyan is always the easiest person among them to make a move, all of this stems from her original desire to protect people and protect herself.
"Bei Ming was seriously injured in order to take me out of the room, and I was also injured because of my own reasons, this injury was not easy to be like this, but because of the hot burning and smoke, it worsened..."
Gu Qingyan said, and was about to reach out and take off her mask, this injury has become a permanent brand on her, even if she doesn't talk about the whole process of the injury, others will understand it when they see it.
Han Yan stopped Gu Qingyan's hand: "I'll help you." ”
As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and took off the mask for Gu Qingyan, the skin wrinkled by the burning, as well as the deep or shallow scar marks, remained on a girl's face, and the girl also said goodbye to her good face and beautiful colors like flowers and jade in this life.
"Yan'er, the experience of the past can't be erased, let you bear it alone, it's me who is late. I want you to know that as you said to me today, I have embraced what you have heard, and from now on, I will be the one by your side who bears and shares for you, with you, and for you. ”
This is probably the most sincere, sincere, and indomitable promise that Han Yan has said in the first half of his life over the years.
Gu Qingyan smiled slightly: "It's not over yet." ”
After she was injured, everyone only focused on her injury, but what Gu Qingyan saw and experienced that day was not only like this.
"Beiming took me out, I looked at the fire in the entire Emperor's Mansion outside, I became more and more sober, I saw the secret guard in front of my courtyard desperately covering for Beiming and me, someone blocked a poisonous arrow for me, he knelt down not far from me, his eyes were still signaling Beiming to take me away, that arrow, I saw it clearly, it was inserted in this position, penetrated..."
Gu Qingyan covered his chest, Han Yan looked down, and knew the reason why Gu Qingyan felt the pain, and the location of Fufeng's wound was almost there.
"We occupy a small size, bypass the corridor, all the way from the East Garden to the West Corner Garden, I saw in the hidden corner the secret guard who fell in front of my eyes to protect us, I saw the waiter and maid who was killed and burned to death in the courtyard, Han Yan, how old am I, even if I started to practice martial arts, I have never seen such a scene, the fire burned half of the sky, and the blood on the ground took every place where I landed."
"I escaped by stepping on their blood! I live in the Dongyuan loft, and no one of them revealed that I live there! I still have a life, but the entire Emperor Mansion and even the secret guards are all gone to protect me! ”
Gu Qingyan finally couldn't help crying, grabbed Han Yan's collar, buried her head in sobbing, Han Yan heard her describe that scene, she felt a little shocked, not to mention what Gu Qingyan saw with her own eyes, and Gu Qingyan had never said these to others.
After finally relieving himself, Gu Qingyan continued: "Later, we successfully met with the guards after the break, and told them that the nurse was still in the house, so one of them went to rescue, and several other children who were distracted for him in order to let Beiming save me also joined us with injuries. ”
"I escaped and saw Yuan Zhao around the corner..."Gu Qingyan didn't want to mention this person again.
Han Yan also knew a little bit about this person from Xu Shaolin, so Gu Qingyan didn't say anything, he didn't ask, and only said: "Since then, there has been a voice in your heart that has been telling you that you must protect yourself and the people around you in the future, right?" ”
Gu Qingyan nodded, and Han Yan understood.
"The children of that year, except for Beiming, are now holly and winter."
After listening to Gu Qingyan's words, Han Yan was also grateful to Dongsheng from his heart for a moment, no wonder Gu Qingyan treated them much better than others later, they experienced life and death together when they were young, and saved Gu Qingyan's life, when they grew up, they all had the same idea that they wanted to be strong, strong enough to protect the people around them, Shimen went through various tasks together, even if they were scarred, they all had the belief to protect each other.
This kind of emotion is beyond ordinary experience and ordinary people can understand or know.
Han Yan kissed Gu Qingyan's forehead: "I thank them." ”
This sentence also let Gu Qingyan know the heart-to-heart connection between the two of them.
"In the past, Beiming was with you, and you put Beiming and Holly first in everything, I was puzzled, but if I also experienced this with them like you, I would be the same as you."
Gu Qing burst into tears and laughed, and the depression in his heart was relieved, and Han Yan said: "Beiming has come, if you want to know the detailed situation, let him tell you." ”