Chapter 202 Is it really relied on?
Feng Meihua's expression was hidden in the shadows, and Qin Anruo didn't know what her expression was now.
It's just that a person who insists on self-reliance can say such things, and the sadness behind it is unimaginable.
At this moment, Qin Anruo suddenly gave birth to a tyranny in his heart, some people really deserve to die!
She clenched her fists: "Sister Meihua, you still have two children, Feng Hui is still young, if you really sell the shop, even if you change places, what else can you do to feed them?" ”
This is a palliative, not a cure.
In this day and age, women simply can't find a job to support their families.
Feng Meihua's husband is smart and can let Feng Meihua run a pastry shop in his early years, so that Niang San can have a way to make a living when he walks.
Once she left the shop, Feng Meihua had no advantage.
Although Qin Anruo doesn't want to point it out, the reality is always cruel.
Feng Meihua was silent.
She thought about it, and if it weren't for the fact that there was no way, no one would want to leave their homeland.
But now, she has no other way to go.
No one spoke, and the room was silent.
Qin Anruo swallowed his saliva, and his gaze at Feng Meihua was full of hesitation.
Although Feng Meihua lowered her head, she could also feel Qin Anruo's gaze.
If Qin An could come to her in this situation, she was already very grateful, and she also felt that there was nothing that could not be said between the two of them: "If Qin Gongzi has anything to say, just say it." ”
There was firmness in her soft tone, Qin Anruo was still a little hesitant, but in the end she really made up her mind, and her eyes looked at Feng Meihua with encouragement: "Actually, it's just some gossip, as long as it takes a long time, others may not be able to remember it." Sister Meihua, you don't go out much, you just ignore those people, why do you have to leave? ”
Qin Anruo shouldn't have spoken like this, but Feng Meihua's whole body exuded a feeling of loneliness, which made Qin Anruo feel that he still couldn't get over that level in his heart.
Feng Meihua smiled bitterly: "I also thought about staying here, I am not afraid of what others say about me, after all, it has been so many years, I can recite what they said, what am I afraid of." ”
There was clarity in her eyes, not even any pain.
Qin Anruo believed that what Feng Meihua said was true, and she really didn't care about other people's gossip.
In that case, why leave?
She thought that Feng Meihua had always mentioned the child, and her eyes flashed: "The Qing is self-purifying, even if someone says what can it be, I think Sister Meihua, your idea is not wrong, as long as you can persevere, those people will definitely give up when they find it impossible to defeat you, why did you leave?" ”
This time Feng Meihua sighed and didn't say it.
With Feng Meihua's performance just now, Qin Anruo had already roughly guessed it.
She was a little angry, and her eyes were cold: "Did the two children say something?" ”
Feng Meihua didn't answer, which can be regarded as acquiescence.
Qin Anruo's eyes were full of pity when he looked at Feng Meihua.
What a strong woman this is, in this social context, who can still endure so much pain for the sake of her children.
Almost everyone who really knows Feng Meihua thinks that Feng Meihua is great.
Even one of the things that everyone is saying is that when Feng Meihua's children grow up, Feng Meihua won't have to cry like this.
The last time they met, Qin Anruo also felt that the two children were quite sensible, but he didn't expect that he would be able to do something like sticking a knife in his back now.
Feng Meihua has never told anyone about these things.
The knife outside would not hurt her, but a child's words could make Feng Meihua collapse.
She had already cried when she should have cried, and now she didn't even have tears.
She glanced at Qin Anruo, and after a long time, she said what had happened recently: "The Liang family just wants my pastry recipe, and I definitely can't give them this recipe, so I don't care if they say anything." I originally thought that as long as I carried it, I didn't open the shop recently, and when the limelight passed, the Liang family couldn't keep the shop all the time, I just didn't expect ......"
Feng Meihua didn't say anything in the end, she lowered her head again, and from her shaky shoulders, Qin Anruo could also see her excitement.
Sure enough, the only person in this world who can defeat a mother is his own child.
Feng Meihua said again and again that it would affect the child, Qin Anruo originally thought that Feng Meihua took care of it herself, but she didn't expect that a child could already rely on this excuse to threaten her mother at such a young age.
Qin Anruo was not in a good mood, and glanced at Feng Meihua, she wanted to comfort but didn't know what to say.
She has never experienced this kind of maternal love, and she doesn't understand it.
She was originally an orphan, and no matter who tried to make her uncomfortable, she had to beat the person all over the ground to find her teeth.
Feng Meihua's current entanglement does not exist in her opinion, but unfortunately this kind of thing cannot be said.
Feng Meihua also felt that the atmosphere in the room was gradually becoming strange, she felt uncomfortable, but she still couldn't help but say some things that should be said and should not be said: "He was deceived by those relatives, does he really think that I can't open a shop, and those relatives can let him live the life of a young master of a rich family by opening a shop?" ”
Rao is a strong woman, and it is difficult to calm down when she mentions the child: "I really don't know where I'm sorry for Xiaojun, for so many years, I'm so tired just for him, how can he say that about me?" ”
Feng Meihua is not without resentment, but the person who said those words is her own son.
If she wants to resent, she can only resent those who have filthy hearts and want to involve their children, and she can't hate her own son.
Qin Anruo didn't understand Feng Meihua's thoughts, but he still followed Feng Meihua's train of thought: "Xiaojun is only four years old now, do you have to do what Xiaojun said?" ”
Feng Meihua shook her head, but what she said was not like that: "Qin Gongzi, I don't want to, I know the pain of leaving my hometown, no one can understand it better than me, but if I don't leave, Xiaojun will be damaged by those people, he is the hope of my life, if he learns badly, what should I do?" ”
Qin Anruo, who originally wanted to help, didn't expect that it would be such a reason for Feng Meihua to leave.
Those people outside are nothing, not only does she think those people are nothing, but even Feng Meihua, who is now in the abyss, doesn't take those who gossip about her to heart.
Feng Meihua will leave now, in the final analysis, it is a heart disease.
The most difficult thing in the world to treat in this world is heart disease, if Qin An was not a doctor, he would not touch this thing.
She smiled softly and glanced at Feng Meihua: "Since Sister Meihua has decided, then I won't bother, I'll go first." ”
Qin Anruo's attitude was very different from when he came in, even if he was still sad, Feng Meihua heard it.
She just wanted to find someone to talk about this grievance, and she thought it would be good to finish it, but after hearing Qin Anruo's disapproving words, a strange feeling arose in her heart.
Feng Meihua didn't know what she thought, but she subconsciously didn't want Qin Anruo to leave: "What does Qin Gongzi mean by this, do you think it's wrong for me to take care of it?" ”
Inseparable.
She thought that she had a good relationship with Feng Meihua, but she was not good enough to say that Feng Meihua's son was wrong in front of Feng Meihua.
Qin Anruo didn't say what he thought: "I don't think what you think is wrong, it's just that this is your business, I obviously can't take care of it anymore, and I can't help you here, so it's naturally time to leave." ”
She said it nicely, but she was still calling Sister Meihua just now, and suddenly she changed her tone, and anyone could know that Qin Anruo definitely didn't think so in her heart.
Feng Meihua thought back to what she had just said, and always felt that Qin Anruo's thoughts seemed to be a little strange.
She felt that what she was thinking was not wrong, and she didn't hold back at this time, and glanced at Qin Anruo: "Does Qin Gongzi think that I shouldn't stay here for the sake of the child?" That's my own son, it's my life's hope, if I really don't stay with him, what can I do in the future? ”
Qin Anruo felt that he was really blind.
Feng Meihua is very self-reliant and self-reliant, but in essence, she is also a woman who is deeply poisoned by feudal thoughts, how can she think that she can say Feng Meihua.
Qin Anruo shook his head and did not answer Feng Meihua's words.
This was Feng Meihua's own choice, and Qin Anruo didn't want to say anything.
She was already leaving, but she still felt a little aggrieved when she walked to the door.
She ignored Shen Shuang's objections, and even had already decided on the matter of Feng Meihua, and she would not regret causing trouble to herself in the future, and in the end, she was defeated by a reason that was not a reason.
Qin Anruo stood at the door, hesitated for a moment, and knew that she shouldn't say something, but she still said: "Your current reliance is on you, a four-year-old child, he can listen to others say this today, tomorrow he will definitely have other thoughts because of other people's words, you as a mother don't want to teach him, you have to follow him away, can you guarantee that the child raised like this can really be your lifelong dependence?" ”
With that said, there should be no more to say.
Qin Anruo ignored Feng Meihua's shouts after speaking, and quickly left the plum blossom pastry shop.
Feng Hui was still waiting outside, and before he could say a word to Qin Anruo, he saw Qin Anruo leave in a hurry.
He didn't stop Qin Anruo when he shouted, and he was a little worried about Feng Meihua in an instant, and walked directly into the room.
Feng Meihua sat on the edge of the bed alone, and what Qin Anruo said just now couldn't help but appear in her mind.
Can the children raised according to her way of thinking really become her dependence?
She knew that Feng Hui had come in, and she didn't want to answer when she heard Feng Hui ask Qin Anruo why he left.
I don't know how long she was silent, she finally gave Feng Hui a look: "Xiaohui, what do you think of Xiaojun?" It is said that you look old at the age of three, you, who are an uncle, have been in contact with him, and you can always feel what kind of character he is, right? ”
Feng Hui was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Feng Meihua to ask like this, but he still recalled it, and returned honestly: "I think Xiaojun is still too young, and he doesn't understand anything now, and my sister still has to teach me well in the future." ”
Feng Meihua's eyes widened suddenly, and after a moment, she lowered her head deeply.