Volume 1 Letters! Chapter 12: Trinity!
Night finally came with Fu Sinian's boredom!
He stretched, forced his hazy eyes open, and then closed them back under the influence of the dense particles in his eyes!
After going back and forth several times, he could not resist moving his hand, pressing a finger against his sleepy eyelids, pushing them away with a slight rudeness, and then swiping them aside; Coupled with some back-hooking movements, the eyes finally became clear!
Although there was still some eye droppings left in it, he couldn't care about that much! All he wants is to open his eyes, and as for whether there is anything else in his eyes, he can't care and doesn't want to care!
After a period of adaptation, the eyes that can see things clearly are finally able to function freely! In the dark house, feeling the incomparable tranquility around him, he felt a little stunned in his heart!
He couldn't tell what he was afraid of, he didn't believe in the ghosts and gods, but what he was afraid of at the moment seemed to come from the ghosts and gods that he didn't believe in the first place!
This inevitably formed a kind of sarcasm, which made him can't help but let out a self-deprecating sigh, and then turned on the light in the corner of the table!
After moving his muscles, he began to show a leisurely and somewhat dazed posture, just standing in front of the window, looking at the quiet street outside, but the boredom in his heart became more and more serious! He wants to release this bad emotion, but he doesn't know where to start!
At this moment, in such a quiet environment, a slightly rapid knock on the door broke his boring magic barrier!
He listened carefully, and when the knock came again, he began to walk towards the door!
His breathing was slightly rapid, and his expression and movements seemed a little nervous! Because according to his speculation, the man who is coming tonight will bring him something that interests him!
But when he opened the door, instead of seeing the person he wanted to see, he saw a young man who was delivering a courier!
This young man looked very strong and young, and his whole body was full of a kind of vitality that he did not have!
At the prompting of the young man, he received the courier with a hint of confusion! When he closed the door, he immediately shifted his doubts to the courier he was holding in one hand, because only this thing that caused his doubts could truly solve his current doubts!
He opened it, and judging by its appearance, it was supposed to be some paper stuff like paper!
When I opened it, I found that it was a letter! The letter was unsigned, but he vaguely guessed the identity of the person who wrote it!
He controlled the excitement in his heart, then took the letter and walked over to the stool that replaced the rattan chair and sat down! Then, before the hard feeling came from the ass, the letter was opened!
As soon as he saw the handwriting inside, he knew he had guessed correctly! This is indeed a letter written by Mifeng Gomer, and the recipient is none other than him, the famous private detective!
"Dear Detective Fu,
Hello!
We met again in such an informal format!
Talking to you always makes me happy and happy, even though I have a series of actions that have annoyed you at one time!
This feeling is like meeting in the Bo Yazi period, it is the feeling of meeting a confidant! In this world, maybe only you can understand me! No matter what kind of mindset you have when you open this letter, I'm glad you did!
Before that, several letters had already arrived in your hands in different forms! So, by now, you are the person who knows me best!
You must have thought that I would send such a letter to the families of every victim that seems to the world to be purely show-off, right?
However, from the day Sun Hu's family and Li Yan's family arrived at the same time, you must have wavered in this kind of thinking, right?
So, while waiting for the next letter, your heart is full of contradictions!
You don't know what form you can expect, but you know very well that what you are expecting is not the form of the letters, but the letters that do come to you!
So, even though you are still confused and puzzled by the form in which this letter arrived, you still opened the letter!
Of course, this can be seen as an inevitable choice you make to solve your doubts, but your irritability and struggle at the moment already speaks for itself, and all these contradictions come from the disguise of your opaque mind!
Now that you've opened this letter, I'll jump right into my subject!
The reason why I am sending you this letter today in this form is because I have three victims involved in this letter!
This can be seen as a letter I wrote to the families of the three victims, but based on the title at the beginning of the letter and the thoughts you have made when you received the letter in the past, you will surely understand that the real person I am writing to has always been you, and it has never changed!
The three victims of this letter died shortly before the story of the guardian was officially staged in the Chamber of Secrets!
It can also be said that if it weren't for their deaths, the story of guardianship would not have been able to appear, and it would not have been possible to shroud and control everything that happened next in the secret room! So, their deaths are significant!
Now, I will make what I think necessary to explain their extraordinary deaths, and I hope you will continue to listen to me tirelessly!
The names of the three victims are Bai Fangli, Lu Yixing and Ma Feng! They died, one after the other, from the intimately coordinated efforts of me and my accomplices!
Their death made the already thick atmosphere of the entire secret room even stronger!
This kind of atmosphere already gives people a feeling of suffocation, and if they don't find some breakthrough, they will be suffocated if they don't starve to death!
Coupled with the suspense about the black box set up by my apprentice before, the two are like the yin and yang levels of the magnet, and they are close together at once, and a brilliant spark is instantly collided!
Bai Fangli, he is a boy, but not only does he have the same name as a girl, but he also behaves like a girl! This has a special word to describe them in today's society, i.e., sissy!
The creation of sissy has its own specific circumstances, but since it exists in this world, it is reasonable!
Isn't there a saying that existence is reasonable? Although Bai Fangli's character is different, his character is indeed reasonable!
He is a boy who loves to be beautiful, and he has been dressed as a girl since he was a child; When I play with children, I always show the delicate nature of girls!
Later, as he grew up, he finally realized that he was a boy, not a girl; He began to sullen until his mother wrapped him in sugar-coated shells and told him that boys can be squeamish, boys can love beauty like girls, and like those Korean male stars, aren't they all so beautiful that they have to die to live before anyone pursues them?
Ever since he heard these words, he began to no longer avoid this contradiction that existed in himself, but was proud of his own state of existence, which seemed to others to be pathological, and regarded the cynicism of others as their ignorance!
Fortunately, in real life, he has some like-minded people, and there is never a shortage of girls around him, those are his good sisters!
Therefore, although he is still occasionally ridiculed by the people around him, his life is enjoyable; Moreover, he can be sure that some boys secretly envy people like him!
As for Lu Yixing and Ma Feng, these two have extremely similar personalities, which has a lot to do with the environment in which they live!
Both of them live very passively and have never been masters of their own lives! In them, Marx's "subjective initiative" never seems to have been embodied!
They all live in an atmosphere of "others make decisions for themselves", and they live helplessly and powerlessly! The servility that manifests itself in them seems to be innate!
But, as you and I know, nothing is innate, except for the sexual desire in nature! Everything is related to the influence of people's acquired environment!
Lu Yixing has a grandfather, you know this! And this grandfather's sense of authoritarianism is so strong, you must have experienced it!
As much as he loved his grandson, he never let his grandson really be the Lord!
In his mind, all the decisions he made were right, and they were all for the sake of his grandson's future!
He never thought about his own fault, he thought about his own right! In him, the selfishness of human nature is especially evident!
Lu Yixing grew up in such an environment since he was a child, and his parents didn't dare to refute his grandfather's opinion! Therefore, his parents left him and went to work in other places to earn money!
Nominally for the sake of the child's future, in fact, it is just to be able to leave the clutches of that tyrannical old man and satisfy his selfish desires! In such a family, can Lu Yixing live without being aggrieved?
Grandpa's influence on him has always been there, so even though he is far away from him, he still lives very uncomfortably!
Whenever he wants to be the master himself, the images related to his grandfather that appear in his mind will become an obstacle for him! Gradually, he became an extremely unassertive person!
Let's take a look at Ma Feng's situation, Ma Feng also lives in a family with a strong desire to control! And the one who has a strong desire to control is her father!
Her father, like Sergeant Martha, was a soldier; Although it was a long time ago, the bad habits developed from the army have always been reflected in him!
In addition, he has also been a small official, so he is full of officialdom and official style, and he will give orders to her and her mother every once in a while!
And if there is a slight disappointment, she will be tortured and served, which makes her very afraid of her father!
Just imagine, in such an environment, can she become a person with her own opinions? Can she be like Lu Yixing, who has become a tangled contradiction who is eager to call the shots but has to be able to?
What kind of living environment you have, what kind of character you create! However, the character itself does not matter whether it is good or bad!
Each person's personality will have their own personality, even though the living environment is extremely similar! However, the gender of people, the variables in the living environment, etc., cannot all be the same!
Just like Lu Yixing and Ma Feng above, because of the difference in gender, you once suspected that Lu Yixing was the murderer, but you didn't suspect Ma Feng, didn't you?
Because you think that even if a girl is suffocated because she can't do it, she won't have the courage to do something out of the ordinary such as murder and arson! But boy, in your subconscious, you think it's possible!
Of course, this has a lot to do with the natural injustice in the gender difference between the two! But don't forget, women tend to be more aggressive than men when it comes to dealing with emotional matters! Therefore, you should not have made such a decision in the first place!
Of course, I can understand that you are based on your detective's habitual thinking! But sometimes, flexibility solves the problem, because change is the only constant truth! Tell me, isn't that the truth?
In a general briefing on the situation of the three victims, I explained a little about them! You know better than I do about the situation of the three victims! So, I'm not going to say anything more!
It's just that I still have something to add to some of the necessary explanations above!
I've been talking to you about something deeper, and you know, it was my cooperation with my accomplices that killed them!
But in fact, it was the loss of the common part of the human principles of the three of them, which eventually killed them! And that principle of human nature is the cornerstone of my guardian philosophy, that is, the principle of "degree"!
Just about that, I don't want to talk too much! Because I believe that you hold the same view as me when it comes to the observance of the principles of degree! And we all know how difficult it is to keep the law itself, especially the one in human nature!
With that said, it's time to come to an end, and we look forward to our next informal conversation! Goodbye, Great Detective!
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From the other party's tone, Fu Sinian could feel that he was kind and friendly to him! But it is such a feeling that should be beautiful, emerging from the tone of a murderer, but it always makes him feel uncomfortable!
Although he has been able to face up to Mifeng Gomer's letters, he still can't forget the fact that Mifeng Gomer is a murderer! Therefore, after reading this letter, Fu Sinian's troubles in his heart actually increased unabated, and became more and more heavy!
In the depths of his heart, there was even a thought that hoped that in the next letter, Mifeng Gomer would be able to solve his troubles for him!
In this way, he will be able to accept the other person's point of view without any trouble, and there will be no other emotions that are not conducive to the acceptance of the other person's point of view!
Whenever night falls, people can't help but lean into the dream, although sometimes there will be insomnia, but at night, people's subconscious is always attached to the dream!
He couldn't sleep, and he wanted to go to some noisy place like a young man to release his little passion!
However, such a thought itself could not generate much motivation, and coupled with the temptation of the soft bed not far away, he finally gave in to the dream!
He walked to the bedside, then closed his eyes and began to be in reality, his heart in a dream! I just don't know, what will appear in his dreams?