Chapter 1: Civilized People
Ji Conan was taken to the interrogation room and sat there straight, his chair cold.
He thought to himself, it's really unlucky, my brother is all hurt by Feng Feifei's stinky woman today.
Feng Feifei is not his wife.
In the eyes of his wife's family, he is simply a waste. Except for his wife, who had a glimmer of hope for him, everyone else looked down on him.
was arrested this time, and her mother's family was even more proud.
His chair was fixed at all, the chain was locked in an iron ring on the ground at one end, and the foot was locked at the other, and his hands could move, and it was impossible to escape, and he had already broken his thoughts. It is surrounded by blue-gray cement reinforced concrete walls, of unknown thickness, defenseless, and difficult to fly.
The eyes of the pre-examiner stared at him like an eagle, eager to see through all his thoughts, and Ji Conan's heart was furious. Ever since he came in and stripped naked, he felt that there was no difference between humans and animals, and he had never had self-esteem at all.
His neck was sometimes crooked, his eyes didn't move, this look was confirmed, Ji Conan secretly laughed in his heart, this person's quality is okay, he looks so immature, but he tries to hide it, he has not mastered the kung fu of Lianda, and he plays the role of an old man here.
The eyes are like shining eagle eyes, the cold light is flickering, but the words are as civilized as possible. He said, "Cooperate with me, young man." ”
Ji Conan was used to the bright light, but he felt that the camera was dazzling. He said, "Turn it off, I'll say it when it's off." If you don't close it, it will affect my thinking, if you say it wrong, you will write it wrong, you don't want to write it all over again, right? I'm asking too much, can't this little wish be fulfilled? ”
The examiner shook his head and said, "At your house!" That's not going to work, if you sue us for torture, we won't be able to tell. You don't have this condition now, don't even think about it! ”
"Definitely not wrong a good person. You know what I know, just don't say it. You're so exhausted, everyone is tired. Don't say much, you look at it! Don't forget, you have a deadline for handling the case, what good will it do you if it drags on like this? Think about this. Ji Conan said, pointing to his head.
"Okay, well, turn it off." The pre-examiner made a gesture. He stared back at Ji Conan and said, "It's closed." This action is very funny, as if Ji Conan slipped out from under his nose.
Ji Conan nodded and began to speak, of course, when he spoke, he didn't talk nonsense, what he thought about after his brain was not blurted out, he knew very well that every time he said a word, he could become a weapon to attack himself ruthlessly.
Ji Conan said: "You know, there are some things that can only be done, not said; There are some things that can only be said and not done; Is there anything in the world that can be said and done? The answer is yes; Is there anything you can't say or do? The answer is no. As the saying goes, people are doing, the sky is watching, no matter how big the earth is, it is not as big as the sky, no matter how big the sky is, it is not as big as the heart, no matter how big the heart is, it is not as big as God. ”
"Hey, hey, hey, stop, stop, you're talking like a madman, like going mad. The thick one said, don't grind. The pre-examiner sneered and made a T-shape with his hands.
"I'm a social worker, I have a lot of experience, and I love to write. Of course, there is a strong interest in money. ”
"How old are you? Haven't woken up yet? Don't come to this set, this is not paradise, be more grounded, lose your illusions, and say politely to you, please continue. Confess leniently. The pre-examiner's eyes lit up.
"You're mistaken. I submitted an article to Mr. Bai two days ago, and I have not received a reply, and then take a closer look at the content of the article, it is really not worth publishing. Because the article shows too much information, it will affect some people. What is good for some people may be harmful to others. Especially before the selection of the new term, we must be even more cautious, we all want to get some votes, and the benefits after being elected do not need to be elaborated, otherwise there will be no one to run. Ji Conan explained.
"Getting to the point! What's the matter with you? Do you know Chinese? Don't speak Chinese? "The pre-examiner was a little impatient.
"That's the point. There is no need to say much about that article, it is already dead anyway. ”
"Article, article, it's useless if you write it, then you still write it? It's really sour! When I met you, I was kind of informed. The examiner said hatefully.
"Whether you write or not, what to write, who to write for, how many words to write, these must be re-evaluated." Ji Conan said that he still insisted on his own point of view in his heart.
"What a joke, hit the south wall and don't look back? Do you still want to write? How can there be so many words? Wrote a fart use! The pre-examiner sneered.
"Write. You must write it, even if you say it wrong, it is better than not speaking up, otherwise, you will really suffocate to death. You need to hear different birdsong in the forest to be good. When the instruments work well together, playing together is more beautiful than using just one instrument. Using a musical instrument every day is definitely monotonous and not good. Writing is beneficial, it can cure diseases, and it can also be used for fitness. There are so many benefits, you won't be useless, right? Ji Conan asked.
"I don't understand. We don't write the same as you. We're not on the same path as you. In this situation, you are still optimistic. Looks like you must have someone behind you to help you, right? Keep talking! The pre-examiner scoffed.
"Where, where! It's all about helping yourself. You can't rely on people. My left hand was always numb because of an injury, maybe it was freezing on a motorcycle in the winter. My colleague named Andre came down from Shallots, brought me four carefully selected walnuts and used them to exercise his fingers. After a period of exercise, it's much better than before. However, there are still occasional numbness. I don't feel numb when typing, so typing often may be beneficial for treating my left hand. Well, I need to do it all the more. It doesn't matter whether you can publish what you write, or whether you can get paid for your manuscript or how much you get. Money is far less important than health and love. Ji Conan said.
"You're funny, aren't you? What are you whining about? Talk about the point. What does your hand have to do with this case? The examiner asked.
"It's not funny, it's true. There must be content in writing an article, just like you interrogated me, don't you also record it? Ji Conan said.
"What to write?"
"You can write anything, as long as you don't do anything illegal, you can write bravely. The natural scenery, God's creation, is good. The birds in the sky and the insects that sing are all worth writing about, they are very free and have no worries. In the years of his life, he always sang. The leaves are green and red, or yellow, and the four seasons alternate, and the sunrise and sunset are all beautiful. If you listen carefully, even crows will sing like larks. Don't think that crows are ugly, they must only be "ah" and "ah", this bird language is not only understood by those who know bird language. Ji Conan spoke eloquently, and the pre-examiner stopped talking.
"You love nature, you love life, you are hopeful about the future, you are content with reality, joy is always around you, there is no sorrow, there is no burden, you will know that what people are accustomed to must be different in your opinion. He thinks that these are gifts, and that what the Mighty One gives is good, and that you should receive them with joy, and that you don't have to pick and choose, and that some things happen to you that are not necessarily unlucky. The moon is cloudy and sunny, people have good and bad luck, no one knows what their tomorrow will be, why are they always melancholy to live every day? Behind the blessings, there may be calamities lurking; When disaster comes, it may be the blessing of makeup, observe with your heart, experience with your heart, face it seriously, rely on the help of the Almighty at any time, you will definitely get through the difficulties, get out of the valley, and see a brilliant tomorrow. ”
"Stop, stop, what's the use of saying so much? Who is it for? The pre-examiner interrupted.
"It's hard to say. If you want to see for yourself, then keep it and see if you benefit from it, if it brings you comfort, if you are released and satisfied, and if the problem is solved. If you don't achieve your goals and feel that you should share them with everyone, then publish them. It's a good habit to share with others. Two people are better than one. When one walks, it feels like the road is very long, as if it will never reach the end of the road. I fell down on the way, and there was no one to help me. On the contrary, if two people are walking, talking while walking, time will pass quickly, the distance seems to be shortened, and someone will help you if you fall. As the old Chinese proverb goes, a fence has three piles, and a hero has three gangs. The rope is twisted into three strands, which is not easy to break. Ji Conan said.
"Kind of makes sense. Go on. The pre-examiner came to his senses and asked.
"Sharing your story with others can make more people cry and laugh with you, it can help you with advice, it can bring you comfort, maybe through sharing can help people help you intercede, put the burden on God, you will be much easier, you will become stronger, you will no longer be weak. Through trials, they no longer rely on their own wisdom and wisdom, but know how to look up to and rely on that person for everything. When you achieve something, you are no longer as complacent as before, and you feel that you have earned it through your own efforts, and you keep the glory to yourself. It is easy to get carried away when I am proud. Just when you think you can do everything, the devil is going to devour you. At this moment, they must not exalt themselves, but humble themselves, hold fast to the hand of the Almighty, walk the right way, and give all glory and praise to the Almighty. In this way you will have eternal comfort and eternal life in the future. Ji Conan saw that the pre-examiner did not stop him, and said a few more words.
The pre-examiners looked exhausted.
"How much are you going to write? Do you have a lot of words to say? He asked suddenly.
"How many words do you write? This is not a requirement, I write as much as I want, and I don't want to make a work report, so I have a lot of scruples. Nor is it writing non-fiction literature, paying attention to the image, and the invisible influence. Ordinary people, writing about ordinary things, presumably will not interfere with others. There is no suspicion of wanting to get ahead. Writing is to write the true feelings of the heart, not for show, for fame and fortune. The motivation is very simple, which is to record one's mental journey, sort out one's emotions, summarize one's past, and look forward to one's future. Ji Conan's eyes lit up, and the more he talked, the more energetic he became.
"Writing is to comfort one's wounded soul and to make one's mind healthier, and the goal is to leave a clean reserve for oneself in the midst of the disturbed world, to sow a seed of holiness, in order not to lose the conscience that one once had; If you have a conscience, you must keep it clean; To be clean is to have a heart for the truth; If you have the heart to pursue, you must strive for eternal life all your life. This one is not easy. If you write for the sake of the manuscript fee, for the money, then you will not be able to write a good article. If you are enslaved by money, you must be the spokesperson of money, you will not tell the truth and tell the truth, you will only be delicate and pretentious, and deceive people. Ji Conan continued.
"How can I say this directly, but I like it, go on." The pre-examiner said with interest.
"Only by breaking free from the shackles of fame and fortune can we emancipate our minds and discover the true meaning of life. Money can easily blind people to the path ahead, the meaning of this life, and the hope of the future. If so, you will have a more miserable world, a gray and tasteless life. To avoid this, give yourself a moment to think in the dead of night. Don't be entangled in worldly chores. Ji Conan swallowed and continued.
The pre-examiner blinked. Looks a little sleepy.
"One of the biggest differences between man and beast is that man thinks. Writing helps people think. If you want to be a good person, note that this does not mean to be a successful person or a rich person, the above two kinds of people are not discussed here, most people are ordinary people. To be a person with a conscience, a person with pursuits, a person who can think, a person who has true peace and joy, you need to put in an effort, and this effort is not beyond the reach of manpower, but depends on whether you are willing to do it. That is to give yourself a space and time to think, to let your mind rest, even if it is only five minutes a day, and let yourself think. Think about what it takes to have a hopeful future. If possible, take out a pen and paper and write it down, or turn on the computer to type it down, always leave some traces of thinking, and always summarize the past years. People will inevitably make mistakes, maybe inadvertently make mistakes again, then write them down, and flip through them casually when they have time, maybe they can reduce some unnecessary troubles and avoid some avoidable disasters. Ji Conan said.
"What peace? Are you safe now? I interrogate you, are you not afraid? The examiner asked.
"In the final analysis, it is to seek inner peace, which is more important than anything else," Ji Conan said unhurriedly, "Rich people do not necessarily have peace in their hearts, but they will not be at peace." Because he feared that one day his money would fly like an eagle and never come back. The rich man does not sleep steadily, he is always worried about the thieves patronizing, so he sweeps everything away and leaves quietly, without a trace, and there is no way to find it. Rich people are also worried about their children and grandchildren. The story of Lao Tzu's hard-earned money being squandered by his descendants has been passed down to this day. So, you don't have to envy the rich, he may have less than half the happiness of yours. Because he has money, his mind is on money, so he doesn't pay attention to the most important things, and as a result, the less you pay attention to it, the more deadly it is. The more optimistic you are, the more money you have, the less it will save your life. ”
"How did you get here, you know best!" The pre-examiner said impatiently.