Chapter 456: Kun Ning Tries to Find a Way to Heal Zuo Chao Shi Lei felt warm and caring around him
Zhao Kunning is still willing to choose to believe in Zuo Chao no matter what happens, not only because there is really love between the two people, nor is it the kind of nonsense that has a sense of weight after seeing the parents, but because when she was in the lowest mood, Zhao Kunning really accepted Zuo Chao's treatment and help to be able to return to the ranks of normal people, she didn't want to be inferior or sad, and she didn't want Zuo Chao to be sad, because she firmly believed that her trust was really important to Zuo Chao, once Zuo Chao lost this trust, will definitely be sad and grief-stricken because of this, after all, Zhao Kunning is really important in his heart.
Facts have also proved that although Zuo Chao's personality as a good old man makes the people around him willing to put all kinds of hats on his head, but because Zhao Kunning doesn't believe it, they all choose to trust Zuo Chao and make Zuo Chao live more firmly and confidently, the two of them are getting closer and closer, and things are naturally happening less and less, which will make Zuo Chao better for Zhao Kunning, the two of them get up and eat breakfast together, Zhao Kunning learns to play games with Zuo Chao, and Zuo Chao buys things that Zhao Kunning likes to make her happy. The life of the two people is sometimes romantic and sometimes ordinary, and they are very close and get along very well, but Zhao Kunning said that she doesn't mind life without children, and she will always slap her face when she sees the child's motherhood, she knows that she is not the same as those people in the TV series, because love really doesn't care about anything, she feels that everything is beautiful, as long as the other party accompanies nothing, it doesn't matter, she still likes children from the bottom of her heart and wants to be accompanied by children.
Of course, Zuo Chao can feel Zhao Kunning's abnormality, for example, every time she sees a child, she will stare intently, so that when Zuo Chao talks to her, she is absent-minded, so that the other party's parents will subconsciously pull the child back, for fear that the child will encounter something unexpected, Zuo Chao dare not ask, and he knows that he can't help much, he has psychological problems in this aspect, and he can't have this ability, of course, for anyone, there will be some more or less inferiority complex.
Although he has low self-esteem, he cares more about Kunning's feelings, and feels that if he is really powerless, he should also be witnessed by Zhao Kunning, otherwise for Zhao Kunning, just knowing that his empty words are actually unfair, he promised that he could receive treatment, and Zhao Kunning can take the initiative to help himself with treatment, looking for any way Zuo Chao is willing to try, as long as he does not delay his normal work, and the treatment is good within a year, he can cooperate, but if he does not get better within a year, Zhao Kunning can choose to leave, If you still choose to be together at that time, I hope Zhao Kunning will not propose any words about treatment and having children again, Zhao Kunning agreed, and happily prepared some doctors' phone calls, as well as ways to communicate with these people, and began to collect home remedies and various ways of treatment everywhere, etc., and even made a timetable according to Zuo Chao's time, and then went to make an appointment with those doctors, and then began to take Zuo Chao for treatment.
Zuo Chao started to work in the hospital, and he had to go to the hospital after work, exchanging the two identities of doctor and patient, such an exchange was really exhausting for Zuo Chao, and when the patient was there, he really felt very desperate, and he didn't know when he would get better, but Zhao Kunning still looked for various possibilities with a smile every day, full of hope.
Shi Lei didn't know that Sun Xiaoxi had become like this, because of the diary he had recorded before, Sun Xiaoxi read every diary and confirmed that Shi Lei was not mature, but became more cautious, more forbearing, and regarded himself as a treasure, such feelings are also precious to Sun Xiaoxi, so he thought that he could satisfy Shi Lei's mind and make his life naturally happier, but he didn't expect that such eagerness made her behavior and expression problematic, so it would seem so abnormal, After learning so much knowledge, he couldn't even make Shi Lei really mask and be happy, Sun Xiaoxi cried while talking about how he was so stupid and couldn't do anything.
Looking at Sun Xiaoxi like this, Shi Lei was very distressed and relieved, distressed because Shi Lei made her cry, let her cry because she felt sorry for herself, and relieved because this woman did not become sophisticated because she was promoted to a mother, or because she became a married woman, after all, she was still the crybaby who was overwhelmed because she loved herself, the little girl who liked to be coquettish and make surprises but always messed up, Shi Lei stroked Sun Xiaoxi's hair with his fingers, and then told her that he loved her willingly for the rest of his life, Even if he is not in such a lonely state, he will still choose to fall in love with Sun Xiaoxi without hesitation, and then take care of her and become the sea she joins.
Although Sun Xiaoxi knows that Shi Lei loves himself and feels satisfied because he is by his side, he also understands that just by being cared for by himself, Shi Lei will still feel lonely and bored, and when he is sad, Sun Xiaoxi will even think that if he has any accident one day, the saddest person must be Shi Lei, he will be lonely and lonely for the rest of his life, this is the most cruel thing, is there only himself by Shi Lei's side? Sun Xiaoxi plans to find Shi Lei's friends, and wants to tell him with actions that Shi Lei's existence is very important to them, and hopes that if Shi Lei can feel that kind of warmth, he will become happier and more at ease.
Sure enough, Sun Xiaoxi checked and found that the previous friends, classmates, and even the students and their parents, including Shi Lei's colleagues, many of them were still willing to communicate and contact with Shi Lei, and were willing to be his friends, but Shi Lei had a psychological burden, felt a little resistant, and took the initiative to withdraw from their relationship, Sun Xiaoxi repeatedly requested, and everyone finally agreed to come here to tell Shi Lei on Shi Lei's wedding anniversary that he was not alone.
Finally that day came, Shi Lei saw so many friends, saying words of rejection, but the smile on his face was like a child, he knew that there were actually so many people who cared about him, and finally lost almost all his family members and suffered all kinds of blows, and he had self-confidence, believing that he would persevere, and clearly felt that there were many people around him who loved him and warmed him, and he was a lot firmer.
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