Returning the three hundred yuan to the girl who had been looking at her, looking at her lost look in an instant, Sun Ziyun said:

"I'm sorry, I can't buy it, I won't let me sell it."

As she spoke, she observed Li Yuqing's expression, seeing that there was undisguised disappointment on her face, but there was not much emotion other than that.

This time, both of them were a little silent, and just sat there.

Sun Ziyun deliberately came after lunch, and after a while, before four o'clock, she was leaving, and this time the girl did not keep her.

When I was about to push open the glass door and walk out of the living room, I heard some ethereal voices from the girl behind me.

"Wu Xiaojuan, work in Jiang City."

Sun Ziyun clenched his hands into fists and heard himself respond in a trembling voice.

"Uh-huh......"

In a panic, he turned his back to the living room and closed the glass door, and hurriedly ran downstairs.

The shoes were a little wide, and she was almost about to trip and fall down in the last few steps, so she saw Li Yuqing's mother walking forward quickly, and wanted to help her with a worried face.

Sun Ziyun hung his head almost crying, changed his shoes, and said that when he saw a car going down, she left, so he rushed out.

The schoolbag he was carrying kept shaking.

Li Yuqing leaned on a soft pillow, her feet stepped on the warm baking firearm, the glass door leading downstairs on the left, and the balcony on the right.

She first looked at the glass door that had not been closed with a gap, and heard a faint sound.

Then he turned his head stiffly and looked out through the foggy balcony door.

After looking at her mobile phone and watching TV for a long time, her eyes were a little short-sighted, she squinted, waited for a while, and saw a figure running out and rushing towards the front.

She just watched quietly, and after a while, the bus drove by, and the figure got on the bus, and soon the bus disappeared from sight.

She sighed faintly, her eyes silent.

This time, ten minutes after arriving home, the phone lit up and asked her if she was home.

Sun Ziyun replied with a "It's already here", and there was no movement on the phone.

The days after that were very dull, and after the Lantern Festival, Sun Ziyun packed his luggage and started school.

Then, as in the previous life, the news reached the school, the mobile phone was turned off, and the parents were a little distorted, but they could clearly hear the extremely unbelievable voice.

"That classmate of yours is dead... I committed suicide by taking sleeping pills! ”

The phone fell out of his hand and fell to the ground, and the screen soon had a few cracks, and Sun Ziyun's mind went blank.

When I came to Fushan Village again, before I crossed the road, I could clearly see that there were many people coming and going in the red building.

Standing on the concrete floor poured in front of the house, before he left, Sun Ziyun's bloodshot eyes met the gray-white photo in the center.

The girl's pale face became more and more pale as paper in the monotonous color, and she no longer had such a bright smile, and her eyes seemed to be staring at the people who came and went to mourn.

Sun Ziyun's feet were weak, and he walked inside step by step.

The images seen in the past and present lives are different, but in the end they overlap in this moment.

"Xiaoqing!" A mournful cry came from inside the house.

Then there was a deep sad question, "Why do you want to buy her sleeping pills?!" ”

Sun Ziyun walked inside step by step, she had been here not long ago, and the picture she saw was bright.

At that time, Li's mother's apron around the kitchen could also be seen in the bright clothes underneath, and she only felt that everything was so strange at that time.

When I came to this house again, the people who came and went had grief on their faces, and the people outside avoided the house, and died at a young age and committed suicide.

So everything at this moment feels familiar to her?

Sun Ziyun covered his face with his hands.

The saddest part is when it just happened, and then it will gradually calm down in the next ten years.

In addition to the loved ones, there is a pain in the heart that can never be erased by time.

And this happened just now, which made her recall the darkest memories.

The difference is that this time kneeling in front of the photo is another girl.

"I don't know, she said she was in pain, let me buy her sleeping pills, she said she would discuss with you about eating, and she wouldn't joke with her body!"

Wu Xiaojuan's face was full of tears and she couldn't cry.

"If she asks you to buy it, you will buy it, what does she know? She was in pain, she couldn't stand it! How can you buy this medicine for her, she took it all, and then it's gone, the people are gone! ”

Mother Li rushed forward, pressed her hand on Wu Xiaojuan's shoulder, and shook her vigorously.

The others didn't react for a moment and stood in place, looking at each other strangely.

Soon, closer neighbors and relatives stepped forward to stop them, and Li's father grabbed Li's mother's arm, and the whole person was a little wooden.

The person has been dead for three days, and the day before she helped her to bed as usual, and in the winter, she had to fold the quilt carefully.

The difference is that she said that putting a glass of water on the bedside table sometimes hurts her throat in the middle of the night.

Now that I think about it, the little sound I heard when I helped her was that the sleeping pills were held in her hand!

The next day, I woke her up, and there was no movement, at first I thought it was someone who was still sleeping, so they left lightly, and now I only feel remorse!

Wasn't it when they went to see, wasn't it quite... And saved?

It won't be like near noon, when I opened the quilt and saw that her face was already pale, I panicked instantly, and reached out to touch the cold, I only felt that the sky was going to fall!

Mother Li was about to faint on the spot, her eyes were black, and Father Li was also panicked, but he had to calm down.

I made a phone call, and I called Twenty Zero, One Zero, and then quickly sent it to the hospital in Twenty-Nine Towns, which was useless.

The People's Hospital in Jiangcheng City, the operation was still useless.

They wanted to go to the provincial hospital, but the doctor directly said that it was useless, the person was already out of breath, and he couldn't be saved.

For three days, for the parents, they used to have only one daughter, even if they couldn't walk, the couple felt that life was lived by people.

They are still young and active, they have their own houses, and the money they owe for treatment in the early years has been repaid.

One drove a tractor to pull goods, and the other worked in shifts for a few days in the village of Twenty-nine Towns, both of which were paid, and the government also had subsidies, and they saved some money.

The two of them provided for a child, and that was enough, and they lacked nothing.

But I didn't expect their home to be so fragile, as long as a glass of warm water they poured and a bottle of sleeping pills bought by others, they could destroy their entire home!

In three days, the whole world faded and turned gray, like that last photo.

They hate themselves!

Why didn't you go and see how your daughter was doing sooner?

Why pour that glass of warm water?

Didn't she say that she screamed when she was thirsty in the middle of the night, they heard it at once, she wanted to come out of the bed to drink water, even if it was a thermos cup, it was not very hot, what if the quilt was not covered at that time.

But the daughter said that it would be too much trouble for them to get up when the time came.

They felt that they were ironing in their hearts, and their daughter insisted, so they thought that they should not sleep and pay attention.

Now I only feel a deep sense of remorse.

There is more grief vented on the girl who bought sleeping pills.

Wu Xiaojuan knelt on the ground, facing the posthumous photo, her eyes were red, her face was full of tears, and the suppressed cry overflowed from between her trembling teeth.

She bit her lower lip tightly, blood oozing out somewhat, and her lower lip was imprinted with tooth marks, burying her head deeply.

Li's mother was supported by Li's father, she kept waving her arms, crying constantly, grief-stricken, and from time to time she screamed to Li Yuqing, tearing her heart out.

Others couldn't help but cry when they looked at it.

There was a cry, and the atmosphere was depressed and stagnant.

……