Chapter 46: Breaking Down

The light in the foyer came on, followed by the ceiling light in the living room, and in an instant, the whole room was as bright as day. He Han reflexively closed her eyes, and through the thin eyelids, she could still feel an empty white field of vision outside the field of vision, like her brain that couldn't think at the moment.

Murong Xu turned around and entered the room, his eyes swept over the abrupt suitcase in front of the sofa, and he was suddenly taken aback.

He Han was still sitting on the sofa, motionless and shaped like a stone carving. Her eyes were closed, her face was pale, and her eyelashes fluttered slightly. She was still wearing the red suit she wore in the morning, wrinkled and softened from the busy day, and lost her life like a withered flower.

Murong Xu walked into the house in a panic, but a few meters away, he walked with difficulty and sluggishness.

Kneel down on one knee in front of Yohan, hands propped at her sides, a posture of prayer and confinement. He Han slowly opened her eyes, and she couldn't bear to look at a pair of extremely focused eyes, and wanted to push away the face that still made her heart move.

She clenched her hands into fists, pressed to her knees, her gaze down, staring at her white knuckles.

"It was my mistake," Murong Xu admitted his mistake as soon as he opened his mouth, he didn't dare to underestimate He Han's stubbornness, he lowered his head to meet her gaze, "I want to protect you." ”

"So use new drugs as bargaining chips? Take advantage of someone else's ...... Love? Yohan moved his gaze to the ground.

"I don't understand your second question." Murong Xu dodged the previous question.

He Han raised his head and looked directly at him: "You may not have known when you were looking for Wang Hua, so when he promised you happily, wouldn't you have guessed?" ”

Another stain, Murong Xu's heart sank, he could only confess: "Fang Mingen has the video of the last kidnapping in his hand. ”

Yohan took a deep breath, and a sense of powerlessness struck, and the cause turned out to be here.

Everything in the room was still, and the two of them, sitting and kneeling, so close together and intimate, his knees between her legs, his hands clasped around her sides. But looking at He Han's face as calm as water and deep in thought, the uneasiness in Murong Xu's heart intensified.

He Han finally spoke: "Sit down and say, okay?" ”

After kneeling for a long time, his knees were a little numb, Murong Xu propped up the sofa, got up with difficulty, and then sat silently at the corner of the sofa.

He Han turned sideways to face him, she had already thought about it: "Fang Mingen threatens you with the exposure video, you will fight back against him with the project fiasco, the more the chips are pressed, and when no one can afford to lose, you can sit down and have a good talk, is that so?" ”

Although she was asking questions, Yu Han didn't give Murong Xu a chance to answer, she continued: "Your father wants to borrow his hand to do a new business, so sell your marriage to him, you don't want his daughter, just give him the investment rights of the project, he wants everything, just study your weaknesses......"

He Han stopped and snorted: "It's really interlocking!" ”

The ridicule and ridicule of He Han, Murong Xu had never seen it, he didn't dare to make a sound, and his fists clenched tighter and tighter.

With a painful look on his face, he exhaled a breath and continued in a muttered voice: "What you are doing, I can understand, but this time it is too much, what we do is medicine, something that cures diseases and saves people, and the new medicine is on the market one day earlier for some people is the hope of survival, the possibility of regaining happiness, this is what I have personally experienced, you should know what it means to me." ”

"But I don't want you to be hurt again." Murong Xu hurriedly explained.

Hearing this, He Han smiled helplessly: "You still don't understand me, am I afraid of hurt?" I'm an emotionally dull person, and those people and things I don't care about can't affect me, and you have too many concerns. ”

"I want to accept you, so these things that you come and go, fight back and forth, I will try to deal with, compromise, and not pursue, but now, I find that no, this is a black hole, it is an abyss, there is no bottom, you have to throw things into it, lies, deception, morality, principles, no, the next is my self-esteem and bottom line, I am reluctant to throw it in, I want to keep it for myself......"

Murong Xu's eyes were red, and he asked in a dumb voice: "I did my best, my birth is the original sin, how do you tell me to choose?" ”

His expression was gloomy, and his voice was rough and broke her heart, but she couldn't relent, this time she compromised, she couldn't be sure how she would deal with such a scene next time. If you leave your heart now, there is still love, but what will happen in the future?

Without love, life is full of unbearable and helplessness, which is what she really can't bear.

"You can only solve this problem by yourself, alone," she pursed her lips and stared straight at him, "I'm sorry, I don't want to go with you anymore." ”

The USB flash drive in the palm of his hand was still held in the palm of his hand, soaked with sweat, and He Han gently rested it on the coffee table in front of him: "There are no problems with the declaration materials that I have checked, you can look at it." ”

He Han stood up, picked up the backpack in the corner of the sofa, and pulled up the suitcase: "You will receive my resignation letter in the evening, I will sign all the equity transfers and the transfer of car cruises, you ask Lin Jiawan to get ready, send it to me." ”

She couldn't bear to say "goodbye", seeing that he didn't react, she bypassed the coffee table and left the other side to avoid passing by him.

Murong Xu woke up suddenly, stood up suddenly, strode over and grabbed the trolley box. With too much force, he leaned against the cold and almost couldn't stand steadily.

"No, you can't go," Murong Xu's eyes became manic, "I'll send the materials tomorrow, you know, I'm just here to want you." ”

He tentatively touched Han's hand, and Han raised his hand to get out of the way. He could only retract it and clench it into a fist, and the green tendons on his forehead bulged, revealing the depression in his heart.

He ignored it and said domineeringly: "You can't just sentence me to death so casually, you have to give me a chance." ”

With Han was never threatened, she said coldly: "This is the opportunity, just let these things come to an abrupt end, I can still think of your goodness, continuing will only be a chain reaction, I don't want to go to the end with you and resent each other." ”

She grabbed the suitcase and pulled it back, but Murong Xu didn't let go.

"No, I promise." His eyes were even more fierce, shining like a wolf.

"You can't promise it, we've already crossed the red line to hide the kidnapping in private, it was wrong at the time, I don't want to be wrong again," Yohan tried to regain his senses, "Next, let's meet the consequences of this in the right way." ”

After speaking, she stared at his hand: "This is my decision, let it go." ”

Murong Xu looked straight at his lover, slender and thin, his straight back seemed to be broken with a touch, Mingyue Xinghui's small face could be wrapped with one hand, but the stubbornness in his dark eyes made him helpless. He gritted his teeth and hated her stubbornness, tyrannically trying to tear her apart and make her submit.

"We're going to get married now." He still wouldn't let go.

She rolled her eyes at his willfulness: "That's not what I wanted." ”

"I give myself to you, all of it, don't you want it too?" Murong Xu was almost cheating.

"I wanted it, but I realized I couldn't afford it." Yu Han felt that the conversation was stuck in one dead cycle after another, and she had no choice but to break his fingers one by one.

He finally let go of his hand and shouted bitterly: "Hehan, don't be so tough, there is no contradiction between us." ”

He Han's heart trembled when he shouted, and her heart softened almost immediately, she pinched her index finger with her thumb, and calmed down with that little pain: "Don't force me, at least separate for a while." ”

The delaying tactics worked, and she was finally able to grab her bags and leave.

She said soft words, whether she sincerely retained her expectation, or just a strategy of appeasement, her heart was chaotic and could not be studied in detail.

Pushing the door out, clicking, the moment the door was locked, although she was prepared, she was so frightened that her shoulders jumped, and her heart fell like a lead block, so heavy that it took a lot of effort to drag her feet, and her whole body trembled, and she took the elevator downstairs in a daze.

I don't know how long it took, but it was dawn.

Murong Xu stood in the living room of his spacious and bright apartment for a long time, standing like a punishment. Compared to half a year ago, a lot of things have been added to the apartment, and I used to only feel warm, but now those things are so eye-catching, because the person related to it is gone and will not come back.

Wouldn't it? No, he didn't want to admit it, just separated for a while, he forced himself to think so. He picked up the USB flash drive that he had left on the coffee table with Han and held it tightly in his palm. He's very good with Han, leaving him a key, a trick, and he won't make any more mistakes.

Hearing a knock on the door, Yuan Yuan answered the call to open the door. He Han outside the door looked tired and dragged his suitcase. Yuan Yuan was taken aback and hurriedly asked, are you coming back from a business trip?

He Han hung his head, entered the door, hugged Yuan Yuan, and tears broke the embankment, flowing out. Yuan Yuan panicked, patted her daughter's back gently, and didn't know what to say, just kept saying "Good, Xiaohan, good ......"

My grandmother was watching TV in her room when she heard the door open, and then there was no movement, so she came out strangely to take a look.

The scene of the mother and daughter hugging and shedding tears, she hadn't seen each other for 20 years, she was also startled, and hurriedly went up to pull the hands of the mother and daughter, touching the scene and hurting, and almost cried together.

He Han was pulled by her grandmother, came back to her senses, looked at the worried eyes of her mother and grandmother, she wiped away her tears and whispered, "I'm fine." ”

After taking a shower and changing clothes, I was afraid that my mother and grandmother would worry, so I sat on the sofa in my house with Han and told all the big and small things that had happened to Murong Xu in the past year or so.

Yuan Yuan and her grandmother looked at each other when they heard this, why was it so thrilling for their daughter to fall in love. After worrying, I also felt comforted that my daughter, who was once incomprehensible, had gone around in the world, experienced so much, handled things well, learned to understand forbearance, and also knew how to make trade-offs.

What's not to worry about? I chose to trust her unconditionally, and I was right!

He Han hasn't been home much in the past year, and he usually doesn't talk much about private matters, but this time he finished talking about it, as if he had vented it, and his mood improved.

Grandma went to give her a strip, she seemed to have gone through a whole day of fighting, she was very tired, she lay on her back on the sofa, her head resting on Yuan Yuan's lap.

"Decided to break up with Xiao Xu?" Of course, Yuan Yuan didn't agree with Murong Xu's approach, but she still felt sorry for these two children in her heart.

He Han squinted, his consciousness was a little hazy: "Well, it's decided." ”

"What's next?"

Now that it's decided, let's turn the page, Yuan Yuan is a neat person.

"Look at where there are good projects abroad, and want to go out and stay for a while." He rubbed his head against Han, and it was very reassuring to lie on his mother's lap.

Hearing that her daughter wants to go abroad, she is as chic as Yuan Yuan is also sentimental, the child has grown up, no longer needs herself, the farther and farther, the higher and higher she flies, the so-called parenting is just a farewell again and again.

She straightened her daughter's scattered hair, lowered it behind her ears, and said with a smile: "Mom supports your decision, go anywhere, start a new life!" ”