Although Zhao Yuanxun was quite dissatisfied with Mrs. Pingnanhou's inexplicable behavior towards his wife and daughter, Fu Yunkai still admired it very much.

This young man has established many military exploits at a young age, and it is rare that he is still so modest, and for such a courtesy to him, a half-old man who is useless, he has even had the urge to die as a "confidant" in the past two days.

Now that Fu Yunkai apologized to him so sincerely, the annoyance in his heart suddenly disappeared.

Mrs. Pingnanhou is not from a high background, and her words and deeds are wrong, how can she blame Fu Yunkai? As a son, it is also very helpless to encounter unreliable parents.

He hurriedly comforted Fu Yunkai with a smile, saying that he didn't care.

At this time, Zhao Ruxi had already followed Xiao Ru into Xiao Ruotong's courtyard.

Mama Yun happened to come out of the house, saw Zhao Ruxi, and said with a smile: "My young lady just talked about you, Miss Zhao, but it happened that you came." Come inside, please. ”

Zhao Ruxi saw that Mama Yun seemed to be a few years older, and her temples, which had no white hair, were now dyed with white frost, and her face was a little haggard.

She couldn't help but jump in her heart, smiled at Mama Yun and said hello, and stepped into the threshold.

In the room, Xiao Ruotong was wearing a light-colored shirt, standing in front of the table and writing, listening to the movement, she was not distracted at all, and the pen was steady and smooth, until she finished writing the last pen and put down the pen, she raised her head and smiled at Zhao Ruxi: "Xiaoxi is here?" ”

She cleaned her hands in the basin and walked to the chair next to her: "Sit down." ”

As early as when Zhao Ruxi entered the door, he saw that Xiao Ruotong had lost a lot of weight, wearing a wide light blue dress, which was quite a bit of a shape.

"...... are you?" she couldn't help but ask.

Didn't you say that Xiao Ruotong went back to the British Mansion? In Princess Zhennan's words, she should go back and live a good life. Why do you look so emaciated now?

However, Xiao Ruotong is thin and thin, and her mental state is not only better than when she was sick, but even better than when she saw her in the academy and the silver building before.

Xiao Ruotong stood up and blessed Zhao Ruxi.

Zhao Ruxi hurriedly got up to avoid it, and said angrily: "Master, what are you doing here?" ”

"Call my sister." Xiao Ruotong glanced at her, then sat down and said, "I'm leaving." ”

"Huh?" Zhao Ruxi was taken aback, "Didn't you say you went back to the British Mansion?" Why didn't you see each other for two days, and then you left? ”

Xiao Ruotong took a sip of the tea bowl, raised her eyes to look at Zhao Ruxi, and smiled brightly: "Didn't you persuade me to try again, if it doesn't work, put it down?" I thought a lot about it that night, and I think what you said was right. If I don't go back to face the problem, but just leave here, I will definitely not be able to let go in my heart, I will always think that he is forced to do so, he has a hard time, he has me in his heart, and he can't forget me. When I think of him, see him, or have news of him, I will feel ripples in my heart. With such a me, there is no way to start a new life. So I went back to the British government. ”

As she spoke, she smiled mockingly: "When I go back, I thought I would be very miserable, and I would have a lot of entanglements and disputes with him, and I would taste the ups and downs." But I saw him ......"

She shook her head: "Maybe I'm a person who can't tolerate sand by nature." Everyone thinks it's not a big deal, but when I see him, I think of his betrayal. I remember that when he was talking sweetly to me, he was involved with other women. ”

Speaking of this, she paused: "So I see that he no longer has the same feelings as before, but his heart is very calm and a little disgusted." I felt sick to his touch. His affectionate words to me, which used to move me, now feel hypocritical. ”

"When I calm down and cool down, I think about it a lot. If he is unwilling, how can the British duchess force him, how can he let the maid conceive a child? Even if he wants to have a child, he can adopt a child of his younger brother. Everything that happened was just an excuse he made for himself. ”

"Maybe at the beginning, he did have feelings for me, and everything he said was sincere. But as life became more and more dull after getting married, I became an obstacle for him to take a concubine. He has an oath first, and he knows that I am a person who can't hold sand in his eyes. If he repents, I will definitely reconcile. And his family can't afford to offend our Zhennan Palace. ”

"It just so happened that I couldn't have children, so he had this one under the guidance of his mother. If I can tolerate it, then it is possible that he will gradually admit the concubine into the door in the future; If I can't tolerate it, I have nothing to lose by leaving him. Anyway, it's me and not him who is wrong, and both men and women in the world will only accuse me of being intolerant, and he is forced to be helpless and innocent. ”

"When I saw all this clearly, and understood my own heart, I immediately wrote a peace book with him." She smiled mockingly, "I can see that he seems to be relieved as he gets the book." ”

"He's not as affectionate as I thought he was. All the deep meaning of love is my imagination. If I hadn't gone back to the British Mansion and left directly, maybe I would have been tormented by his affection and his pain that I imagined every day, and I would have kept him in my heart all the time, and even if I had to let go, it would have to take a long, long time to evacuate. Now I go back, but in a few days, everything is clear and clear, and I have completely put him down. ”

She picked up the tea cup in her hand and touched it in front of Zhao Ruxi: "So I have to thank you, if it weren't for you, I really wouldn't have put it down so easily." ”

"Then do the prince and princess also agree to your reconciliation?" Zhao Ruxi asked.

"Agreed, why not?" Xiao Ruotong said with a smile.

She sighed lowly: "Actually, when things came out, it wasn't me who was most annoyed, but them. Because the British Mansion is a combination of us, it directly stepped on the face of our Zhennan Wangfu on the ground, so that everyone in the capital is talking about my inability to have children, and my intolerance of people. And it was obviously the British government that did something wrong, not only were they not blamed, but they also became the object of sympathy. Everyone said that it was our Zhennan Wangfu who bullied people, forcing the British Duchess to make this decision. ”

"But my father and mother are worried that I won't be able to let go and have to go back to live. In order not to be mistreated by my mother-in-law and neglected by my husband, they could only endure this breath in a daze. ”

"If it weren't for you, Xiaoxi." Xiao Ruotong held Zhao Ruxi's hand, "I will be entangled and painful for a long time, I can't forgive but I can't let go, it's not only me who is tormented, but also my parents and family who love me." So my grandmother, my parents, are very grateful to you. They are not afraid of me and leaving, because there are many people who admire the power of my family and want to marry me. As long as I want, tomorrow I can marry ten miles more in red makeup, and even marry a man who has never married a wife. ”