Chapter 19: Qingxi Academy (3)

I was cold and didn't say a word. Qi Huai stood up and said to the fifteenth king: "Don't you still want to ask Dean Ming for knowledge, why don't you take Su Su with you!" and said softly to Ming Susu: "You go back first, don't tell anyone about today's matter, you know?"

Ming Susu may have also noticed that the matter was important, looked at me, then at Qihuai, and nodded.

Qi Huai sent the two out, closed the door, then held my cold hand, and said, "Xu is Su Su's mistake for a while, it's not some spirit bone grass. ”

I looked up, smiled miserably at him, and said, "She didn't make a mistake, and although I don't know what it is, I know that it's used for contraception." ”

He was taken aback and asked in a low voice, "Don't you want to conceive a prince for your eldest brother?"

"Heh!" Caught off guard, tears rolled across my cheeks, and a stinging pain in my heart came, I held the edge of the table with one hand to prevent myself from falling, and said coldly: "It's not that I don't want to, it's that he doesn't want to!"

He helped me to sit on the bamboo couch next to me and asked me in a low voice what was going on. I wiped away my tears and said, "Just some time ago, he gave me a box of spices, called Jiuhe Xiang, which was obtained from the Western Regions, and it is said that it is very valuable. But I accidentally learned that this spice was not an ordinary spice, but a ...... Contraception is used for men and women when they are happy. At this, I couldn't help but blush, bow my head and sob.

Qi Huai was silent for a long time before he said, "But, why? No one thinks it's a bad thing to have more children." ”

I raised my head, my eyes were clear and bright, and I seemed to see everything, and said with a cold smile: "Yes, ordinary people naturally don't think they have many sons, but if he is the emperor, the emperor will! ”

He stared at me and said, "Are you talking about the second prince?"

I nodded: "That's right, some time ago, my father was just promoted to the right servant of Shangshu, and he was worried that if I gave birth to a prince, with my father's power in the middle of the court and the position of the prince, it is not impossible to get a piece of the pie." Originally, the faction of the Seven Princes and the Second Prince were fighting openly and secretly to make him unhappy, if there was one more of my here...... Therefore, he is on guard against me!"

"But Ala, Lord Shangshu has a good relationship with Zuo, the father of Concubine He, and the original intention is the Seven Princes, if you give birth to the Prince at this time, the power of the Seven Princes' faction will be reduced. Qi Huai analyzed it for me, "Now that the concubine in the harem is friendly with you, it is because of Lord Shangshu assisting the Seven Princes, if there is no such reason, you are not alone in the palace." ”

I was suddenly shocked in my heart, and what Qi Huai said was that if I really gave birth to a prince, the first person to be separated from me would be a concubine.

Can...... I didn't have any children in my previous life until I died, but I don't know if it was because I used too much of the nine incense? I'm afraid that I will miss the opportunity to be a mother in this life!

"How do you know that I will give birth to a prince? I don't want to be a prince, even if it is a princess!" I cried again, "Besides, even if I give birth to a prince, I have no intention of becoming a prince, and when the time comes, I will tell my father not to fight with them! I just want ...... I just want to live in peace, and I have a son by my side when I am old. ”

I am really miserable and helpless in my heart, I am only fifteen years old this year, but Qiheng has long passed the age of standing, even if he is healthy, and I can survive in the palace. But when that day comes, I have no children under my knees, and I don't end up alone?

Besides, if I have a child with him, when he is framed again, he will care about that kindness.

Seeing me crying so sadly, Qihuai sighed, took me in his arms, and comforted: "Maybe, it's just temporary." ”

No, it's not temporary, how can you understand that it's a lifetime! My last life ended in being robbed of the power to be a mother and in endless trapping!

I pinched the placket of his shirt, tears rolled down, and I cried bitterly: "I just want a child, I just want to satisfy my desire to be a mother! I don't care about the throne, power, these messy things! They can fight if they want to, whoever likes them will take it! Why do you want me to be a stepping stone? Why do you have to pull me!"

He quietly hugged my shoulder, and when he saw me crying like this, he couldn't bear it, and asked, "Auntie, what do you want?"

I stopped crying and looked at him with teary eyes, not knowing what he meant.

He sighed and said, "You tell me what you want to do now, and if I can do it, I will definitely help you." ”

I was stunned for a moment, shook my head in confusion, and said gloomily: "I don't know what to do, I just ...... I just want to have a baby. My voice grew lower and lower, until at last I could only whisper in a hoarse voice, "Since he has given me incense, he is guarding against me, so how can he easily let me conceive an heir?"

He pondered for a moment and said in a low voice: "Actually, there are no absolutes in the world, and the imperial brother used to be good at riding and shooting. However, in the past two years, there have been some deviations in mounted archery, and they have not been able to hit every shot. ”

There was a lot of meaning in his words, and I looked at him in amazement. He smiled gently at me and said, "That spirit bone grass is not always Lingling, is it?"

My heart pounded, I took his hand and asked softly, "Really? Spirit Bone Grass is not completely effective? There are times when there are omissions, isn't it?"

Qi Huai looked into my expectant eyes and said slowly, "I can't be sure, but ...... We can do something else to make it fail. ”

Hands and feet in the nine incense!

"Su Su is proficient in all kinds of spices, let her add something to your Jiuhe incense that is not noticeable, but can restrain the spirit bone grass. Listening to Qihuai's deep and mellow voice, I seem to see the willows and flowers after the mountains and rivers are exhausted. "However, I need to talk about it, and I can't guarantee that she will find something to counter her. ”

"It's okay!" I had already cheered up, "at least you helped me find a solution, but if it's not feasible, you have to try it to know! All things are mutually reinforcing, since the Spirit Bone Grass is born, there must be something to restrain it! Teacher, if you are willing to help me!"

He wiped my tears with his own handkerchief and said softly: "I cried so much that my eyes were swollen, so that others could see it, and I thought I bullied you." ”

I turned my head away in embarrassment and wiped it haphazardly. I heard him chuckle twice, and then said to me: "Later, you go back with the fifteenth brother first, Su Su, I will go and talk." When you return to the palace, I will make good arrangements for Lord Monk Shangshu. ”

I nodded, and called Gu Yu to come in and fetch water to wash my face, Gu Yu was taken aback when he saw that my face was full of tears, but he didn't dare to say anything, so he hurriedly went to give me face wash water and helped me re-even my face and makeup. Fortunately, the men's clothes you wear don't need to wear makeup, and the bun is very simple.