Ye Feng looked at everything around him, and finally saw Dou Ding who was sleeping sweetly there, and then he slowly calmed down, sat around Dou Ding, looking at this guy, Ye Feng finally came back to his senses, just now he really couldn't face all this, where is real, what is illusory, or where is the dream, where is reality, where is he from, what is the difference between himself and others, how can so many strange things happen to him, What did he do wrong, obviously all this is not up to him, if he can, he really just wants to be the most ordinary person, he doesn't have to think about anything, he can study with peace of mind, he doesn't need to study too well, it's just so-so.

Ye Feng is really very envious of this, as if they are normal, and himself, although it seems to be quite powerful, but in his own opinion, he would rather not do this, if he can, he can exchange it, use all he has, to exchange it for a different life, it may change his next life, but no matter what it becomes, it shouldn't be worse than now, if Ye Feng didn't have this will, he shouldn't be able to stick to the present, He may have already announced his defeat to this bizarre fate, and it is better to resign himself to fate.

Because he no longer has the extra mental strength to say no to fate, yes, he no longer has the courage and strength, the most important thing is that he doesn't have this belief, because he is like this, a lonely person has to stand on a completely opposite position to the world, this is really not something that ordinary people can do, anyway, he is a little insistent, not that he is not strong enough, not brave enough, just because of the state of mind, he is too tired, he can't get rest at all, of course, he can't always be high-spirited, It's impossible for anyone else, he's only twenty, a little older kid.

How can you ask him to do too much, it's not right.

Ye Feng actually just felt that he was too unlucky, even if there was someone who could continue to support him after knowing these things, then he could grit his teeth and continue to walk, but he didn't dare, really, this matter was too serious, so even if it was his own parents, he didn't dare to tell them, for fear that they would worry about him, and even more afraid that they would cause them any trouble because of this, some things might be more troublesome than he imagined, this is not alarmist, it is definitely possible, As for Ye Feng, because of this worry, he has never dared to go to anyone to tell him these secrets that have been hidden in his heart for a long time.

Until now, he suddenly wanted to ask his parents, maybe they actually know something, because there should always be a process of a person's change, like himself who started to have a strange situation very early, then there may have been some changes earlier, but he can't remember the things at that time, so he needs to ask them, of course, it's best to inquire from the side, or let Lao Ye drink some wine, then he should say everything, right?

Ye Feng already has an idea in his heart, but this idea is somewhat risky, not afraid of what he has, or worried about his parents, because if he is concerned, it is them, otherwise Ye Feng is alone, once he has no worries, then he can really do anything, but he doesn't want to go that way now, because there are many, but at home, it has always been the most important reason, their family, just Ye Feng is such a child, how can he live only for himself, people live for a lifetime, It can't be like this, no matter what the situation, even if Ye Feng is already living in torment, but so what, as long as he is alive, the family will be at ease, it should be said that they are actually living for themselves, then of course they have to think about them, Ye Feng regrets it now, at that time, he should have let them give birth to a younger brother or sister for himself, or a sister, in this way, he should be very good to her, as for how she treats herself, it is all a family, How could it be bad, anyway, he didn't believe it, and ah, they all lived in the same house, the most expensive house in the world, only they have this opportunity to live in the world, Ye Feng actually often thinks about a question, if he really has a sister, then this secret may he tell her, and then it is best when she doesn't understand at all, she can use her own way to reassure herself, how good......

It's a pity, he's twenty now, so there's no need to embarrass his father, after all, it's already hard to raise one.

Because at that time, it should be said that before Ye Feng started to code words, the conditions of their family were not good, Ye Feng can only change their living environment now, it can really help the family, I heard that the family is already building a new house, this is Ye Feng repeatedly assured that he is not short of money here, and it will be easier and easier to make money in the future, and then, they decided to renovate the home, it was originally a casual decoration, now that there is Ye Feng's guarantee, They originally wanted to give Ye Feng the best, so they gritted their teeth and built Ye Feng a house that was definitely the top in the village, and this time it was different from before, this time it may be because they had confidence, so they didn't follow the so-called trend, it was completely discussed by the two of them to rebuild, and the effect was very good, after it was completed, her mother took a photo of Ye Feng, Ye Feng also felt very surprised after reading it, the surprise was not because of how perfect the two of them built, but although it was not very good, But that's what he has always wanted, maybe this is the tacit understanding that only their family has, Ye Feng really wanted to cry at that moment, and now he thought that after the house was built, he hadn't gone to see what it was like, this is not good, there will be regrets in the future, fortunately, there is a holiday soon, then he must take a good look at it then, after all, there is his own strength, his money, and his heart, this is different, and now, Anyway, judging from the photos his mother took for him, it is indeed the style that Ye Feng likes, and it is already very big for their family of three, because of this, his father bought another piece of land, which is equivalent to the area of two families.