Chapter 38: Luo Fei is seriously ill and heartbreaking
He Jiawen kissed him on the face: "Well, I'll send you to the door and come back to sleep!" ”
The two went downstairs hand in hand, and Li Dongdong happened to come out with a bowl of udon noodles: "Brother Wen, morning!" Have some breakfast before going to the airport! Xiaowen specially confessed! Try my hand at Jiaqi and I. ”
Deng Jiaqi cautiously walked out of the kitchen, also holding a bowl of udon noodles in his hand, probably because it was hot, frowning slightly, "Let me go, don't get in the way!" It's not delicious Xiaowen's, her recipe textbook. ”
He Jiawen sat down at the dining table, picked up the chopsticks and said, "Please take care of her these days." ”
Deng Jiaqi said: "You're welcome, who takes care of whom is not necessarily!" ”
Watching He Jiawen finish eating the noodles, He Jiawen was a little relieved, only she knew that he needed to replenish his energy. Sending him to the door and watching him walk to the elevator with the bodyguard, He Jiawen turned around and made a gesture of making a call, she smiled and nodded.
Back in the living room, three women each had a bowl of seafood udon, Deng Jiaqi asked, "Why did you change your mind and not go to the airport to see him off?" ”
The face was a little hot, He Jiawen blew and said, "He won't let me send it, I'm afraid that I will come back and work hard!" ”
Li Dongdong bit the shrimp and said: "I just got married, and I'm going to be newlywed again!" ”
Deng Jiaqi said: "Eat quickly, accompany me to meet someone after eating, anyway, one of you is unemployed and the other is on vacation, and you have a pair of idlers." ”
He Jiawen turned her head sideways and asked, "Who are you seeing?" ”
Deng Jiaqi said quietly: "Luo Fei! ”
Li Dongdong asked inexplicably: "Who?" Loepfe florist? ”
He Jiawen asked again: "Found him?" ”
Deng Jiaqi finished eating the last bite of noodles and let out a long sigh: "Yes!" In fact, it's easy to find, but you can't see each other! ”
Li Dongdong still didn't understand: "What? Why can't I understand? ”
He Jiawen glanced at Deng Jiaqi, then at Li Dongdong and said, "Eat, I'll talk to you." ”
After listening to Deng Jiaqi waiting for a man named Luo Fei in the flower shop for a few years, Li Dongdong was silent for a long time, thinking that he was also waiting for a man's sincerity, and suddenly had an illusion of sympathy!
The three of them went out, sat in a car for about an hour, and stopped in front of a private care hospital.
Deng Jiaqi saw the doubts in He Jiawen and Li Dongdong's eyes, and she said: "Don't ask me, I don't know, I just know that I will see him here!" ”
The three of them entered the hospital in silence and found the ward where Luo Fei could be seen, Deng Jiaqi walked around anxiously outside the door, not knowing whether to push the door open, He Jiawen and Li Dongdong sat quietly on the chair outside the ward, watching her anxious and anxious Looking at her inner struggle, others could not interfere in her heart, cause and effect, after all, she had to face it herself.
At this time, the door of the ward opened, and a dignified and elegant lady came out, Deng Jiaqi saw the door open, stopped walking, and looked at the person who came out, the lady looked at her less than thirty, she looked at Deng Jiaqi, smiled generously and said, "You are Miss Deng Jiaqi, right?" I'm Luo Fei's wife, Jiang Meiqin, Ah Fei is inside, you can go in. ”
The words Ah Fei's wife and Jiang Meiqin knocked on Deng Jiaqi's heart, both unexpected and heartbroken, she raised her difficult steps and slowly walked to the ward.
Jiang Meiqin turned around and sat next to He Jiawen and Li Dongdong, she also smiled generously, and said something that made He Jiawen and Li Dongdong unable to answer: "Luo Fei only has two months left at most!" ”
In the ward, the cold light is on, the room is very large, the white walls, the light green curtains, the air is filled with a faint smell of disinfectant water, the ward is very quiet, Deng Jiaqi saw the man sitting on the hospital bed at a glance, in these years, she has thought about billions of times what it is like to see him again, but there is no situation where she meets him in the hospital.
The quiet in the ward is suffocating, the man in front of him is still gentle and elegant, handsome, although his face is sick and weak, although after all these years, Deng Jiaqi can still recognize him at a glance, she stands in place, her feet are rooted, the vision in front of her is gradually blurred, she endures hard, endures not to make a sound, but her lips tremble uncontrollably, Deng Jiaqi has never been a strong person, in those days and nights without him, emotions and tears are her only companion.
"Jiaqi!" The man's voice is very soft, very magnetic, and seems very calm, which makes people feel safe!
Deng Jiaqi heard Luo Fei calling her, and the emotions that had just been suppressed came to her eyes like a sea of water, she reached out and covered her mouth hard, tears gushed out, but she didn't make a sound.
"Come here, sit down!" Luo Fei's eyes also had tears hidden in him, but his voice was as usual.
Deng Jiaqi sat down on the chair next to the bed, looked at him, her eyes were still blurred, she took a deep breath, and asked word by word: "You have been hiding from me for four years, why don't you continue to hide?" ”
Luo Fei smiled mildly and said, "Don't hide, I think it's time to say goodbye to you." ”
Deng Jiaqi looked into his eyes and said, "Four years ago, you should have wanted to say goodbye, right?" ”
Luo Fei wanted to reach out and hold her hand, but held back: "Four years ago, I had no choice but to do it, but now I can't help myself!" ”
Deng Jiaqi suddenly wanted to laugh, wanted to laugh at himself for being stupid: "What is the last resort, I can't help myself, when do you want to deceive?" Just now outside the ward, I saw your wife, she is so beautiful, she should be more sensible than me, more pleasing to you than me! ”
Luo Fei finally couldn't help it, and held Deng Jiaqi's left hand tightly with both hands: "Jiaqi, this should be the last time I hold your hand, I'm sorry for making you wait for the past four years!" ”
Deng Jiaqi wanted to pull her hand out, but when she heard the three words sorry, she was stunned again, she longed for this truth in her heart, and for four years, that lovesickness disturbed her reason.
Luo Fei still said in a calm and usual voice: "Jiaqi, you have always been a lover, and your joys, sorrows, and sorrows are all imprinted in my heart. The next words, whether you want to listen to it or not, whether you will be sad or sad after listening to it, please promise me that you must learn to be strong, learn to say goodbye to these four years, and learn to ...... with me Farewell! The last four words, Luo Fei said very hard!
Deng Jiaqi listened to his words, pulled out his hand, the heart that had already been riddled with holes fell scattered, knowing in his heart that Luo Fei was going to have a showdown with her, he had a wife, he chose to give up her, but she didn't know whether his wife was before she knew him, or after she knew her, whether it was before or after, right or wrong, he was no longer hers.
Luo Fei took a deep breath before he spoke: "Jiaqi, that night four years ago, I said that you should wait for me, and when I come back to marry you, I really thought that I would come back to marry you." ”
Speaking of this, a big man cried, tears were the same as the tears in Deng Jiaqi's eyes, flowing uncontrollably, and he continued: "I never told you that I left because of my kidney failure. After I left, I was actively treated, but unfortunately fate played tricks on people, my condition deteriorated, and I needed a kidney replacement to survive, Mai Trin's kidney matched me, and in my coma, she gave me one of the kidneys. ”
"Mai Trin and my family are world friends, we grew up from childhood to adulthood, she likes me, and I only love you, but I picked up a life because of one of her kidneys, after the operation, the doctor told me that after the rejection period, I can be the same as a normal person."
"I'm not as good as the doctor said, my body has never been better, I have been discharged from the hospital and hospitalized one after another, Mai Quinto has been taking care of me after her body recovered, I gave her a name, she knows that I don't love her, and she also knows that I may not live long. In the past four years, I have gone from missing you to being afraid of missing you, and the doctor said that I only have two months at most, I am very selfish, and I am afraid that I will have regrets until I die. I think I should say goodbye to you in person, Jiaqi, I'm sorry, but when we meet again, we will say goodbye to you, don't blame me for being cruel, forget me, and start a new life! ”
After Luo Fei finished speaking, his hands covered his face, his shoulders were shaking silently, Deng Jiaqi was silent for a while, then suddenly stood up, hugged Luo Fei across the hospital bed, hugged him tightly, and cried heartbreakingly, crying heartbreakingly.
He Jiawen and Li Dongdong, who were outside the ward, heard her miserable cry, sat on the chair, and silently wiped the corners of their eyes with their hands, including Jiang Meiqin. Inside and outside the ward, five people were crying......
Deng Jiaqi cried and said, "How can this be? Are you lying to me? It doesn't matter who you marry, don't lie like this to deceive people. ”
Luo Fei lowered his head and shed tears, patted her back from crying to convulsions, put his face tightly on her chest and said: "I didn't lie to you, doctors at home and abroad have seen it, and the results are all the same, there will be no more hope, you cry, while I am still here!" ”
Deng Jiaqi cried hysterically and shouted irrationally at the ceiling: "I'll give you my kidney, I'll give you my kidney......"
I don't know how long she cried, Deng Jiaqi's uncontrollable emotions gradually stabilized, she helped Luo Fei to sit down, took out a tissue and wiped his tears, she looked at Luo Fei's crying red eyes with crying and swollen eyes, and smiled heartily to show him: "Starting tomorrow, I will accompany you every day, maybe there will be a miracle, let's work together!" ”
Luo Fei nodded and shook his head again, "Don't worry about me, take care of yourself!" ”
Deng Jiaqi began to choke again: "Don't drive me away!" ”
Luo Fei took out a few tissues, wiped Deng Jiaqi's tears while smiling, and said: "Leave me a little dignity, I hope that in your heart, I will always be the gentle, handsome Brother Fei, I don't want you to see what I looked like when I left at the end." You go, forget me! Goodbye, Gagi! ”
Deng Jiaqi, who cried hysterically, was touched by his words again and cried loudly, her heart was like a stone pressed by tens of millions of catties, she wanted to vent in vain, she closed her eyes, her tears were burning and hot, she buried her head in the quilt next to the bed, and her crying was so low that she almost whimpered.