Chapter 33: Doubts

He Zhang's eyes were gentle, and he looked at Ji Qing for a while before he said, "Between you and me, why do you need to be so polite." ”

Ji Qing looked up at He Zhang.

Although the water in the corners of her eyes has been wiped away, her eyes are still slightly red because she choked so badly, and when she looks at people with such a posture, she obviously has nothing, but it always makes people feel that she has been wronged.

Ji Qing and He Zhang have been together under the same roof for ten years, sometimes Ji Qing feels that she actually knows something about He Zhang, but sometimes, she feels that she actually doesn't know anything about He Zhang.

Like now.

Although she has never expressed it in front of He Zhang, Ji Qing has never denied her feelings for He Zhang, the upbringing she received in the past, women should be subtle and introverted, plus she is no longer the eldest daughter of the Ji family in the past, so Ji Qing never thought of letting He Zhang know her feelings.

But when Ji Qing was happy with Hezhang, she was just a girl who was just beginning to fall in love, even if she had tried her best to hide it, how could she really hide it so perfectly?

If He Zhang didn't know anything about Ji Qing's feelings, Ji Qing didn't believe it.

He Zhang in her eyes is an extremely sharp person, how can she not see through a girl's mind?

But He Zhang never tried to respond to Ji Qing, he just pretended not to see it.

It is precisely because of this that Ji Qing feels that He Zhang has no intention of her.

Of course, Ji Qing also knows that there is nothing wrong with not responding to a person she doesn't like, and she has never thought that she is happy with He Zhang, and He Zhang must have the same feelings for her.

It's just that they have no fate.

But......

Sometimes, some of He Zhang's performances will give Ji Qing the illusion that he is not unintentional about himself.

Like at this time.

He Zhang's appearance is already outstanding, not only outstanding, but his facial features have also grown into what Ji Qing likes, especially his deep eyes, when stared at intently by such a pair of eyes, it is easy to make people have the illusion of "he has me in his eyes and only me".

Whenever this happens, Ji Qing can't help but be a little shaken.

Could it be, the congratulations are actually ......

Ji Qing didn't let himself think about it anymore.

Yes or no, it doesn't really matter.

Ji Qing took the lead in looking away, "I'm fine, I just drank too much." ”

After saying that, Ji Qing was going to get the wine jug again.

Seeing this, He Zhang sighed softly, "Since Ruyi wants to drink a few cups, then I will accompany you." ”

As he spoke, he filled his and Ji Qing's cups with wine.

Ji Qing held the small wine glass, until the slightly cool glass was a little warm, then raised his glass and said, "Lord He, I will toast you again!" ”

Then he drank it all again.

He Zhang felt that Ji Qing was a little abnormal, and he also knew that if Ji Qing didn't want to say that he couldn't ask anything from her mouth, if she wanted to say it, he could know just by listening.

With intuition, He Zhang felt that Ji Qing had something to say to him.

He drank all the wine from his cup.

Ji Qing put down his wine glass and said, "Lord He, you have taken me in for ten years, although I haven't said it in the past ten years, but in my heart, I have always been very grateful to you......"

Until now, Ji Qing still remembers the first time she saw He Zhang.

At that time, I don't know why, some officers and soldiers found her traces and pursued her, just when Ji Qing thought that she could not be spared, it was He Zhang who saved her, and led the pursuers away for her, and later took her in.

At that time, He Zhang was only an eighteen-year-old boy.

Ji Qing didn't know if He Zhang knew his identity, but it was like that when he saved himself, even if He Zhang didn't know that she was the Ji family, he could guess that she must have caused some big trouble.

It was under such circumstances that He Zhang still took her in.

Let her have a place to live after all her relatives die and leave.

This, how can Ji Qing not be grateful?

Speaking of which, although he was grateful to He Zhang for helping him in that situation, Ji Qing had actually been very puzzled, wondering why He Zhang would save him and take him in.

It is enough to say that He Zhang is a natural warm-hearted, but according to Ji Qing's understanding of He Zhang in the past ten years, he is not a warm-hearted person, on the contrary, don't look at He Zhang's appearance as gentle as jade, but in fact, he treats people with a great sense of distance, and can even be said to be cold.

It is precisely because of this that Ji Qing is so confused.

If it was usual, even if it was doubtful, Ji Qing would not ask, but now......

Anyway, I'm about to leave He Mansion, so I might as well ask, maybe He Zhang is willing to answer?

"Lord He," Ji Qing raised his eyes, "Actually, I've always been curious, you are not a soft-hearted person, why did you risk taking trouble to save me in such a situation?" ”

Ji Qing was really curious, she tilted her head and looked at He Zhang, waiting for his answer.

Hearing Ji Qing ask about this, He Zhang was silent.

As Ji Qing said, he is not a warm-hearted person who likes to save people from fire and water, and there is a reason why he would lend a helping hand to Ji Qing in the first place.

These things......

In fact, it's not that he can't say it, it's just that He Zhang doesn't know how to say it.

In the beginning......

He Zhang just felt that it was his responsibility to protect Ji Qing and take care of her.

But later, whether this responsibility has deteriorated over time, even he himself has become unclear.

In fact, He Zhang has a plan recently, to find a time to explain everything to Ji Qinghe, what he said to Ji Qing last time, he has something to say to her, that's what he refers to.

Anyway, it's all about it, now that Ji Qing asked, He Zhang felt that it was better to take this opportunity to tell Ji Qing everything.

He sorted everything out in his heart, and just as he was about to open his mouth, he heard Ji Qing say something that was tantamount to earth-shattering to him.

"Lord He, thank you for sheltering me for ten years, and you have bothered for the past ten years." While talking, Ji Qing picked up the wine jug and poured wine for himself and He Zhang, and then pushed He Zhang's wine glass in front of him, looking directly at him, "I've been tired of Lord He for so many years, I can't keep bothering you anymore, so I want to move out of He Mansion." ”

In the last sentence, although Ji Qing's voice was not loud, it was extremely resolute.

There was no turning back from the bow, and it was impossible for her to stay as early as the moment she decided to leave.

Ji Qing's heart is actually not without reluctance, but no matter how much reluctance there is, after this sentence, it has also precipitated, and it also gives her heart a kind of steadfastness.