Chapter 161: The dream of the previous life, why bother in the first place
He Niannian smiled at the stars, looking like I was digging out my heart with you, and said solemnly: "He is the dream of my 'previous life'!" ”
He Niannian also shouted in his heart: He is also the fruit of my life, what kind of result is it, she doesn't know, she really doesn't know, she is so confused now! Like the stars in the sky, there are bright spots everywhere, but there is no way out!
Tang Weijing looked at He Niannian and guessed her words in his heart, her previous life? Is it because He Jiawen looks like her former husband? It should be, otherwise how to explain her dependence and longing that she only has when she sees He Jiawen?
Tang Weijing's heart was half relaxed, half tense. The ease is that he thinks he still has a chance, and the tension is that he doesn't know how deeply rooted the person in her heart is in her heart? Can he take his place?
Tang Weijing also lay down, he looked at the sky, there were a lot of stars, and none of them could guide him.
He Niannian closed his eyes, and sang in his mouth: "I have thought about a hundred, when I heard the seagulls wailing, floating between the waves, drifting boundlessly, please take away my unbearable time, I once thought about a hundred, when I saw the apricot blossoms blooming, wrapped in dappled spring light and fell asleep under the shade of the trees, whether it can turn into dust does not ask the reason..."
This song, she remembers, remembers He Jiawen taking her to that café, remembers that he cried like a child that day, and remembers that because of her 'leaving', he felt unforgettable pain for this!
He Niannian stopped singing, she said to herself: "I once really thought about a hundred, that was when I was eighteen years old, just now I also thought about a hundred, I looked at the sea for half an hour, and looked at the night sky for nearly half an hour, I moved countless thoughts, I wanted to plunge into the sea, want to ascend to heaven to see if the other world is beautiful?" ”
But she can't, she still has He Jiawen, and Hehe, although the bottleneck she is encountering now is the torment she deserves, she can live as well as die, but she can't really let go of He Jiawen, let go of Hehee, let go of all the people who care about her, she has already died once, she can't be a hundred again, the frustration is expected, it's okay, it's okay, shoot three times, don't be afraid of anything!
He Niannian slapped three times in his heart, and the muffled sound made Tang Weijing feel pain when he heard it, he got up and wanted to stop her, but she patted it three times and didn't continue, Tang Weijing didn't lie down again, but sat and looked at her.
After He Niannian vented the bitterness and anger in his heart, he suddenly felt tired to the point of exhaustion, and suddenly felt that his heart was empty, and there was no joy, anger, sorrow, or joy. She closed her heavy eyelids and fell asleep like this, beating people with all her strength during the day and crying at night, and now even if someone carried her away, she probably wouldn't know. It turned out to be right, Tang Weijing picked He Niannian into the car from the beach, and then carried him into the hotel from the car, He Niannian didn't know the whole process!
Tang Weijing opened two rooms, he carried the big one into the room, the hotel staff followed the small one, Tang Weijing covered the quilt for the big and small one, adjusted the indoor temperature, closed the door and returned to his room, the first thing was to go into the bathroom to take a bath, tossing a sweat, with sand outside, but he had a full smile in his eyes the whole time, he felt that he knew her secret, he felt that he still had a chance!
He Jiawen's WeChat did not deceive He Niannian, he returned to Tianmei Village with Xihe. At night, when Hee Hee fell asleep, he moved a chair, sat in a room with only black and white photos, and opened the diary in his hand, which was his girl's mental journey, he was reading her past, reading the years that were too late to accompany her.
I don't know what day of the week it is, the moon is dark and the wind is high
It took me a lot of time to have an epiphany, but I couldn't figure out what fate was, but I resigned myself to it! I have no relatives, far away from my homeland, and now the only people who can rely on each other are the two people left behind by the fire, Grandma Yin and Brother Lin Sen, it's nothing more than that, who can warm whose heart, no one can know, they are all people who have lost their loved ones, in addition to grief, there is only a little bit of warmth left in the heart! It's so painful that I forgot that there is still the word warmth in this world!
I remember when my mother left, the thermos flask still contained the ginseng soup I cooked for her, the old people said that the ginseng soup saved her life, the soup was still there, but my mother was gone, I drank all the ginseng soup in the thermos, and my mother said: Live well! The moment I drank the ginseng soup, I vowed that I would live well, I could live well, and I must live well!
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He Jiawen looked at it attentively, and the mobile phone sent out a WeChat prompt sound, He Jiawen clicked on the mobile phone to see, He Niannian can't sing music?"
He Jiawen replied in seconds: "I'm not going!" , then closed the diary and stared at the interface where he was chatting with He Niannian.
He Niannian sent: "This may be the last time I sing in SM!"
He Jiawen felt like his heart was beating for a moment, and it slowed down for a long time before he replied to He Niannian: "Niannian, thank you for your liking, but I can only accommodate one person in my heart, and that is my wife He Jiawen, I am sorry for disappointing your liking!"
Sometimes a little estranged, not because of annoyance or ruthlessness, but because I like it too much but I am very helpless to myself, He Jiawen felt colic in his heart, he looked at He Jiawen's black and white smile on the wall, and said with a sour throat: "Girl, I unconsciously like the woman who is very similar to you, will you blame me?" He Jiawen clutched the diary tightly and stuck it to his heart, which was painful, sore and tired...
The night was very long, and He Jiawen sat quietly in this guest bedroom until midnight, where he was nostalgic and melancholy. And He Niannian is on the beach, struggling and sad! There is just this one story that comes and goes, and there are only two people who come and go, there are not many people, but they are all sad!
The next day, He Niannian woke up with his head touched, and the moment he opened his eyes, he only felt a headache, there was a person lying next to him, and a little head with messy hair poked next to him, "Mommy, are you awake?" ”
He Niannian stretched out his hand to touch Xiaobei's head, "What time is it?" Hungry? ”
Xiaobei leaned over to He Niannian and said, "I've had breakfast, there is no small toothbrush here, I brush my teeth casually!" ”
Don't have a small toothbrush here? Over here? Where is this? He Niannian sat up and looked around, the hotel room at a glance, how was she in the hotel, patted her head, and only remembered that she had a few drinks with Tang Weijing at the SM music bar, and the rest was broken!
He Niannian picked up his mobile phone, oh! It's almost ten o'clock, and she sleeps really heavily, she clicks on WeChat, and her eyes are the WeChat sent by He Jiawen last night, and her heart twitches, only hoping that those locked difficulties can finally be solved at the moment! She clicked on the WeChat message Tang Weijing sent two hours ago: "Wake up and call me back!"
He Niannian dialed the phone, only rang, and after Tang Weijing connected, he asked with concern: "Wake up, did you sleep well?" ”
He Niannian said in a hoarse voice: "Sleep well, why am I in the hotel?" ”
Tang Weijing chuckled on the phone: "Isn't there a little imprint?" ”
He Niannian shook his head, pressed his temples and said, "There is no imprint!" ”
Tang Weijing said dotingly: "You can't get drunk, drunk is more childish than Xiaobei, you have to go to the beach to play, you don't want to go when you sleep on the beach at the beach, tortured until the middle of the night, later, I had to open a room in a nearby hotel for you to live with Xiaobei, wake up and go to wash up, you should still have sand on your body, I asked the front desk to prepare a change of clothes for you and Xiaobei, and also arranged for the driver, if you want to play, you want to contact the driver, I am busy today, tomorrow is on a business trip, you take care of yourself... With Xiaobei! ”
After He Niannian listened, his face turned red, "Little brother, I'm not drunk, right?" I'm causing you trouble again! ”
Tang Weijing laughed on the phone, he wouldn't tell He Niannian what she was like when she was drunk, how desperate she cried, and what she said, all this with a smile, he said: "No, maybe I just like the beach, I don't leave, nothing else, don't bother me anymore, you already owe me several meals!" ”
He Niannian was sincerely grateful: "When you come back, I will invite you to dinner!" ”
When a person likes another person, he will automatically pick up words to make himself happy, and when Tang Weijing heard He Niannian say that he would wait for him to come back, his heart warmed, and everything was beautiful!
Tang Weijing said: "Okay, when I come back, bring Xiaobei, let's have a big meal!" I'll be busy first, you and Xiaobei, have a good time at the beach for a while, oh! By the way, I have time to take a look at the official website of the Investigation Bureau and the hot search! ”
After He Niannian hung up the phone with Tang Weijing, he directly clicked into the official website of the Investigation Bureau, which described Mu Linhui's recent use of the Internet to publicly insult citizens and incumbent state officials in the form of an announcement, according to Article 246 of the Criminal Law: Publicly insulting others or fabricating facts to slander others by violence or other methods, causing serious circumstances, Mu Linhui was sentenced to three years in prison and deprived of political rights. At the same time, rectify the Internet atmosphere, ban and investigate the criminal responsibility of the following people and companies, followed by a long list of names and company names, these are all involved in the hot search of the water army, marketing number or company!
There was an uproar on the Internet, and many people were glad that they were neutral, otherwise they would receive lawyer's letters in minutes, but another Weibo called "I'm sorry" was topped by the top of the list, but it was only more than ten o'clock at noon, and the comments had already exceeded hundreds of thousands.
This Weibo was sent by Mu Linhui with her own number, without too many words, only a short video of a few seconds, after the court pronounced the verdict, she bowed deeply to the camera, she will use her own number to send this, in order to let He Jiaxuan and He Niannian see and forgive her, as long as they forgive her, the Jin family will not target her, a love and hate, in the end, I am still afraid of death, afraid of flying into trouble, I have to put down my face and posture, in this case, why bother in the first place?