Chapter 185: The Past
Ye Feng really hadn't thought about these things before that, but he had actually had such an experience, but he could bear it for the time being, and he was about to forget those people back then, which was really difficult for Ye Feng to do, although he really wanted to forget these things, but not necessarily when, under what circumstances, they suddenly appeared in Ye Feng's mind again, and then they were very clear, as if he was afraid that Ye Feng would really forget, Like a biological clock, it will come out when it needs to appear, reminding Ye Feng that he still has to continue to work hard, otherwise there may be such a sound.
As for what kind of content it is, Ye Feng doesn't want to say this, and others naturally have no way of knowing, but if you think about it, it must be easy to make people despair, it will make people feel that there is a basin of cold water above their heads that will come down, in fact, it is not one basin, it is many basins, so at that time, Ye Feng really thought about it carefully or gave up, and he shouldn't be able to write anything, so it is better to put his mind on other places, such as learning should be better, or even if he is going to learn something else, It should be better than this.
In the eyes of many people, this not only takes a lot of time, but also brings bad effects, it is a hopeless road, and it is even better to cook, although it is not so good, but this is what they really think.
Some people also said this directly to Ye Feng, which is already a very good person, because at least dare to tell Ye Feng that he thinks so, and more people think so in their hearts, but it's hard to say how to tell Ye Feng, anyway, it's completely different from what they think in their hearts, maybe they can't remember what they say, because they only thought of it temporarily, and they may forget it later.
But he is really not optimistic about Ye Feng, but fortunately, Ye Feng finally proved with his own achievements that writing a book is not as promising as they imagined, and he can be regarded as teaching those guys a lesson with his own actions.
Since then, Ye Feng has never heard such a voice, although he has not done anything, but there are some changes, it has really happened in front of Ye Fengtong's shoes, he can naturally feel this change, from the beginning to the present, I don't know how it came over, he didn't take much time to see it all the way, but it was not so smooth to get to such a height, but he really didn't remember the sadness and suffering, because he was already very satisfied with what he had now, Whether it is his books or his treatment in school, including everyone's attitude towards him, it is already a better situation than his ideal, so naturally there is no need to keep thinking about the grievances and difficulties in the past, because it seems that under the starry sky, he is already one of the luckier people, many people may still not be able to compare, they can only look up, but behind him, there are many people looking up to themselves, and those people may also be looking up, but they may not know.
Ye Feng also needs him to look up to now, in the past he was just a reader when he was looking up, but now although he has also become an author, and even a god-level author, but this look up really doesn't seem to have changed, it is still the feeling at the beginning.
If you can see him one day, you may not be excited, there will always be times when people lose their temper.
Ye Feng felt that if he could see that author, then he would be the same as some of his current readers, after all, he was basically a reader, but now he had the identity of an author, and the author and the reader were actually two characters that could coexist together.
It's just that there may not be so much time to read books now, but it can't affect his habit, but because of the tight time, there is a feeling of going back to school, where Ye Feng reads books most seriously, because many books are actually read during class time, of course, the time is used very fully.
And when he reads books during class time and reads them in his free time, the feeling is really a little different, and he can't say exactly what the situation is, anyway, although he also knows that this is not a good habit, but in junior high school and high school, he really did not do it less.
Probably that's the answer, right? If it is really as Ye Feng himself said, then it can really show that this situation of discrepancy is true.
It's not that he takes it for granted, there is some basis, it's just that it's not easy to describe it in words, even if Ye Feng is already very good in this area now, but some things still can't be explained clearly in words.
So there are some things that can only be remembered in his heart, or maybe his current ability is still a little worse, maybe he can do it in the near future, at least it will be better than now.
And this won't be a long time later, because if it really comes to that time, even if he can write it for those, I'm afraid he won't remember it anymore, he doesn't think he can remember it so clearly, because time is the most unwilling to give Ye Feng this opportunity.
Of course, he hopes that he can clearly remember all the past events after many years, even those not very good things are still wanted to be remembered in his heart, they are all memories, and as long as they are memories, they are worth slowly experiencing, because those are of unusual significance to him, especially those not very good memories, because at that time, I believe he must have been able to let go of it a long time ago.
It is because of this self-confidence that he hopes that he can remember the bits and pieces of the past, and those experiences must be very interesting things for himself at that time.
It's just a matter of thinking about it for the time being, after all, not everyone can do it, or no one can do it to this extent, you should go back and ask the principal, he should be able to serve as a representative.
And if others can do it, it will be a role model for Ye Feng, so he will have confidence.
And before that, even before it was confirmed that someone could do that, those were still a yearning for Ye Feng.
Although it is his ideal life, he feels that it is too far away from him, so don't talk about others, even Ye Feng himself doesn't take these things seriously.
It's really hard to do what he just said, even if he can't remember a lot of things now, otherwise why would he have to find a way to record some important things.