His face was as white as paper, intact, and there were no injuries around him, but in his eyes, it was clearly scarred, and he seemed to be in pain, and he didn't even have any emotions.

He only lowered his head and looked at Nanyan coldly.

"What about me and your children?"

“……”

Nanyan looked at him, speechless, only tears like beads with broken threads, large ones sliding down, dripping on her hands that were almost unable to support.

The body is so cold, but the tears are still hot.

But at this moment, she was shivering.

Zhu Feng's words echoed in her ears word by word, like a knife piercing her heart, but she had no way to answer.

What about children?

What about the two of them?

She couldn't answer.

She had no way to tell him that the child, who was so eagerly awaited by them, such a beloved child, had not even had time to be born, and he had already left after looking at them.

All the love and fervor turned into a basin of blood.

Cold, lifeless.

She couldn't say anything.

There were only tears, which kept sliding down, she looked at Zhu Feng sadly, and reached out again, wanting to grab his hand: "Your Majesty......"

"I said," Zhu Feng's voice has always been calm and firm, even on the battlefield of flesh and blood, when he was most desperate, he never trembled, but at this moment, his voice trembled violently: "This is my child, your child - our child." ”

“……”

"I've been waiting for him to come."

“……”

"No matter what I do, I want this child to be born safely, and I even want to give him everything."

“……！”

Nanyan's heart trembled and she looked up at him.

Zhu Feng also looked down at her, but at this moment, his gaze was completely cold, as if frozen ice, and all the sadness, mourning, and even anger were frozen in a place that Nanyan couldn't touch.

"But what did you do?"

Nanyan's tears welled up, and his voice choked.

"I-"

"You ruined this child, you ruined him."

Zhu Feng gritted his teeth, his eyes were red in the cold white lightning, and he said solemnly: "You are actually just for a Jian Ruocheng, completely ignoring the danger of the child, you are for him-"

"No, it's not."

Nanyan panicked, she shook her head desperately, and tears fell: "Your Majesty, listen to me!" ”

Zhu Feng looked at her coldly.

"What do you say?"

“……”

"Listen to you, how did you forcibly leave the palace for a Jian Ruocheng, regardless of being pregnant, and break into the prison for him?"

“……”

"Or do you listen to you, your recklessness is to put this child out of the way?"

"I didn't!"

"You didn't? Si Nanyan, you know what I care about the most. I don't care if the game that I started from the Heavy Grace Tower is ruined, or I don't care if the Jinyi Guard falls short because of your appearance, and I can't even care if I can't catch the main messenger behind the scenes. ”

……

Nanyan trembled violently.

In fact, from the moment Li Bushu appeared in the prison with Jinyiwei, she understood.

And at that moment just now, when she saw Zhu Feng appear unharmed, she already knew everything.

The fire in Chong'en Tower was what he expected.

It can even be said that he designed it.

He let Xiao Shunzi and Chen Xuan be sent to Jinling by him to take over the construction of the Chong'en Tower, which was to lure the main messenger behind the scenes by opening the Great Ci'en Temple this time, so he built a secret room in the underground palace under the Chong'en Tower, even if the towering fire suddenly came and was terrifying, he could appear here unscathed.

However, because he was worried about Jian Ruocheng's life and death.

Because of his own appearance-

Everything fell short.

Tears raged on his face, Nanyan couldn't stop crying, but he still kept reaching out to grab his hand, but no matter how hard he tried and how he wanted to get close to him, he never had a way.

He's right in front of him.

But it seems that he has reached a place that he can't touch.

His gaze was more like looking at himself from a distance, there was no warmth, no tenderness, there was just a bitter coldness and strangeness.

It's as if I've never known myself.

This kind of cognition frightened Nanyan, she bit her lower lip, and even bit her lip flap, and the tip of her tongue also tasted the salty taste of blood, which made her tremble, and she relied on that little bloody stimulation to support herself hard, most of her body leaned out of the bed, and finally grabbed his hand.

Zhu Feng lowered his head, looked at her fingers pale and weak, and grabbed his wrist with the anticipation and weak strength of a drowning person grasping the last straw.

He said coldly, "I, I don't care about anything. ”

“……”

"But I can't care less, you killed our children for Jian Ruocheng!"

After saying this, he waved his hand vigorously.

At that moment, Nanyan only felt that the sky was spinning, Zhu Feng pulled out her hand suddenly, and she lost her support and fell to the ground in embarrassment.

"Ahh

A cry of pain made Ran Xiaoyu outside the door also frightened, she hurriedly rushed in, and saw Nanyan falling to the ground, tears constantly sliding down her face, but she still raised her head and looked at Zhu Feng.

"!"

Ran Xiaoyu was frightened, and hurriedly rushed over to help Nanyan, hugged her into her arms, and looked up at Zhu Feng again: "Your Majesty, Niangniang is not what you think, she just-"

She tried to explain, but Nanyan reached out and stopped her.

She tilted her head, although at this moment, her heart had completely fallen into the abyss, but she still looked at him stubbornly, wanting to make the last effort.

She choked up and whispered in a hoarse voice, "Your Majesty." ”

“……”

"I know that the emperor blames me, and the emperor hates me, because this child is what you look forward to, and I look forward to it very much, but I-didn't protect him well, I put him in danger, it's not good for me."

“……”

"But—"

When she said this, she gritted her teeth and held back her tears, raised her head, only the tears in her eyes reflected the cold white lightning outside, which made her look extremely pale and haggard at this moment, she said in a hoarse voice: "But the emperor, can you forgive me?" ”

“……”

"Because, I'm also in pain, and I'm sad too."

“……”

"Will you forgive me?"

Zhu Feng's eyes opened coldly, and even his voice was cold-

"I said before that I have you in my heart, I allow you, and I allow you to be frivolous, but now, I understand that it is because of this that you have no fear."

"The Emperor's ......"

Nanyan only felt that his heart was sinking little by little, sinking into a bottomless abyss.

"Si Nanyan,"

He said word by word: "In my heart, there shouldn't be you. ”

“……”

"In my heart, there is no longer you!"

After saying this, he turned around and walked out without looking back.