171 No bones
The instinctive "...... The two words "you" reached his throat, and Fu Xingye swallowed it back alive.
I don't know if it's because he said it himself, because he has been banned for five years, he can't hold back once he tastes the sweetness, or because Nie Changhuan's taste is too ecstasy, and he is really unforgettable, so that he still has those pictures of last night in his mind.
He remembered that every time five years ago, Nie Changhuan didn't even dare to look at him, let alone anything else.
But last night......
Fu Xingye raised his hand and pressed his eyebrows, but he still couldn't shake off those pictures.
Last night, Nie Changhuan was probably unconscious, so she couldn't control her reason and thoughts, so she was completely different.
But she is not the kind of person who is completely enthusiastic, but looks at you with those eyes, and asks you with a pitiful expression and a cautious tone to make small requests, such as......
Fu Xingye felt that his internal organs were burned clean by her last night, and at this time, there was only a handful of ashes soaked in her fragrance, as long as the slightest wind blew, it would fly all over the sky, making him lose his mind in an instant, and he just wanted to relive it.
Nie Changhuan waited for a few seconds, and when he saw his painful expression, he didn't think deeply, only frowned, and bypassed him into the gate.
She originally wanted to shut Fu Xingye out of the door directly, but as soon as she entered the door, she heard a "mother", she closed the door for a moment, and when she turned around, she saw a smile and flew towards her.
She crashed into Nie Changhuan's arms all of a sudden, her small thin arms wrapped around Nie Changhuan's waist, and her little face rubbed against Nie Changhuan's waist: "Mom, I miss you so much, do you miss me and my uncle?" ”
"Of course." Nie Changhuan gently touched her hair, feeling sorry, "I'm sorry, my mother has had too many things to do these days, and I haven't been with you well." ”
Got out of her arms and said seriously: "My uncle and I are taken care of by Aunt Xia Guo and Grandma Su, but Mom, you have to work outside alone, so my uncle and I are more worried about you, and we both feel that you are the one who needs to be accompanied and taken care of the most." ”
"Really?" Nie Changhuan asked a rhetorical question, giving herself a little time to breathe, so as not to cry so much, she immediately changed the topic, "Where's uncle?" ”
Hao Hao was about to answer, when he saw Fu Xingye standing behind Nie Changhuan.
Fu Xingye was inexplicably a little nervous when he was looked at by his daughter, and those distracting thoughts just now disappeared without a trace in an instant, and his eyes were full of this fairychild-like baby daughter.
Seeing Fu Xingye smiling at herself, she suddenly remembered what happened at the airport last time, her pale red white face suddenly wrinkled, she turned sideways and dodged beside Nie Changhuan, covering herself completely, her little hands also tightly grasped the hem of Nie Changhuan's clothes, lowered her head and stopped talking.
Her reaction made Fu Xingye's expression suddenly darken, and his eyes were instantly filled with loss.
Nie Changhuan, who subconsciously turned his head to look at Fu Xingye because of his good reaction, naturally saw Fu Xingye's facial expression at a glance.
Such a look was something that Nie Changhuan had never seen on Fu Xingye's face before. And this look can't be faked.
So at that moment, Nie Changhuan was a little hesitant, hesitating whether to let Hao Hao have more contact with Fu Xingye's father.
She had always firmly believed that Nie Yueshan had never raised Liu Zheng and had been absent, so Liu Zheng would definitely not like Nie Yueshan. But since Liu Zheng was kidnapped last time and met Nie Yueshan, Nie Changhuan found that Liu Zheng had expectations for this father and looked forward to every meeting with him.
So Nie Changhuan also understood from Liu Zheng that for children, they seem to love their parents by nature, even if some parents don't treat them well, they always can't remember it, and in the end, the most wanted companionship comes from their father and mother.
Nie Changhuan remembered that the last time she came back from abroad, in such a short time, she was willing to ask Fu Xingye to hug her, which also showed that she was actually looking forward to Fu Xingye's father. It's just that one incident at the airport that broke this child's heart.
Thinking of this, Nie Changhuan's already exhausted heart became even more sour, and tears almost rolled out again.
She remembered what had happened recently, and in the end, in order to be good, she gave up the idea of driving Fu Xingye away directly, and took Hao Hao's hand and went directly into the villa.
Fu Xingye naturally followed, but Nie Changhuan took it up to the second floor, and Fu Xingye only stood in the main hall.
Now that Liu Feifei is no longer here, no one greets Fu Xingye as warmly as she does, and Xia Guo and Aunt Su didn't even come out to greet him.
In the upstairs bedroom, Nie Changhuan sat down on the edge of the bed with a good hand, looked down at his daughter, and raised his hand to pinch her face, only to find that Haohao, who had been keeping his head down, was wet on his face.
Well, since I was three years old, I basically don't cry much.
Nie Changhuan's heart jumped, and he hurriedly squatted down to look at her: "What's wrong?" ”
He stubbornly wiped away his tears and shook his head as he looked away.
She said, "I'm fine, Mommy. But her voice was soothing.
Nie Changhuan opened his mouth, wanting to ask something, but in the end he really didn't know how to speak, so he had to say: "Okay, my mother and uncle will always be with you." ”
Nodding well, but the tiny fingers of a pair of small hands twisted together.
Nie Changhuan grabbed her hand and shouted in a trembling voice: "Okay." ”
looked up at her well, her big eyes were full of the same loss as Fu Xingye just now.
She pursed her lips and couldn't hold back, and when the tears rolled down like beans, she asked softly, "Does he not like me?" That's why you don't want me? ”
As soon as she finished asking, Nie Changhuan's tears rolled down.
She couldn't answer for a while, and she couldn't stop her tears, so she turned her head and covered her eyes with her hands, crying silently.
He got off the bed, gently hugged her head, and softly called out "Mommy." ”
Nie Changhuan hurriedly wiped away her tears, but the more tears she wiped, she just hugged it and let herself cry like this.
In the past five years, she has never cried so presumptuously, she has always been hard-hearted, and nothing seems to affect her to take care of the baby and her career.
After all, she is a little girl, and when she saw her mother crying like this, she cried too.
Fu Xingye stood outside the hidden door, listening to the cries of one big and one small, his heart seemed to be repeatedly crushed by a hot soldering iron, and the pain was scorched.
He leaned sideways against the wall, trying to tilt his face up a little as he closed his eyes, but tears still rolled down the corners of his eyes. But he didn't have time to care any more, so he raised his hand to cover the position of his heart and exhaled softly.
And in the room, Nie Changhuan also barely recovered.
After helping her wipe away the tears on her face, when she saw Nie Changhuan looking at her, she immediately grinned and showed a well-behaved and sweet smile.
She whispered softly, "Mommy, we won't cry anymore, okay?" ”
But Nie Changhuan laughed because of her, and tears rolled down again.
But this time she didn't tolerate herself patronizing and crying, and tried to smile and said: "In the past, my mother didn't handle it well, I thought that as long as our family was good, as long as we had me and my uncle, we could live a good life." But my mother forgot that all children have parents and want to be accompanied by their parents. ”
opened his mouth well, wanting to comfort Nie Changhuan, but Nie Changhuan pinched her little face, deepened his smile, and made his tone gentler: "But okay, before you were born, he didn't know that there was another you in this world." Back then, it was because my mother was going to find my grandmother and uncle, so I left alone, and then after giving birth to you, my mother didn't come back because of some things. ”
"So......" Nie Changhuan paused and considered the wording, "So, okay, whether he likes you or not, my mother doesn't know, you have to rely on yourself to find the answer to this matter." ”
nodded as if she didn't understand, but in an instant, she lowered her head in a little frustration and said, "But there are already other children in his family, and I saw it at the airport that day." That little baby is still so young, I'd better give my dad to him first. ”
Nie Changhuan was slightly stunned, not only because he heard the word dad from Haohao's mouth for the first time, but also because of Haohao's last sentence.
A child's world is simple and pure.
From Nie Changhuan's selfishness, she naturally felt sorry for her daughter. But in the matter of education, Nie Changhuan doesn't want to indoctrinate directly, and the education he received abroad before is also advocating self-thinking.
But as a mother, Nie Changhuan still couldn't appreciate this kind of thinking, she just said: "As long as you think clearly about what difficulties you will encounter in doing this and can accept these difficulties, you can make your own decisions." ”
Although Hao Hao is not the kind of particularly lively and outgoing personality, he grew up in a foreign environment, and he is also good at and accustomed to expressing himself, which is completely opposite to Liu Zheng.
She pursed her small mouth, thought for a few seconds, and then said with some grievances: "But I still want my own father." ”
Nie Changhuan lowered her eyes, and then raised her face slightly, the emotions in her heart almost suffocated her.
But in front of Haohao, she still kept smiling: "Then what should we do if we are ready to do it?" Need help from your mom? ”
Nodding well, he shook his head again: "I don't know, Mommy, I really don't know." ”
"It's okay, we can think about it slowly. But you have to remember that when you need your mom to help you, you have to tell mom, you know? ”
nodded well, hugged Nie Changhuan again, and rubbed the side of her face: "Thank you, Mommy, can we keep him first tonight?" ”
Nie Changhuan smiled bitterly in a place where he couldn't see it, but finally nodded: "Okay." ”
Hao Hao exhaled as if relieved, but in a blink of an eye, he rubbed Nie Changhuan's face with his soft face: "But Mommy, will this make you sad?" ”
Nie Changhuan curled his lips, and his heart was warm.
She pinched her good face and said softly: "As long as you love your mother all the time, your mother will not be sad." ”
"I'll love Mommy forever." After a good pause, "And uncle, I will always love my uncle." ”
Outside the door, Fu Xingye had already quietly gone downstairs in embarrassment after Nie Changhuan answered the good question fairly.
When Nie Changhuan took him downstairs, Fu Xingye's figure was hidden in a dim corner, and after taking a good look, his eyes immediately turned a little red.
She looked up at Nie Changhuan and said in a muffled voice: "Mommy, we ignored him just now, is he leaving?" ”
Fu Xingye originally didn't plan to come out, but as soon as he heard this, he immediately took two steps towards the bright place uncontrollably, although he realized something and immediately paused his figure, Nie Changhuan and Hao Hao still saw him immediately.
The moment his eyes met, Nie Changhuan's heart trembled inexplicably, and his eyes widened slightly to see clearly, but Fu Xingye quickly turned his head and lowered his eyes. His eyes were red, and his sockets were still water-stained.
Well, because he was still short and was blocked by the green plants next to the stairs, he saw Nie Changhuan looking over there, so he let go of Nie Changhuan's hand and ran two steps to the side, grabbed the railing and looked over there, and saw Fu Xingye standing there, his eyes lit up.
But she didn't run towards Fu Xingye, nor did she call him, but pursed her mouth, as if nothing had happened, she returned to Nie Changhuan's side and took Nie Changhuan's hand.
Nie Changhuan was still immersed in the shocked and confused emotions just now, and he looked down at her only after being held by the hand.
didn't like to hide his emotions, so he raised his head and winked at Nie Changhuan, and then smiled secretly.
Looking at his daughter's happy and satisfied appearance, Nie Changhuan suddenly left all his love and hatred behind, and no longer thought about the reason for Fu Xingye's expression just now.
She took her good hand downstairs, and saw that Aunt Su was already putting dishes and chopsticks on the dining table, so she didn't hesitate and called "Fu Xingye".
Fu Xingye slowly raised his head and walked slowly towards the mother and daughter.
Nie Changhuan saw that he moved, so he took him to the table and sat down first.
Fu Xingye followed, but Nie Changhuan didn't speak, Fu Xingye stood for a while, inexplicably a little restrained, and did not sit down.
Glance at him secretly, her large, round eyes blinked, and then she pulled back the chair beside her as if nothing had happened.
Nie Changhuan, who was originally planning to let Fu Xingye sit down, pursed his lips and pretended not to see it.
"......" Fu Xing's ambition was bumped, inexplicably nervous and excited, and after coughing lightly, he silently sat on the dining chair next to him.
When he did it, he couldn't help but glance at his daughter, and happened to see the corners of his daughter's lips that were slightly curled but trying to tense.
Fu Xingye hooked his lips together for no reason, and he didn't control it well, and laughed lightly.
Hao Hao immediately tightened his mouth, stretched out a serious look, and said to Nie Changhuan: "Mommy, my uncle was invited by the teacher to participate in the drill of the English original recitation competition today, and he won't go home for dinner." ”
Nie Changhuan raised his eyes to look at his daughter, but his daughter had already lowered her head again, concentrating on the orderly placement of the dishes and chopsticks in front of her, so Nie Changhuan could only swallow the sentence raw: "Didn't you already tell me about this on WeChat before?" He only hummed: "Then we won't wait for him." ”
Hao quietly exhaled, and glanced at Fu Xingye secretly. But this time she didn't dare to look at Fu Xingye's face, so she lowered her eyes and looked at the side, and only saw Fu Xingye's legs.
I couldn't help but say silently in my heart: "Baba's legs are so long." ”
At the dinner table, there was an eerie silence again.
Fortunately, Aunt Su quickly came out with the dishes, and shouted at Xia Guo to come down to eat, and after a while, Xia Guo, who was wearing glasses and holding a book, also came downstairs.
Nie Changhuan and Hao Hao breathed a sigh of relief in their hearts at the same time, and Fu Xingye was no exception, his shoulders and back, which had been tight, were a little relaxed.
After this period of time, Xia Guo and Aunt Su barely guessed the past of Nie Changhuan and Fu Xingye, plus Fu Xingye was always here before, so Aunt Su and Xia Guo actually had a grudge against Fu Xingye in their hearts, although they didn't dare to belittle him openly, but they didn't deliberately take care of him, so this meal, Fu Xingye was quite non-existent.
Finally managed to finish the meal, Nie Changhuan asked Aunt Su to help Fu Xingye clean up the guest room, and he would go upstairs to the studio. Since he was accepted by Yan Xiaofeng during the Thundercloud Period and taken abroad to teach, Sha Rong lacked a cadre and his income naturally decreased a lot, but Nie Changhuan still owed him three paintings.
And at present, she has no clue about finding Liu Feifei, so she has to settle down and solve the work problem first, after all, there is still a large family waiting for her to feed.
By the time her work came to an end, Hao Hao had already taken a shower and gone to bed under Xia Guo's little care.
The whole villa was exceptionally quiet.
Nie Changhuan subconsciously walked a few steps to the guest room, and saw that the door of the guest room was closed, presumably Fu Xingye was also asleep.
Nie Changhuan breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably, turned around and walked to her bedroom, pinching her eyebrows as she walked, so it wasn't until she was about to walk to the door of her room that she found Fu Xingye standing at the door.
Leaning against her door, to be precise, she looked like she had no bones on her body.
And his face was full of playful smiles, presumably seeing all the ways she had sneaked to the guest room to peek just now.
"......" is not embarrassed, it is a lie. But at this time, Nie Changhuan only had a tense expression.
She was cold: "Aunt Su didn't clean up the guest room for you, you need to stand here in the middle of the night?" ”
Fu Xingye slowly put away the banter on his face and stood up straight.
He lifted his watch and looked at the time: "You often work so late?" ”
Nie Changhuan ignored him and motioned him to get out of the way with his eyes.
Fu Xingye was very obedient and obediently moved a few steps to the side.
But Nie Changhuan didn't dare to open the door and go in for a while, and inexplicably recalled the "hug" between the two on the side of the road during the day.
Thinking that Fu Xingye, a well-dressed beast, was still uncontrollable on the side of the road, and now standing at the door of her room in the middle of the night, I am afraid that there is nothing in his mind that can be seen at this moment.
If he is strong, there are children and other people at home, and she will not dare to make a fuss.
At this moment, she suddenly noticed the difference in physical strength between men and women, and she was suddenly a little afraid of him.