142 Tired

Because the little boy deliberately stopped and stared at him.

Fu Xingye lowered his eyes to look at him, and was slightly stunned when he saw his appearance, and then his heart beat loudly, and something seemed to explode in his head with a bang.

He froze in place.

The little boy was still staring up at him, taking in all his reactions.

Fu Xingye unconsciously took a step towards him, but his steps were vain.

He opened his mouth, wanting to ask something, but in the end he didn't make a sound, but his eyes didn't even dare to blink.

When the little boy saw him like this, he seemed to take a step back guardedly, and then he was led away by the woman who followed him.

When Fu Xingye came back to his senses, he had already followed a few people back to Nie Changhuan's hospital room.

The little boy glanced back at him before entering the ward, and Fu Xingye immediately took a step forward, but the little boy seemed to just glance at random, and quickly withdrew his gaze and entered the ward.

Fu Xingye chased after him, but when he walked to the door, he suddenly didn't dare to go in again, so he stood at the door with his fists clenched, tilted his head slightly and closed his eyes.

His heartbeat was still beating violently.

Immediately after, Nie Changhuan's voice came from the ward.

Fu Xingye seemed to hear her shouting "Zheng'er", and his heartbeat stopped instantly.

But then the little boy said, "Sister, you are hiding it from us. ”

Fu Xingye suddenly heard this "sister", and instantly recalled that Nie Changhuan disappeared with Liu Yi in about daylight...... Brother.

His heart, like a train speeding forward in a tunnel, thought that it would soon be bathed in light again, but there was a violent crash, and everything was shattered into slag, and he was buried again in the dark tunnel, never to get out again.

Fu Xingye took a step back, the pain of his back hitting the wall made him sober up a little.

He stood in place for a while, and when he stood up straight again and strode towards the elevator, he pulled his lips hard, but he didn't even squeeze out a wry smile, his heart was full of the child who belonged to him five years ago, the child who was taken away by Nie Changhuan without hesitation.

When he saw the boy who looked so similar to Nie Changhuan just now, he still thought, he still thought...... Thought it was......

Fu Xingye's heart hurt violently again, and when he walked to the elevator entrance, he bent over because he couldn't bear the pain.

Deep in the chest, it was as if a wild beast was dying, tearing and scratching the internal organs.

His eyes slowly turned scarlet, and he didn't realize what he was doing until he slammed his fist into the wall.

He ...... again Out of control.

……

In the ward, Nie Changhuan looked at Liu Zheng, who was sitting on the sofa alone, and looked at Xia Guo for help.

Xia Guo shrugged his shoulders and said that he couldn't help it: "It's not just Liu Zheng who is angry, even I am angry." Huan, we are family, but you never show us your fragile side, in your words, this is the outside, it makes us very sad! ”

Xia Guo will not beat around the bush, no matter how sensual and sensational the words are, they will be directly expressed.

Nie Changhuan was introverted, especially after the tempering in the past few years, she was even introverted and even cold, so in the face of Xia Guo's words, she could only apologize weakly: "I'm sorry, I just don't want you to worry." ”

"You should tell us the facts, as for whether you want to worry about it, whether it will affect us because of worry, that's our business, and you don't need to think about it for us!"

Xia Guo had no father and no mother, and after meeting Nie Changhuan in Fu Xingye's manor, he later went to the hospital to try to be a nurse, and then happened to meet Liu Zheng, who was only three months old at the time, whose mother was missing, and then met Nie Changhuan who came to find Liu Zheng.

So when Nie Changhuan offered to hire her to help take care of Liu Zheng, she felt that this was a fate given by God, so she agreed without hesitation.

Later, Nie Changhuan returned to China, and Xia Guo was alone anyway, and he happily followed.

At first, Nie Changhuan had no money, and she and Nie Changhuan also lived in a rental house together for nearly two years. In that year, Nie Changhuan almost never bought personal belongings, and all the money was spent on raising a house, children, and her Xia Guo.

Fortunately, her own language ability is the most amazing, so she has a more prosperous life in China. Especially although Nie Changhuan hired her, after Liu Zheng started going to school, Nie Changhuan also paid for her to learn some crafts, and she met many friends because of this.

Nie Changhuan is a friend and a benefactor to her, better than family.

So at this moment, after Liu Zheng picked the head, it was Xia Guo who was the most angry.

Liu Zheng was originally sitting on the sofa sulking, which showed that Xia Guo was complaining about Nie Changhuan, he glanced at Nie Changhuan's sorry appearance, then stood up and said to Xia Guo: "Sister Xia Xia, you go buy some fruit for my sister, is it okay?" ”

He had observed just now that there was nothing to eat in Nie Changhuan's ward.

But in fact, Fu Xingye either bought meals and fruits in person every day, or he also had to let Peng Jiangzhou prepare them carefully. It's just that according to Fu Xingye's habits, if Nie Changhuan didn't eat it at that time, he would just throw it away and buy it fresher next time.

took Xia Guo away, Aunt Su went to the toilet and didn't come out yet, Liu Zheng was a stuffy gourd, Nie Changhuan had no choice but to hand him out: "Zheng'er, come to my sister." ”

Liu Zheng looked at Nie Changhuan's bandaged calf covered with thick gauze outside the quilt, and still walked to her obediently.

Nie Changhuan held his hand, his eyes were a little sour, and he said softly, "Thank you for defending me in front of Xia Guo when you are so angry." ”

Liu Zheng was a little awkward, and said in a muffled voice: "I didn't have it." ”

Nie Changhuan chuckled: "Okay, okay, our Zheng'er is the coldest, if you don't have it, you won't have it." But Zheng'er, Sister Xia Guo also cares about me. ”

Nie Changhuan only said half of what he said, and it was just a reminder, after all, Liu Zheng was only five years old, and he was still a little kid who didn't know how to be human.

Liu Zheng nodded, indicating that he knew.

Nie Changhuan rubbed the top of his stuffy brother's hair distressedly, looked at his always lowered eyebrows, his heart was astringent, but he still couldn't hold back, and said, "Zheng'er, do you remember what I told you?" Although you don't have a father and mother, your sister will become your support and will never leave you or leave you, so our Zheng'er should be carefree every day and be the happiest and heartless child, okay? ”

Liu Zheng didn't even nod his head this time, and he didn't know where to look with his eyes down, but said: "Sister, the teacher said that I am the smartest child in the kindergarten, and I will definitely have a future in the future." ”

Nie Changhuan almost burst into tears, thinking that Liu Zheng was afraid that he would dislike him.

But Liu Zheng raised his head, raised his little hand to hold her wrist, and said seriously: "So sister, you don't have to work so hard." If you want to sleep in, if you want to go shopping and watch dramas like other children's mothers, you can do it. I can take care of myself, and I can take care of it. ”

Nie Changhuan didn't know when he had blurred his tears, and the tiredness that was originally hidden in the depths of his bones was inexplicably poked out by this little guy's words.

She raised her hand to wipe away her tears with the back of her hand, and nodded solemnly to Liu Zheng: "I believe in our Zheng'er, our Zheng'er is the best." ”

Liu Zheng glanced at the tears on the back of her hand, couldn't hold back it, but still went to the side to get a tissue, carefully wiped the tears on the back of her hand, and took two more tissues and stuffed them into Nie Changhuan's hand.

Nie Changhuan suddenly cried and laughed again: Liu Zheng's cleanliness habit doesn't know where it came from. Although Liu Yi loves cleanliness, it has not reached the level of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

When Nie Changhuan wiped his tears with a tissue, Liu Zheng suddenly said, "I just met an uncle at the elevator entrance. ”

Nie Changhuan didn't care: "Is it the uncle you know?" ”

Liu Zheng shook his head, but then said, "That uncle looks very similar to Haohao. ”

While speaking, Liu Zheng kept staring at Nie Changhuan.

Nie Changhuan's action of wiping his tears stopped, but his expression and tone were not shocked, and he even smiled: "Well, everyone may look very similar to strangers, this is not surprising." A few days ago, I met a college student who looked very similar to me. ”

Liu Zheng quieted down, and just when Nie Changhuan thought he had let this matter go, he suddenly asked again: "Sister, you have never told her father well." ”

Nie Changhuan's expression showed a crack, and she calmed down slightly and looked at Liu Zheng: "Zheng'er, when you grow up, my sister will explain these things to you, okay?" The only task for you and Hao Hao now is to study hard and grow up happily and healthily. ”

Liu Zheng's round but calm big eyes blinked, recalling that he asked himself before, "Why do other children have fathers, but she and her uncle don't have fathers", he originally wanted to say it to Nie Changhuan, but he felt that Nie Changhuan seemed to be trying to hide his emotions now, and he knew that Nie Changhuan didn't like this topic very much, so he secretly decided not to mention it again, so in the end he nodded obediently.

"Zheng'er, with me growing up with you, you can grow up very happily and happily. My sister will definitely do it, believe my sister, okay? "In the past five years, Nie Changhuan, except for Sharong and the thundercloud period, can be said to be helpless in terms of relatives, and only she knows best how helpless and difficult this kind of day is. So in the future, she will definitely not let Liu Zhenghe live this kind of life again.

And Liu Zheng is a boy, in order for Liu Zheng to live a better life in the future, she has to save money for him to enjoy a better education, and even buy him a house, marry a wife and have children, etc., Nie Changhuan has planned many times.

"Okay." After Liu Zheng finished speaking, he changed the topic, "Sister, when can you be discharged from the hospital?" How did your foot hurt, did it hurt badly? ”

Nie Changhuan looked at his legs, and naturally he didn't tell Liu Zheng what the doctor said that he might leave scars and might be painful when the seasons changed, but only said: "In addition to the pain, the rest just need to recuperate slowly." And the doctor said that in a few days I would be discharged and go home. ”

Liu Zheng's eyes lit up, and he asked in a low voice: "Sister, will you stay at home for a while longer after you go home this time?" ”

Nie Changhuan hesitated, then nodded.

Take advantage of this time for her to take a good rest.

She doesn't remember that she hadn't taken a break in a few years, and it seemed that she was always working and on the go.

This time, she really didn't have the strength.

……

Fu Xingye lost his soul all the way to the group, only to find that he was sitting in the office and it was Chen Xinlan.

Five years have passed, Chen Xinlan's hair is almost completely white, and her eyes, which were originally full of brilliance, reveal a tiredness that cannot be concealed.

Seeing Fu Xingye coming in, Chen Xinlan put down the business newspaper in his hand: "I'm back." ”

Fu Xingye glanced at the business newspaper she put on the table: "You are an artist, what are you doing with these?" ”

"I don't look at this, I don't take the initiative to learn this, how can I know if you are living a good life, are you fooling me casually again?" Chen Xinlan looked at the bruises on Fu Xingye's face that had not completely subsided, shook her head and sighed, "Xingye, grandma is old, and she can't control you for a few years." ”

Fu Xingye, who was taking off his suit jacket, was stunned, his throat was instantly bitter, and then he continued to take off his coat slowly and methodically and put it on the back of the chair, and only smiled when he sat down on the office chair: "You have a long life, it's too early to say these words." ”

Chen Xinlan couldn't laugh, thinking about all the things that his grandson had done in the past few years, and he was really worried that if he really died, he would definitely ignore the complete misconduct.

Her grandson, used to be bold and reckless, so he looked like a madman who didn't even care about his life, and it was still like that on the surface in the past few years, but in fact, only she knew that he had no head, no goal in life, so he was slack off on life and everything, and he was tired of this world.

Chen Xinlan stood up and slowly walked to Fu Xingye behind the wide desk: "Xingye, you used to be willing to say a few words to your grandmother when you had something, but now in your heart, is it no longer important to even me, my grandmother?" ”

Fu Xingye leaned back in the office chair, lowered his eyebrows, and said, "Don't think so. ”

Chen Xinlan looked at him like this, her heart twisted slightly, and she felt that the Fu Xingye she saw this time seemed to be more world-weary than the last time, and there was an indescribable sense of sadness and loneliness all over her body.

Chen Xinlan knew that no matter how she asked him, it would always be those few words that relieved her, so she simply asked the others: "I heard from the people in the secretary's office that you haven't come back in the past few days, and the senior management of all parties in the group has a lot of opinions about you......"

"Something has happened these days." Fu Xingye knew that Chen Xinlan was afraid that he would mess around in this position, and he was worried that he would fall badly in the future, but he was not impatient at all, and still comforted Chen Xinlan with the words he had said countless times in the past, "Don't worry, no one dares to touch me, I know it in my heart." ”

After a pause, he suddenly laughed abruptly: "Moreover, Chu Yan is now my serious wife." ”

At the mention of Chu Yan, Chen Xinlan raised her hand uncontrollably and rubbed her temples.

After kneading, she turned to look at the gray sky outside the floor-to-ceiling window: "This whale city is always extremely cold in winter. It's as if no matter where you stand or stay, your body won't be hot. ”

"Especially in this year's courtyard, the houses are also older, and the scenery is also old, so it will be even more difficult to get rid of this day."

When she suddenly said this, it sounded like the old lady was feeling sorry for herself because she was too lonely, but Fu Xingye not only didn't comfort her, but also sank her face.

Chen Xinlan turned her head to look at him, and sure enough, she met him with a pair of cold eyes.

Chen Xinlan's heart ached, but she didn't swallow what she wanted to say: "Xingye, no matter what happened back then, that child is yours after all." Grandma can't bear to ...... your flesh and blood."

"I'll have you sent back." Fu Xingye picked up his mobile phone and called Peng Jiangzhou without hesitation, "Come in and escort the old lady back to the courtyard." ”

Chen Xinlan knew that once this topic was mentioned, it would be this situation, but she didn't react much.

When Peng Jiangzhou came in, Chen Xinlan bent down to take the handbag he had placed on the sofa, and looked sideways at Fu Xingye from a distance: "No matter what means she used, how vicious he is, but Xingye, the child is innocent." You can't ruin your child's life because of a grudge between you adults. ”

"Old lady! You ......" Fu Xingye stood up suddenly, his eyes already red.

Chen Xinlan turned her head away from him, but still categorically interrupted him: "I don't want you to worry about the child's affairs, I just came to tell you today, since I can raise you, I can also take this child to my side and raise it." I can't control and don't want to care about you and Chu Yan's affairs, but I'm going to make up my mind about this child. ”

Fu Xingye stood without saying a word.

Chen Xinlan continued: "Chu Yan had a difficult birth two days ago, and he gave birth to a boy by caesarean section. Xingye, grandma doesn't ask you for anything else, you, who are fathers, should also go to the hospital to see the child. ”

Fu Xingye snorted coldly.

Chen Xinlan had a headache, but she had always been kind-hearted: "I know that you hate Chu Yan in your heart, and grandma doesn't like her, but it's still the same sentence, grandma wants you to go and see that child." Grandma has never asked you for anything in her life, but she has told you from the experience of those who have come before that there is nothing more important in this world than the relationship between father and son by blood. I don't want you to regret it in the future when you think back to your current ruthlessness. ”

At this point, Chen Xinlan didn't say any more, and walked out of Fu Xingye's office with her handbag.

Peng Jiangzhou escorted the old lady all the way into the elevator, and when the elevator went down, Chen Xinlan glanced at Peng Jiangzhou with a smile: "During this time, you have been running around in the hospital alone and taking care of several people, and it has been hard. Although young, pay attention to the body. When you reach my age, it's too late to regret it. ”

"It's not hard, it's not hard, it's just some small things like going through the formalities and buying food, and it's not bothersome." Peng Jiangzhou remembered that Fu Xingye had a cold face to the old lady for the first time in his history, and was worried that the old lady would feel uncomfortable, so he comforted, "Mr. Fu has encountered a lot of troubles recently, so he is impulsive in talking and doing things, don't take it to heart." ”

"I know that." Chen Xinlan turned her head to look at him, and suddenly changed her words, "So who is the person Xingye asked you to take care of?" ”

Peng Jiangzhou's heart was excited, and then he realized that the old lady cared about herself just now, and she was playing her own words.