Chapter 136: Through the camera, dig into the past

At this moment, He Niannian suddenly didn't know what to say, the two looked at each other, and there was nowhere to hide from sadness, He Niannian couldn't help crying and said, "She won't blame you!" How could she be willing to blame you? ”

The two sat face to face, silent for a long time, He Jiawen's face was pale, and his eyes were even redder, if sadness can be with the air, then He Jiawen's sadness is enough to fill the entire Guangdong City!

He Jiawen got up slowly and took Hehee from He Niannian, his heart was empty, only Hee Hee was in his arms, he could breathe normally, he muttered, "I miss her so much." ”

He Niannian didn't hold back for a moment, tears rolled down directly from her eyes, she quickly reached out to wipe it, and then couldn't help but reach out to cover her mouth, not wanting to let herself cry out loud, she cried like a helpless child, this is her own and personal hearing of his heart, about her heart.

At this moment, He Niannian didn't think about anything, she walked up to He Jiawen, opened her arms, hugged him gently, and cried and said to him: "Handsome brother, cry out, no one will laugh at you if no one sees it, you will feel better if you cry." ”

He Niannian hugged him, such a tall person, but he was so pitiful, tears fell on his shoulders, He Niannian patted his back, like coaxing a child. He Jiawen frowned tightly in her arms, a handsome face was used to expressionlessness, but those eyes were extremely clear and painful.

Finally, He Jiawen closed his eyes in pain and cried. This is the first time he has cried in front of people, his whole body is trembling, He Niannian hugged him hard, he was really afraid that he would fall down if he couldn't stand it, Hehe was sleeping unsteadily in his arms, He Jiawen put him next to his seat, wanting him to sleep more comfortably.

may be sad to the extreme, He Jiawen raised his hand and hugged He Niannian back, very hard, tightening his arms inch by inch, suffocating He Niannian, but He Niannian didn't move, didn't say anything, let him hold it, let him vent his pain, otherwise he would drive himself crazy.

In the quiet private room, there was a deep sobbing voice from He Jiawen, the two hugged each other, and they no longer knew who was supporting whom, maybe snuggling with each other could resist this overwhelming sadness.

After crying for a long time, He Jiawen's arm hung down weakly, He Niannian sensibly withdrew from this embrace, He Jiawen sat there in despair, with tears on his face, his eyes were empty and helpless, his hand reached into his pocket, took out his mobile phone, and said with a self-deceptive smile: "Miss He, I made you laugh today, do you know why I am so painful?" ”

He Niannian silently shed tears, she knew, she knew why he was so painful, but she could only shake her head silently.

He Jiawen handed her the phone, and there was a video on the screen, "I didn't accompany her personally, I didn't accompany her, but I saw her go with my own eyes, sadly, I saw it through the video recording of the camera, she must blame me, she must blame me!" ”

He Niannian's throat choked to the point of pain, like being tied to death, she was afraid that it would go on like this, and the result of the two of them was another hug and crying, so she tried to hold back her tears, took the phone, and clicked on the video.

What a heart-wrenching past it was, and it was also a time when He Niannian was not very clear, because at that time, when she was dying, she didn't know anything.

In the video, a large group of doctors and nurses rushed into the ward, some people surrounded He Jiawen, some people surrounded He Jiawen, He Niannian could hardly see the people on the hospital bed, and as far as the eye could see, it was full of busy doctors and nurses.

At this time, He Jiawen, who was lying on the hospital bed, never thought that she would meet He Jiawen again in another capacity in the future, and He Jiawen at this time didn't know that the girl he met again was his former wife, but he rejected her thousands of miles away in a reticent attitude!

Not long after, a group of doctors and nurses methodically pushed away He Jiawen's hospital bed, and the original position was vacated by a large block, and the ward was already very large, which seemed to be much more depressed this time.

The doctor on He Jiawen's side is racing against time to perform a cesarean section. After the operation, a child was put into the incubator by some of the doctors and nurses, He Niannian remembered, at that time I don't know whether it was the so-called return to the light or what, in short, she woke up at that moment, she saw her child soberly, so small and beautiful, and so... Wretched.

When Hee Hee was pushed away along with the incubator, a large crowd poured into the ward, and one of the doctors took off his mask and said, "We did our best, and then we can only resign ourselves to the fate of God, everyone... Be mentally prepared. ”

Mrs. He stood at the front, her feet were weak at that time, and He Peihao and Feng Huili supported her left and right. He Jiawen on the hospital bed angrily explained her last words, "Grandma, Dad, Mom, Jia Xuan, right... I'm sorry to help me take care of my family and children. ”

"Jiaqi, please take care of my brother, Brother Min wants to take care of... Take care of Sister Lu and... T Bao, Chang Wei has to take care of the winter... Winter, Shaojie and Qing Nan, finding... Find a girlfriend and remember... Remember to tell me..."

"Jiawen, after I'm gone, when Hee Hee grows up... Sensible, you tell him, I... I love him and I love his dad! ”

"I... I'm tired, I can't be with you anymore! ”

After He Jiawen said these words intermittently, she slowly closed her eyes, and everyone was frightened, thinking that she was leaving like this, but He Jiawen's chest was still slightly undulating, and she fell into a coma again.

Everyone in the ward was crying, including the doctors and nurses, some were heartbreaking, some were hoarse, and some were silently cutting flesh.

He Jiaxuan rushed forward and wanted to hold her hand, but her hands were full of wounds and ointment, this feeling of looking at it clearly, but not being able to hold it, was like you wanted to keep her but how to keep her, especially helpless!

Mrs. He almost staggered forward, holding on to the side of the bed, she looked at He Jiawen and cried and said, "Girl, don't sleep, don't sleep!" Don't be afraid, grandma is here to talk to you, wake up, talk to grandma......"

Feng Huili was paralyzed on the side of the bed, she opened her arms while crying, and stopped at a distance of ten centimeters, He Jiawen's body was not only a burn wound, but also a wound that had just been cut into the abdomen, and she couldn't really hold her, so she could only hug her in such a warm and careful way.

Feng Huili sobbed and said: "Child, don't blame Mom, Mom knows that you are insecure, Mom also wants to hug you tightly, let you feel my strong embrace, and when you are well, Mom must hug you hard..."

He Peihao wrapped his hands around Feng Huili's waist, afraid that she would lose control and press He Jiawen, his red eyes were full of red tears, no matter how many tears gushed out, they couldn't dilute the red in his eyes.

Deng Jiaqi's heart was like a knife, crying loudly, hot tears gushed out, she grabbed Lin Sen's clothes, the clothes were torn, Lin Sen frowned, hugged her tightly, and big tears rolled down silently.

Zhang Lu's eyes were hazy, he buried his head in Jin Shaomin's arms, biting his chest tightly, Jin Shaomin endured the pain, how could the pain in his chest offset the pain in his heart, he instinctively patted Zhang Lu's back, choked and said, "Xiaowen is fine." ”

Li Dongdong's whole person was trembling, he couldn't stand steadily, everything in front of him was blurry, the only thing he could see clearly was in his mind, that scene and He Jiawen's past, there were Shangcheng, Yuecheng, school, home, and SM Music Bar, those bits and pieces from childhood to adulthood, there was no hospital, she didn't believe it was true, she really didn't want to believe it,

Sheng Changwei's forehead was flushed, and he shook Li Dongdong vigorously, "Dongdong, what's wrong with you?" ”

Li Dongdong closed her eyes and let hot tears pour out from under her eyelashes, she seemed to have used all her strength, and at this moment she poured on Sheng Changwei, Sheng Changwei let her be pierced in front of her in pain, and her pain couldn't be dissolved, except for crying, there was nothing she could do!

Jin Shaojie and Sheng Qingnan stood in place and did not move, both of them were silently shedding tears, with the same pain in their hearts, hoping that this was just a nightmare, and when He Jiawen opened her eyes again, once the nightmare passed, tomorrow's sun would be warmer than today's. Human nature is like this, in the face of death, they like to deceive themselves and others, hoping that fate can run as they want.

Lu Wenjing hid in the corner, Yu Lei helped him, and he was also in tears, Lu Wenjing thought in his heart, if this is an irreversible sadness, he can't be spared, what can he do to save He Jiawen, who is about to die, and He Jiawen, who just woke up and didn't know? ?

Everyone was immersed in sadness, the curve on the ECG instrument suddenly changed from beating to a straight line, and all the people in the ward, after a few seconds of slowing down, all heard the sound of the machine, like a sledgehammer, which broke everyone's hearts, and also knocked He Jiawen's heart outside the video at this moment.

He Jiawen raised his hands and propped them on the coffee table, his face was buried in his hands, his shoulders were trembling slightly, He Niannian knew that he was crying again, there was no crying, he turned all his sadness into forbearance and depression. The sound of the electrocardiogram machine was like a magic spell, and every time he looked at it, his heart died.

He Niannian paused the video, her heart hurt very much, a heart was torn in half, half was painful for the past, half was painful for the present, her pain was double, He Niannian felt that she was dead again, her soul was tortured and was about to go out of her body, but she couldn't say all this, she could only reach out and pat He Jiawen's shoulder, choked up and said: "Handsome brother, don't be like this..., she has worked hard, she has tried her best to survive!" ”