Zhong Sansan pursed his lips and said, "I can understand." ”

Hate?

It's really hateful, the other party is the most powerful pusher to push himself into the abyss.

But did she mean it?

No, all Li Taoyuan's malice towards himself is in a state of mental uncertainty.

It's not like those people in the dormitory, who have malice for the sake of malice, and find an excuse to beat or scold his classmates, but the decision he has to make under mental distress, not the malice he wants to exert in his heart.

It's just that if you want to make such a bad mood, how can you do it easily, the hurt in your heart is even a shadow shrouded in life.

I had no choice but to move out of a low-cost dormitory, looking for an inexplicable neighborhood to live in, and I was paid with points after the fact to support my daily expenses, how ridiculous this kind of thing was.

Really willing to confiscate so many sins, just because the other party is mentally unstable, who wants such a thing? Who will be happy?

How to blame this, complex emotions keep wandering, after all, they collide with each other, bringing a little melancholy.

Li Taoyuan quietly leaned on the side and said softly, "From a very young age, I can feel a little unspeakable existence, circulating around me, but it is difficult to see the real face, with the passage of time, it seems that I have become accustomed to some unspeakable positions." ”

Zhong Sannian listened to the sound and his heart fluttered for a while, raised his eyes slightly, looked at the other party's face, and seemed to have some voices quietly beating drums in his heart.

What is an ineffable being?

Are there people in the same situation as yourself? No, it should be said that it is even more painful than yourself, and what you encounter seems to be as calm as a wave?

No, she has taken the wrong path, and she has explored the outside world, and the brilliance is radiant, so it is relatively ordinary to say that she has been threatened by her life a few times.

And what does the other party seem to have experienced? Is it really the same? Or is it a fantasy born of trauma in the spiritual world?

Li Taoyuan said: "I have been floating around, and my world is always a parallel line, I always know that there will be some inexplicable existence, but I have never really experienced that I am far away, so I can know, but I am far from approaching, until I enter the campus......"

Her voice was a little choked, swallowed deeply in her throat, her eyes tossed slightly, and her voice was shaky: "Suddenly, there was a wind-like force around me, unable to break free and unable to speak, deeply involved in the choice, but I couldn't see what it was." ”

"Wind?"

Zhong Sansan's heart trembled slightly, and his hand was still stained with the taste of fresh fragrance on his cheeks.

Just now, the moment the door was opened, an indescribable crack rolled in, swaying through itself, but leaving no trace in other directions.

It's just two or three steps away, and the little pendant hanging on the door of the dormitory hasn't fluttered for half a moment, can it be that kind of existence?

Li Taoyuan nodded lightly, and the bitterness in his words couldn't even be really covered up by himself, "Yes, I was walking by the woods, and somehow, a gust of wind blew in a daze, and I couldn't shake off the ...... if I kept standing by my side."

When she said this, she felt a bit absurd, shook her head helplessly, and said bitterly, "You must not believe it, but only if you are willing to listen to my words, just listen to my nagging." ”

Zhong Sannian passed through the railing and gently touched the other party's exposed hand.

Li Taoyuan said: "The gust of wind has been wrapping around me, blowing and blowing around me constantly, and I listen to the sound of hula, which rings quickly in my ears." ”

"But there is no one around who can hear or understand, and you can't even see it, my hair is blown and whirring, and I can't take it off my face, and my clothes are drifting in the wind, but none of you feel that anything is wrong." ”

Zhong Sansan gently brushed it thoughtfully, and his hair was a little messy.

The strong wind blew, whistling and curling the ends of his hair, gently hooking his surroundings.

Suddenly, there is no root and seedling, hanging around the side.

"I used to talk to others but couldn't understand it, and every fork in the road seemed too strange to keep wandering around me, but I couldn't show the subtlety of the difference."

Li Taoyuan's throat became more and more dull, and he was immersed in an indescribable silence, gently hitting the bitterness in his heart.

It spreads slowly from the base of the tongue, and the bitter taste soaks in the bright life.

"I don't know when I did something involved, he seemed to have started a long punishment for me, manipulating my body to hit the people around me, pumping out the emotions around me little by little, but I couldn't do anything, even if it was sweaty feet, I couldn't gradually, I lost my original consciousness in that madness."

Li Taoyuan quietly stretched out a finger and hit the other party's hand, just looking at the lines of the fingertips, but he didn't dare to look up, looking at the bright eyes, even though he knew in his heart that the other party would not be very serious about himself, and there was no list in the end, and he could afford this confidence.

"Earlier, I knew I had done too many bad things to you, and later I ...... But he was locked in a dark cage, it was difficult to see, even if he struggled, he was just back to the place where he was trapped in a moment, and he kept pulling the chain around him but couldn't do anything, even if it was a scream from the bottom of his heart, but it was also invisible. ”

Zhong Sannian only listened to the beating of his heart, and the shouting and beating in the past gradually dissipated in front of him, but the dark confusion was swept between the fog, and the woman who stood in the sun and wore an indifferent green dress once smiled at herself.

"Li Taoyuan, do you remember what you went through to become like this? Did you encounter something? How did you encounter that part of the wind, can you tell me in detail? ”

Li Taoyuan's eyes were a little hollow, and after all, he nodded lightly, grabbing a glimmer of light in the confused mist, but he didn't dare to reach out, and held it tightly in the palm of his hand.

I don't know what I said, like a madman, and how many people can really understand, even if it is a personal experience, I can't help but wonder if I am really crazy.

She didn't know what kind of emotions were flowing, and she couldn't tell what kind of thoughts she was thinking.

"It was a long time ago, and I just remember that the sky was blue, the sun was warm, the wind was rustling, and the leaves shimmered for a while."

Li Taoyuan's voice was hoarse, and he said quietly, "You always like to sit under the big tree by the lake, there is only one person's stool and no one wants to go, you just sit there and talk to people quietly, I know where you like to be." ”

Zhong San rubbed the lines on the tip of the other party's palm, "Only you will really pay attention to me, where is it?" ”

Li Taoyuan said with a smile: "I saw you over there when I was walking on the road that day, I was a little curious, I walked over the pebbles, walked on the edge of the road, and suddenly threw myself into the center of the lake with my feet out......"

"What?" Zhong Sannian slowly tightened his palms and looked at the other party, "You fell into the water, why don't I have a memory?" ”

Li Taoyuan shook his head in confusion and said, "No, I didn't fall into the lake, or if I fell into the lake that day, I chose to lean out in the direction of the lake, I originally thought that it must be going to fall, I held my head tightly for fear of being knocked over, and a wind swept in between the dazed, crooked most of my body, and blew back hard." ”

Her voice was soft, faint, and confused.

"It's quite strange, what a strong wind, it chased a person back directly, but it was not far ahead, even the leaves, just to shake with the original law, and the hair of your face standing in the distance did not move half a point, only me, was retreated to the shore by the gust of wind."

Li Taoyuan said: "I was scared and ran back quickly and didn't dare to say anything else, so I ran to the dormitory vigorously, I spent a while in the quilt, and I didn't see anything strange, so I was relieved, but everything has changed since that day." ”

"You mean the day we played the board together?" Zhong Sansan asked.

Li Taoyuan nodded lightly, "The real memory would rather be in my mind, a few of us lying on the ground playing flying chess, I have the upper hand, and you are one step ahead of me." ”

She was stunned and said: "Suddenly, my hands were uncontrollable, they were tightly rolled up by a seam, and the whole sleeve was blown into the air, don't think that you hit me I can't control it, I can't even speak, the light objects around me are all blown into the sky, everyone's attention is between you and me, no one looks at the plastic plate of the aircraft, with it sticking tightly to the ceiling, it has not fallen for a long time." ”

Zhong Sannian pursed his lips, his memory is not so good, and even his own memories are a little confused, from the impact of that day to his upset, but it is difficult to remember what kind of scenery it is.

Li Taoyuan lowered his eyes and said: "After a long time, I took back my control, I apologize to you, I really can't appeal to the truth, the thing is too absurd, like I'm crazy, gently pressing the secret in my heart, but I didn't expect this to be the first time, but not the last." ”