Chapter 95
She seemed to have no scruples.
A person who gives up for the family, what else is there to scruple about?
Throw away in the middle of the school and don't give it away without thinking about it.
Even though such news did not cause any damage to the family, it even caused a little shock.
can only be left to fend for himself in the school, without any care, just detaining the news of this part in it, and no one dares to talk about it.
It's as if the person doesn't exist at all, there's nothing to care about.
It is even said that there is a clear direction in the family that can be saved.
If you say that there is no way at all, you can only become such a state, there may not be any fate, or you can say that you can 'understand the righteousness' from your own point of view, and simply give up yourself.
It's just that the family does have such a way to deal with it, and it doesn't even cost too much, and a little cost doesn't make any difference to the whole family, and it won't be much more for the cultivation of the past.
It can be said that it doesn't take a penny to save this situation, but no one will come forward.
Even the parents didn't make a single move, it seems that they are just quietly waiting for this person to disappear, maybe after leaving, someone will come to say a fair and flaunt a benevolence for this.
What else can Li Taoyuan care about, and what else can be taken care of? Even though it is said that California cannot be publicized, how does this family treat itself?
Is there a face that you haven't seen in such a situation, and what face you still take into account, and it's not your own face.
His face had already been lost when he was crazy at school, and there was no room for him to turn around, and his face had no way to come back and was scattered there.
Everybody knew there was a crazy woman at school.
Some people may say despicable, but the taste of being betrayed by everyone is really uncomfortable.
Li Taoyuan looked ahead from afar, "It's really a bit long, but please listen to my nagging more, this may be the only opportunity I can tell." β
Zhong Sannian didn't speak, just squatted aside and listened quietly, without any words, just listening to what the other party said.
Li Taoyuan said: "My parents don't care too much about me, no, it should be said that they don't care about me at all, they just need some expression in the family scene." β
She sighed softly, a little sorrow wrapped in her heart, but she couldn't really face it, the reason that had been troubled in her heart was finally relieved.
"They didn't come together voluntarily, it's just an arrangement between families, and the demon exterminators need to have some connection with each other in order to be tied together.
My parents were just the unfortunate ones. β
Demon slayer family?
It sounds like a joke, but it's just a combination of descendants built up with each other, and reluctantly used the power of the family, and offered a few people who were slightly capable of fighting against the entire demon clan.
In fact, how many people can have power, and it changes with the times.
Fortunately, in that corresponding era, there were always a few outstanding people who could barely support it.
And other families died out in large numbers, and the families without strength were forgotten in the long river of history after all, like the stars twinkling, just in an instant.
Today, only today's mainstay remains.
And these families that can barely support themselves are also a little miserable, and the times have not changed now.
The living environment in the early years was terrifying.
In the end, there are still some difficulties in front of us, and it is impossible for today's family to want to be as usual, but to retain the glory, in the end, it is still needed, and several families are tied to each other.
Marriage is the best means.
It is said that the family is in fact a variety of branches continuously.
Over the years, many branches have long since dissipated, and some of them have inexplicably coiled up gently, and it is difficult to tell clearly, so they can only slowly call out a few main rods.
Among them, there are also suitable candidates to go out to marry, and there are actually not many such conditions to be screened.
Reluctantly, they almost occupied all the positions, and a few of them were just a little friendship under the arranged marriage, which was sympathetic to each other.
Li Taoyuan's voice was extremely ethereal, like a ribbon that could not be grasped, gently drifting into the distance.
"They are reluctant in their hearts, they have their true lovers, and my existence seems to be the most embarrassing thing in their lives, and they have their own children...... I seem to be a bit of an eyesore, I could have occupied a certain position in the family, and I was able to barely support the dignity of a family relationship, but now it seems that I think too much about it. β
Zhong Sansan could only gently pat the other party's shoulder for comfort, but he couldn't say a word that could be written a little decently.
With her own family situation, what position does she have to say about others?
Embarrassed to a certain extent of the family environment, what kind of qualifications do you have to heal the mood of others, under the environment you are in, there is no magical psychological shadow, mainly because of your own personal sunshine.
But if you talk about other people's thoughts, it seems to be sprinkling salt on the wound and adding cumin.
Li Taoyuan had a smile on the corner of his mouth, bitter and sad.
"They didn't care much about me, I was still looking forward to it, I could have a little warmth, but under such madness, I gradually understood it. No one in my family is too sad about my affairs, but once they were barely able to set up a faΓ§ade, but now it seems that it is just a joke. β
She saw that she gently scratched the snow-white stone beside her, leaving her own palm print in it.
"Three years, what you said can solve the pain on my body, but no one will do such a thing for me, it is the honor of my family, it is said that it was handed down by the ancestors, and it is not said how it exists, but it is kept in the hands of the patriarch in the family."
"Patriarch? Is it the older Mr. Lee? Zhong Sansan asked.
Li Taoyuan nodded, "Yes, our patriarch has lived for hundreds of years, maybe it seems a little strange to you, but under this worldview with monsters, what else is there to be wonderful?" So I've never seen what medicine looks like, but the things I've experienced have seriously told me that there is such a strange existence in this world. β
It was even a little ridiculous that she said such words herself.
His own family is a family with the goal of sweeping away demons.
In fact, even a person as outstanding as himself has never felt what a demon is.
Not to mention that the other people who grew up with him have never experienced what kind of existence it is, except for the strange scenery in his home, and the patriarch who has reached an age beyond imagination, it is impossible to imagine what the others are.
It seems that only the secret of longevity persists, the mysterious face of his family.
Li Taoyuan said: "What you said is actually retained by my family, so it doesn't play a real role, but it won't be used on me, this is an aggravated face, and it won't be touched by outsiders, and it won't exist for me." β
Zhong Sansan gently touched the other party's shoulder, and did not make any basis for words.
It's just that I don't want to give up at all in my heart, and my heart has been quietly moving about such things.
Regarding Li Taoyuan, you only need to throw away the object to return to the real old days, and I have always wanted to keep it in my mind.
Why did something so easily recoverable disappear like this?
Can one give up one's right to life and the dignity of one's life just for the sake of the honor of the family? Is it true that a person who was crazy and existed in the chaos of that moment, just for the honor of the family, and never met at all?
Zhong Sannian didn't understand the other party's family, but in the face of his former friends, he couldn't watch the other party sink into chaos.
However, when we listen to such descriptions, we must seriously think about what kind of state we can use to get it, or rather, is it with some kind of unreasonable means to cast such an object?
She pursed her lips slightly, looking at the other party's face.
Li Taoyuan didn't notice what kind of thoughts the people around him were, but just quietly told the fate he knew.
"Maybe I should go along with this life, my fate has already been cracked, insomnia is not something I should fight against, but to follow the pace of fate, maybe it is something I should have done seriously from the beginning."
She smiled helplessly, seemingly sarcastic, but helpless.
"My family has already abandoned me, so why should I be so hopeful? In this family, it looks magnificent, but in fact, if it is really dealt with at that time, for the people who are not wanted in the family, the hands and feet are always faster, and this is reluctance for me, and I should be grateful for leaving me a decent place in the outside world. β
Zhong Sannian listened to this on the side, couldn't help but feel sorry for the belief in his heart, and became a little firmer, looked at the other party's face, and gently pressed his shoulder.
Li Taoyuan said bitterly: "Three years, maybe it won't be long, I will completely lose my due reason, at that time I beg you never to go, don't meet me again in the near future, don't have any contact, just when we never see each other again, okay?" β
"Nope." Zhong Sannian lowered his voice and said in a low voice, "I'm not a good person, but I won't watch you fall into madness. β