I couldn't hold back the tears and let the tears break out of the frame, the sharp pain in my heart was so suppressed that I couldn't breathe smoothly, and the feeling of loss was even more distressing than when Su Yuner drew a clear line with me.

At that time, Su Yun'er just ignored me, when I was an air-like existence; And today, she actually led Leng Bancheng home and ruthlessly closed me out of the door.

The most distressing thing is that judging by Su Yuner's clothes and mask, she should never stand in front of a man in such a posture of being about to fall asleep.

Unless, Su Yun'er already lives with this man.

Hehe......

Thinking of Su Yun'er and Leng Bancheng living together, I laughed at myself bitterly, and didn't knock on the door again, I took out the key to the house with shaking hands, and then stuffed it into the crack of the door.

I told myself that from now on, I will never step into this home again, since this home can already allow Leng Bancheng to live in, there is no point in my existence.

I didn't care about my personal belongings at home, they were all things that I didn't bring with me or die, I had to get out of here quickly, and then gritted my teeth and endured the hardships and pains of not having a home again.

I wiped the moisture from the corner of my eyes, turned my head and ran downstairs, a gust of wind rushing out of the neighborhood, and I didn't even look back at the balcony where my house was.

I admit that I was stabbed in the heart by Su Yun'er, just like my choice that day, it is a truth that she was stung.

I sprinted all the way back to the bar, closed the door and poured four bottles of beer in one go, which made my brain dizzy, and then threw myself on the sofa in the booth, suppressing the stuffiness in my chest.

But in any case, the sultry was like maggots attached to the bones, no matter how it dissipated, it made me feel even more heartache.

I ran to the bar, turned on the stereo that played music in the evening, ordered a song "Brother, I Miss You", and then I used the empty wine bottle as a microphone and sang the song hoarsely in the bar.

"Brother, don't worry, I'm fine here in Gada......"

Soon, I remembered what Zhang Dewu and the little chicks had said to me on the morning of the first day of junior high school, which kept flashing in my mind.

At that time, Chick Boy told me: "Be like a man, don't be afraid to face the future just because no one is by your side." Remember, I will always be your brother with the big man, for the rest of my life! ”

Yes, without Su Yun'er, wouldn't I be able to live? Don't I still have brothers?

I thought about singing, but in the end I couldn't hold back, two lines of tears came out of my eyes, I cried, on the fourth day of the first month, I cried into tears.

I don't know how I fell asleep afterwards, but I poured several more bottles of wine, and when I woke up, I found that I was not lying in the bar, but on a large fragrant bed.

The first time I opened my eyes, I saw a wedding photo of the proprietress hanging on the wall opposite the bed, she was the only one, wearing a white wedding dress, throwing her hands up, and countless pink rose petals were thrown into the air by her.

The proprietress in the wedding dress is so beautiful!

I paused for a while, only to understand that this was the hostess's home, and hurriedly shouted out to the boss lady under the illumination of the room lamp.

When no one responded, I rolled over and got ready to get up, but I found that I was wearing only a pair of pants, so I was so shocked that I hurriedly searched for my clothes and pants in the house.

After looking for a while, I still couldn't find it, so I could only put on my pants, carefully open the door, poke my head out, and call the proprietress a few times again.

There was no one in the house!

I was sure of this, and then I boldly walked out of the bedroom wrapped in a quilt, turned on the house lamp and looked at the living room, and saw a note pressed on the living room, which was left to me by the proprietress, saying that I was drunk, and when she went to the bar to open the door, she found me drunk on the floor of the booth, surrounded by beer bottles.

Later, the proprietress called a friend and carried me back to her house, and when she saw that I was dirty and smelled of alcohol, the proprietress asked the male friend to help me take off my clothes and pants.

"Your clothes and pants have been washed and hung out on the balcony, and when you wake up and go to the kitchen, I left you chicken soup with ribs. You kid, drink less and be careful to get drunk! ”

After reading the note, I thanked the proprietress gratefully, and now my brain is still dizzy, and I can't remember what happened after singing that song, I only know that I was drunk, and before I was confused, I held the wine bottle and shouted Su Yuner's name.

"What a shame!"

I slapped myself so hard that my face turned red, I hated myself for buying drunk for Su Yun'er, and I was so drunk that I called Su Yun'er's name in a daze, didn't I say it, from now on, Su Yun'er has nothing to do with me!

I looked up at the clock on the wallboard in the living room, it showed that it was more than three o'clock, I rubbed my aching head, and glanced at the direction of the balcony, and the street lamp shining in the middle of the night proved that it was more than three o'clock in the morning.

Unexpectedly, after I got drunk, I slept for about ten hours.

Depending on the situation, the proprietress knew that I was at her house, and in order to avoid secrecy, she should have slept in the bar.

There was a grunt, my belly made a protest sound, I realized that I was very hungry, took the pork ribs chicken soup left for me by the proprietress and heated it in the microwave, I sat in front of the coffee table in the living room, eating the warm pork ribs chicken soup, and my heart was even more grateful to the proprietress for taking care of me.

She knew that the food that a drunk person wanted most about the next day was soup!

While drinking the soup, I looked at the hostess's house, which is a three-bedroom and two-hall house, with an estimated area of more than 100 square meters, which is much larger than my home, no, much larger than Su Yuner's home.

The decoration of the house is very basic, I did not find men's shoes on the shoe rack at the back of the living room, it seems that the proprietress lives alone, at least for now.

After thinking about it for a while, after drinking the chicken soup, I cleaned up the kitchen, went to the balcony to look at the clothes and pants hanging out, and found that it was not completely dry, so I had to go back to the bedroom.

Lying on the bed, I couldn't sleep anyway, so I had to close my eyes to recuperate, as long as my thoughts shifted to Su Yun'er a little, I immediately pinched my thighs and reminded myself to let go of Su Yun'er completely.

I don't know how long it was, but I heard footsteps outside the house, soft footsteps, as if I was afraid to disturb me.

I only had to listen to the footsteps to know that it was the hostess who had returned, I thought she would be staying in the bar, but I didn't expect her to come home so late.

I guess the proprietress thought I was still sleeping, and she was afraid that the movement would be too loud to wake me up, so she walked lightly through the door of my room.

"Hostess!"

I didn't pretend to be asleep, and gratefully shouted out of the house, "Thank you for sending me to your house!" ”

Outside the house, the proprietress smiled, she walked back to the door, and said to me: "Thank you, no need, but your boy drank thirteen bottles of beer from me, and vomited all over the sofa of the booth, and delayed for a night without going to work, all this money has to be deducted from your salary." ”

I couldn't help but laugh and said no problem, I was shocked that I actually drank thirteen bottles of wine, thinking how sad I was at that time, where was drinking, it was completely dying.

"Why are you so sad?" The hostess asked me through the door.

"Because ......" I wanted to hide it from the proprietress but thought that from now on I had no home to go back to, and I would have to live in a bar for a long time, so I choked my throat and said with a wry smile: "I completely broke down with Su Yun'er, and I have no home to go back to." ”

Outside the house, the proprietress suddenly stopped talking, I could only hear her sighing outside, at least a few minutes passed, the proprietress footsteps came out again, she had left the door, I heard her voice not loud: "Child, sleep, it's dawn, the sun is still rising in the east!" ”

My heart was warm, but also accompanied by a hint of sourness, I could hear the proprietress sigh for me and Su Yun'er to be stiff, but her words of encouragement also made me see hope.

The hostess is right, no matter what, the sun will still rise in the east!