Eighty-three

"Oh, this little body is bone, and I have a fever again, wait, Aunt Jiang will make you some soup, cool down and get off the fire, maybe when I came back last night, I was playing with my classmates outside the school gate, I came back 15 minutes late, did I play outside!" I listened to Aunt Jiang's voice slowly getting farther away, I knew that he went out, he went to make porridge for me, such a good aunt, I didn't know how to cherish it before, and I never paid attention to it, if I had known, I would definitely treat her well. He was like my second mother, my mother didn't have time to spend with me, she always took care of me, she and I were kind to her.

I don't know what time I fell asleep, I won't always live like this, I still have the desire to survive, every time I can't wake up, I hope they can send me to the hospital, but Aunt Jiang didn't do anything, he thinks I don't have a big problem, maybe there really isn't, it's just that my soul can't show it, I can talk to them, but I just can't open my eyes, I can't see the world, I can't see them, so I'm also afraid, because there is still a white expanse in front of me, It's like I'm still in this. In the past, I always felt that if I encountered any pain, I could go to the hospital, because I knew that I was uncomfortable when I went in, and my heart hurt, so every time I was so optimistic a week ago, they bullied me like that, and I just remembered it in my heart, and I forgot it later, but I remember it so clearly in this life, and I still try to take revenge on them, I feel that this life is no longer me, I may be Li Xingbai, it is a new life, why when that bad soul comes back and tells me, I still have some weakness, I always feel that I shouldn't be so good, so I always feel that I really broke into someone else's body, instead of someone else's life, now I don't want to think about it at all, because I think this body at this time is what I should have, not that I was born on the last side of his body, I am me, I am Li Xing, Bai is the name my parents gave me after I was born, I am Li Xingbai, even if another soul enters my body, it is not that he came to rob me, not because I robbed him a long time ago.

Now I can only wait quietly, maybe Aunt Jiang will come back and call me in a while, and tell me to get up and drink porridge, I am very pleased. Or it has been like this in this world for so many years, my aunt is asking me to go out to play, including no one in my previous life will treat me like Aunt Jia, I know her purpose, it's not because I'm dead, but I live in this family, she is also forced to do it, I understand all this, and I know these little truths.

"Can you get out of bed? Come to Auntie to see if you still have a fever, how can you still have a fever? Today, your parents are no longer in a fever, Aunt Jiang is also good, I have never seen your body so weak before, what is wrong today. ”

The little aunt is here again, and what he says is not very good, but I just love to listen, and I always feel that everything he says is for me. I opened my eyes hard, and this time I was able to control myself, as if I were a ghost pressing the bed, but I didn't believe in the shoes.

I saw it, and seeing a little bit of light means that my eyes are about to open, and I don't know what happened, my eyelids are so heavy now, I can't open them, and I don't know if your mother is gone, and she heard that I was sick again, will she remember the things I told her yesterday?

"A, B, A, B, I want to drink your porridge."

"Where's Auntie? Where's Auntie? If you want to drink porridge, Auntie can give you a commission, what is this a little pushed, can you open your eyes and see Auntie, was you too tired yesterday, where did you go to play? Isn't it up to some dirty stuff? There is a saying in our hometown, but I'll tell you this story later, and I'll talk about it after I get better today. ”

I heard the footsteps, that subtle sound I can hear slowly now, but I just can't wake up, I thought I was going to open my eyes when I saw the light just now, I didn't expect that in the end it was in vain, let alone open my eyes, that little light also disappeared, maybe I shouldn't be so anxious, slowly I will wake up after all, anyway, as long as that soul appears, I am me, I am Li Qingbai, I just need to remember this, and I don't need to care about the rest at all, I hope Aunt Jia can always take care of me, I don't want to just miss all the good things in this life, and since I can never forget it and win the championship in the math competition, it must not be entirely dependent on Li Xingbai's original soul.

In the evening, I fell into darkness again, I think Jian'an didn't turn on the light for me, I didn't drink the bowl of porridge in the afternoon, and last morning, I haven't heard Aunt Jiang since that time. This time I didn't think about it, I always felt that they were not at home, or that my aunt really encountered something and went out, I don't believe that Li Xingbai's girlfriend is back, if she really comes back, I can't stop it, anyway, I don't think about it anymore, I think I want to live well as myself, I think Li Xingbai's body should have been mine, and I am Li Li Xing, I have suffered so much in my last life, and I should be born into a good family in this life, so that I can study hard, be a good man, and don't want to suffer those anymore.

When I fell into the darkness again, I really panicked, I don't know how long, and I was always clear-headed, but I couldn't open my eyes, I couldn't go anywhere, and my eyes were white. But I can still hear what is happening outside, since I went out at home, except for the wind outside the window, I can't even hear people's voices, I feel that as long as there is a rumor in this world, my divorce is also contained in Li Xingbai's body, I am Li Xingbai Li Xingbai, and the divorce will not leave him. What I have always wondered is who the blue flame was last night, if it wasn't for the sudden appearance of that blue flame, I guess it would have really been blown red. Since the blue flame was gone, the red flame had never been seen again, and the voice of Li Xingbai's bad soul could no longer be heard.

Actually, there was a moment when I wished that the blue flame was Lin Maiyi, and although I couldn't open my mouth to tell her my story, I always had a gut feeling that she knew, and that she and I were the same kind of people.

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