Chapter 719: Grievances and Grievances
When Helian Yunjue was at his most depressed, Rouyi suddenly heard the news that the general of Pingyi, Gong Liangyao, had been assassinated.
Everything was as Helian Yunjue expected, Han Liyue, a Rouyi spy who was sent over by him to reinforce it, and others really lived up to their mission and successfully assassinated the commander of Dayan, and the Rouyi capital escaped from danger and counterattacked, reversing the situation and buying time.
It's just that Helian Yunjue never expected that the commander who took the initiative to ask Ying to be in charge of attacking the Rouyi capital would be Gongliangyao, the elder brother of Gongliang'er.
The assassination of Gongliangyao by the Rouyi spy means that Helian Yunjue owes Gongliangyao another blood debt. Not only indirectly killed her, but also killed her brother.
At this point, Helian Yunjue had no way to pray that Gongliang Youling could forgive him, reverse the situation, and lead the Rouyi army out of the trap, which was the most important thing Helian Yunjue, the Rouyi commander, should do now.
However, Gong Liangyao's sacrifice does not represent a victory for the Rouyi side. In the face of such a strong enemy, the soldiers of the Rouyi capital had already lost most of them, not to mention the prince and the two Yuan Rouyi generals, who were all killed on the battlefield one after another.
It should be that this war has caused heavy losses to both the Great Yan and Rouyi. No one is a real winner.
Helian Yunjue originally wanted to take advantage of Gongliangyao's death and the respite of Rouyi's rear to fight the Yan army again, but he didn't expect Helian Yunjue to have a good time before he could make a move, so he received an order sent by the king of Rouyi, Jirk, ordering Helian Yunjue to immediately collect his troops, rush back to Rouyi, and hold the base camp of Rouyi, which is a top priority.
Although Helian Yunjue did not give up, he had experienced too much recently, and he had lost too much, and he had to admit that he had now been made a mess by the messy private affairs and miscellaneous affairs inside and outside the camp, and he was no longer in the mood to lead the troops to fight against Da Yan and Helian Yingche.
What's more, since that day, Helian Yunjue accidentally killed his illegitimate son Helian Yingxi, his wife, Princess Shan Wei, because of the pain of losing her daughter and Helian Yingxi's soul, has been constantly disturbed in her dreams, often with nightmares, and even sometimes, when she is white, there will be fantasies in front of her eyes. Princess Shan Worm trembled every day, suspicious, and her spirit had already collapsed day by day.
And Helian Yingxi's biological mother, Du Miaoer, since that incident, the whole person has been crazy, stupid and stupid, and her memory and cognition have been disordered.
Helian Yingxi was already anxious to take care of the two women around him every day, and he had no mind and energy to settle down and deal with other important tasks.
To a certain extent, the Rouyi King Jirk asked Helian Yunjue to withdraw his troops back, which may not be a relief for him.
It's just that before Helian Yunjue withdraws his troops and leaves here, he must settle Du Miao'er, who has lost her child and is lonely.
Helian Yunjue's identity as a concubine is simply impossible to allow Du Miao'er to bring back Rouyi and take care of her for the rest of his life. The only thing Helian Yunjue could do for her was to let her go back and place her in a relatively safe place.
Before withdrawing the troops, Helian Yunjue came to visit Du Miaoer for the last time.
Du Miaoer was unkempt, pulling the ribbon on her clothes, and looked at him with a smile, looking very curious, wanting to approach but not daring to approach.
Helian Yunjue ordered all the people who were guarding the tent to go out. Leave alone in the room and talk to Du Miaoer.
"I'm sorry. Although this apology, for you to come, the time is a little late. But I still want to say sorry to you. Yingxi's matter, although it was an accident, was that I missed it for a while, so I killed him by mistake. I don't expect you to forgive me. But I hope that you can let go of hatred and live a good life in the future, away from all right and wrong and strife. Helian Yunjue paused for a moment when he came here, and then continued: "I just received a notice to immediately lead troops to evacuate Dayan. Knowing that I will follow the will of the above, with a single worm, lead a group of Rouyi soldiers to withdraw to Rouyi. So, this time, probably the last chance for you and me for the rest of our lives, sit down and talk. ”
Du Miao'er, your beautiful eyes are rolling in a dark way, but none of them are focused on him. That sloppy gaze, as well as a soulless smile, every time she saw Du Miao'er like this, it would make Helian Yunjue's heart ache faintly.
"I can't take you away, and I can't spend the rest of my life staying with you, taking care of you, accompanying you, and doing everything I can to compensate you. But don't worry, no matter what, I will let you go back safely. Tomorrow, I will send a competent person to escort you, along with Yingxi's corpse, back to Youjun City. I, Helian Yunjue, owe you two forgiveness to your mother and son in this life and this life, and I have no way to repay it. I just hope that if there is an afterlife, I can do my best to compensate you and make up for Yingxi. ”
Helian Yunjue was sincere about all this, even his apology failed to cause any reaction from Du Miaoer. On the contrary, as soon as Helian Yunjue mentioned Du Miaoer's son Helian Yingxi, Du Miaoer suddenly became quiet, and her eyes were unconsciously full of tears.
Helian Yingyun Jue knew that it was Helian Yingxi who touched Du Miaoer's beloved heart and made her teary-eyed.
Helian Yunjue wanted to take out a handkerchief to wipe her tears, but saw Du Miaoer pretending not to see it and dodging away.
Helian Yunjue put down the handkerchief in his hand lonely, and smiled at the corners of his mouth laughing at himself, "Although the loss of the child has caused you a huge blow. But I know you're not really crazy. All this you have done is just to cover up an illusion of your pain in losing your child. ”
When Helian Yunjue came here, Du Miao'er, who had been ignoring him, suddenly glanced at him twice.
"I know you're not crazy, and I know you've been holding a grudge against me, and there's no way to forgive me. But now except for apologies, there is no way to make up for the things that I have hurt you and wrongly killed Yingxi in the past. I just hope you can live well in the future. If possible, please forget all the experience and all the pain. I'll order someone to help you pack your luggage and send someone to take you back early tomorrow morning, before we leave. If you don't want to go back to Youjun City, if you are afraid of going back to being sad and sad, you can leave there, go wherever you want, go incognito, and start living again. I have prepared a sum of money for you, and the person who will escort you will hand it over to you. If there is anything else you need, or if you are left behind, you can always follow me, or follow the guards outside the door. ”
Helian Yunjue stood up, stared at Du Miao'er, and then turned to leave.
In the empty tent, only Du Miaoer was left. Du Miaoer clutched her chest and cried bitterly. All sorrow and remorse, resentment and forgiveness, are entangled in this moment.
Once upon a time, there was no guess with Helian Yunjue, and the memory fragments of the years were quiet, and little by little flashed back in my mind, lingering for a long time.
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