Before the college entrance examination, it was quite painful, but after this college entrance examination, it was different, and I completely let myself go.

After the college entrance examination, the students who were struggling and depressed were finally completely liberated.

That day, there was a rain in the school, a rain made of books, that is, they were tearing up the books after the college entrance examination, and countless pages of books fell from the sky above the teaching building, like rain and snow, floating everywhere on campus, it really seemed like it was snowing, after all, this is not the power of one person, it is a group of people saying goodbye here.

This place where I have lived for three years, I am going to say goodbye from today, and I may not come again in the future, even if I come to my alma mater again, it is a matter of right and wrong, and sometimes, goodbye is actually better than not seeing.

After the carnival, they scattered, this day, destined to be a sleepless night, these grasshoppers who had just jumped out of the cage, finally kept the clouds open and saw the moon, naturally they would not sleep peacefully, simply.

They had already met to go to the bar to celebrate, Ye Feng didn't go to the meeting, nor did he tear up the book and throw it away like a madman with them, he silently packed up his things, and then didn't say goodbye to anyone, walked out of the classroom directly, walked out of the school gate with twilight, and after walking a few steps, stopped, turned around, looked at the school gate, and beckoned, can it be regarded as saying goodbye to it? After all, he has been with him for a few years, and he is a little reluctant, but as far as he is concerned, it is nothing, and the greater parting of life and death has come, which is nothing.

Cloaked in the night, Ye Feng returned home, a home alone.

Pushing open the heavy door, Ye Feng turned on the light, walked inside, and came to the old man's spiritual seat, he was the only one in the family, and he was reluctant to go to other people's houses, he always felt that he was not an auspicious person, for fear that he would bring some misfortune to others, although others had never said anything, but Ye Feng had always been like this, and because of this, if it wasn't for those neighbors who insisted on asking for it, Ye Feng was actually unwilling to help them see a doctor.

And whenever he wants to speak, he will come here and talk to Lao Ye Tou about some nonsense, anyway, I don't know if he can hear it, Ye Feng naturally thinks of what to say, there are not so many circles around, and there is no so-called problem, because he is alone from beginning to end, in fact, it is quite lonely.

"Lao Ye, the college entrance examination is over, and I don't know if I can get what I want and go where I want to go." Ye Feng is different from the past today, he drank some wine today, because today is Lao Ye's death day, he has been gone for two whole years, Lao Ye Tou liked to drink before his death, but Lao Ye Tou has a very good wine style, he sleeps when he is drunk, he doesn't shout or make trouble, at most he mutters a few drunken words, and they are all small drops, and he can't notice if he doesn't listen carefully.

So every time at this time, Ye Feng drank a little with him, Ye Feng couldn't drink, when Lao Ye was alive, Ye Feng didn't drink a drop of wine, after Lao Ye died, he dealt with Lao Ye's funeral, that night, Ye Feng drank wine for the first time, he was drunk like mud, unconscious, and fell asleep for a whole day, and only after getting up did he understand why Lao Ye likes to drink.

It turns out that wine can paralyze oneself for a short time, you can temporarily throw away your troubles, forget those pains, and relax your mind a little, that kind of feeling, it is very relaxed, as if it is out of the world all of a sudden, feathered and flying immortals, like intoxicated, from then on, Ye Feng began to drink, of course, although he began to drink, but Ye Feng has always been extremely strict with himself, even drinking, so, since that time, he has never been drunk, he has never been drunk, he has stopped drinking, after all, drinking hurts his body and is sad, After all, it's only a temporary abandonment of the troubles, and once you wake up, you will still come back, and it will become even more unbearable.

At this moment, Ye Feng was already slightly drunk, and after two years, Ye Feng finally relaxed a little bit about himself.

"Lao Ye, it's good for you, one person dripped away early, leaving me alone, it's so boring! It's boring, what's the point of living? Old Ye, tell me, if you don't still have a wish, I might have to go down to accompany you......" Ye Feng muttered.

Before I knew it, my face was already full of tears, although it was silent, but there were tears.

I don't know how long it took, Ye Feng fell asleep, holding the photo of the old Ye Tou, sleeping peacefully, I don't know what he dreamed of, his brows that had been locked up finally relaxed, and he also showed an extremely rare smile.