91 Regret
When Fu Xingye came back, it was already half an hour later.
He pushed the door in, and saw Nie Changhuan standing quietly by the desk, raised his eyebrows and didn't look at her again, turned sideways to let the restaurant staff with a lot of things in, and after watching the people put those meals one by one, he let people out.
"Why are you standing still and not hungry?"
Nie Changhuan looked at the tall and handsome man on the side of the sofa from a distance, opened his mouth, and said, "I'm hungry, but I can't eat." ”
Fu Xingye frowned, and immediately walked towards her: "Not feeling well? ”
When he was at the desk before, he forgot to fall in love, and then he suddenly remembered that she seemed to be sobbing and said that the desk was very cold.
Nie Changhuan shook his head, still looking at him steadily: "Fu Xingye, don't you have anything to tell me?" ”
Fu Xingye raised his eyes to look at her.
Nie Changhuan's eyes didn't blink, carefully observing his expression.
But after a second or two, Fu Xingye smiled lazily: "That's too much, which one do you want to hear?" ”
Nie Changhuan looked at him with a nonchalant look, and suddenly didn't want to give him another chance to explain, so he directly took the mobile phone on the desk behind him sideways and handed it to him.
The moment Fu Xingye saw the mobile phone, the look on his face instantly darkened.
He didn't raise his eyes, he raised his hand to take the phone from Nie Changhuan's palm, unlocked it, checked the call log, and when he saw the name at the top, his face instantly became gloomy and cold.
He paused for a second or two, then tossed his phone casually on his desk.
The mobile phone fell on the desk, making a loud crackling sound, Nie Changhuan sank into his emotions, his body was shocked by the voice, and he suddenly raised his eyes to look at Fu Xingye.
Fu Xingye was staring at her: "Who asked you to answer my phone without permission?" ”
Nie Changhuan looked at him in disbelief, and tears rolled out at once.
Fu Xingye saw her tears, and was stunned, and his eyebrows suddenly wrinkled.
Seeing that he was still annoyed by himself, Nie Changhuan immediately felt extremely embarrassed, as if the sweetness with him before was all his wishful thinking and self-inflicted affection.
After all, what lover who loves each other would say such a thing in such a tone? Which lover who loves deeply will have this expression when he sees each other crying?
She originally thought that the reason why Fu Xingye hid it from herself was because she was afraid that she would feel sorry for Tang Sihuai and ignore him because she was jealous.
But now, it seems that it is not at all.
Nie Changhuan didn't want to ask him why, so he just wiped a handful of tears in a hurry and embarrassed, bypassed him and walked out of the office.
"Nie Changhuan, stop!"
He suddenly spoke up, and seemed to be angry, Nie Changhuan was shocked again, and he became more and more aggrieved and embarrassed, so he simply buried his head and ran out.
Fu Xingye pulled his tie with a calm face, this feeling of being out of control made him agitated, he walked a few steps in place, and finally closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he chased out with his long legs.
But as soon as he chased out of the company, he heard the elevator clanging, and when he went around the corner to chase the elevator, the elevator was already going down.
He clenched his fist and pressed the elevator down button a few times indiscriminately and hard, but when the next elevator came up, it was nearly three minutes later.
……
Nie Changhuan stopped a car indiscriminately, and only when the driver asked her where she was going for the third time did she withdraw her gaze from the gate of the luxurious office building.
She was hoping that he would catch up.
But he didn't.
Nie Changhuan looked down at his quiet mobile phone again, and finally pulled his lips silently.
She asked the driver to wait for a while, and after dialing a phone to go out, she told the driver the address.
About an hour later, the car stopped outside the main entrance of the Whale City People's Hospital, and after Nie Changhuan got out of the car, he went straight to the single ward floor of the inpatient department.
It was already almost early in the morning, and the corridor was very deserted, Nie Changhuan stood quietly at the door, thinking a lot, and finally took a deep breath before knocking on the door.
Tang Yaoyao opened the door, and when she saw Nie Changhuan, she was slightly stunned, and then stepped aside with a cold face and didn't speak.
Nie Changhuan longed to walk in, but his feet seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, and he couldn't move at all, so he could only stand in place and glance at the ward first, but the ward was very private and he didn't see anything.
"Are you going to get in?" Tang Yaoyao screamed angrily at her.
Nie Changhuan looked at Tang Yaoyao.
Tang Yaoyao looked away: "If you don't come in, I'll close the door!" ”
"Your brother, he...... What's going on now? Nie Changhuan spoke, but his voice trembled a little.
"Didn't you hear it all on the phone just now? What do you knowingly ask?! Tang Yaoyao unconsciously raised her voice, but she turned her head to look inside the ward and bit her lip again.
Nie Changhuan pinched her fingertips and walked in step by step, the more she went inside, the stronger the smell of disinfectant water and medicine, she only dared to stare at the ground, she didn't dare to look around, for fear of seeing a picture that she couldn't accept, but when the edge of the hospital bed appeared in the low-hanging vision, she had to look up.
Before coming here, she had imagined countless pictures and guessed the extent of Tang Sihuai's injury, but those pictures were far less shocking than what she had seen with her own eyes at the moment.
She stared blankly at the person on the bed, not knowing when her tears were flowing.
On the hospital bed with white sheets and white quilts, where can the people lying on them still see a little bit of Tang Sihuai's warm and jade-like appearance.
At this moment, only a pair of eyes, mouth and nose are still exposed.
His eyes were quietly closed, and he had an oxygen mask on his mouth and nose, and only the mist rising from the oxygen mask proved that he was still alive.
"What are you crying for? If it weren't for you, would my brother have become like this?! Tang Yaoyao was afraid of making a noise to Tang Sihuai, so she could suppress her angry voice, "If it weren't for my brother who kept calling your name last time he briefly regained consciousness, do you think I would have let you come over?" ”
"Nie Changhuan, I hate you to death, our family is ruined because of you!"
"My second brother is ...... He may never be able to go back to what he used to be......"
Speaking of this, Tang Yaoyao cried loudly, and her shoulders twitched because of extreme sadness.
These days, her eyes are almost blind from crying.
Seeing Tang Yaoyao crying, Nie Changhuan seemed to be sad, but he didn't seem to feel anything, just tears fell with him.
She said without emotion, "I'm sorry, I don't know ......"
"How could you not know?!" Tang Yaoyao took two steps towards her suddenly, and her clenched fist was almost about to go to Nie Changhuan's face, but she finally endured it, and only shouted at her accusatory, "Before my brother's accident, he sent you so many WeChat messages, why do you still want to go out?!" Why do you have to go out and cause trouble! If you had listened to him, he wouldn't have had an accident trying to block that truck for you! He wouldn't be what he is! ”
When Tang Yaoyao called Fu Xingye before, she only said "My brother had an accident because of Nie Changhuan", and did not elaborate, so now when Nie Changhuan heard Tang Yaoyao's words, he was at a loss at first, and then suddenly the car accident that he and Nie Manshuang encountered on the way to the mall that day. And that day, Tang Sihuai did send himself several WeChat messages.
After thinking about this, Nie Changhuan suddenly fell into an ice cellar, remorse and guilt overwhelmingly, she felt a little difficult to breathe, and subconsciously went to see Tang Sihuai, who was lying quietly on the bed, not knowing when she would wake up, only wishing that it was she who was hit by the truck at that time.
However, there is no if in everything, and regret is the most useless.
Nie Changhuan looked at Tang Sihuai, opened his mouth, and only made a faint sound.
"I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
"What's the use of saying I'm sorry now?!" Tang Yaoyao pounced suddenly, couldn't hold back any longer, and slapped Nie Changhuan in the face fiercely.
Nie Changhuan was slapped so that her face was sideways, and the corners of her mouth were soaked in blood, but she just thought that Tang Yaoyao didn't beat her hard enough, and she couldn't reduce half of her regret and sadness.
And Tang Yaoyao was stunned after slapping her, and her excitement slowly faded.
She glanced at Nie Changhuan's rapidly swollen face in a bit of a panic, took two steps back, fled to the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down, quietly covering her hot and aching palms in a daze.
Nie Changhuan stood in place for a while, and after the dizziness caused by the slap subsided slightly, he slowly walked to the side of the bed.
She looked at the silent and unrecognizable man on the bed, but in her mind was the handsome, laughing and chic appearance of this man before he was injured.
A person has experienced such a huge change, but it is because of her Nie Changhuan.
And Tang Yaoyao seemed to say just now that Tang Sihuai may not be better.
What to do.
Nie Changhuan's heart ached, and he didn't dare to imagine that Tang Sihuai would spend the rest of his life like this, or even say that something worse would happen.
Her tears had never dried, and even her vision was blurred at the moment, and she couldn't help but reach out, carefully squeezing the man's cold and pale hand, begging him over and over again in her heart, he must get better, he must get better.
……
Fu Xingye rushed straight to the hospital, pushed open the door of Tang Sihuai's ward, and was relieved to see the back of the kneeling figure sitting next to the bed.
But immediately, when he saw Nie Changhuan grabbing Tang Sihuai's hand, his eyebrows became gloomy.
He almost wanted to rush in directly and pull Nie Changhuan out of the ward, but he pushed the door open halfway, and finally slowly retreated.
He took two steps back, stood still against the wall, closed his eyes, and what lingered in his mind was the image of Nie Changhuan kneeling on the edge of the hospital bed, holding Tang Sihuai's hand.
In his life, he never seemed to have a moment of real regret.
But now, he regrets it.
I regret that I was not in China at the time, and I regret that when I was operating abroad, because I suddenly found Yan Yan's traces, I didn't pay much attention to Nie Changhuan, and even chose to ignore her many times.
It was because of regret that he chose to withdraw from the ward.
He couldn't let Nie Changhuan hate him again because of this.
Nie Changhuan stayed in Tang Sihuai's hospital room all night, and Fu Xingye stayed in the corridor all night.
In the early morning of the next day, Chen Yanchuan called and said that he had contacted a senior brain injury expert abroad for Tang Sihuai, and he left the hospital and went to ask for someone in person.
……
Nie Changhuan fell asleep crying on the edge of Tang Sihuai's bed.
When I woke up, my legs were cold and sore, and I couldn't even move.
She didn't care about herself and went to see Tang Sihuai on the bed.
Tang Sihuai was the same as last night, lifeless and unchanged.
Nie Changhuan looked away, and when he saw Tang Yaoyao nesting on the sofa, he was immediately sad.
It was hard for her to imagine how torturous it was for Tang Yaoyao and her family to stay here every day with anticipation, and to open their eyes the next day with the same disappointment as she was.
When Nie Changhuan retracted his gaze, he found that he was still holding Tang Sihuai's hand, and immediately withdrew his hand uncomfortably.
She rubbed her numb knees, and slowly stood up on the bed, the blanket falling from her body.
She was slightly stunned, then picked up the small blanket and folded it and set it aside.
Her movement woke up Tang Yaoyao, who was already sleeping very lightly, Tang Yaoyao immediately got up from the sofa, rushed to the window, looked at Tang Sihuai again and again, and finally took a step back with a gloomy expression, her red and swollen eyes drooped.
Nie Changhuan raised his eyes, forced the sour feeling back, and said with a soft smile: "Thank you." ”
Tang Yaoyao raised her eyes to look at her, and she pointed to the small blanket she had just folded anyway.
"Don't think I'm here for you!" Tang Yaoyao looked at her brother, "The doctor said that I can try to let my brother take care of the person I miss the most, and see if he will regain consciousness faster." So, I did it all for my brother's sake. ”
Nie Changhuan smiled and did not speak.
Tang Yaoyao frowned, and her expression became even more uncomfortable.
The two men were speechless when there was a knock on the door.
Tang Yaoyao immediately ran to open the door, and then walked in with a restaurant staff.
Looking at the large and small lunch boxes he was carrying, Tang Yaoyao was puzzled: "Did you send the wrong thing, I didn't order anything." ”
Looking at those lunch boxes, Nie Changhuan couldn't help but think of the scene when Fu Xingye took the restaurant staff back to the office last night, and his heartbeat was slightly chaotic.
Could it be that these were ordered by Fu Xingye?
The staff took out the list and confirmed: "That's right, this is it." Who is Miss Tang Yaoyao? ”
"I am." Tang Yaoyao took the order and signed, "It seems that it is indeed right, but who ordered it for me, and ordered so much, how can I finish eating?" ”
Nie Changhuan withdrew his gaze from those lunch boxes, and took out his mobile phone that he hadn't looked at all night, and there was not a single phone call on it or a new WeChat message.
She tugged at her lips, but soon stopped thinking about the trivial things.
She even feels now that as long as Tang Sihuai can get better, it doesn't matter if she is lonely for the rest of her life.
"Hey, don't stand still, come and eat together." Tang Yaoyao beckoned to her viciously, "I can't finish eating alone, what a waste." ”
From noon yesterday to now, Nie Changhuan hasn't eaten a bite, but even so, she still doesn't have much appetite. But she glanced at Tang Yaoyao's glances from time to time, and still walked over silently and ate a few bites perfunctorily.
Tang Yaoyao suddenly lost her appetite, she glanced at the time: "You go, someone is coming to my house." If they see you, they will kill you. ”
The rest of the Tang family didn't know the inside story, they only knew that Tang Sihuai was seriously injured because of Nie Changhuan.
So after Tang Yaoyao said this, she couldn't bear it herself, and peeked at Nie Changhuan.
Unexpectedly, Nie Changhuan didn't feel embarrassed at all, but still blamed himself.
She smiled hard and said, "If I can make your family feel better, and Brother Sihuai can get better, I hope so." ”
“…… I'm just going to talk about it, who really did it to you? Tang Yaoyao pushed her, "Hurry up, hurry up." ”
She remembered that there was still a class today, and it was taught by Yan Xiaofeng.
Nie Changhuan looked at Tang Sihuai deeply again, turned around and walked out.
"Hey! I forgot to tell you that my brother was injured, you must not tell anyone, otherwise my company's stock will be messed up. ”
"Okay."
Nie Changhuan was about to walk to the door, but Tang Yaoyao stopped her again.
Nie Changhuan turned to look at her.
Tang Yaoyao looked at Tang Sihuai on the hospital bed: "Can you come to accompany my brother as much as possible in the future?" My brother ...... Probably would love to see you, and would love to have you with him. ”
Nie Changhuan lowered his eyes.
Tang Yaoyao was a little angry and was about to speak, but Nie Changhuan nodded to her and responded softly.
……
As soon as Nie Changhuan walked out of the hospital gate, Nie Manshuang trotted over from the side.
"Auntie?"
Nie Manshuang wrapped his arms around Nie Changhuan's shoulders and sighed, "How is Tang Sihuai?" ”
"How do you know?" Didn't Tang Yaoyao say just now that the Tang family deliberately blocked the news?
"Fu Xingye asked me to come and pick you up." Nie Manshuang didn't answer directly, "Don't worry, my aunt won't tell me about this." ”
Hearing Fu Xingye's name, Nie Changhuan turned his head to look to the side and didn't say a word.
Nie Manshuang walked forward with her: "Strictly speaking, this is to blame on my aunt, if it wasn't for me at that time, I would have to pull you ......"
"Auntie, no one expected such a thing to happen. At that time, you dragged me out for my own good, you really don't need to blame yourself, it has nothing to do with you. Nie Changhuan was afraid that she would blame herself, so he said a few words especially sincerely and solemnly.
But in fact, Nie Changhuan said this, but in his heart, he took all the blame on himself.
She just wants to go back in time and use her life to redeem all this.
Nie Manshuang couldn't help but recall the car accident scene she saw that day, she already felt terrifying enough at the time, and now she knows that it was Tang Sihuai who was injured in the car accident, and at this time her heart was more shocked and sad and worried.
She didn't know for a while, whether she should be glad that she stopped Nie Changhuan from seeing it at that time, or whether she should regret and blame herself.
But there's no going back.
It's just that her soft-hearted niece is afraid that the future will be even more difficult.
Thinking of this, Nie Manshuang panicked, so she stopped talking, took Nie Changhuan to the car, and sent her to school.
After a day's class, Nie Changhuan no longer had the concentration he had before, all he thought about and lived in his mind was Tang Sihuai's death after he crashed into a truck.
After the last class, she sat in her position in a daze, and after a long time, she took out her mobile phone and flipped down to the WeChat dialog box between herself and Tang Sihuai.
Looking at the few unread voice messages that were still with red dots, she hesitated for a long time before clicking on the first one with trembling fingers.