Chapter 43: Lin Sen refuses, and Luo Fei dies
Lin Sen's lips were pursed, like a fish in his throat, and finally he said, "Dongdong, I'm sorry, I've never liked you." Don't waste your time on me anymore, I don't deserve you like this, there will be better boys who will be good to you! ”
This is the longest sentence Lin Sen has ever said to her, but it is also the sentence that hurts her the most, Li Dongdong's heart hurts like a thousand arrows piercing her heart, the tears under her eyes are mixed with a clear sense of pain, and she is changing more and more, she endured and said: "I know, you go!" ”
Lin Sen sat on the chair, motionless, since the death of his parents, he thought that his heart had been hollowed out a long time ago, but when he saw Li Dongdong's big tears rolling out of his eyes and falling onto the white quilt, he could no longer be like a hard stone, pulled out a tissue and handed it to her, and said in a low voice: "You and Jiawen are my sisters!" ”
The straight man never knows how hurtful the words he wants to comfort people will be, Li Dongdong smiled bitterly in his heart, I don't want to be your sister, she closed her eyes, and the more she tried to hold back her tears, the more tears surged out, she didn't speak, he didn't speak, and only Li Dongdong's sobbing voice was left in the ward.
After crying for a long time, his emotions became unusually calm, Li Dongdong looked at Lin Sen who was sitting motionless, and sighed again in his heart, he was really a cold man who didn't know how to pity the fragrance and cherish the jade, she cried like that, but he didn't have half a word of comfort, and he didn't know what kind of woman he needed to enter his heart and let him love and pity him in every way.
Li Dongdong broke the silence and said, "I'm fine, you can go!" ”
Lin Sen saw that Li Dongdong was no longer crying, so he got up, "Have a good rest, I'm leaving!" ”
Lin Sen left the ward, he never felt that he was a ruthless person, because he had never been ruthless!
Li Dongdong was upset, picked up his mobile phone and pulled a group of three people with only her, He Jiawen, and Deng Jiaqi.
Li Dongdong said: I just talked to Lin Sen for a while, and he didn't like me, and his heart was broken!
Deng Jiaqi, who was lying in the next ward, should also be bored looking at his mobile phone, and replied in seconds: That is a man at the level of steel bars, I don't know what kind of woman can influence him.
Li Dongdong said: Maybe I'm not his favorite type!
Deng Jiaqi knew that Li Dongdong was sad and wanted to relieve her, so she replied nonsense: I feel that he and Jin Shaojie are very subtle, he doesn't like such a good girl as you, could it be that he is Gay? Curved?
At this time, He Jiawen interjected: Impossible, right? My brother's personality is also amazing, and he can refuse you so ruthlessly when you are hospitalized?
Li Dongdong: I provoked the topic first, he has never been a person who drags mud and water, I actually knew in my heart that he didn't like me, I just wanted to bet, bet on the 1 in 10,000 possibility, and today I will lose completely and my heart is blocked!
Deng Jiaqi: Xiaowen, you just woke up and played with your mobile phone?
Deng Jiaqi: The heart will be blocked for a few days, don't be discouraged by me and you, there are a lot of good young men waiting for us, come on!
Li Dongdong: Come on!
He Jiawen didn't speak again, looking at the two people who were hurt at the bottom of their hearts, shouting and cheering each other, knowing that comforting words didn't work, time always teaches people to grow and teach people to be strong.
The next day, Li Dongdong was discharged from the hospital, and every day he came to the hospital with soup and water to see He Jiawen and accompany Deng Jiaqi.
On the fourth day, He Jiawen moved out of the intensive care unit, He Jiawen was still worried in his heart at first, and confirmed with the doctor over and over again in private, so that He Jiawen was relieved to move out. The two nurses who saved her before were assigned to He Jiawen's ward, and He Jiawen was very grateful when she saw them for the first time! There were a lot of words of thanks, and the two nurses didn't expect Mrs. He to be such a good person, and they became friends in a few clicks.
A week later, Deng Jiaqi was discharged from the hospital, and she and Li Dongdong were replaced, and they came to the hospital to see He Jiawen every day with soup and water.
On this day, at the same time, Deng Jiaqi and Li Dongdong came to the hospital to deliver food, He Jiawen didn't want these two girls to cook hard every day and run back and forth to the hospital, but seeing that He Jiawen was quite appetizing eating the food cooked by Li Dongdong, he could only bother them embarrassedly.
Every time these two women come to the ward, He Jiawen will walk out of the ward and go elsewhere, either on the phone or to deal with the work on the computer, mainly because these three women are very noisy when they get together, plus two nurses who can talk very well, the topic of these women is the world that He Jiawen never wants to squeeze into.
He Jiawen was sitting on the hospital bed, holding a beautiful bowl, drinking soup, Deng Jiaqi said to He Jiawen eloquently: "Today's aunt in the vegetable market cheated on the winter scales, obviously seven taels, and she charged a pound of money, she still looked right, so angry that I quarreled with that aunt." ”
Li Dongdong handed a piece of chopped apple to Deng Jiaqi, "Okay, you haven't lost your anger yet?" I know you don't care about that money, don't you want to see me being bullied, as for being so angry? It's a big deal, I'll go to the supermarket with you to buy groceries in the future, don't be angry! ”
Gao Ting forked a piece of fruit by herself, and asked while eating: "Which market and which stall, I will also go to scold after work, the lack of catties and two small things, it will be a big deal to make my Sister Qi unhappy." ”
Ma Haixia also said: "With such a dark business, I have to tell my mother and neighbors not to go to this stall to buy things." ”
Deng Jiaqi said: "I'm out of gas, that is, I want to listen to Xiaowen to save her from being bored in the hospital!" ”
He Jiawen finished drinking the soup in the bowl and asked Li Dongdong: "The soup is delicious, is there any more, leave a bowl for Jiawen, he should like to drink it." ”
Deng Jiaqi feigned anger, "If I talk to you for a long time to relieve your boredom, you just remember that Dongdong's soup is delicious?" ”
He Jiawen patted Deng Jiaqi on the shoulder and said, "Yes, I listened very carefully, isn't this involuntarily?" Otherwise, I'd have to go and open her stall. ”
"Whose stall are you going to lift? I'll get it for you. Lin Sen's voice came from outside the door, and the next second he saw him walking into the ward with a large bouquet of flowers, the whole person exuded a calm and cold aura, he didn't look at the other people in the ward, walked directly to He Jiawen's bedside, and continued to ask: "Which stall provoked you?" ”
He Jiawen called Brother Sheng, and then continued: "No, it's a joke with the sisters." ”
Deng Jiaqi smiled awkwardly on the side and said, "Yes, it's a joke!" Don't take it seriously! ”
Lin Sen glanced at Deng Jiaqi, smiled faintly, and put the big bouquet of flowers in his hand on the small table next to the bed, "Sister Lu is busy and can't spare time to visit, let me bring you the flowers, I hope you recover soon and be discharged from the hospital early!" ”
He Jiawen said: "Brother, don't stand, sit down and say, I'll call Sister Lu later and thank her personally." ”
Gao Ting moved a chair to Lin Sen, who sat down and politely thanked Gao Ting.
Gao Ting glanced at Ma Haixia, the two slipped out of the ward, when Li Dongdong saw Lin Sen, the whole person was stunned, and he couldn't continue to stay in the ward at all, seeing Gao Ting and Ma Haixia sneaking out of the ward, he also followed.
Deng Jiaqi was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed, very close to He Jiawen and Lin Sen, and wanted to follow, but felt that this seemed impolite, so she was thinking about finding an excuse to leave.
He Jiawen chatted with Lin Sen for a while, Lin Sen was a man who didn't have many topics, after saying what should be said, after telling what should be told, there was no topic, but at this time, Deng Jiaqi's low sobbing voice suddenly came.
He Jiawen was panicked by this sudden cry, and Lin Sen frowned and looked at Deng Jiaqi.
Deng Jiaqi handed his mobile phone to He Jiawen to see, threw herself into He Jiawen's arms and continued to cry, He Jiawen saw Jiang Meiqin's WeChat message to Deng Jiaqi, above is the time and starting point of Luo Fei's funeral, the time is this afternoon, Jiang Meiqin temporarily sent it to Deng Jiaqi, I don't want her to participate, one less person is sad and sad, it is better than the embarrassment between identities when we meet, but also comfort each other!
Deng Jiaqi cried for a while, got up and said, "I'm leaving, I'm going to rush over now!" ”
He Jiawen looked at the time, it should be too late, she said to Lin Sen, "Brother, are you free?" ”
Lin Sen didn't know what was going on, "I'm free." ”
"Brother, Jiaqi's friend died, you send her over, and then bring her back."
"Good!"
"She might be a little sad and upset, you look at her a little."
"Okay, don't worry!"
Deng Jiaqi wiped her tears and said to Lin Sen: "Lin Sen, I'm sorry for you." ”
Lin Sen got up and said, "Don't bother, let's go!" Then he said to He Jiawen: "Take care of your body with peace of mind, don't worry!" ”
Lin Sen's usual black T-shirt with a pair of smoke-black jeans, Deng Jiaqi changed into a black suit, and rushed to the cemetery in the eastern suburbs of Lixi.
Deng Jiaqi stood in front of Luo Fei's tomb in despair, she stood motionless, with a sad face, but she was very quiet, not crying, as if she had already settled down.
Lin Sen stood beside Deng Jiaqi, his face numb, silent, he caught a glimpse of Deng Jiaqi's thick eyelashes were covered with tiny raindrops, and his black clothes were wet with rain, showing marks of different shades. Lin Sen turned around and walked to the car, and when he returned to Deng Jiaqi's side, he was already holding a plain black umbrella in his hand, and he silently deflected the umbrella towards Deng Jiaqi.
Deng Jiaqi put down the white roses given to Luo Fei in front of the tombstone, looked at Luo Fei who was smiling in the black and white photo, she stroked her eyebrows and eyes in the photo, and said softly: "I'm fine, I don't cry, you can leave with confidence!" ”
After Deng Jiaqi finished speaking, he raised his foot and moved to the side, at this time the rain gradually stopped, Lin Sen was still standing beside Deng Jiaqi, he put away the umbrella in his hand, raised his eyes to look at the crowd that was flowing to offer flowers, his eyes became very deep, the day his parents were buried, it was also such weather!
Jiang Meiqin walked in front of Deng Jiaqi with red eyes, she was wearing a dignified black cheongsam with delicate dark lines on it, her hair was pulled up, and two small white flowers were pinned to her ears.