I can't take care of my own life, so why do I need a clear conscience?

For the sake of the illness of the Son of Heaven, what is it to sacrifice a few ordinary people?

The Tai Hospital government develops a variety of new drugs every year. These new medicines, if they don't test the drugs with people, how dare they enter the palace? To be a doctor is to have a clear conscience, and being a medical officer is of course different from an ordinary doctor.

How can a person who does not harm others and interests himself get mixed up in officialdom?

Cheng Jinrong is still too young and too honest and kind.

Looking at the bloodshot eyes that were still black and firm, Du Ti didn't say anything, only said: "You don't have to interfere in the follow-up matters, you will enter the palace tomorrow to serve the mother." ”

"Remember, no matter who asks, you can't reveal half a cent about the things in the house. Even if the mother asked, you can't say. ”

"Since you are a medical officer, you have to abide by the rules of the Tai Hospital."

Cheng Jinrong nodded and opened his mouth to leave.

Faithful licorice, waiting outside the door. The light was dim, and Licorice couldn't see Cheng Jinrong's face clearly, so she comforted softly: "Miss, don't be too sad." The young lady kept watch for two days and two nights, but the patient was too weak and his will to survive was not strong, and he couldn't hold on, and there was nothing he could do. ”

"Miss has done her best, and she has a clear conscience."

She did her best.

But does she really have a clear conscience?

She foresaw the risks, but she didn't really stop Du Tidian's decision, and still treated the patient by open stomach. is because she clearly knows that it involves the illness of the Son of Heaven, and Du Tidian will not give in.

Among the various trade-offs and compromises, she couldn't tell them, and the trace of darkness in her heart lingered.

Cheng Jinrong slowly exhaled hard: "I'm tired." ”

Licorice's attention immediately shifted: "The slave will go to the kitchen to carry hot water and wait for the young lady to bathe and change clothes." ”

Cheng Jinrong snorted and whispered to licorice: "I will enter the palace tomorrow, and you must not be slack and negligent with the remaining four patients." ”

Licorice nodded in response.

……

Cheng Jinrong was indeed tired, and as soon as his head was on the pillow, he fell into a deep sleep. She thought she was going to have nightmares, but she didn't. This night, I slept very deeply.

As soon as I opened my eyes, it was the fifth watch of the next day.

Cheng Jinrong was silent for a moment, sighed silently, and then got up to change his clothes and freshen up.

The licorice wanted to stay, and Cheng Jinrong followed Du Ti into the palace.

This matter is not big or small, and it has drawn a not too shallow mark between the master and apprentice who are still slowly getting acquainted with each other, far from the point of friendship.

The master and apprentice did not speak in the carriage. However, as soon as they entered the palace gate, their attitudes changed subtly.

Du Ti smiled and said to Cheng Jinrong: "You haven't entered the palace for a few days, and Niangniang has been thinking about you." You don't have to go to the duty office, just go to the Jiaofang Hall to say goodbye! ”

Cheng Jinrong responded with a smile: "Weichen respectfully obeys the orders of the adults. ”

Respectful and affectionate, like a good master and apprentice.

Du Tidian even personally led Cheng Jinrong to the Jiaofang Palace, and by the way, he asked Queen Pei for peace before leaving.

I haven't seen her for a few days, Queen Pei is really worried in her heart, and after looking carefully, she frowned invisibly. In just a few days, Cheng Jinrong's cheeks were slightly thinner, and his expression was not as rosy as before.

Which patient did Cheng Jinrong go to?

However, Queen Pei kept Cheng Jinrong's advice in mind, and said with a smile in front of the palace maids: "You haven't been around the palace these days, and you don't feel interesting to visit the imperial garden in the palace. ”

Cheng Jinrong immediately smiled: "Weichen has always remembered his mother in his heart. Now that it's just right, do you want to go out for a walk? ”

Queen Pei nodded with a smile, waited for Cheng Jinrong to step forward and hold her arm, and quietly shook Cheng Jinrong's hand under the cover of the wide-sleeved robe.

Cheng Jinrong's heart warmed, and he smiled at Queen Pei.

……

Queen Pei's physical strength is much better than before, and she has to rest for half an hour when she walks through tea and kung fu in the past. Now I walk on a stick of incense or so, and I don't feel tired.

The palace maids followed from a distance, and the only one who could hear Queen Pei speak when they got close was Qing Dai Xianglan.

Empress Pei asked softly, "Jinrong, is that patient cured?" ”

Cheng Jinrong replied in a low voice: "No, the patient didn't survive and died." ”

Queen Pei: "......"

Empress Pei paused and looked at Cheng Jinrong, with a little worry in her eyes.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, as a doctor, I have seen and learned much more than ordinary people. Cheng Jinrong is still so young, how can he feel good when he sees that the patients he treats have not survived and died?

Cheng Jinrong's mood had calmed down, and he smiled faintly at Queen Pei: "Don't worry, Niangniang, I can hold it." ”

Medical skills are mediocre, and they are not worthy of being doctors. A person who is fragile and fragile in his heart can't be a good doctor.

In her previous life, she lived for twenty-five years, and her life was not long, but what she experienced was better than other people's lives in one or two lifetimes. I am also used to seeing life and death.

She just blamed herself.

The sea of medicine is endless, and the pursuit of medical skills should also be endless. If her surgical skills were more subtle and her fever-reducing prescriptions were more effective, perhaps she would have been able to save one more life.

Queen Pei seemed to have a glimpse of Cheng Jinrong's thoughts, and couldn't help sighing.

The female Xiao's father is really true.

The same was true for Cheng Wang back then, he was never complacent with his medical skills, and his pursuit of medical skills never stopped.

Cheng Jinrong is not an ordinary boudoir girl. She is talented, intelligent, and talented at a young age. Her life should not just go to the palace to accompany her, a cowardly and useless mother-in-law.

One day, she wants her daughter to break free from all this and live a wonderful life of her own.

Empress Pei thought silently and did not say anything more.

Cheng Jinrong is not a person of many words, so he quietly accompanies Queen Pei.

This tranquility was quickly shattered.

……

There is a precedent for Luo Guiren, and there are more harem concubines who came to the imperial garden to "meet" Queen Pei when they have nothing to do.

Empress Pei didn't want to see anyone before, but now her mentality has changed, and she wants to suppress Emperor Zheng's concubine and regain the power of the Six Palaces. If you come to ask for peace, Queen Pei will see you.

However, Queen Pei's attitude towards the concubines is also different.

Seeing the concubines who were usually close to Emperor Zheng's concubine, Empress Pei's expression was cold. On the contrary, the attitude is friendly.

The concubines in the harem, who are not clever people with raised eyebrows. After a few times, all the concubines will come to their senses. The queen mother is going to fight in the ring with Emperor Zheng. Whoever stands on the side of Emperor Zheng and Concubine Zheng is the enemy of the queen's mother.

How to stand in line?

This is not only a contest between Empress Pei and Emperor Zheng's concubine, but also about the battle for the throne of the eldest prince and the second prince, and also involves the Pingguo Mansion and the Yong'an Marquis Mansion outside the palace.

Now, it is all young concubines who have shown their affection. The concubines in the palace who really have the weight of the prince and princess are calm and do not move for the time being.

A familiar figure suddenly appeared out of the corner of Cheng Jinrong's eyes.