Chapter 226
Who!
She had the heart to ask, but she didn't have the ability to make any sound, and in fact she didn't have the guts, but the belief in her mind moved, and she didn't even dare to move her voice.
Zhong Sannian tried his best to observe the environment, and saw a quaint smell, and an overwhelming array of flowers, and the smell of faint flowers.
My head hurts a little, but it's all barely enough to endure it.
Who the hell is it?
I don't have any impression in my head, and my memory is completely non-existent.
Absolutely forget what I can't think about now.
Zhong San's own cranky thoughts calmed down gently, and his thoughts turned quickly.
"Three years."
Airplanes!
She is willing to be able to face the current situation calmly, after all, it has not reached this level, and everything can be said to have been seen.
Although it is indeed a bit new to be tied up, after all, according to his attributes, he is not liked at all, and it is possible to be beaten for no reason, but some things have to have a beginning, right?
But I never thought that I was actually brought by someone I was familiar with, or I was reluctant, and I was brought by someone who had helped.
It is a paper trifold.
The voice was too distinctive, with a slight sickness in the weakness, as if it had already been terminally ill and could leave at any time.
She heard it in a flash.
But why? What's the reason to bring yourself here?
She doesn't have any money, at most she has the next rent, but it's really not a lot of money, relatively calculated, the cost is really not worth it, I want to think more about the cost, this is really too much of a waste of life.
What's the reason? Could it be that he was resentful and brought the golden vine kite himself?
This...
That's a reason!
After all, the involvement between these two people is too close, if it is from another angle, I don't know that I don't have any harmful intentions, and even if my mind is a little fragile, I can completely implicate the responsibilities of the two people.
Is it for such reasons? If you say it with your heart, you are really a little wronged, and you really didn't follow the past at the beginning.
But after all, he has been wronged for so many years, and he has been alive with his own ability, and on the whole, his fate is bitter, and there are thousands of wishes in this life, and even those who have been wronged for no reason.
This can barely pull out a reason, I think it can still be a little acceptable.
Even said that he began to look towards the other party's psychological state, and what he is doing now, how to be able to calm the other party's heart, such an idea is a little bit of a platform, but for himself, he is already accustomed to it, sadly, but the unexpected reality.
I don't know if I can turn the situation around by saying some good words, but I can't do it with my whole face in my current state, and I'm even afraid that if there is a slight fluctuation, my voice will be shattered in an instant.
As the thinking intensified, the slightest pull began in my mind, the pain was accompanied by a clear sound, and I was able to think about the problem from the perspective of a completely normal state of mind again, restarting again and again, and my brain kept breaking.
But he can recover quickly, as if it hadn't happened, it's too amazing, but given that he has so many monster friends, he really can't think about this matter carefully, where can he be so easy to understand.
Zhong Sannian has no relevant medical knowledge, for this matter and the scientific thinking behind it, the idealism in the core of values, and the discussion of scientific theories, he has no intention of spending more time and wasting brain cells to think, and now he is thinking, how to get out of the current predicament, how to live.
I don't have much to look forward to, I just want to wait until I graduate from college and find an ordinary job.
As for the matter of survival, I still care a little bit.
But.
Then it is not clear, what kind of psychological state the other party is, if he loses his mind for a while, it is not so easy to understand the joints.
Zhong Sannian often moved slowly next to him, his face was already pale and colorless, and he was still so weak, but his eyes were shining with a special light, and he couldn't help but be a little dazzled.
Terrible!
She couldn't describe what kind of eyes it was, but she had carefully looked at each of her cells, and could even observe the lines of her pupils in them.
It's too detailed, it's creepy.
"Three years, you're awake."
The gentle words of the paper three folds were revealed softly from his throat, and there were inevitably some traces of tearing, just like what he said, what he suppressed in the back four, he had to tear his throat open, so that he could use the current gentle existence.
He sat lightly on one side, trying to reach out and touch it, but in an instant he took his hand away, without even bringing a trace of wind fluctuations, not even the dust stained.
'What do you want to do?' Zhong Sannian subconsciously wanted to speak, but he felt that the vocal cords of his voice instantly ripped the taste of his throat, some of which were salty, as if his throat was driven by an instant, and some blood flowed back.
It's just hard to feel what it's like, or even just a moment of pain, and my throat isn't getting better in an instant, it's like a dream.
The strange feeling, I have experienced it from the very beginning, the pain is indeed painful, but the moment it disappears, even the pain cannot be left, whether it is my brain problem or not, I can't say where the feeling of that moment came from.
Even the pain in the brain is not so easy to describe, how can it be easily explained.
"Three years, don't struggle, aren't you now adding pain to yourself for no reason? Don't do this anymore, I feel a little distressed when I look at it, you calm down a little, calm down and don't think too much. ”
The paper three folds spoke calmly and a little terrifying, but the tone was unconsciously sticky, and even he couldn't perceive a little sadness.
Zhong Sannian is very experienced in this, and he has some feelings when he feels a little emotion.
What is he lamenting? Is that how it feels for him?
The paper is fragile and can even be said to dare not touch it at all, and even breathe a little louder for fear of hurting him.
Could it be that he felt the same way as he did now?
Zhong San's eyes flickered, and on the other hand, he felt pity for the other party's suffering, pity for the pain he had experienced, and on the other hand, he couldn't help but feel a little innocent.
She didn't mean to harm him, the golden vine kite provoked, even said that it was unilateral oppression, and it was not her own hand, she had been preparing to persuade him to make peace, why did she let herself suffer this crime?
"Three years, do you complain about me in your heart?"
The words of the paper fold couldn't help but feel a little complaining, and his eyes looked over, "I'm really good to you, I have never meant anything else, do you remember the first time we met?" I'm a sincere reminder not to be harmed by youkai, if I have other thoughts, can I do this? ”
Zhong Sannian waited for a pair of eyes and couldn't say anything, but listening to the words of the other party, there was no way to fluctuate in his heart, and he even felt a little ridiculous.
At first, the other party was really kind, and he didn't do anything in it, and the only thing he did wrong may be that he didn't know that he didn't know that the golden cite had some discriminatory concepts against him, and even started to do it.
But he is also complaining about himself, which is difficult to tell, what kind of reason it is, although he said that he was implicated, but in terms of right and wrong, there is indeed no mistake.
Isn't it a little bad to be implicated like this?
The paper folded three folds and lowered his eyes, maybe this kind of catharsis, these Xu scenery, in the white of the eyes have long been full of blood, red as if it is a ruby.
But it didn't maintain its brilliance, but there was an eerie cold that pierced directly into the depths of his eyes.
"You don't understand, yes, why do you want to understand such a thing?"
The fate in his words no longer wanted to cover up, he stretched out his fingers and remembered them slightly, made a fist, and opened his five fingers to directly caress the other party's face, which was directly and slightly touched, instantly lifting a layer of skin, and the face recovered quickly.
The growth rate of cells is amazing, and when you can see the muscle structure and cell structure of the skin, the next second is to restore the same as before.
Zhong Sannian only felt that it touched his face, and it quickly began to hurt, and for a moment he wanted to dig out half of his entire face, but he was analyzing the feeling of pain in his face, and he didn't look at the fragile snow-white hand, touching it in front of him, which was stained with blood-red traces, and he had already been immersed in the lines of his fingers, and his eyes couldn't help but feel a little cold.
Hurt!
But there was no way to scream in that instant, so he could only endure silently and was afraid that if he shouted a word, he would tear his entire throat and even break his neck.
But...
She didn't even know if she would die of pain.
has broken his head, he can recover quickly, and his spirit is even better than the previous chaotic state, will he really die under such a trend?
Why is it that after there is no threat to death, there is even more horror in the heart, and there is no way to take off the panic?
I'm so afraid, what is she afraid of?
What is there to be afraid of in the current state?
Zhong Sannian even felt that his spirit was a little abnormal.
It was heart-rending just now, but in an instant, even a second of effort, it instantly returned to calm and bland, without any fluctuations.
Even for any next touch, he kept a calm heart, even if he could lift his skin, it seemed like there was nothing wrong, after all, he didn't have any sense of resistance here, this kind of honest acceptance, but there was no way to have any state of wanting to resist, after all, it was enough now.
There is nothing to go, but I feel panic from the heart, not afraid of pain or afraid of death.
But what are you afraid of?
"Three years, what are you thinking about now? Are you wondering if you are terrified in your heart? ”
Paper Sanfold seemed to have insight into the mind of the person in front of him, sat aside and said softly, "I understand that you know now that you can't die, and you don't have much fear of pain, that moment is indeed painful, maybe after the pain passes, but you experience the taste of trance, nothing." ”
Yes.
In the face of such words, Zhong Sannian did admit that he couldn't be afraid of the feeling of pain now, which was really strange, but with a slight change, he didn't have the taste that he should be afraid of.
No, it should be said that when you are guiding yourself, you will not be really harmed, but only feel the pain to the touch, at most you will feel fear at the moment of pain, and before and after, there is no most direct horror.
Instead... Barren.
I couldn't understand what it was like, but I felt a kind of desolation, as if I was walking alone in the vast desert, I didn't feel the pain of the burning fire, I didn't feel the parchment of my mouth, but I was the only one between heaven and earth.
Looking at the yellow sand flying in the sky, only the scorching sun shot, even though he was not in pain, but at this time he also felt supreme loneliness.
The paper folded and bowed his head, looking at the pure black pearl with blood-red eyes, looking at himself reflected in it, pale and static, looking at himself who appeared in that look, incarnated into what he used to be.
"Three years, do you know why I don't understand? I will also feel that I have experienced this, that I once lived in existence, but now I am not even worthy of being alive, as if I am being tortured, and I should experience the taste of the present, and I should be like this, continue to exist, and my friends really exist between heaven and earth, and compound the cause and effect of reincarnation? ”
His voice seemed to burst a little, and he pulled tightly with his throat, and the words of Suzhou rolled out of his throat, spread to the tip of his tongue, and were swallowed back by himself.
"Do you think I deserve to suffer these sins? Why do I have to endure this? What am I doing wrong that I just want to protect, the existence that I want to protect? ”
Zhong Sannian looked directly at the person opposite, who was already hysterical, looking into his own eyes.
She wanted to say, "Do I deserve to suffer these sins again?" Why should I endure this? What am I doing wrong in this? It's just that there is no emotion to stop you, your previous obsession and quarrel, but this is also something I don't know, I just learned the news, so I quickly went out to find you.
But there is no way to reveal such words, and there is no way to tell the other party, looking at his crazy mind alone, his physical strength seems to have fallen into the paranoid of learning, and he is not also implicated for no reason, and even said that he has no fault at all.
It is the taste of having the opportunity to be abandoned by the rules of this world, and the feeling of goods at that moment has been shrouded in the world, and it has already been fiercely detained from its actions, and there is no way to get out of it.
What to do! She panicked!
I was still able to think normally before, so I chose to quickly dispose of it in my mind many times, but I was still able to wake up, sort out my thoughts at that moment, and be able to re-enter the correct thinking, but in the face of the current situation, she panicked.
There is no way to be forever trapped in loneliness, abandoned by this world, I should not be able to walk in the world, fall into the headless desert, even if I have not been hurt in the slightest, but I can no longer find any companions, from the bottom of my heart, close to the bone marrow, the fear spreads.
The paper folded to admire the girl in front of him for a moment, his expression was torn, looking at the lines on the other party's face, and looking at the face that had already been stained with blood.
I didn't feel a little appreciation, my eyes softened a lot and said, "Because it's not just one person, you and me, I was nothing at the beginning, at least you still have the same state as me now, aren't you?" ”
Be... Is it?
Zhong Nian flashed a trace of trance, but quickly corrected his attitude.
What are you kidding, you are clearly harmed by the other party to be like this, what kind of feeling can you feel close?
She had to admit that at that moment when she was confused, someone who agreed to the encounter suddenly appeared, and the sense of proximity in her heart made her feel a little confused and lost, but after getting a little closer, she quickly figured out who she was suffering from now?
Paper Sanzhi carefully observed the boring expression, looked at the cheers between the faces, and stood up instantly, looking at his face and wanting to say something, but he hid it in his throat again.
"Hmph, what if you don't want to, now that you've become like this, if you really want to free yourself, you can only kill me, but you know, even if I am crushed to ashes, I can come back to life."
Zhong Sanman looked at him indifferently and turned his face and didn't recognize anyone.
How much he used to pity him, how disgusted he is now, poor people must have something hateful, what I originally thought was a hateful sentence, but now it is really a little terrible.
Zhong Sannian pursed his lips, just a simple action, don't let yourself feel it, the pain of being torn apart is like a fragile paper lantern, which shatters in an instant when you touch it slightly.
Paper Sanzhi frowned and said coldly: "Now there is no other way than tossing yourself?" I didn't know how you were making a fuss now, but it would have recovered, and it wouldn't have changed anything. ”
Zhong San rolled his eyes.
Maybe the back and forth of fragmentation and reorganization will give you a different kind of renovation
The whole person's ideological consciousness seems to be much higher, if it is mixed in other times, the dog is standing in the situation of right and wrong is also excusing others, even if he is not quietly talking in his mouth, he can now completely dislike a person.