Chapter 1: Rebirth After Suicide
When a person dies, it begins.
I committed suicide two hours ago. I thought I would be free, but I didn't expect to die and watch myself being carried into an ambulance until I disappeared. When I opened my eyes again, I was already in the ward, the golden walls, and it looked out of place with the doctor in the white coat, is this a hospital?
"You've only been born for two hours, and you can't speak yet. If there's anything you want to ask, you can think of it in your heart and I can answer it."
What am I going to do here? Am I dead or not? Where is this?
"In your past world you died, here you were born to be precise. This is nothingness, and this is where your world says people will go when they die. β
"Why can't I speak, how do you know what I'm thinking?"
"The first problem is that the void and the original world are parallel to the space-time, because when you die in nothingness, you are called born, less than 7 days. So the nothingness in your eyes and your original world appear at the same time, and your body is not fully adapted to it. Wait for your first seven to be over and you'll be able to speak.
The second question: The reason why I can perceive the problem you want to talk about is because in the world of nothingness, communication is not entirely with sound, but with brain waves. It's a gift that you were born with."
Do people come here when they die? I've heard of heaven and hell, but what the hell is this nothingness? I'm afraid this old man is lying to me? Is it a side effect of taking too many sleeping pills?
"Heaven and Hell? Well, there is another name for nothingness, which is called Heaven when you are alive. Five thousand years ago, nothingness was heaven and earth, and hell was not completely separated. That's a long way to say. You have more important things to do, and you need to say goodbye to the people in the other world in the first few days. After the end of the first seven days, you no longer have anything to do with the original world, you come to nothingness, your parents are heaven and earth. Wait, what are you talking about, I'm confused, what the hell is it?"
So I'm really dead, but I'm born in another world, is there really another world, and am I alive or dead?
"Strictly speaking, you belong to the boundary line of time and space, and the hospital is the connecting point. Go out and see for yourself! It's too boring to listen to it when you're old!"
"Wait one last question! Who are you?"
"Gatekeeper"
"Let's get out"
As soon as the old man lifted his hand, my uncontrollable cup fell out of the door......
This is the people's hospital that I have been to? I was confused just now? I went out of the hospital according to the middle of my memory. Standing on the side of the road, stretching out his hand to stop the car, but the taxi does not stop empty. Finally parked a car, it was actually white, if it weren't for the English letters of taxi, I couldn't tell it was a taxi.
Master, No. 109 Nerimatan, I wanted to say it, but I found that I couldn't make a sound at all.
"Okay, I'll give you a watch"
"Master, can you hear me?"
"Yes, you hit the empty car, you just died?"
"Master, do you all speak so straightly? Although it was broad daylight, I had just come out of the hospital, and I hadn't yet adapted to my identity, and I felt a sense of fear when I heard someone ask me if I had just died."
"Girl, death is the beginning. This is the beginning of your own true life. β
Before I could look closely at the taxi driver, the car was full of white except for white, only the driver's clothes were black. About 30 years old, a bit of a Beijing uncle.
"Don't look at it, don't be surprised, there are two kinds of taxis in the void, white and black, which belong to the impermanence group, which is what you often call black and white impermanence. β
"Big brother, are you also human?"
"You girl, isn't this scolding, what do you mean by being human, I'm also human now!"
"I think nothingness and I'm supposed to be a ghost in my understanding now. β
"It's just a name, and people in the world of nothingness are more like ghosts. β
"That is to say, I have been a human being for more than 20 years, and the ghost I have been afraid of is actually a human, and I am actually a ghost when I think I am a human?
"It's not messy, just get used to it slowly, it's very simple, you just need to remember that you are you, okay, you're here, go home and say goodbye to your parents"
"Big brother, how do I pay?"
"No, after seven days, after you have the void vow, you will be deducted directly"
"What is the Void Ring?"
The driver raised his right index finger, this is the void, go quickly: "Girl, when you study it, you will understand that I am still alive."
After getting out of the taxi, I walked into the familiar alley and walked to the door of the house, the familiar steps I had walked for more than 20 years. When I came to the door of the house, I tried to push the door open, but I found myself directly through the door and entered the house.
There were many more people in the familiar courtyard, and my mother's cry had already come out before it reached the living room, and I stood beside my mother and saw my mother with gray temples in tears, and my father smoking cigarettes one after another. The fat aunt next to me is the person I ever hated the most, I never knew that I was dead, there would be so many people thinking about me, after standing for a while, my mother had cried and fainted several times, I stood next to the coffin and looked at myself lying quietly inside. It turned out to be really dead. looked at his mother, who had been choking quietly in front of him, and reached out to touch her hand. The mother cried even harder, and kept babbling some words in her mouth. It turned out that my departure would have caused so much damage to her, and I sat in front of my black and white photograph of myself, and slowly my eyes were a little unable to open.
I was sad and wanted to tell my parents that I was sorry for them. But I couldn't hear myself. After a long time, I seemed to hear someone calling my name.
"Chen Jingqing, wake up quickly, it's time to dream for your parents, what do you want to say quickly, there are still many people queuing up behind. β
Ignoring the doubts in my heart, I hurried up to the man and saw that she was holding an extra-large brush in her hand, more of a mop than a brush.
"There are people lining up in the back, who are you, how can I give my parents dreams?"
"I'm Mengpo, you come and lie on the paper"
If you look closely, it's a piece of paper, and it's more like a pond shaped like a bathhouse in a bath, but it's much smaller, and there's a mist floating on it. I lay down as she said, and I now feel like I'm going to be slaughtered and I'm dead anyway, and I'm not familiar with anything.
"Close your eyes and think about what else you have to say to your parents, you are dead and alive, there will always be some thoughts about the dreams you are weaving now, which is what your parents can dream about you in the future, and what they will miss you in the future. β
"I hope they can forget about me"
"I'm going to start you're ready"
I went, and it turned out that her so-called dream was to use her big mop to stir me into the big pond. Dizziness and nausea, the scenes in my mind are all the things I experienced when I was alive, the way my mother laughed when I scored 100 points in the exam when I was a child, my father took out a pair of red little high heels and I clapped my hands and screamed, the nervousness when I took the college entrance examination, and the way I took my boyfriend back to my parents to be busy cookingγγγγγ The scenes of this life are like movies, flickering by. It feels like a roller coaster, the difference is that you can't shout it and you can't call it.
"Alright, come out"
"It's over, what dreams did I give to my parents?"
"This dream is woven according to what the person thinks in his heart, but the memory of your life is extracted from you, and if someone thinks of you in the future, I can weave the dream according to what he thinks by adding a little to his dream. β
"It's so uncomfortable that I want to throw up"
"Give you sugar pills"
He took a white pill from her hand, shaped like a lychee-flavored true knowledge stick, and it didn't taste anything when he ate it in his mouth.
"It's delicious, this is what I researched, this is your package, and you can no longer be called Chen Jingqing, this is your name when you practiced. Now that I'm back, I should be called Dust Xiaoliu."
"Dust Xiaoliu?" took the thing wrapped in yellow cloth, and when he opened it, there was a ring and a dragon-shaped jade pendant, which should be said to be gold-inlaid jade. The dragon is golden, inlaid inside.
"This is your Void Ring, and the Guardian Beast. β
"Void Ring, equivalent to your ID card, there is an independent space inside, the things your parents burned for you are in it, you can check it yourself, the guardian beast is your ontological spirit beast, let it explain to you slowly in the future, you should go to familiarize yourself with the environment" With a wave of the pen, I was thrown out and looked up again, I was already on a road.
In addition to the black and white taxis on the road, there are many animals, elephants, lions, giraffes and donkeys?
"Go to the Void Ring"
"Who? Who's talking to me?"
"I'm your little golden dragon."
When I looked down, it turned out to be the piece of jade just now, and I don't know when it was tightly wrapped around my wrist. Look closely, it's looking up, and it's talking to me earnestly.
"Mom, how can you talk"
"Can you not make a fuss, I've been by your side for five thousand years, and you don't know me if I haven't spoken to you for a long time?"
"Have I lived that long for 5,000 years?"
"That's a long story, I'll take your Void Ring with me first, and then stroke it with my right hand, let's go see what your parents left for you first."
I took the ring according to what the little golden dragon said, touched it with my right hand, and came to the front of a building, and there was a boy guarding the door at the door of the six-story building.
When he came to the living room, the boy mechanically served tea.
"I'm tired to death, the master hasn't seen you for thirty years, why are you so stupid now, and I don't know how to quickly find a place for me, and I actually want to climb on your wrist by myself"
"Meng Po said that you are my guardian beast?do we know each other?and am I alive now?Can you tell me about it?"
"Take your time, don't worry, my name is Little Golden Dragon, and this name is still from you, the master."
"Tell me how it all goes."