Chapter 285: Really
It was the biggest nightmare of his life.
This nightmare will appear as long as he is asleep, and what is even more terrifying is that after waking up, this nightmare is reality.
In the first year, he didn't dare to sleep, he didn't want to fall asleep and be in pain, and it was even more painful when he woke up.
Zhou Xuan's hand grabbed his head, tapping to prevent him from falling asleep, and distracting the pain in his heart with flesh pain.
A soft hand grabbed his hands and pressed them hard.
"Don't be afraid, not afraid." She said.
How stupid are you not afraid, are you not afraid if you say you are not afraid? Try it for you! Zhou Xuan shouted in his heart, but he was probably distracted, and his restless mood gradually calmed down.
Chen Danzhu felt Zhou Xuan's hand relax, I don't know if it was to continue to appease Zhou Xuan, or if she herself was actually scared, it felt better to have a hand shake, so she didn't let go.
"And then?" She asked in a low voice.
Zhou Xuan was silent for a moment: "Later, I took advantage of the chaos to escape through the window, I slipped into the library and kept reading and reading the books on the shelves, until they came to me and told me that my father had been assassinated." β
And then there's the well-known thing.
The boy hugged the book and cried bitterly, not going to see his father for the last time, not going to the funeral, and always holding the book and reading and reading.
He will not have a father anymore, and he will not study again.
The emperor was angry at the loss of his best friend, and sent troops to conquer the princes and kings, and no one could stop him.
He was like a bamboo, took the land of Wu, killed the king of Zhou, and the king of Qi prostrate at his feet to confess.
He fulfilled his wish and that of his best friend.
Chen Danzhu held Zhou Xuan's hand, lowered his eyes, and tears fell on the back of his hand.
Tears flowed down the slit of his hand to Zhou Xuan's hand.
"You knew it from the beginning, right?" Zhou Xuan asked lightly.
Chen Danzhu did not speak.
Zhou Xuan didn't ask her if she knew how to know, he was sure in his heart that he was stalking and moving here, and he saw clearly that this girl really had no affection for him, but it was not without affection, when she looked at him, she occasionally felt pity - just like at the beginning, he always felt inexplicable in his pity for her.
Now understood.
He laughed self-deprecatingly: "The looks I made, you think I look like a fool, right?" So you pity me for being a fool, and you accompany me to make a show. β
Chen Danzhu smiled: "Zhou Xuan, I need it too." β
Zhou Xuan turned his head to look over, the girl's watery eyes were clear, her white and tender face seemed calm and sad, and there was little perseverance in front of him, at least in front of him.
Yes, what kind of person is Chen Danzhu, who took refuge in the emperor, turned his back on his father, sought the favor of the emperor, and lived a high-flying life - all this comes from the emperor's grace, without grace, she has nothing, and her life will be gone, not only her, but also the life of her family.
King Wu is alive because the emperor cares about his bloodline of the same clan and room, and Chen Liehu has nothing to scruple about the emperor.
Those dogs that have bitten the emperor, as long as they fall in the eyes of the emperor, must be beaten to death.
Unless someone is blocking his view.
Chen Danzhu is this person.
"So, we're the same." Zhou Xuan turned his hand and held Chen Danzhu's hand, and made the word emperor with his mouth, "It's our enemy." β
Chen Danzhu withdrew his hand: "There is no need to say that. β
Her situation is still different from Zhou Xuan, and the collapse of the He clan in that life is also due to many reasons.
And according to the common sense of the world, his father deserves to die.
Zhou Xuan didn't forcibly hold her hand anymore, and lay down in a different position: "Why don't you ask me, what do you want to do?" β
Chen Danzhu wanted to ask him how Princess Jin Yao died in his last life, whether it was related to him, whether he married the enemy's daughter in order to avenge the emperor, and then killed her - but there was no way to ask.
As for this life, she has already prevented this marriage, Jin Yao will not become a victim, how Zhou Xuan wants to take revenge, she doesn't want to ask or want to know.
"If you go and die with him." Chen Danzhu thought for a while and said, "I will go to your tomb to pay tribute to a glass of wine." β
Zhou Xuan smiled: "After talking for a long time, you are still looking forward to my death, Chen Danzhu, you are still waiting to get your house back, right?" Also, if I really want to do that, you dare to go to my grave to pay my respects? β
If he dies with the emperor, it will be a murder of the king, which is a great crime to destroy the nine clans, and there is no grave after death, and the corpse is thrown into the wilderness - dare to go to the memorial service, and be regarded as a fellow party.
After he finished speaking, he saw the girl reach out and gently touch the tip of her nose.
"Sneak in." She whispered, thought about it again, and reached out to hold her heart, "Otherwise, I'll still pay tribute to you in my heart." β
Zhou Xuan was annoyed: "Chen Danzhu, do you have a heart!" If I do this, I can be regarded as avenging you! That's how you treat your benefactor? β
Chen Danzhu got up to avoid it and muttered, "I didn't let you avenge me." β
Zhou Xuan put away his smile and sat up: "So it's because of this that I swore not to marry Princess Jin Yao." β
Chen Danzhu looked at him: "Can you separate Princess Jin Yao from your enemy?" β
Zhou Xuan said lightly: "Of course not, there is no need to say that innocent is not innocent, how can there be any innocent and not innocent, if you want to blame, you can only blame fate." β
Who let her life was given by the emperor, and who made her life the daughter of the emperor.
"Of course, you can rest assured." Zhou Xuan said again, "What I'm talking about is attitude, and what I believe in is still the unjust debtor." β
So did he really intend to murder the emperor? Chen Danzhu looked at him, how could it be so easy, he said earlier that the emperor was a master even the eunuch Jinzhong, and after that assassination, he was surrounded by masters.
Also, it seems that he is very favored by the emperor, but the emperor knows that he is the murderer, so why didn't he mention the victim's son?
"If Miss Danzhu doesn't plan to help me, don't worry about it." Zhou Xuan saw her thoughts and smiled, "Of course, I also believe that Miss Danzhu will not go to the informant, so don't worry, I won't kill you, don't be so afraid." β
Because if she goes to tell the truth, it can be regarded as self-defeating, the emperor killed Zhou Xuan, will he keep her as an insider?
Zhou Xuan sat on the edge of the bed, his long legs on the ground, and beckoned her to approach.
And what is the secret to say? Chen Danzhu walked over.
Zhou Xuan didn't seem shorter than her when he sits, looked at her and whispered: "Then you still like me as you said earlier, and you still count it, right?" β
Chen Danzhu was stunned and immediately annoyed, and stretched out his hand to push him hard: "Don't count!" β
Zhou Xuan fell back on his back to the bed, his back slammed into contact with the bed, and he let out a cry of pain: "Chen Danzhu, you're going to kill meβit hurtsβ"
He had a lot of false words and deeds before, but when she asked him to swear, he didn't hesitate at all to be true, and when he asked her if she liked him, it was true.
Even Princess Jin Yao could see that it was true that he liked Chen Danzhu.
Why can't she really like him too?
The young man lay on his back on the bed and spread his hands, feeling the pain of the wound in his back.
It hurts.